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[22 Mar 2004|09:31pm] |
X marks a true statement ( ) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK ( ) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT ( ) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX ( ) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX (X) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR (X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN TO JAPAN ( ) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI (X) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX ( ) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE (X) I NEVER HAD SEX (X) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC (X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED(not technically... so thats what we are saying...) ( ) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED (X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED (X) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT (X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME ( ) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE (X) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY) (X) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING (X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX (X) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED ( ) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER ( ) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB(this is up to debate..) (X) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE (X) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE ( ) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND ( ) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER (X) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS ( ) I NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE ( ) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL (X) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER (X) I NEVER CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE (X) I NEVER HAD SEX AT THE OFFICE (X) I NEVER GOT MARRIED (X) I NEVER GOT DIVORCED (X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN THE SAME WEEK (any type of sex) (X) I NEVER HAVE POSED NUDE (X) I NEVER HAD CHILDREN. (X) I NEVER TRIED SPEED ( ) I NEVER GOT SO DRUNK I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED (X) I NEVER HAVE GOTTEN FAVORS/MONEY FOR SEX (X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN CAUGHT BY A PARENT WHILE HAVING SEX OR ANY FORM OF SEX
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[16 Mar 2004|11:12pm] |
I see: white walls everywhere..paint primer I need: to sleep I find: that i smell like cheese I want: more water I have: brandons hoodie I wish: we didnt have school tomorrow I love: graham colton I hate: anita I miss: justin I fear: froggies I feel: cold I hear: the darkness I smell: cheese I crave: something filling to eat I search: for the missing piece of the puzzle I wonder: how to unplug your ears I regret: not having lots of sex
when was the last time you:
Smiled?: prolly at work, laughing about something stupid Laughed?: when brenden dropped the blue cheeeeese Cried?: i dunno Bought something?: dont remember, i've been broke for a week, maybe my prom ticket Danced?: yesterday in my room with brandon Were sarcastic?: i dunno, at work a few hours ago Kissed someone?: earlier today Talked to an ex?: oh jesus, i talked to mike and kev a few days ago Watched your favorite movie?: hmmm Had a nightmare?: actually it was a few weeks ago. eeek
a last time for everything:
Last book you read: the emo book Last movie you saw: school of rock Last song you heard: volcano by damien rice Last thing you had to drink: juice Last time you showered: a few min ago Last thing you ate: string cheese
do you:
Smoke?: im trying to quit i guess Do drugs?: no Have sex?: only vagina on vagina. Sleep with stuffed animals?: reese Live in the moment?:hah, yeah. