..::|+|::..
Friends Only.





Due to the graphic nature of this journal reader discretion is advised.

Nah, but there are various reasons why I decided to make the journal friends only most of them involve some form of paranoia.

Feeling: scared
Listening to: Siouxsie and the Banshees- Peek-a-boo

-----

Yes I got myself a journal, ok scratch that it's a lie my friend got me a journal. It has been reccomended to me by countless people to write my frustrations down on paper I have tried this countless times to no avail, see even I get tired of listening to myself whine and muse over the meaningless of... everything.

I am still trying to figure out how to make this journal at least appear aesthetically pleasing, I am not accustomed to the format provided by LiveJournal since in my last online journal I wrote the HTML and designed the graphics myself and was therefore able to make it appear a reflection of me. Speaking of HTML and Photoshop, I haven't worked on it in so long that this morning I found myself completely lost and confused when facing the photoshop screen. The one thing I enjoyed and thought that I may just have a talent for I now find that all my past knowledge of it has been completely erased and I find myself once again a novice at it. It figures.

I do have alot to say if I could ever get my head clear and in perspective but alas I am a walking confusion (if that's even humanly possible)and a walking contradiction.

-----

Feeling: anxious
Listening to: Lover's Spit- Broken Social Scene