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Wednesday, June 9th, 2004

Time:10:10 pm.
basins of truth
overfilled the water runs
out of time

wells of thought
dry in winter
wait for the spring

depth of feeling
stirs a passionate heart
taints the blood

corners of a mind
dusty, hoard all the boxes
waiting memories

pit of the gut
tightens the senses reins
activates the third eye

wings of a soul
soar through infinite plains
no man-made shackles

bloom of a body
each petal adorns the gown
beauty most unique.
Calamity - 12 Touchs

Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004

Subject:one liner challenge again!
Time:11:14 am.
yes I know you have been waiting with baited breath for the next instalment of the one-liners.

Thank you for all those who gave me a one-liner I very much enjoyed the challenge of coming up with something for each and every one of them. But now it's YOUR turn again.

ok here goes:

The dawn waited in eerie silence, its crimson gown billowing across the land ..

Please join in. Open to all. have some fun with it. :)
Calamity - 32 Touchs

Time:7:51 am.
the birds they caw loudly
right outside my window
under the winter morning's sun
loudly they speak
I wonder what they say
I wonder if they know our speak
the chill is still there in the morning air
it almost proclaims "Winter is here!"
yet the sun valiantly peeks
through the mantle of the white fluffy clouds
taking ownership of the day
the birds have all gone quiet now
perhaps they are feeding
and life simply moves on.
Calamity - 4 Touchs

Tuesday, June 1st, 2004

Time:6:40 pm.
in the castle of my dreams
I am invincible
nothing can touch my soul's fire and bank it
nothing can pollute my body with disease
nothing can make my heart sterile and barren in its warmth
in my faerytales
I am the fairest of them all
in a world where my usual mantle is average and drab
nothing can question my powers of change
to alter the world around me as I see fit
to make myself fit within the gigantic puzzle
where life is the place in the centre of the maze
and humans wander aimlessly lost waiting for salvation
praying for different in a world too closed in to care
in my waking moments
I write frantically telling and re-telling my tale
almost magically working to make it real
so I feel real
flesh and bone
a face that will stop someone
rather than have them walk through my ghost
in the castle of my dreams
I am invincible
I am strong
I am pure
I am more than the total of my woes
I wish I could feel impervious to the howling winter winds outside my door
they haunt me
they make me confront
they make me fear
I will never be warm again
my fires low die to nothing
in my castle
I am ruler
I am supreme
I am the holder of my own destiny
I shape destiny as if it were malleable
as if I lost all sense of rigid and control
yet this is what I hold - control
I want to feel like I owe no favours in this life
no one holds the deeds to my soul's home
that I am free to come and go as I please
in the castle of my dreams.
Calamity - 20 Touchs

Sunday, May 30th, 2004

Time:8:33 pm.
we walk in the valley of shadows
of different light flickering on and off
grey, black, silver, white
the shadows dance their muted hues
and we hide and show our face behind each veil
see me, don't
catch me, don't
I am the ghost that lives in the cracks
in the threads that make the shadows
I weave my own cloth
in light and dark, the play of shadows divine
Beauty can found in the darkness
waiting for the light.
Calamity - 23 Touchs

Friday, May 28th, 2004

Time:10:35 pm.
touch me no more
lest you mean it, want it, feel it
I am more than a name, an empty face
I breathe air in, fire out
and drink the tiny raindrops that fall from my eyes
I live in beauty
real and imagined, created by me
I live in ugliness
real and imagined, created by others
I believe in everything that has a question
because our job is to ask and to find the answers
and pass the key down each rung of the ladder
till we can no more
I am a true note
a sharp note one octave too high
a low note wallowing in the shallows
I live a million lives right inside of me
my mind is the camera
that has taken pictures from my soul to see
I dress up and dress down in my daydreams
in my nightdreams live spectres of forbidden love and lust
desires
refuge from the storms that blind the third eye
I walk in shadows both hot and cold
and still I cannot escape the stranger who lies attached at my feet
yet who follows my every step
counting them
for I belong to the shadow
and the shadow belongs to me
I have darkness and light wrapped up in the silk of my heart
and I rejoice in both with open arms I embrace them
I cannot cut myself in half
for I am whole
segmented in smaller parts which are a whole
I feed myself sugar as well as bitter herbs
and my mouth becomes accustomed to both
and favours not one above the other
I am my creator, I am my destroyer
I build, I bring down
full circles swing in my autumn eyes
I laugh with relish
and in silent voice
with others
at myself
at others
depending on which side of the sun I open my eyes
I am the catalyst, poison, antidote, centre
universe where my soul spins around
weaving itself, reinventing itself, finding itself
if you touch me
touch all the way down to where my toes curl
there you will find my roots buried deep in the fertile soul of my being
draw my colours to a point
let the oceans wash me up on the given shore
let the harbour nestle my magnificent dreams
till I come again into this world
till I come again.
Calamity - 10 Touchs