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes Have a dream that keeps coming back?: no Play an instrument?: no, i did Believe there is life on other planets?: yeah, i have to Remember your first love?: yes Still love him/her?: no, i think i hate him Read the newspaper?: never Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes, samantha and greg. they're related. must run in the fam. Believe in miracles?: not really Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes Consider yourself tolerant of others?: heh, when i really have to be Consider love a mistake?: no Like the taste of alcohol?: some Have a favorite candy?: skittles and laffy taffy Believe in astrology?: i guess Believe in magic?: yes Believe in God?: yes Pray?: never Go to church?: no Have any secrets?: no Have any pets: none Do well in school?: for the most part Go to or plan to go to college?: yes Have a major?: no Talk to strangers who instant message you?: too boring Wear hats?: not really Have any piercings?: navel and ears Have any tattoos?: no Hate yourself?: no Have an obsession?: orangatangs Have a secret crush?: shh no Do they know yet?: its no secret Collect anything?: no Have a best friend?: veronica justin brandon and james Wish on stars?: i used to all the time Like your handwriting?: it doesnt bother me Have any bad habits?: nail biting, channel flipping Care about looks?: i guess Boy/girlfriend's looks?: hes real good looking, so its no worry. Friends and other people?: guess not Believe in witches?: sure Believe in Satan?: sure, in some form or another Believe in ghosts?: yes
currents:
current clothing: ugly senior hoodie, ugly grey sweat pants current mood: tired current taste: cheese current hair: wet current annoyance: that smell current smell: primer current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping current jewelry: navel ring and 6 earings and hemp necklace current book: palm sunday-kv current refreshment: juice current worry: how im gonna wake up tomorrow morning current crush: sandy current favorite celebrity: michael j fox, cause he has the same last name as my future husband current longing: sleep current music: 98 degrees current wish: that sex didnt make you pregnant current lyric in your head: "every night i pray on bended knees, that you will always be my everything" current makeup: zero current undergarments: none at all current regret: not going to bed before i sat down here current desktop picture:nothing current plans for tonight/weekend: weekend-work and ...work. current cuss word du jour: i dont current disappointment: the snow current amusement: this current IM/person: no one current love: mmm this boy current obsession: nick lachey. current avoidance: feet falling asleep current thing or things on your wall: absolut posters, shakira, random things from goodwill. current favorite book: nymphomation current favorite movie: cabin fever
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[28 Jan 2004|10:52pm] |
what i really need is what makes me bleeeeeed. what i am to you, is not real. this isnt real, and im starting to feel it. why do i have to be the one? why cant i be the one? if i was a stone i wouldnt have to feel. at all. if i was anything else but me, maybe i'd have it easy. blah blah, happy person that is known as meeeee.
*steps down*
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[07 Jan 2004|09:05pm] |
NUMBER OF... :x: piercings = 6 :x: tattoos = 0 :x: height = 5'5" :x: shoe size = 8 1/2 :x: hair color = dark brown :x: siblings = 1
LAST... :x: movie you rented = freaky friday :x: movie you bought = i got finding nemo for christmas :x: song you listened to = the worlds not worth waiting for :x: song that was stuck in your head = drowning :x: cd you bought = fallow-for justin :x: cd you listened to = enya the memorie of trees :x: person you've called = justin :x: person that's called you = veronicas mom :x: tv show you've watched = ED :x: person you were thinking of = justin :x: friend you made = mike at work.
DO... :x: you have a crush on someone = not really. :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = omahahahaa. :x: you think about suicide = only when watching Heathers :x: you believe in online dating = no. :x: others find you attractive = i guess so :x: you want more piercings = yeah :x: you drink = occasionaly :x: you do drugs = nope :x: you smoke = yeah :x: you like cleaning = nooo :x: you like roller coasters = yeah :x: you write in cursive or print = print
FOR OR AGAINST... :x: long distance relationships = for me, against :x: using someone = against :x: suicide = against. :x: killing people = Against. :x: teenage smoking = for :x: doing drugs = for :x: driving drunk = Against. :x: gay/lesbian relationships = for :x: soap operas = for
FAVORITE... :x: food = chicken fingers :x: song = enya-anywhere :x: thing to do = touch myself :x: thing to talk about = how it is :x: sports = ew :x: drinks = sprite :x: clothes = sweaters :x: movies = igby goes down, harry potter, the new PETER PAN :x: singer = graham colton :x: holiday = christmas
HAVE YOU... :x: ever cried over a girl = yes :x: ever cried over a boy = yes :x: ever lied to someone = yes :x: ever been in a fist fight = not severe :x: ever been arrested = no
