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I'm takin' prednisone because I got some really bad poison ivy, and my face was all swellin' up like a pus-filled balloon, so I had to call out of work and schedule an apointment asap with a doctor lady, and I did, and she prescribed prednisone, and now it's like I'm on speed! Tons of energy, and munchies without the hunger! I have eaten so much I feel like I could puke, but I keep eatin' anyways! And I bounce and stuff, and I haven't really slept since Monday, and the only way I can sleep is by takin' benedryl and then it only lasts a couple hours because the benedryl wears off and I start scratchin' the blisters in my sleep, and man! Prednisone is awesome! It, like, rained, and I didn't even feel it in my joints like I usually do! So what if it has tons of terrible and dangerous side-affects? No joint pain, makin' my face stop swellin', tons of energy, and the expensive habit of non-stop munchies! Anyhoo, I was just sayin' that it's awesome and all, as a little update, and that no, I'm not a druggie, I just appreciate the fact that little magic pills prescribed to me do all sorts of magic stuff that puts my head in a tizzy and my thoughts in the clouds. Anyhoo, as an update sort of: Takin' driver's ed. Workin' fewer hours because people suck. Considering gettin' a second job, because I'm a slacker and won't go to school And am delighted with the affects of steroids. There you go. Love you all! Me!!!!! |
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energetic| Medication is not a solution - it's just some glitter on over glue. Or something like that. | ||||
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Never dreaming Cease this life Stop my breathing. I'd rather die Then rely upon a selected serotonin reuptake inhibitor." |
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| 11:11pm 11/03/2004 | ||||
 Volo anaticulum cumminosam meam! "I want my rubber ducky!" Okay, so you're a little childish. You know how to have a good time. Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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Well, the planning of delinquency went alright, but implementing action had a few unwanted errors. Ah, well. C'est la vie. You know what they say: Practice makes better. A future time will get rid of a few problems as well, so it is probably best in the long run. In the mean while I must continue with this waiting game, until I can finally make my move. Who ever said life was supposed to be fair? Hope you all are doing swell. |
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And getting my name analyzed, to boot! ---------------------------------------- NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Leilani Noel _------ Leilani: You are fair-minded sometimes to the point of being opinionated. You have a strong need to be loved and appreciated. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. Noel: You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. _-------: Your world, good or bad, revolves around your family. You are determined and loyal, and your word is your bond. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You are always involved with projects and things to do. You need to learn flexibility. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. http://www.zodiacal.com/acro.mv |
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http://starterupsteve.servepics.com/s Oh god, it never stops. It's cute in a horrifying way. |
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| 01:31am 29/02/2004 | ||||
Pillage and Burn! Pillage and Burn! Pillage and Burn! I am she And she is me Together we Are one entity We look alike And act the same But only one has a brain. You think you've won, But I'm the one with the green globe grapes! I feel like I am going to cry. I hate the waiting game, and even as I try and follow the rules, my world breaks down. King me before I die. I can't win this checkers match. |
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drained| Guess where I'm going this week! | ||||
| 08:50am 13/02/2004 | ||||
*falls over in impatient anticipation!* |
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excited| This was something I wrote in another journal. | ||||
| 11:29am 12/02/2004 | ||||
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creative| Moo. | ||||
| 01:55am 11/02/2004 | ||||
Of happy summers long since gone, For in the winter it's frozen shut Allowing no one to the hut Where Life makes Death his mistress." Edit: More? "The dwelling shudders in the wind As He confesses, "I have sinned." Death cradles him oh, so gently Just before She sets him free, So that He may live once more." |
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anxious| More quizzage. Turns out I have wings. | |||
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Remembering Calumet with some help. Good times, good times. =) |
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restless| Best Boxing Day ever. | ||||
| 12:08am 05/01/2004 | ||||
Made out like a bandit for Christmas. Recieve an electric blanket, a digital camera, and stocking stuffers. I miss saying "llama" and it was only last night that I discovered a new beauty in the word. Five and a half weeks, so long as various parental units allow visitation at such a time. Too long, either way. |
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sad| Boom. Colors. I think they are lying. | ||||
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Acts in an orderly, methodical, and self-contained manner. Needs the sympathetic understanding of someone who will give her recognition and approval. Your Stress Sources: Eager to make a good impression, but worried and doubtful about the likelihood of succeeding. Feels that she has a right to anything she might hope for, and becomes helpless and distressed when circumstances go against her. Finds the mere possibility of failure most upsetting and this can even lead to nervous prostration. Sees herself as a 'victim' who has been misled and abused, mistakes this dramatization for reality and tries to convince herself that her failure to achieve standing and recognition is the fault of others. Your Restrained Characteristics: Willing to become emotionally involved and able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity. Feels that she is receiving less than her share and that there is no one on who she can rely for sympathy and understanding. Pent-up emotions make her quick to take offense, but she realizes that she has to make the best of things as they are. Willing to become emotionally involved as she feels rather isolated and alone. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense, though she tries to avoid open conflict. Your Desired Objective: Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable and over-demanding. Refuses to allow anything to influence her point of view. Your Actual Problem: Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, emptiness, and an unadmitted self-contempt. Her refusal to admit this leads to her adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. Your Actual Problem #2: Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation, or demands on her resources. This feeling of powerlessness subjects her to agitation and acute distress. She reacts by considering that she has been victimized, and insists--with indignation, resentment, and defiance--on being given her own way. It's gotta be lying... egads... please say its lying? Oh man, I'm horrible... |
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shocked| Boxing Day! | ||||
| 03:23pm 18/12/2003 | ||||
The script I put up here didn't work. Well, then. Let's just say I can't wait, and that the little counter thingie was almost nifty, and that you miss out because it doesn't show up on livejournal. And that I can't wait for Boxing Day. Whee. Leilani |
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| 09:59pm 13/12/2003 | ||||
I'm tired, but I'm talkin' to an awesome person, and it is worth stayin' up for that. Not that I've been sleeping either way. 11 Days, 1 Hour, and 58 Minutes until Christmas. 12 days, 1 hours, and 58 minutes until Boxing Day. Joy to the world, the good kind of crazy will have come, and will help shoo away some of the bad kind that resides inside my skull. Reside and inside rhyme. Yay. Oh yeah, and it is Dan's Birthday today, and my Dad's birthday in two hours. Congratulations to both entities. Over and out, Captain! Leilani |
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Bah. So so so so tired. And this isn't even full swing. Imagine how tired I'll be an independent person, paying my own rent, utilities, and attempting to have some sort of life at the same time. Even the thought makes me tired. Tired, tired, tired. I don't want to grow up, but right about now I feel 42. In this case, it doesn't sound like such a fun number to be. The Old Leilani-Noel |
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| 08:55pm 08/12/2003 | |||
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I love you! Yes, you! Thank you so much! That was awesome! I need to bake you something now. Where do you live? I'll Fed-UP it to you! *dies* Everyone, check out: http://www.livejournal.com/users/me Yeah! *cough* I'm going to calm down now. Yeah. (WHEEE!) |
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