Sunday, December 14th, 2003
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9:19 pm
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Today Lisa and I sat on the couch for 8 straight hours, only getting up to pay the pizza man.
today ruled!
current mood:  accomplished
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Saturday, December 13th, 2003
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6:29 pm
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x. I am: me
x. I want: to figure things out. or maybe i just want out.
x. I have: an obsession with Jordan Catalano.
x. I wish: things fell better.
x. I hate: this.
x. I miss: my sanity. no. really.
x. I fear: a certain friend when drunk.
x. I hear: hell's not a bad place.
x. I search: for me.
x. I wonder: where's all this going.
x. I regret: not enough.
x. I love: not enough.
x. I ache: not enough. and too much.
x. I always: have something brutally honest to say.
x. I am not: you.
x. I dance: at 279.
x. I sing: when no one's listening.
x. I cry: when i get frustrated.
x. I am not always: happy.
x. I write: to release the tension.
x. I win: when i should lose.
x. I lose: i have lost.
x. I should: take the classes i need.
x. Three things you are often complimented for: eyes, shoes, and my new bling "A" earings.
x. What upsets you: my lack of patience.
x. You keep a diary: i've got a pen and paper
x. You like to cook: jsut call me Emeril
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: those seem to be growing byt he day.
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: i don't even know how to work my watch.
x. You bite your fingernails: not anymore.
x. You believe in love: i always will.
current mood:  blank
current music: 30 Seconds to Mars - Jupiter
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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10:19 pm - The O.C.
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I watched it for the first time tonight and I have to say, How is there a show this great on tv and I never tunend into it before.
Fuck watching the Gilmour Girls!
The O.C. is where it's at!!
now i have to go and search the net for info on it so i can catch myself up to speed.
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7:20 pm - fuckers.
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I don't have the ability to focus on anything anymore. It's like I can't control my brain and get it to focus. I've been trying to write the same essay for the past few days. I have all the information and have done all the research, I just can't sit in one place long enough to get the words onto the page with any coherent understanding. I use to be able to run off essays like nobody's business...
things need to change by january because i'm slowly tripping down the hill and i don't think i'm going to be able to climb back up.
fuck my job.
fuck school.
fuck this stupid state i'm in right now.
this. whatever this is. this equals shit.
current mood:  aggravated
current music: Glassjaw - Majour
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Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003
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11:39 am
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Monday nights at the 360 always prove to be awesome.
current mood:  drained
current music: Frank Sinatra - My Way
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Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
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5:11 pm
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Friday, November 7th, 2003
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11:14 pm
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--Straight white male--
--in search of bisexual female--
--for love relationship--
--long walks on the beach--
--a good book in front of the fire--
--and lots and lots of anal sex--
--send photo--
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Thursday, October 2nd, 2003
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11:31 pm - a polaroid
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“To stand here and try to fix her life is just a big waste of time. People don’t want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown.”
current mood:  confused
current music: Matt Good
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Sunday, March 24th, 2002
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10:30 pm
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excited