WHAT... :x: shampoo do you use = i dont :x: shoes do you wear = cons :x: are you scared of = may
NUMBER... :x: of times I have been in love? = twice :x: of times I have had my heart broken? = once for a bit :x: of hearts I have broken? = a few i think :x: of girls I have kissed? = a few. :x: of boys I have kissed? = a few dozen :x: of girls I've slept with? = none :x: of boys I've slept with? = none :x: of drugs taken illegally? = two :x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 3 :x: of people I consider my enemies? = one :x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper = a few :x: of scars on my body? = a few :x: of things in my past that I regret? = i knew people would call me gay
FAVORITE... :x: disney movie = peter pan :x: word = explosive :x: nickname = liz, chicken french. :x: guy name = Tyler or Zack :x: girl name = Sophie :x: eye color = brown :x: flower = orchids :x: piercing = labret :x: actor = jared letto :x: actress = julia roberts
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... :x: pretty = pretty fat :x: funny = yeah im a riot :x: hot = in hurrrr :x: friendly = yeah man :x: amusing = no. :x: ugly = for a week :x: loveable = love me..pweeease :x: caring = not really, only for a select few. :x: sweet = no. :x: dorky = no kinda no yeah
DESCRIBE YOUR.. [ x ] Wallet - im not carrying one now cause my purse is too small. [ x ] Hairbrush - blue [ x ] Toothbrush - white and yellow [ x ] Jewelry worn daily - hemp necklace and class ring, usually my butterfly ring, belly ring, and ear rings [ x ] Pillow cover - harry potter [ x ] Blanket - denim ish [ x ] Coffee cup - i dunno sam used my snowman one [ x ] Sunglasses - dont have any [ x ] Underwear - dat thong tha thong thong thong [ x ] Favorite shirt - wow i dont know, probably either my black or brown solid long sleeves. [ x ] Perfume/cologne - perfume- pink suede. cologne-PIMP haha [ x ] CD in stereo right now - enya [ x ] Tattoos - [ x ] Piercings - three in each ear, navel [ x ] What you are wearing now - jeans, guster shirt, gap hoodie, pink tube socks! [ x ] In my mouth - nadda [ x ] In my head - i cant stand the colors that remind me of the past [ x ] Wishing - snow day [ x ] After this - sleep [ x ] Fetishes - whips and chains [ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - a mirror [ x ] Is next to you right now - a lamp [ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - winter break [ x ] The last thing you ate - chicken french [ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - frogs [ x ] Do you like candles - Yes. [ x ] Do you like incense - yes [ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - eewww [ x ] Do you believe in love - Yes. [ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - hahaha...sure [ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - sure [ x ] Do you believe in God - sure [ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - burried [ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - cat [ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - 48 hours [ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - No. [ x ] What's your favorite coin - Quarter. [ x ] What are some of your favorite candies - skittles [ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand? the importance of punctuation. [ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - pictures [ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around -noelle
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[02 Jan 2004|11:27pm] |
1) Using band names, spell out your name
Less than jake Incubus Zwan(thanks tj)
Modest Mouse Alkaline Trio Rainer Maria I Hate Myself Enya
Guster Unsung Zeros NSYNC Nelly
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? Yeah, thats what you get when you date boys in bands. 3) What song makes you cry? I never cry! 4) What song makes you happy? What it is to burn...haha. 5) What do you like to listen to before bed? Enya
a p p e a r a n c e HEIGHT: 5’5" HAIR COLOR: Strawberry Blond. SKIN COLOR: white EYE COLOR: brown PIERCINGS: 3 in each ear and one navel TATTOOS: yeah sure im the illustrated man
r i g h t n o w WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: pink. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: fall out boy-honorable mention WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: nothing WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: i dunno, i guess its cold. HOW ARE YOU? tired.
d o y o u GET MOTION SICKNESS?: yeah sometimes HAVE A BAD HABIT?: sure GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: not really. not at all. LIKE TO DRIVE?: not really. not at all.
