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After lying in bed doing some insomnia-driven thinking, I have decided to give my final farewell.
Last month I decided to sever the online addiction I once had; I had grown tired of signing onto my livejournal every ten minutes, constantly checking to see if I had received any new comments. My life had become an empty existence; I was quite tired of it.
I led myself on to believe that most of you cared. Of this I was quite convinced; if you really did you did a very nice job of hiding it. I know a few of you cared, and I will miss you.
I leave with hard feelings towards no one. You were a part of me for nearly a third of my existence; you filled it with many memories, both good and bad. I would love to stay, but it is hard to go on when you feel as if your empathy is not resonated.
If you still wish to talk to me, it is not very hard to find me. I still have an AIM account that I use to talk to the people around here. There are other ways of finding me, also.
I bid you all farewell, and I wish you bliss in all your ambitions.
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[05 Apr 2004|04:24pm] |
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it's finished.
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[03 Apr 2004|10:54pm] |
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The conference was ok. Spent a lot of my time in my room listening to music since I'm antisocial and I hate everyone. Got fourth place in my event, the best of our school. Way to go, self.
Only one personal funny story from the whole thing. Too tired to go into detail, but I'll give a brief overrun of it. Some guy calls, asks if a girl is there who said she would be waiting for him in a bra and thong, I say no but he can come in and see a guy in a thong in bra if he wants, he asks if I have any girls in there, I say no, he asks me to do something later, I say I dunno, he asks if I'm going to the dance and getting my groove on, I say yes, he asks I'll get my groove on with him, I say yes, he asks me for my name, I say let's leave it a mystery, he says that's sexy. End.
Tired as fucking hell. Fucking daylight savings bullshit...
( Read more... )
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[31 Mar 2004|10:21pm] |
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So I haven't updated in a while, haven't had much to say. Sorry if I disappointed you, which isn't very likely.
But now I have some time and some things in my head. I was talking to a girl from school tonight, and she was bitching me out how about how I "pout" when things don't go my way. What she doesn't realize is that I'm usually pissed beyond belief, so I sit back, close my eyes, take deep breaths, and relax before I flip out. It's funny, she was quick to point out all of the things I do wrong, but when I tell her I'm not perfect, she retorts with "I don't expect you do be perfect, but..." I cannot stand the people in this town.
It was funny; she told me the things I do that make her respect me less, so I asked "So I should change the way I think and feel so you can respect me more?" If she thought we are such good friends, why can't she accept the way I handle my emotions? I love how she would say "I'm not trying to bitch, but..."
I can't sleep now... This is fucking marvelous.
I was supposed to go to a conference for FBLA on Friday and Saturday, but I think I'm going to skip out on that now. I'll go in tomorrow and see if I can't get my money back.
She inspired me to write some more serious things in my Xanga, so I'll share them with you. ( read. )
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[05 Mar 2004|05:02pm] |
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Today hasn't quite lived up to the title Friday.
Totally bombed my HTML test today... I bet it would help if I actually read the book and did the tutorials. Senioritis has kicked in hardcore, so having a file that's already done sitting in your folder is always nice.
We did our catapaults today at school. I didn't do well enough to get an A, but I did well enough to avoid writing a five page report. That will suffice, I suppose.
And on a side note, my guitar died today. Looks like I'll have to go back to work sometime and make enough money to buy a new one. Though this time I'll be going with a bass instead. They're sexier.
And since I have nothing to talk about, I'll upload some webcam shots I've taken recently. ( webcam whoring. )
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