July 01, 2004
Kerry: Endangering thumb?

John at Discriminations has a great post about John Kerry in an ad depicting him as "everyman", including a scene with him as hunter that may have quite a few problems. Don't miss it.

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Laws and limits defined at the extremes

In my Intro to Law Enforcement class, we discuss laws and how they're interpreted on a regular basis. Most of my students obtained their knowledge about policing from seeing local cops on patrol and pulling people over, and from watching television news and entertainment shows. My task is to give them a realistic understanding of what policing is, the humanity of the people serving and the push-pull of rights and limits involved in any effort to maintain order in a society.

The latter task is one of the most difficult. Few of them, if any, have thought critically about laws, why we have them, and how we are affected daily by them. Only if they run afoul of one do they think to complain, and they don't have a concept of the fact that laws that don't touch us directly and personally can still have a major impact on not just our lives but the direction our country will take. I try to shake them loose of that very shallow vision and give them a broader scope. One of the ways I do that is to discuss police use of force, when it's appropriate, how we should assess specific episodes, and what the fallout is - both good and bad - when further limitations are put on police.

While we have a solid core of law in this country, built primarily on British common law but expanded exponentially over the years, there is always lawmaking going on (the legislators have to prove their worth somehow) and always judicial interpretations (ditto). As with issues affecting law enforcement, the outer reaches of interpretation in all areas of law are always in flux as some groups try to lock down their area of interest with new laws and limits, and other groups battle to keep their freedoms. It's part of what makes us a democracy.

It's a sometimes esoteric endeavor, dealing with abstractions and possibilities that seem far-fetched or alarmist to most of us. And yet we should be alert, because by the time those issues become a matter of intimate concern to the average American, they're frequently settled at the boundaries and difficult to alter. It's the way special interest groups have managed legislation for years - and it behooves us to recognize that at times the federal government contains special interest groups more concerned about narrow goals within their purview than with our larger freedoms as citizens.

Such is the case with the Patriot Act, which for my sins I've not spent much time reviewing. I tend as a pattern to be pro-law enforcement, pro-military, pro-Justice Administration, pro-crack down on the baddies. I don't necessarily question that their desired laws could in the long run have a negative effect on society as a whole, and I should. This article by Jarett Decker in Reason is a case in point. He writes of Lynne Stewart, a leftist criminal defense attorney on trial for allegedly aiding the planner of the 1993 WTC attack communicate with his followers, essentially issuing a statement for him that authorized his followers to conduct deadly attacks. She was his defense attorney, and the question is whether her actions were themselves defensible under her authority as his defense attorney, or if she overstepped the bounds and committed a criminal act. I'm somewhat familiar with Stewart's case, since it's a NYC issue and one of her close friends is Ron Kuby, a Manhattan leftist defense attorney who cohosts a morning radio talk show in Manhattan with Curtis Sliwa of Guardian Angel fame. It seems very likely both from those discussions and from Decker's article that she did overstep her bounds.

But that's not the concern with her case.

What Decker is alleging is that the Justice Department is trying to stretch the boundaries of their ability to prosecute defense attorneys to the extent that it will chill the attorneys' overall efforts to vigorously defend their clients. And he claims that the Patriot Act was structured specifically to provide for that:

It may seem fanciful to suggest that criminal charges would be brought against a lawyer for nothing more than representing a client in court proceedings, and in fact that power is unlikely to be exercised routinely. But the Justice Department’s history suggests that charges may be used, or threatened, against lawyers who represent the government’s prime targets too often or too well. And the mere existence of the law and the possibility of charges may chill the zeal of all but the bravest defenders. There is reason to believe this was not an unintended consequence of the PATRIOT Act but the realization of a longstanding Justice Department goal.

Section 805(a)(2) of the PATRIOT Act, the provision that allows prosecution of lawyers, did not spring from nowhere. It has a history in the Justice Department’s quiet campaign during the last 15 years to create precedents and obtain legislation that would give federal prosecutors broad power to bring charges against defense lawyers for alleged misconduct in criminal cases. To put it simply, federal prosecutors would like to be both players and referees in the adversarial game of criminal litigation, with authority to penalize their opponents at will...

