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Vote for a Change!!!!! [Oct. 3rd, 2004|11:47 am]
[mood | excited]
[music |ants marching -- dave matthews band]

http://www.campchaos.com/show.php?iID=232

EVERYONE WHO READS THIS: CLICK ON THIS LINK AND BE PREPARED TO LAUGH YOUR ASS OFF!!!!!

Ok then--a little entry about what about to happen today. at 6:00 p.m., at the Palace of Auburn Hills, shawn and i are going to see the DAVE MATTHEWS BAND at the "Vote for Change" tour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that is SO completely exciting!!! i am stoked! this concert will KICK ASS! not only because it support a democratic only genre, but ITS MAH" BAND!!! ill let you all know how much it rawks when i return!

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life's been tough lately, but im tougher----(*i hope*) [Sep. 15th, 2004|09:33 am]
[mood | sick]
[music |black -- pearl jam]

well, it has been a BRUTAL past 2 weeks. im not gunna lie. today seems to be the day where everything that has been building up emotionally (work, not seeing or talking to shawn much) and physically (working out, jogging, walking) has taken its toll on my body. isnt it strange, how you can be completely knocked on your ASS just by your emotional stability alone? well on top of it all---double whammy for me---aunt flo decided to drop in on me today. that means, cramps...BAD ones...hormonal headache....even WORSE....and bloatedness. so--this morning on the radio, they were talking about top "10 signs your boyfriend wants to break up with you" and it's weird, cause according to that information---shawn shouldve broken up with me a year ago. hmm, something to ponder. anyways, im going to sign off for now on this entry, more to come later.

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weekend update-----> [Sep. 12th, 2004|05:12 pm]
[music |the royal tenenbaums on FX]

Good Afternoon everyone!
well--this weekend ended up being the most bittersweet weekend since shawn and i have been dating. He went to chicago with 3 of his friends on friday, and wont be back til....well....i dont know until. sometime tonight i believe? Anyways, i was SO sad, and dissapointed, knowing i wouldnt be able to spend ANY time with him this weekend. However, i had SO much fun with laura and tim and justin at the diamondback, i forgot all about my sadness! it was great. Tim is SUCH a terrific gentleman! i am so thrilled to see laura with a guy who TRULY appreciates her and doesnt judge her. he is with her for HER! all of her. the bad and the good. the flaws and imperfections and little quirks that make her......her! I went to jazzercise twice this weekend and got my workouts in, and i spent most of the day today lazing around in my jammies! i woke up at 9:30, ate some breakfast, played around online for a bit, then laid down and fell asleep until 3:30 or so. that was YAY! then i woke up, threw on my workout clothes, walked across the street to CVS, got some smokes, milk, and cereal, then walked back home. which brings me to now, i am chillin in my room again, bout to eat some dinner (delish!) then my mom and i are going on our (almost) daily 45 min long walk! i havent heard from shawn at all today so i have NO idea where he is and when hes coming back to michigan. BOO! for not calling me today. BUT- i am just going to do my own thing. It ended up being a great weekend, and i REALLY dread going back to work tommorrow, since i KNOW ive got a busy work week ahead. I am going to be formally trained on how to use the new vanguard system--to enter the bill of materials into it. mike beretta is coming up from the acuna mexico plant to train me. he was up a few months ago, but only gave me an overview. ENOUGH about work. i am going to eat my dinner now. have a good night all!








This Could Last, But It Will Take Work!


You are good with relationships and good with communication.

It's just your fear that holds you back.

You are afraid of getting too serious, afraid of getting hurt, afraid of being afraid.

You don't want to make the wrong choices, especially ones that could last forever, like marriage.

This is ok for awhile.

If you want a real relationship to last, you need to be completely open to it.

Good luck!



How Long Will True Love Last for You?

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some.....fun? or somthing?........ [Sep. 10th, 2004|08:36 pm]
[mood | disappointed]
[music |the outsider -- a perfect circle]







what flavor pocky are you?


[c] sugardew



Your bad sides by dullan
Username
How easily offended are you: 30%
How much can you take a joke: 69%
How brutally honest are you: 16%
How egocentric are you: 97%
How bad does that make you: 16%
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My College Is:
txcowgrl College
Students at txcowgrl College goof off a lot.
The average student has sex 14 times a month.
There are lots of frats and sororities.
Booze is the drug of choice.
The average GPA is 2.5
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My Favorite Male Part Is:
The Back: Behind every good man is a good back.

Ignore the whip scars...
Find out your favorite male body part!


My Romance Meter
Optimist 80%
..
20% Cynic
Close 68%
..
32% Distant
Long Term 69%
..
31% Brief
What does my romance meter read?



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What is my spectrum?

I am red: My main color is red. This means I am goal oriented. Success is important to me. Achievment is the marker of a great life.

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What is my spectrum?


hestia
You're like Hestia! Hestia was a very nice
goddess. She had many suitors, but didn't
marry because she didn't want them to fight
over her. She was so kind, she gave up her
title as one of the 12 Olympians to Dionysus
when he was older. Yay you!


What Major Greek Goddess Are You Like? - - Has Pictures
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hmmmm..... [Sep. 6th, 2004|10:18 pm]
[mood | cheerful]
[music |the wedding singer on TBS]



You Know You're From Michigan When...


You define summer as three months of bad sledding.

You think Alkaline batteries were named for a Tiger outfielder.

You can identify an Ohio accent.

Your idea of a seven-course meal is a six pack and a bucket of smelt.

Owning a Japanese car is a hanging offense in your hometown.

You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre.

The Big Mac is something that you drive across.

You believe that "down south" means Toledo.

You bake with soda and drink pop.