Thursday, May 27th, 2004

Time:9:26 pm.
I am winter
all covered up beneath the woolen blankets hiding till the sun comes out again
I am spring
hidden in the daisy chains and floral crowns, entwined pretty flowers from a field in bloom
I am summer
rolling to shore on white-capped waves enjoying the music of the children's laughs and screams beneath a bright blue sky
I am autumn
waiting, ever patiently, reviving, revitalising, changing my coat and finding my feet, enjoying a moment's reprieve before the next.
Calamity - 11 Touchs

Subject:a follower as usual when to comes to these things
Time:8:54 pm.
SSensual
UUnforgettable
ZZonked
YYum

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~ yup that's me. *chuckles*
Calamity - 12 Touchs

Wednesday, May 26th, 2004

Subject:thanks to Kathryn
Time:9:18 pm.
what magical order are you? )
Calamity - 6 Touchs

Tuesday, May 25th, 2004

Subject:Tarot Quiz
Time:6:03 pm.
ART/TEMPERANCE - the creator, the alchemist )
Calamity - 12 Touchs

Sunday, May 23rd, 2004

Subject:cute ;P
Time:1:27 pm.
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Calamity - 14 Touchs

Saturday, May 22nd, 2004

Time:1:18 pm.
the dishes sparkled white
lined up behind each other on the rack

I am the used glass with the tiny smudge stain around the lip
sitting on the sink watching the bright white plates
wondering what they would look like with some grime
a smidgeon of dirt, some grease to cover their perfect face

the dishes sparkled white
lined up behind each other on the rack

I sit here feeling left out but glad to not be the same
I know deep inside my glass heart
no one is perfect, nothing shines more true than another
just a smidgeon of left-overs would do them much good

the dishes sparkled white
lined up behind each other on the rack

What would it feel like to be so clean, so pure
has it always been that way or only recently
is it their natural state or one imposed by a clean hand
why can't just a smidgeon of scrap be left behind

the dishes sparkled white
lined up behind each other on the rack

Is it envy I feel everytime I look up at their perfect face
or cyncism knowing full well there is no such thing
if you drop me I'll crash and make a big sound
but I find that smidgeon of noise is too much in this quiet

the dishes sparkled white
lined up behind each other on the rack

I stand here, waiting, watching for my own turn
wishing to remain as I am.
I cannot be like all the others, so sterile it seems
I like my own smidgeon of dirt, it gives character to my face.
Calamity - 15 Touchs

Thursday, May 20th, 2004

Subject:Thanks to Ish's link
Time:9:14 pm.
Narrative
You're a Narrative writer!


What kind of writer are you?
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*laughs*

yup that's me! ;)
Calamity - 8 Touchs

Subject:a writing challenge for any of you who are game - welcome to one and all
Time:8:57 pm.
I had my turn at the one-liners and now it's yours. ;)

The air was slow to move and it felt like time had somehow gotten stuck .....
Calamity - 40 Touchs

Time:6:40 pm.
we are beggars in the street
looking for scraps and bits and pieces
something of our own
something to be our own.
we look with tired almost faded eyes
along the winding streets that lead
to everywhere and nowhere.
we walk with feet in ill-fitted shoes
blisters screaming in agony
as the soles have worn out on the bottom
and the leather is too tight on top.
we smell the air and know the seasons have changed
and with it our luck
ebbs and flows-
we have either too little or too much
never something comfortable in between.
we forage for truth in the rubbish bins of our neighbours
we cover our skin in blankets worm-holed and threadbare
better than nothing they say.
we eat humble pie when someone throws at us some minor misdemeanour
blown out of all proportion by someone with a loud voice
sorry, we bow and scrape, crawl on our knees
long for forgiveness for something we never knew we committed.
punishment in small proportions handed out,
meted out to last through all the years to come
like cutting back a pound of flesh from our backs
to pay the debt collector his or her due.
we live in the squalor of fear and unexpressed desire
lack of who we are and what forms the inside of our skin.
we amble through life like a beast of burden
weighed down by the oppression of a life not understood
and a purpose still hiding behind closed eyes.
we were created to see the truth as we find it
or make our truth count for it is the only one we will ever have
yet the hungry keeping searching beneath every rock and pillar
striving to find the holy grail
and save our race as if redemption is the only reason we live.
we hunger like a babe who's mother has no milk
cry and scream loud with empty stomach and burning lungs
yet the harder we scream, the longer we cannot hear.
we are beggars in the street
looking for scraps and bits and pieces
something of our own
something to be our own.
we cannot live alone, lest we stay alone
we cannot love together, lest we love alone
we are opposites in motion
opposites that seem like sames
we learned the differences from swaddling babe
now we need to find what we have in common
the bullseye of our race
the thread
to stop the other threads from unraveling
to spare the blanket
to save the weave
to join the holes
to make us whole.