f a v o r i t e s TV SHOW: So little time CONDITIONER: dove. BOOK: anything by jeff noon, harry potters, chuckie p's MAGAZINE: rolling stones NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: sprite ALCOHOLIC DRINK: mmm smirnoff black ice. THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Sleep, read, play BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: Enyaaaaa
h a v e y o u BROKEN THE LAW: yeah RAN AWAY FROM HOME: i dont suppose SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yeah EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: pantie dipping MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yeah EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: nope.. USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yeah, with permission though SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: yeah FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yeah BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: no LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: sure
l o v e BOYFRIEND: no GIRLFRIEND: a few SEXUALITY: good question CHILDREN: what?. CURRENT CRUSH: adam sandler BEEN IN LOVE?: sure HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: sure BEEN HURT?: ouch YOUR GREATEST REGRET: who? GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: haha sure. r a n d o m DO YOU HAVE A JOB: YES YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: ENYA, MSI, PUNCHLINE IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?:white. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: my purse WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: my books, nothing. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?:FIRED UP WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: some people here and there WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: read. sit. watch a movieee. w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t TIME YOU CRIED?: uhhh, when my dad got here YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: iyunno YOU GOT E-MAIL: iyunno THING YOU PURCHASED: dinner TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: full house MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Mona Lisa Smile
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n ABORTION: not entirely against TEENAGE SMOKING: whatever floats my boat? what? SPICE GIRLS: baby spice. DREAMS: walk out of them
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[28 Nov 2003|11:04am] |
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[10 Aug 2003|10:52pm] |
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why am i such an emotional basket case? why do i want to hold you forever and always and never let you go. i just want to hold you without you pushing me away. i have to be in love with you. you make me stronger every time you look at me like that. i have to resist you.someday i wont have to. if the inevitable becomes the truth. you hold the stars in your eyes. thats why i dont want to let you go. you have so much to show me. i admire everything you say. and you welcome me, most of the time. just dont push me away. you come to me with a smile that will send me to my knees. i just want to be one. when summer is gone, can we still stare at each other without hurting? im fearing, yet hoping the best. i want to just be able to say we're one now. but i cant see that happening now. in the meantime, cant we still be in love? cant we still be best friends? dont say you dont love me. it makes me cry. and i dont want to give you that. i'd give you anything else.
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[29 Jul 2003|06:56pm] |
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at the final moment i cried. i always cry at endings. goodbye said the hero in this story. i could kill you, sure. but i could only make you cry with these words.
get me away, i'm dying.
hi onelleobaid. i feel nothing lately. some people are having a hard time. i dont feel sorry for them. i'm selfish. oh well, i like not being super emo hardcore ("i feel so much pain and life is shit and im going to head bang on my chest") and such. the only thing i know is i hate being a teenager. so dream of all the poet kids.
Life Updates: I am done with Drivers Education. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Michael Catallo. I applied for a job at Martinos. Hopefully i get the job. Mikes got a show on friday. I'm going to the Warped tour with a bunch of my favorite people. I finally saw Nightmare on Elm Street. I know how to drive. Thursday is Harry Potters birthday. Friday is our 2 month. Tony got his license. I have a softball game tomorrow that i dont want to attend. I will pray for you.
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[12 Jul 2003|03:29pm] |
fuck! i hate this.
i am happy.
are you?
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[02 Jul 2003|02:30pm] |
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hey lush. Well, Xanga is being a little poot face.
Whats been going on in my world? I dunno. I started Drivers Ed. It sucks thoroughly. Way too early.
Yesterday, Mike and i watched Office space. Funny flick. Kinda like mikes face...juuuust kidding.We got ice cream too! it was yum.
Today i got my grades. I PASSED CHEMISTRY! 65. yay. i did well in everything else...well enough.
I have to change my schedual around. Im quitting chorus. Yay for that too.
Mike got a job...and a car. Yummy.
I have a softball game tonight. That's pretty cool. I'd rather just sleep, but enh. Okay. have fun.
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[28 Jun 2003|11:25am] |
one things for certain, im insecure. it burns. we burn. together. nobody cares at all. except for you. and me. thank you, i'm normal again. i havent cried in so long. you've regulated my emotions. im on a constant high. is that normal? for me, it is. miss optimistic. went home and cried every night for many different reasons. now, nothing bothers me. and if it does, i dont show it.
gotta go.
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[28 Jun 2003|12:03am] |
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whats going on? you know me better than i know myself.
FUCK.
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[27 Jun 2003|11:37am] |
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[my name is]: Elizabeth [my nickname is]: Liz [this is because]: uhm, its shorter. [in the morning i am]: bored. like now. or hungry. [all i need is]: string cheese and a smile [love is]: fun! [if i could see one person right now]: its hard to pick just one. [im afraid of]: frogs [i dream about]: sex. a lot. almost as much as a guy.