You drive 75 on the highway and you pass on the right.

Your Little League baseball game was snowed out.

You learned how to drive a boat before you learned how to ride a bike.

You know how to pronounce "Mackinac".

The word "thumb" has a geographical rather than an anatomical significance.

You have experienced frostbite and sunburn in the same week.

You expect Vernor's when you order ginger ale.

You know that Kalamazoo not only exists, but that it isn't far from Hell.

Your favorite holidays are Christmas, Thanksgiving, the opening of deer season and Devil's Night.

Your snowmobile, lawn mower and fishing boat all have big block Chevy engines.

At least one person in your family disowns you for the week of the Michigan/Michigan State football game.

You know what a millage is.

Traveling coast to coast means driving from Port Huron to Muskegon.

Half the change in your pocket is Canadian, eh.

You show people where you grew up by pointing to a spot on your left hand.

You know what a "Yooper" is.

Your car rusts out before you need the brakes done

Half the people you know say they are from Detroit... yet you don't personally know anyone who actually lives in Detroit

"Up North" means north of Clare.

You know what a pastie is.

You occasionally cheer "Go Lions- and take the Tigers with you."

Snow tires come standard on all your cars.

At least 25% of your relatives work for the auto industry.

You don't understand what the big deal about Chicago is.

Octopus and hockey go together as naturally as hot dogs and baseball.

You know more about chill factors and lake effect than you'd EVER like to know!

Your snowblower has more miles on it than your car.

Shoveling the driveway constitutes a great upper body workout.

When giving directions, you refer to "A Michigan Left."

You know when it has rained because of the smell of worms.

You never watch the Weather Channel - you can just assume they're wrong.

The snowmen you make in your front yard actually freeze. Solid.

The snow freezes so hard that you can actually walk across it and not break it or leave any marks.

All your shoes are called "tennis shoes", even though no one here plays tennis anyway.

Your major school field trip includes camping and cross-country skiing.

Half your friends have a perfect sledding hill right in their own backyard.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Michigan.








You Know You're From El Paso When...


You know that the only two seasons are summer and Christmas.

You know it's the first day of Spring because the wind gusts hit 50 mph.

You know that it only snows if it was at least 75 the day before.

You cringe whenever you see a CHIH MEX license plate.

You can get sunburned and wind burned in the same hour.

You can give a stranger exact directions to the Electric-Q disco in Juarez.

You don't go near the Rio Grande. Ever.

You think that anyone who lives on the West side drives a BMW and all the people
on the East side are gangsters.

The only national monuments you have been to are White Sands and the Chamizal.

You have a least four T-shirts that have "In loving memory" on the back.

You know the difference between "ya'll" and "all ya'll".

You know where the "real" first Thanksgiving took place.

You thinkg Western Playland is the place to be in the summer.

You have tried to fry an egg on the sidewalk in July.

You invest a great deal of money in hair spray in the spring.

The only thing you stocked up on for Y2K were tortillas.

You know what all those letters on the mountain stand for.

You can see three different states and two countries from your backyard.

The first place you go when you come back in town is Chico's Tacos.

When you are lost in Juarez at night, you can always find your way back by looking for
the star on the mountain.

Seeing the Asarco tower gives you that warm and fuzzy home feeling.

You have talked about leaving for about ten years, but you are still here.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from El Paso.






are stereotypes hilarious?! they are SO true. These were put here NOT to make fun of michiganders OR texans, but to show how true the stereotypes of both states ring true ;) enjoy.
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These are the BEST times of our lives kids!!!!!!!!!!! [Sep. 6th, 2004|09:37 pm]
[mood | peaceful]
[music |all night long -- lionel richie]

i had, SINGLE-HANDEDLY, the BEST, most FUN, inspiring, EXCITING, adventerous weekend....EVER--since ive been in the state of michigan. IN FACT.....lets take that one step further.....i have a WHOLE new outlook and TRUE appreciation for michigan that i EVER have before! Shawn and i left saturday morning for charlevoix/petosky/bay harbor!!!!! those were quite possibly the best 3 days of my life! i am NOT even kidding. it doesnt get much better than that!

map of charlevoix

map of charlevoix2
so thats where we were! how exciting eh? i am going to get the pictures developed so that way you all can share some of the BEAUTY that shawn and i got to see for 3 days! for now--i am off to bed. Shawn and i are TOE up! no kidding...but it was SO f-ing worth it!!!!!!!!!!

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this is my official survey.....yey...rah :| [Sep. 2nd, 2004|07:13 pm]
[mood | crushed]
[music |you look so fine -- garbage]

The spotlight's on you, baby!
Your nickname:: Aim
Your sign:: Sagitarius
Your grade:: not in school, but i SHOULD be a senior in college
Your age you act::
Your height:: 5'5"

*Your mind!*

Are you right-minded or left?: Right
Are you smart?: Yes
Do you understand what is being said and done without being told?: huh? lol
Your body: haha--what a joke
Are you tall for your age?: suuurrreeeee.....
What's your hair colour?: light brown
What colour are your eyes?: brown
Are you flabby?: unfortunately
Any piercings?: lots
Tattoos?: Not yet
Facial probs?: yeah-my pimples are a big problem
Acne?: sorta