~ ~ ~ ~ forgive me I am tired and this is all I could write. I think when I'm tired I begin to feel the weight of the world around me and then have a need to voice that. And so from this, this poem is born.
Calamity - 8 Touchs

Wednesday, May 19th, 2004

Time:10:29 pm.
brandish thy weapons
o siren queen
with eyes of shimmering emerald
let them touch thy lips
reverently, lustfully, lovingly
they hold thy hand in one hand
and clutch a silver dagger behind their backs with the spare.
they would see you just as easily dead
as alive
their toy
their saviour
their redemption
their executioner
whore
watch them, learn them, steal their power
lest it turns on you and you crumble to dust at their feet.
smile with widest mouth
show them the pearl gates that have sunk a million ships
filled with suitors' hearts
let gaiety be thy shield
and intelligence and subterfuge thy sword-
submit to no one
to sell your soul would be a price too high
with little recompense.
brandish thy weapons
o warrior queen
your words are knives that cut through the lying night
your will the poison men will take to break your back
and leave you cowering in the gutter filled with careless filth.
submit to no one
you cannot cower for you never learned how to bend small
only to stand with head held high
as they stone you for your courage and insolence
only then to try and salve the open wounds with sea salt instead of cool aloe.
brandish thy weapons
o simple girl
they will try and rule you with an iron fist
bruise you with their clumsy hands
as they shake and rattle your womanly bones.
they would use you as
their toy
their saviour
their redemption
their executioner
whore
only if you so choose for it is not their choice to make.
choose wisely which weapon you draw on which day
and what you will save when armageddon arrives barging through your door
the demons want their angels pure
not slightly tarnished
so give them their sugar tenfold
let them believe that the spice has fallen and blown away by the jealous wind.
brandish thy weapons
wisely and well
for civilisations have fallen for less
and been forgotten for more than that.
Calamity - 17 Touchs

Monday, May 17th, 2004

Subject:one-liner challenge for me
Time:9:36 pm.
it's that time again.

throw me a line, any line and see what creative things I can come up with. ;)
Calamity - 34 Touchs

Saturday, May 15th, 2004

Time:10:21 pm.
I just finished watching The Last Samurai. I think it's one of the best movies I have watched. Beautifully filmed. Great story - I was riveted to the screen.
Calamity - 12 Touchs

Friday, May 14th, 2004

Time:10:05 am.
bastardise the music
twist the melody
misshape the truth
lose reality
lose faith in word.

origami animals and flowers
replace the breathing kind
pretty paper, no heartbeat
no breath, no joy, no soul
just still colour fluttering in the breeze.

locked rooms, windowless rooms
stale air that permeates every particle of space
no sound, dead sound,
makes my skin crawl, pucker and shiver
no air, hard to breathe, suffocate
barriers only seal people in.

evil intent masked in good intentions
bottom of the food chain scrambling for the top
believing they are the top
feeding off others below them in level
never in status
no friend, no companion, no confidante
silver daggers in a back kills friendship in one stroke.

children growing too fast, wanting adulthood
run the asylum with a fierce naivety
a dangerous one
poison to their growth, inhibitor to their soul
breaker of their heart
no direction, no sincerity, no compass
blinkers on, closed eyes, all they do is sleep.

desire hot coursing through veins
made only to accommodate the cold
burn the recipient, tear them asunder, rip them
inside out, back to front
turns them upside down
no genuine interest, no deeper connection, no avenues
we cannot deal with emotion the right way, only one way.
Calamity - 15 Touchs

Wednesday, May 12th, 2004

Subject:my own kind of love song
Time:8:52 pm.
Music:First day of my life (acoustic demo) - The Rasmus.
I play with your fingers
our heads bent close to one another's
whispering sweet nothings
sharing the day
living through the other's eyes.
Our hushed voices murmur
soft lilting melody of laughter
nestled in each other's arms
a harbour from the wounds.
I look into your endless eyes
they go on for eternity
deep, they shine your love
and I can see my smile reflected there
You make me smile
away from my many tears.
I make you laugh
with my bluntness
telling you as it is
without the need to embellish or hide.
The music of the night lulls us
keeps us
afloat.
With fingers entwined we are stronger
nothing will breach these reinforced walls
foundations we have built
to get better with each passing day.
I give you only what I can -
I give you me.
And all I ask of you is
to give yourself to me -
Yes, I know I don't need to ask.
We fall asleep in each other's arms
and we finally rest
away from the chaotic world outside our door
away from the loneliness of just one.
We meet in our dreams
as we do in real life.
We meet in our dreams
as we will one day in life.
Calamity - 6 Touchs

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