On October 26, 2001, just six weeks after the attacks on the Pentagon and the World

Trade Center, the 107th Congress passed the 350-page legislative excretion known as the USA PATRIOT Act. As has often been remarked since then, the bill was fed to Congress whole by Justice Department draftsmen and then dumped into the U.S. Code in haste, largely unread and undigested by those who voted for it. It is a fool’s errand to ascribe any particular intent to Congress in passing the PATRIOT Act, beyond the desire to be seen as taking strong measures against terrorism. The specific provisions of the act are almost entirely the work of the Justice Department.

One provision that passed without scrutiny was Section 805(a)(2), which expanded the definition of "material support" to foreign terrorist organizations. Under the AEDPA, "material support" already included financing, weapons and explosives, lethal substances, training, personnel, facilities, lodging, safe houses, communications equipment, transportation, and "other physical assets." The PATRIOT Act added a new item to the litany of the banned: "expert advice and assistance." There is no legislative history to explain why the addition was necessary, or what the Justice Department draftsmen had in mind. That would not become clear until the prosecution of Lynne Stewart.

It's difficult for most of us to grasp that a defense attorney vigorously defending a porn king or a murderer or even a terrorist is in a sense protecting the outer borders of our own rights. But it's true. The order in our society is sustained through clearly understood rules that we willingly follow. We submit to the rules because we tacitly concede that, on the whole, we as individuals are better for their existence. If the vast majority of us did not obey the rules generally without rebellion, our nation would quickly descend into anarchy. One of our most cherished freedoms, a right guaranteed by the Constitution, is that we won't be hounded into jail - or kidnapped from our homes at night to never be seen again - but instead will have full opportunity to hear what the charges against us are and to defend ourselves against them. The majority of us are so inured to following the rules, so accepting of their necessity, that we will never test that provision. But it wouldn't take long for our rights to begin degrading if the rights of those who have broken the rules, sometimes in quite heinous ways, are abrogated. That includes terrorists and those who aid them.

I am inclined to give John Ashcroft and his minions the benefit of a doubt. At the same time, I have to understand that even the best people can make egregious mistakes for the best of reasons. None of us see clearly all the time, which is why debate in society is so important. It is important for each of us to set aside our first response of support or fault-finding for whatever the government does, and really explore the what's being said and done. It sounds like the Justice Department may have overstepped its bounds as surely as Lynne Stewart did. And it also sounds like the US Supreme Court is on the case. We need to keep an eye on this, and not let it slip past because, after all, why do we care if terrorists go to jail on poor evidence? Aren't we safer then?

I would say no.

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June 30, 2004
Okay, ENOUGH ALREADY!

Are we seeing a theme here?

Yes, the same theme I've seen for the past five weeks!

When did I sign on for Florida?

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A good choice

The design for the New Jersey tribute to 9/11 has been chosen. It's a lovely tribute, and very evocative. A description:

Mr. Schwartz's memorial, "Empty Sky," is reminiscent of Maya Lin's Vietnam War memorial in Washington. It has two facing walls of brushed stainless steel with the names of each New Jersey victim engraved on them. As Mr. Schwartz's firm put it: "Individuals' names are within easy reach and engraved deep enough for hand rubbing. The lettering size is three and three-quarter inches high, in Times New Roman, a familiar and easy-to-read typeface."

Each wall will be 30 feet high and 200 feet long, as long as each World Trade Center tower was wide. The walls' proportions will be the same as those of the twin towers if they were lying on their sides. And the surfaces of the steel walls will reflect the changing light of day, as the towers once did. At night the memorial will be illuminated so beams of light shoot into the sky.

Between the walls will be a walkway of bluestone. And at the base of each wall will be a space for visitors to leave tributes to the dead. The plan calls for the wall to cut across a grassy knoll in Liberty State Park, tracing a sightline that looks directly across the river to where the towers once stood.

But you should really go see the photo.