*Sex Life*

Status?: long term relationship (2 years)
(Even if you're hooked) Still looking?: haha AlWaYs!! ----kidding, dont pee your pants
Slut/ Stud?: SLUT!
Sexual Pref?: men
What are you genderwise?: *feels boobs...looks down pants*
Do you accept homos and trans?: fuck yeah! my sister is gay
How do they make you feel?: Like I'm straight???
Would you ever become one/ why?: well i think i probably wouldnt have a choice. if i felt this way it wouldnt be by choice
What turns you on?: DMB music, vince vaughn, working out, kissing, shawn, (limited to 5)
Do you have a fetish?: light s&m;
Do you prefer kinky sex?: YES!
Are you even a virgin?: hahahahaha
Do others find you attractive? Why/ not?: well there are plenty that do and plenty that dont im sure
Do you find yourself making excuses why you were staring at the same sex?: no
Oral?: delish
Anal?: yummy
Would you play dominatrix or submissive?: Depends on the situation
Chains, whips, and other toys?: Depends on the situation

*Intelligence*:

Repeat: Are you smart?: are you smart (hahaha)
Do you enjoy riddles?: Yes
Mind games?: Sometimes
Do you like working out problems?: Sometimes
What is your best subject- Lunch or gym not included.: English
Are you a quick learner?: Very
Are you an avid reader?: at times
What writings do you enjoy?: most

*Arts*:

Do you like paintings?: love 'um
Are you good at painting?: yes
Calligraphy?: used to practice it when my mom was in the westside welcome club
Do you think writing is a form of art?: Yes
Do you think dance is an art?: most of it is, not that grinding stuff, but like ballet and stuff
What do you feel is the most important aspect in art?: Passion
Do you believe to be an artist, you have to your work?: uhm.......yes?!
Do you consider yourself an artist?: at the most passionate level
What art do you think you're best at?: Performing arts--music
What is your fave form of art?: Theater
What inspires you the most to create art?: my emotions

*Athletics*:

Are you good at sports?: i like to pretend i am, and some of 'um i really am
Why/ not?: im not in shape anymore, and i smoke
Do you like sports?: Some
What is your favorite sport?: sex & college football
Why?: sex for obvious reasons, football...just because
Do you like to sweat?: yeah, i don't mind it
How much sweat are you confortable with?: I've never really thought about it
Do you have leg muscles?: my best asset!
Arm muscles?: little ones..haha
Are you ripped?: far from it
Are you trying to become more muscular or toned?: Yes
Do you like track or running?: Yes
When you foul up a play, how do you feel?: wouldn't know
When you perform a perfect play, how do you feel?:i think i'd feel good...duh

*Labels*:

What's your label?: my label is Amy...that's a whole catergory all in itself
Why do people see you as this?: cuz that's who i am
Are you really that, or is it just the way you seem to be?: uh...
Did you earn your label from your looks?: my gosh, when will you get over my looks and label????
How do you feel about labels?: i dont think anybody should have a label, everyone is just their own person...of course you've also got people that are trying to be other people....
How do you feel about labels, ie, goth, punk, outcast?: Isn't that the same question again?
What label makes you nervous?: Amy
Scares you?: Amy
Makes you feel at home?: Amy
Turns you on?: shawn...lol
Makes you peeved?: Amy

*Music*:

What music do you adore?: almost all music
Hate?: reagay---haha
Name some bands/ aritists you like:: dream theater, dave matthews band, anything on 89X
Write some lyrics you relate to:: uhhhh...too many
Do you like them for their looks?: like who
Do you think there are posers who claim to love them?: love who??????
How do you feel about them?: ......
When you listen to your fave music, how do you feel?: depends on the song
How do other people seem to feel about your music?: they like it for the most part

*People*:

Your friends can be described as:: My friends
Your family is, no doubt,:: My family...the best
Your teachers are:: dont have any
Your neighbors are all:: Around me
Who can you count on to be there for you?: my mom
Did your guardians treat you right?: my mom did
Have you been backstabbed by a good friend?: Yes
Are your friends really friends?: eh, you never know til they stab you in the back
Are they loyal?: maybe
The wackiest person you know:: kito
The meanest person you know:: lots of people
A real suck-up is:: uh..
You can't stand:: very few people
You miss terribly:: my grandma jordan
The freakiest person you know is:: shawn
How do others feel about your ?: My what? lol

*Likes and Dislikes*:

You like/dislike when someone:: i like when someone flatters, and compliments me, i dislike someone lying, humoring me, false sympathy, etc. TONS more i dislike...........
You like/dislike (Insert person\'s name: like corey---hes cool, and hes my daddy WOOT WOOT!
You like/dislike how people can be:: dislike- Hypocritical, like-sweet
You like/dislike when (Insert moment): like--when i laugh so hard i cry, dislike--crying because im hurt

*Favorites*

Drink?: Dr. Pepper
Moment?: shawn and my first kiss
Person?: my mom
Band?: Dave Matthews Band
Song?: i always have a new fave song
Season?: Fall
Quote?: who do you turn to when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one that made you cry
Movie?: Old School
Animal?: dogs
Number?: 19
Weapon?: my teeth....rawr...
Food?: Chocolate...mmm chocolate
Hobby?: anything active
Store?: American Eagle
Radio Station?: 89X
CD?: Train of Thought -- Dream Theater
Website?: LJ or ebay
Eye colour?: brown
Past time?: El Paso....ahhhhh
Emotion?: LoVe <3
Colour?: purple
Shape?: hourglass
Cereal?: smart start
Smell?: wood and leaves burning in the crisp fall air
Sight?: hmm.....muahahahaha
Taste?: Chocolate
Feeling (physical)?: kissing (no tongue)
Sound?: my clarinet, and my mom's voice
Time of Day?: bedtime
Day of the week?: friday
Month?: October and December
Holiday?: Christmas

*What you HATE*

People:: fake women, cheaters, people who are malicious and disrespectful to others for no reason, i could go on and on
Music:: Hardcore rap, mariah carey bullshit kind of music,
Something that nags you:: people who have obsessive compulsive about STUPID SHIT!!!!!!!
When people:: humor me
When you see:: people mistreating others
When you can't:: do something no matter how hard i try, then see someone else do it with ease
When you have to:: say goodbye to someone
When no-body:: understands me

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boredom! [Aug. 30th, 2004|09:51 am]
[mood | bored]
[music |musicology -- prince]

TTempting
XXtRemE
CCharismatic
OOrderly
WWicked
GGentle
RRounded
LLittle

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Pain
Why do you cry?