HAVE YOU EVER? [pictured ur crush naked?]: yes [actually seen ur crush naked]: uhh, nope. [been in love]: yes [cried when someone died]: yeah [lied]: almost every day [coke or pepsi]: coke [flowers or candy]: it depends on what kind of flowers, only roses are better than candy. [scruff or clean shaven]: clean shaven please.scruff hurts. [tall or short]: tallER haha.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX [what do u notice first?]: if he seems happy, smiling or not. [last person u slow danced with]: real slow dance would be justin at prom, but mike and i slow dance to no music all the time. [worst question to ask]: what day is it?..who cares WHO [makes u laugh the most?]: hm, lately its been mike and tony and noelle and justin and alex.. [gives u a funny feeling when u see them]: funny=i want to jump them....then mike. haha. [has a crush on u?]: iiii dont know. YOU DO, DONT YOU?! [easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: boys in general, but certain girls are better than everyone. DO YOU EVER [sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to i.m u?]: nah man. [save aol/aim conversations]: nah man, yay for deadaim. [save e-mails]: they save themselves. [wish u were a member of the opposite sex]: hell yes. [cried because of someone saying something to u]: meh, not in a long long time.
HAVE YOU EVER [fallen for ur best friend]: heh, yeah. [been rejected]: yes. [rejected someone]: yes [used someone]: yes [been cheated on]:i hope not. ***COuuuughhhhhbhahnhkhehrhhhhhh**** [done something u regret]: yes
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON [u talked to]: connor [u hugged]: hmmm michael [u instant messaged]: veronica [u laughed with]: noelle v and mike
DO YOU [color ur hair]: yeah, its black with some wannabe brown in it. [ever get off the damn computer]: sometimes. [habla espanol]: yes.
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU [smoke]: i have. [obsessive]:i am not [could u live without the computer?]: it'd be a challenge. [how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: 200 in all, uhhh 36 are on [whats ur favorite food?]: chicken [whats ur favorite fruit?]: strawberry [drink alcohol?]: hey ho, are you ready to go? yeah. [like watching sunrises or sunsets]:sunsets [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]:ive never experienced severe physical pain...so i cant answer this [trust others way too easily?]: no
FINAL QUESTIONS [i want]: to leave [i wish]: you were heeeeeeeeeere [i love]: everyone! [i miss]: the good ol' days [i fear]: my family [i hear]: KELLY CLARKSON mmmmmmissss independant [i wonder]: what im doing today
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[25 Jun 2003|04:44pm] |
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im falling in love. you should know that i've been damaged.
wow its hot.
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[19 Jun 2003|12:41pm] |
lizero9 | Magic Number | 16 | Job | Computer Nerd | Personality | Chancer | Temperament | Steely | Sexual | Whatever, Whenever, Whoever | Likely To Win | Nothing | Me - In A Word | Evil | Colour | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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[17 Jun 2003|04:32pm] |
the rest of this is in my xanga
Love + Relationships... :Do you have a bf/gf?: yeah :Do you have a crush?: sure :How long have you liked him/her?: only a little while :Why do you like this person?: for many reasons. we think very similarly, he's so talented and i admire that, we dont smother each other, and i like his touch. and his kiss. :How long was your longest relationship?: about 3 months too long. :How long was your shortest relationship?: about a week and a half. :Who was your first love?: chris
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[17 Jun 2003|03:10pm] |
Only TWO more days of groundedness. YAY
Tomorrow i have my Global regents. I will study tonight while all of my best friends are having a shizzle party at chelseas.
Friday! Friday will be cool to the extreme. I gotta go in to school and take the Spanish regents. Ew. BUT THEEEENNN...im off to veronicas house with tj i guess. Later that evening we are going to a pizarty. that one that michaels band is playing at. It will be loads of musical fun.
!!!!!SATURDAY!!!!! Im going to see GUUUUUSTERRRR! YES baby! Its going to be so fun. My cousin Leah is taking mike and I. Arent you jealous? mhm, thats what i thought.
Sunday i am gonna slizeep over at noellies house so we can go to CHEMISTRY review on monday. and eat pizza and get learned.
what to do now...
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