I'm not quite sure what "grassy knoll" they're going to put the tribute on. Liberty Park, the site of the memorial, is in Jersey City, is actually a few hundred feet down from Exchange Place, which is directly across the Hudson from the WTC site. I went there many times, pre- and post-9/11. As the design shows, any design that frames the WTC site from the park will have to be at an angle. There are, practically speaking, three sections of the park. The largest and best known is the northernmost section where the old train station is. A small marina lies just north of it, then the train station, then a large grassy area with trees and a play area. There are no "knolls". Boats leave the docks at the train station - the place where in the early 1900s new arrivals to the US docked, then caught a train to anywhere in the rest of the US - to visit Ellis Island and the Statue of Liberty. A wide walkway (these 1998 photos show at least one view of the WTC) runs from the train station down past a marshy area fenced off from visitors. The walkway edges right on the river, and ends at the third section, which actually contains the visitor's center and the state park office. There are some rolling areas there, and it's where the memorial for 9/11 was held the week after. However, Ellis Island is between Manhattan and that section of the park, so I would think there would be difficulties finding a good place. I could be wrong; I wasn't in that section often. The second section is where Liberty Science Centeris located, back away from the shore, so it's not in the running.

Interesting. We shall see.

FYI, this is what it looked like for a few days after 9/11. I could see the smoke from 7 miles away, in the town where I lived. And I saw this view from Exchange Place, which is due west of the arched glass building on the left side of the photo. The ferry from Jersey City goes from just south of Exchange Place to that site. On 9/11, that was the primary route for all non-military supplies and assistance into - and rescues out of - Manhattan, until the area could be secured.

It's fitting to have a tribute framing the view.

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June 29, 2004
A tearjerker

When I was in my teens, someone gave my father a gift subscription to Car & Driver. We were never quite sure who, since my father has never been one to care particularly about cars as a hobby. He takes good care of his, and likes them looking nice, but he's too pragmatic to see them as treasures to labor over. Besides, spending money on cars takes away too much from his hunting.

So, for a year, when the Car & Driver showed up in the mailbox, I snagged it. Yes, me. Because, you see, I do love cars. Not as machines that I want to build or fix or necessarily even own. But I love the history, the aesthetics, the sentimentality and just the sheer joy of driving them. I like them enough to enjoy hanging around them, to maybe go to a car show once in a while, to think that visiting the car museum in Deerborn, Michigan, is a good stop on a vacation. In fact, our family did stop once, on our way to Canada, and that was when I fell in love with this car, which even comes with a great American story attached.

With that history, it's not surprising that I've grown attached to the new TLC show Overhaulin'. It has everything I like - drama, precision craftsmanship, high stakes and sentimentality. They take away the car of the victim of the week, leaving them with some tale of why it's gone - it's been stolen, or there are tickets against it, something. Of course it requires collusion of the person's relatives and often the local law enforcement (or at least their full knowledge). Then, while the victim moans and mourns and stews, a crack team of car people - specialists with engines, body work, interior, everything - go to work, sometimes 24 or more hours straight, to turn it into an amazing work of art. It's always exciting, and the reveal at the end of the show always emotional.

My favorite show so far featured the disreputable '77 El Camino of California surfer boy Mylan Hayes, who we see freaking out as a towing company hauls off his car ostensibly for unpaid parking tickets. He's something of a local hero for saving someone from drowning several years earlier, and it's obvious that he's a pretty good kid. His leopard-skin clad mom with assisted-blonde hair plays him well as the week drags by with no success in springing his car. And then, when he finally sees the car in its blue and white surf motif, finally fully understands it's his... he cries. In a boy-into-man, I'm-overcome kind of way.

Naturally I got all teary-eyed too.

If you find yourself at a loose end sometime, check it out. Mylan's episode is "Surfer Kid", if you can catch it on a rerun.