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The \\
Last Cigarette:10:00 a.m. behind the building
Last Alcoholic Drink:when shawn and i chugged in my truck in wyandotte
Last Car Ride:to work this morning
Last Kiss:early this morning around 3:15 a.m.
Last Good Cry:last wednesday at shawns grandmas funeral
Last Library Book:uhm, hmm.... 5 people you meet in heaven
Last book bought:microsoft programs workbook---HAHA
Last Book Read:both of the above
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:dodgeball
Last Movie Rented:the last samurai --rented from comcast on demand ;)
Last Cuss Word Uttered:fuck
Last Beverage Drank:a venti cafe mocha from starbucks!
Last Food Consumed:a bowl of smart start cereal
Last Crush:;)
Last Phone Call:shawn
Last TV Show Watched:fox 2 news this morning
Last Time Showered:last night
Last Shoes Worn:new balances
Last CD Played:falling into infinity by dream theater
Last Item Bought:http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item;=5319656251&ssPageName;=ADME:B:BN:US:1
Last Download:perfect person by nothingface
Last Annoyance:dale asking me to hand cut 80 pieces of carpet for him
Last Disappointment:well, this morning when i forced myself into work
Last Soda Drank:saturday
Last Thing Written:my lj entry today
Last Key Used:my truck key
Last Words Spoken:wowza~! thats fucked up
Last Sleep:from 11:00 p.m. to 4:30 a.m.
Last Ice Cream Eaten:saturday
Last Chair Sat In:this comfy work chair
Last Webpage Visited:www.ebay.com

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In Memory : [Aug. 25th, 2004|10:49 pm]
[mood |Humble]
[music |walking in memphis -- joe cocker]

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these images, and this livejournal entry and its entirity, is lovingly dedicated to shawn's grandma, Dorthy Starkweather. Her viewing/funeral was beautiful, and i was honored to see just HOW much Shawn's family cares about her, AND him.

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"oh tell me why, do we build castles in the sky............" [Aug. 24th, 2004|08:31 am]
[mood | calm]
[music |dj sammy -- were in heaven]

Take the quiz: "Which Daria character are you?"

Daria
You're Daria, the title character! You're the poster child for sarcasm. Although quite intelligent, you have a hidden vulnerability from feeling so different.

You are Palm OS. Punctual, straightforward and very useful.  Your mother wants you to do more with your life like your cousin Wince, but you're happy with who you are.
Which OS are You?


I've used the LJ Lust Monkey Recorder.
Someone in my friends list has the hots for someone else in LJ!

See if it was you!
Report your own lust monkeys!
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Insult your friends! (All in good fun) by America_Mamushi
Username
Age
Do you mean these harsh words?
First off...mateo19j
is a(n)...dipshit
that...mibiaholic
is a(n)...bint
and while were on the subject...sweatbandrock
has always and will always be a(n)...cockweasal
Next time I see...amyboo
Ill tell them right to their face that theyre a(n)fudge muffin
and dont even get me started on...jesuschrist
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Rest In Piece to Shawn's Grandma. She passed away on saturday, august 21st. She will be greatly missed by her family and friends. :/
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hahaha finally got my VISA check card!!!!!! [Aug. 16th, 2004|08:07 pm]
[music |pocahontas on the disney channel]

What Riot Grrl Band Should You Be In? by Lady_Galadriel
Name
What You Feel Like Mostly
BandDaisy Chainsaw
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What kind of sexy are you? (4 random outcomes) by crazychristine
Name
Age
Favorite color
The way you dress:
You are:
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Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:Never stays the same style/colour for long.
Clothes:Simple, comfortable, everyday clothes.
Powers:Dark magic
Special Features:None
Sidekick:The great spirit of (insert character name of choice here), as channeled through whatever item you have onhand at the time.
Attitude:Extremely smart and cheerful, maybe with a big brother/sister complex.
Weapon:Crossbow
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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a12
your best quality ispeople envy you
your worst quality isnothin'
this is becauseOf the people you hang around
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YAYAYAY!!!!!!!!! paypal RAWKS MY WORLD!
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[Aug. 13th, 2004|09:00 am]

What Kind of Geek are You?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Your IQ is frighteningly high
You are a computer geek
Your strength is you can understand and use slang
Your weakness is caffine
You think normal people are stupid
Normal people think that you are satanic
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What GoGo Gadget Arms Would You Have? by cant_pretend
Username
Real Name
Gender
Machine Arm:GoGo Gadget FLATSCREEN TV
Sexual Arm:GoGo Gadget FLUFFER
Cheating Arm:GoGo Gadget A+ STAMP
Random Arm:GoGo Gadget CUTE POOL BOY
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What GoGo Gadget Arms Would You Have? by cant_pretend
Username
Real Name
Gender
Machine Arm:GoGo Gadget FLATSCREEN TV
Sexual Arm:GoGo Gadget FLUFFER
Cheating Arm:GoGo Gadget A+ STAMP
Random Arm:GoGo Gadget CUTE POOL BOY
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The Regular Jo(e)
Category III - The Regular
Jo(e)


You are the quintessential standard conjured by the
word 'Friend'.


What Type of Social Entity are You?
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I am flower named txcowgrl !
I consist of my friends!
Are you flower too?
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HOW INTERESTING! [Aug. 11th, 2004|10:09 am]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |when we dance --- sting]

these are the best dream interpretations ive ever seen. they are right on. SO very precise. i hope you get SOME insight into your reoccuring dreams. these are scattered, but you can put them together to decipher the meaning.


Green
Growth and serenity. There are projects which you are enthusiastic about. Great pleasures from simple things.

Black
Black signifies isolation and transition period. It shows up conflicts and friction with relations and friends.

Yellow
This color is a sign of confidence in yourself and your abilities but will encounter opposition.

Autumn
Implies cycle of transformation and change of surroundings. Will experience many ups and downs.

River Emptying. Flowing and active. Thinking is time to get rid of some feelings.

Bridge
Connection. Overcoming problems. Change in business occupation.

Water Cleansing. Life. Emotions. Ask yourself about your current feelings.

House

To see a house in your dream, represents your own soul and self. Specific rooms in the house indicate a specific aspect of your psyche. In general, the attic represents your intellect, the basement represents the unconscious, etc.

To dream that you are cleaning your house, signifies your need to clear out your thoughts and getting rid of old ways. You are seeking self-improvement.

To see an old, run-down house in your dream, represents your old beliefs, attitudes and how you used to think or feel. A situation in your current life may be bringing about those same old attitudes and feelings. Alternatively, the old house may symbolize your need to update you mode of thinking.

To dream that your house is broken into, suggests that you are feeling violated. It may refer to a particular relationship or current situation in your life. Alternatively, it indicates that some unconscious material is attempting to make itself known. There are some aspects of yourself that you have denied.

To dream of a haunted house, signifies unfinished emotional business, related to your childhood family, dead relatives, or repressed memories and feelings.

Living Room

To dream that you are in the living room, represents the image that you portray to others and the way which you go about your life. It is representative of your basic beliefs about yourself and who you are.

Mansion

To see a mansion in your dream, suggests that you need growth. You may feel that your current situation or relationship is in a rut.

Apartment

To dream about an apartment, symbolizes a financial or situational state. To dream of a large, lavish apartment indicates a large increase to your income or an improvement to your family life. To dream of a shabby and dark apartment, indicates misfortune and possible loss of a lover or money.

Seeing or noticing an ocean or river current in your dream, represents the direction of your life and the decisions you have made along the way. It also represents the influences in your life and how they work in guiding you through your life's path. The dream may also be a metaphor for the current events or something that is going on in your life at the moment.

Seeing clear, calm waves in your dream means a calming of emotions. It may also signal an important decision to be made. Hearing waves crashing in your dream indicates tenderness and relaxation. It also brings about feelings of sensuality and sexuality. Dreaming of tidal waves means the strength of your emotions, perhaps accompanied by tears that you are holding back in your waking life. Seeing muddy, violent waves in your dream means that a fatal error was made in an important decision.

Dreaming that you are watching television, represents your brain, mind and its flowing thoughts. It shows how you are receiving, integrating, and expressing your ideas/thoughts. The programs you dream of watching is an objective view of the things that are in your mind.

Dreaming that you are jumping indicates that you need to take a risk and go for it. You will find progress toward your goals Dreaming that you fail to jump indicates that you are afraid of the uncertain. You do not like change.

Dreaming that you are missing something(s) indicates a sense of being out of control and being disorganized.

Depending on the context of your dream, to see fire in your dream can symbolizes destruction, passion, desire, illumination, transformation, enlightenment, or anger. It may suggest that something old is passing and something new is entering your life. Your thoughts and views are changing. In particular, if the fire is under control or contained in one area, it is a metaphor of your own internal fire and inner transformation. It also represents your drive and motivation. Dreaming of that you are being burned by fire indicates that your temper is getting out of control. Some issue or situation is burning you up inside. Dreaming that a house is on fire means passion and loving companions. Dreaming that you put out a fire means that you will overcome your obstacles in your life through much work and effort.

Seeing a raging flood with its muddy debris, represents emotional issues and tension. Your repressed emotions are overwhelming you. Consider where the flood for indications of where in your waking life may a situation be the source of stress and tension.

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man dude..................... [Aug. 10th, 2004|03:06 pm]
[mood | excited]
[music |the very worst part of you is me -- linkin park]


txcowgrl Highway
Dumpsville5
Study Hall16
Tower of Commitment64
Mt. Happiness142
Confusion Lane448
Please Drive Carefully
Username:

Where are you on the highway of life?

From Go-Quiz.com


DREAM INTERPRETATIONS::

Bridge

Crossing a brightly lit bridge, and the bridge itself in good repair, with no difficulty, signifies a change in circumstances with a lot of prosperity heading your way. You should make no changes in your life, or your lifestyle, for the time being if the bridge had any kind of defects.

Fire

A fire is also a complex omen in a dream and must be interpreted in light of the actions connected with it. To see a house burning down in a dream is the warning that a close relative needs help from you desperately. If the fire burns you, you will have bad luck, if not, then you will have good luck. A small fire in the fireplace shows contentment in the dreamer, but if you stir it with a poker you will soon have a romantic adventure. If you manage to put out a destructive fire then you will overcome the obstacles in your path of life.

Fear

To dream that you feel fear, signifies that you achievements will not be as successful as you had anticipated. You are having anxieties in certain circumstances of your life. However, your worries will be temporary and short-lived. TOP

Scared

To dream that you are scared, indicates that you are experiencing self-doubt and feelings of incompetence. You may be feeling a lack of control. Anger often masquerades as fear, so also consider issues about which you are angry about in your waking life.

Smoke Stacks

To see a smoke stack in your dream, suggests that there is something rising out of your unconscious and into your awareness. It also indicates that there is a situation that requires your immediate attention before it gets out of hand. Alternatively, it symbolizes industry and hard work. A smoke stack can be seen as a phallic symbol and may refer to sexual release.

Steel

To see steel in your dream, symbolizes toughness and strength. The dream may also be a pun on stealing.

Sun

To see the sun in your dream, symbolizes peace of mind, enlightenment, tranquility, fortune, goodwill, and insight. It also represents radiant energy. It is a good omen to have the sun shining in your dream.

Sunset

To see the sunset in your dream, indicates the end of a cycle or condition. It is a period of rest, renewal, and evaluation.

for now---to be continued at home :)
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AND NOW----for your VIEWING pleasure!!!!!!! [Aug. 10th, 2004|10:30 am]
[mood | happy]
[music |led zeplin -- kashmir]

Your Superhero Persona
by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero NameThe Bankruptcy Lawyer
Super PowerIrresistable Sexuality
EnemyThe Cheating Boyfriend
Mode Of TransportationScooter
WeaponComputer Parts
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Your Funeral
LJ Username
Sobbing over the casket iheartmynfg
Loving the food pepperminta
Bored and feeling guilty about it jesuschrist
Just bored babypunk
Looking for a date magnaflux
Suspiciously chipper maxipad
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My Best Friend is [info]magnaflux
Our 18 common interests are: astronomy, computers, concerts, darts, dave matthews band, dogs, dr. pepper, dream theater, kissing, live bands, making love, money, movies, music, sex, sleeping, star gazing, two-stepping
Who is your best friend?
Username:
Created by [info]macoto


The Official boredsilly Survey
Basics
Occupation?Administrative Assistant
Special talents?wouldnt YOU like to know......
Where are you from?El Paso.......REPRESENT
Any pets?3 dogs...4 including daisy! shes good
What's awesome?
Name one or two awesome TV showsfamily plots, BIG
Name one or two awesome bandsdave matthews band (pretty much goes without saying), and Dream Theatre
Name one or two awesome animalsdogs, horses
Name one or two awesome foodsANYTHING chocolate, mongolian BBQ
Get silly
If you could be any pudding, what kind of pudding would you be?JELL-O Dark Chocolate Pudding Pack..after all, if bill cosby endorses it, it MUST be delish!
Your money, or your life?life
Are you a cheeky monkey?mmuuuaaaahahahaha };) and shawns my naughty little mattress monkey!!
What's funnier: getting hit in the face with a pie, or getting hit in the face with a plate of spaghetti?getting hit in the face with splooge!!!!!! ROFLMAO
Do you prefer squirrels or chipmunks? Be honest!!hmm, wow. thats a toughie. chipmunks..they carry less disease
What do you put on your hot dog?mustard and catsup (sorry but i wasnt clever or quick enuff to think of a good pun)
What do you put on your burger?cheese, bacon, mustard, catsup
Who's got the crack?momm'ys got the crack. yeah...thats right. i got more crack than kirsty alley bending over!
And finally, do you love me?love who? not love, i just want to violate you };)
Wow, how utterly useless.

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--Your Favorite--
Hair Color:: brown (light or dark)
Eye Color:: blue or green
(Their)Music Genre Preference:: Anything but hardcore gangsta rap.
Height(estimate):: As long as he's taller than me, I don't care.
Age:: Somewhere within a 4-year age range.
Personality Type:: Goofy, sarcastic, caring, loyal, honest...and has enough sense to know when to do certain things.

--This or That--

Older or Younger:: older
Romantic or Horndog:: romantic.....ok both ;)
Smart or Stupid:: Smart.
Fat or Skinny:: Skinny.
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: Skinny but muscular.
Punk or Preppy:: preppy or punk but not EXTREMELY punk
The Big Picture or the Little Things:: little things
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: Flowers/Candy.
Mixtape or Burned CD:: Burned CD.
Love or Lust:: Love.
Emotional or Just Not:: Emotional.
Sincere or Jokester:: Sincere.
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: Ugly and sweet.
Sexy or Just "cute":: Don't care.
Arse or Abs:: arse.
Hair or Hands:: Hands.
Dimples or Eyes:: Eyes.
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: calves/thighs.
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :: Teeth.
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: clean shaven.
Rugged or Prim and Proper:: Don't care.
Countryboy or Cityboy: Don't care.
Date alone or With Friends: alone.
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:: Mama's Boy.

--Have You Ever--

Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: Yes.
Loved a guy because he stalked you:: No.
Loved a guy because he hated you:: No.
Asked your friend's crush out:: No.
Lead a guy on for kicks:: yes.
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: yes.
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: yes.
Lied about not having a boyfriend:: yes.
Lied about having one:: yes.
Cheated:: No.
Been Cheated on:: yes.
Had a crush on a gay guy:: No.

--Their Clothing(yes/no)--

Boxers?:: Yes.
Briefs?:: yes
Boxer Briefs?:: MOST DEFINATELY
Hat?:: Sure?
Skater Shoes?:: Don't care.
Pimp Shoes?:: absolutely not. i dont do croc. skin
Band Shirts?:: Don't care.
Vintage shirts?:: Yes.
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:: No.
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:: no?
Independent/DC?:: Don't care.
Skavenger/UGP?:: ?
Fox/Thor?:: Don't care.
Jeans or Shorts?:: Don't care.

--Be Honest--

Would you ever date a guy for his money?:: No.
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:: No.
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:: yes. (not my current bf though)
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: No.
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:: No.
Do looks matter?:: Yes, to an extent.
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:: current situation....yes.
Does size matter?:: yes.
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:: ?.
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:: No.
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):: Sure.
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:: Yes, I hide stuff from everyone. But it's personal things.
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:: No.
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: yes, id rather spare myself the embarassment. i wouldnt be asking if i didnt want to truly hear the god honest answer. they can be mosre sensitive about it though.
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:: Not really....unless its that time of the month and im over emo.
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: no.
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: Yes.
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:: Yes, I try to. They make me happy.
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:: No.
Does this survey suck nuts?: Basically.

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zzzZZZzzzZZZzzz [Aug. 7th, 2004|10:45 pm]
[mood | sleepy]
[music |armageddon on FX]




http://www.nudeandloitering.com/



ok well ill update more later. this is SO very random.

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a quick rundown---- [Aug. 5th, 2004|06:55 pm]
[mood | stressed]
[music |the sound of me wallowing in my self pity]

there is NO better way to describe today......than it was a warm, heaping, steaming, fly infested, fresh, swirly of poo.


seriously.


today blew.



can'a' get'a' amen??

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haHAhaHA --- britany spears is a skanky HO! [Aug. 4th, 2004|08:59 am]
[mood | gloomy]
[music |get out -- jojo]

OK so im not "GLOOMY" sad persay--but this weather is yucky! its cold and rainy and dark outside, so i set my mood to that ;) over all ive been having a really good weeks thus far. shawn and i are very very good. so heres the update----->


so i am way way late with this thing..its so 5 days ago, but thats why you're going to do it! ok thanks.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Have you ever had a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain and it.
7. Describe me in 1 word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When was the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this in your lj and see what I say about you?

if you fill it out, i will definitly fill it out for you.


probably.

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this is a fun sack of fun! [Jul. 31st, 2004|09:31 pm]
[mood | calm]
[music |take me out --- franz ferdinand]

IMDB's 100 top-grossing movies World-Wide

How much of that gross did you contribute? ;) Bold the ones you've seen. Italisize the ones you seen part of, or are almost positive you've seen at some point but you can't remember them at all.


1. Titanic (1997)
2. Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King, The (2003)
3. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (2001)
4. Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace (1999)
5. Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The (2002)
6. Jurassic Park (1993)
7. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2002)
8. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The (2001)
9. Finding Nemo (2003)
10. Independence Day (1996)
11. Spider-Man (2002)
12. Star Wars (1977)
13. Lion King, The (1994)
14. E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial (1982)
15. Matrix Reloaded, The (2003)
16. Shrek 2 (2004)
17. Forrest Gump (1994)
18. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (2004)
19. Sixth Sense, The (1999)
20. Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl (2003)
21. Star Wars: Episode II - Attack of the Clones (2002)
22. Lost World: Jurassic Park, The (1997)
23. Passion of the Christ, The (2004)
24. Men in Black (1997)
25. Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi (1983)
26. Armageddon (1998)
27. Mission: Impossible II (2000)
28. Home Alone (1990)
29. Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980)
30. Monsters, Inc. (2001)
31. Day After Tomorrow, The (2004)
32. Ghost (1990)
33. Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991)
34. Spider-Man 2 (2004)
35. Aladdin (1992)
36. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade (1989)
37. Twister (1996)
38. Toy Story 2 (1999)
39. Troy (2004)
40. Saving Private Ryan (1998)
41. Jaws (1975)
42. Pretty Woman (1990)
43. Bruce Almighty (2003)
44. Matrix, The (1999)
45. Gladiator (2000)
46. Shrek (2001)
47. Mission: Impossible (1996)
48. Pearl Harbor (2001)
49. Ocean's Eleven (2001)
50. Last Samurai, The (2003)
51. Tarzan (1999)
52. Men in Black II (2002)
53. Die Another Day (2002)
54. Dances with Wolves (1990)
55. Matrix Revolutions, The (2003)
56. Cast Away (2000)
57. Mrs. Doubtfire (1993)
58. Mummy Returns, The (2001)
59. Terminator 3: Rise of the Machines (2003)
60. Mummy, The (1999)
61. Batman (1989)
62. Rain Man (1988)
63. Bodyguard, The (1992)
64. Signs (2002)
65. X2 (2003)
66. Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves (1991)
67. Gone with the Wind (1939)
68. Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)
69. Grease (1978)
70. Ice Age (2002)
71. Beauty and the Beast (1991)
72. Godzilla (1998)
73. What Women Want (2000)
74. Fugitive, The (1993)
75. True Lies (1994)
76. Die Hard: With a Vengeance (1995)
77. Notting Hill (1999)
78. Jurassic Park III (2001)
79. There's Something About Mary (1998)
80. Planet of the Apes (2001)
81. Flintstones, The (1994)
82. Toy Story (1995)
83. Minority Report (2002)
84. Bug's Life, A (1998)
85. Exorcist, The (1973)
86. My Big Fat Greek Wedding (2002)
87. Basic Instinct (1992)
88. World Is Not Enough, The (1999)
89. GoldenEye (1995)
90. Back to the Future (1985)
91. Se7en (1995)
92. Who Framed Roger Rabbit (1988)
93. Hannibal (2001)
94. Deep Impact (1998)
95. Dinosaur (2000)
96. Pocahontas (1995)
97. Tomorrow Never Dies (1997)
98. Top Gun (1986)
99. How the Grinch Stole Christmas (2000)
100. Catch Me If You Can (2002)

 

At first I was just going to see how many out of the top 250 I'd seen, but then I decided to be more adventurous. So the question is, do we go see movies that are actually supposed to be good, or do we go see movies that are hyped up the ass? Okay, that's a pretty obvious question, but for comparison purposes, I took the Top 100 best rated movies from Rotten Tomatos and counted how many of those I'd seen. I realize that what actually qualify as the best movies of all time in terms of quality is impossible to decide, but since this list is based on a tally of critical reviews it seemed like an okay one to use since it wouldn't be entirely made up of movies I haven't heard of ;)

 


Rotten Tomatos Top 100 Movies of all time

1. Toy Story 2
2. Bus 174
3. The Taste of Others
4. The Beatles - A Hard Day's Night
5. The Sweet Hereafter
6. Amadeus
7. The Godfather
8. The Wizard of Oz
9. Battle of Algiers
10. Alien
11. Rear Window
12. The Good, the Bad and the Ugly
13. The Third Man
14. Psycho
15. Blood Simple
16. This Is Spinal Tap (To be fair, I've been informed by about 20 people that I would hate this movie. It's not my fault ;) )
17. Apocalypse Now
18. Sunset Boulevard
19. Sense and Sensibility
20. Vertigo
21. Toy Story
22. Singin' in the Rain
23. The Player
24. Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb
25. Taxi Driver
26. North by Northwest
27. Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
28. Unforgiven
29. The Last Waltz
30. The Evil Dead
31. The Umbrellas of Cherbourg
32. Secret of Roan Inish
33. Yana's Friends
34. Aliens
35. The Decalogue Box Set
36. Red
37. The Winslow Boy
38. Citizen Kane
39. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
40. The Philadelphia Story
41. The Adventures of Robin Hood
42. Pepe Le Moko
43. The Crying Game
44. The Manchurian Candidate
45. Network
46. On the Waterfront
47. The Princess Bride
48. Rosemary's Baby
49. Seven Samurai
50. Insomnia
51. Manito
52. Marooned in Iraq
53. Halloween
54. Airplane!
55. Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid
56. Do the Right Thing
57. A Fish Called Wanda
58. Fantasia
59. The Godfather Part II
60. Sweet Smell of Success
61. The Terminator
62. Remains of the Day
63. Blue
64. Sound & Fury
65. Hukkle
66. An American in Paris
67. Big
68. A Clockwork Orange
69. Deliverance
70. Four Weddings and a Funeral
71. The Treasure of the Sierra Madre
72. Rashomon
73. Boyz N the Hood
74. Human Resources
75. Blade Runner - The Director's Cut
76. All About Eve
77. The Breakfast Club
78. Chinatown
79. The Discreet Charm of the Bourgeoisie
80. Planes, Trains and Automobiles
81. Goldfinger
82. Modern Times
83. Raging Bull
84. Rocky
85. Wall Street
86. Wings of Desire
87. Before Sunrise (I'm working on it!! Jesus!! lol)
88. In the Line of Fire
89. Dark Days
90. Jenny Lamour
91. 12 Angry Men
92. Lolita
93. Jaws
94. Evil Dead 2: Dead by Dawn
95. Funny Girl
96. Heathers
97. Manhattan
98. Night of the Living Dead
99. A Streetcar Named Desire
100. To Kill a Mockingbird


So that makes 60(or 62)/100 of the top grossing movies that I've seen and 10(or 12)/100 of the "top rated" movies. Hmmmm. :P
What are you totals?

 

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"I got pregnant at 14, are YOU my baby's daddy??" [Jul. 28th, 2004|04:30 pm]
[mood | irritated]
[music |maury on channel 4]

hahaha. maury is ridiculous! these chicks are NASTY skanks. too bad these cute little babies are caught in the middle with 2 fucked up "parents", on of which doesn't even want them. oh well. back to reality.

moon
You are the Feary Of The Moon!! You like to sit
inside reading rather than going out in the
sun. You are not an silent and shy person, you
love to be with your friends and get to know
other persons. It's just that you like it
better at night, in the moonlight! You love to
dance! And you are very talented too! The moon
is often your crowd,and you like it that way.
You don't like to show off, but you know you
are a good dancer. Your friends are very fond
of you and you get along with everybody!


What kind of feary are you??
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morning
You are The Feary Of The Mornings!! You are a calm
and dreaming. You are often to be seen in the
morning, out looking at the sunrise, in a field
full of beautiful flowers. You can sit there
for hours and hours just watching everything
slowly come to life. You sit there to last drop
of morning dew is gone. People really don't get
you, but you don't care. Cause you are who you
are, and are happy to be. Your friends are
those who are true and as calm as you. You and
your friends are very close, you share every
inner secrets with eachother!


What kind of feary are you??
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interesting. i got 2 different outcomes. welp--we'll just go with both. their descriptions seem to suite me well. wouldnt you say?
things have been MAJORLY hectic this past week. mentally at least. i had food poisoning fri-sun morn. then my grandpas 80th birthday party...which was fun and yay! well, mon-currently i have a sinus infection, i was MISSCHEDULED at the dentist office, so i took a half day for NOTHING today, and i am just suppose to "take off" tommorrow at 10:30 to get my fillings filled. thats nice. how NICE of them to waste my time today and inconvience ME today....i am just expected to skip another half day of work for them?! what bullshit. i SHOULD just fucking wait until oct. 7th for my benefits now! ive waited this long, AND ive lost this much time at work! good god damn thing dave is in cadillac til monday! i just hope nobody finds out and tells anyone i left AGAIN...2nd day in a row, for a dentist appt. fuck those people. seriously. theyre going to lose ALOT of business if thats how they run their office.
meanwhile, ive been thinking about alot of things lately. really REALLY putting alot of things into perspective. i have been mentally evaluating alot of decisions, people, and situations in my life. ive yet to set any conclusions in stone, but i know what i need to do to make myself feel better again....or at least i pray i know. im so confused.
anyhow--thats all the updating i really want to get into for tonight. goodnight everyone.

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