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Unsurprising

According to this quiz, I'm a political realist:

Realist

Realists…

- Are guided more by practical considerations than ideological vision
- Believe US power is crucial to successful diplomacy - and vice versa
- Don't want US policy options unduly limited by world opinion or ethical considerations
- Believe strong alliances are important to US interests
- Weigh the political costs of foreign action
- Believe foreign intervention must be dictated by compelling national interest

Historical realist: President Dwight D. Eisenhower

Modern realist: Secretary of State Colin Powell

Is this the political equivalent of a moderate? Perish the thought. And yet... well, it describes me fairly well. I do have areas of almost rabid ideological fervor, things I would die for without wavering. At the same time, I think there aren't a lot of issues in this world that rise to that threshold. I'm more of a diplomat than a right-in-your-face person. I will work quietly in the background until I have an overwhelming case for my point. Honesty is important, and you can lie through omission as well as commission. But, there again, you don't have to tell everything you know just because you know it. A realist.

Actually, I know I'm not a moderate. In fact, if someone were to quiz me on the 100 most partisan issues facing America today, I'd score solidly conservative. That doesn't mean Republican, though. I only vote Republican because they do the least political harm to my beliefs. And yet, still, realist works. I recognize that while I would take the world in a solidly conservative direction, other people live here too, and I don't want to get in the business of making everyone be Susanna clones. How boring. And frequently wrong, as I am prone to mistakes. Not in ideology, generally, but in action certainly.

Reading a couple of links from Instapundit this morning got me to thinking about my position regarding politics, my attitude about this Iraq war, US actions, the presidential election and the direction of our country generally. It's all tangled up with my religious beliefs, my worldview, my sense of living in a country on a precipice. I'm still thinking. I want to write it out, and will try to get to that tonight. Meantime, why not go take the quiz and tell me what you are?

Oh, my brother Alan is an isolationist. But you knew that already.

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Seriously odd

A new billboard campaign in Cleveland is making some people upset:

An edgy new advertising campaign to promote organ donation hints that police officers should cut speeders who are organ donors some slack.

"Hey policeman," a Cleveland billboard calls out, an arrow pointing to a donor insignia on a young man's license, "give this guy a break."

The advertisements by LifeBanc (search), the Cleveland-based organ procurement agency for 20 counties in northeast Ohio, are meant to attract attention, a spokeswoman said.

"We wanted to get people thinking," said the agency's Monica Heath, noting that 1,300 people in northeast Ohio are waiting for organs.

Councilman Matthew Zone wasn't laughing. "I think it sends the wrong message to the average Joe citizen," said Zone.

"Just because you participate in a unique program as precious as donating an organ doesn't mean [you] should be given preferential treatment," he said.

Lt. Wayne Drummond, a Cleveland police spokesman, said he had no problem with the billboard, but people shouldn't get the wrong idea.

While patrol officers have discretion in ticket writing, "in my experience, it's not typical to give someone a break because they're an organ donor," he said.

That's the entire section about this, by the way.

This campaign would distress me, but not in the way these people seem to be reacting. Perhaps my mind immediately goes to sinister things (what a shock), but I didn't think of this as incitement to give organ donors a benefit by letting them off the hook for speeding (although that's apparently what they meant - or so they say). My first thought was, "Yikes! They're wanting police officers to encourage organ donors to speed more frequently by giving them breaks on tickets. More speeding = more deaths. More deaths = more organs donated! And wouldn't they love that!" It's just... spooky.

Speaking of organ donations, I watched one of those "amazing medical stories!" types of shows last night. In one segment, a young man learned in his late 20s that he had a liver condition that caused a buildup of proteins in his body and it had reached a life-threatening stage. He had to have a liver transplant or die. However, he was thousands down the list to get one. As it turns out (and I didn't know this until last night), you can actually lose half your liver and it will regenerate, at least to a degree. So they sought a voluntary living donor, and they found one. That's a whole story in itself. Then a third person came into the equation - a woman in her late 30s whose liver was nearly useless because of cancer. It hadn't metastisized, but it wouldn't be long, so she needed a liver transplant right away too. Same situation - way down on the list. However, the liver disease the young man had was a slow one, a condition that takes years to cause a life-threatening condition. His liver was essential okay except for that one malfunction, it was just that the accummulated result of that malfunction had caught up with him. The doctors said it had taken "decades" to get to that point. So, they thought, why not give his liver to this woman, because it would give her at least 15-20 years before causing serious problems, and maybe by then there'd be treatments or greater possibility of another donation?

So they did. In one day, they took half the healthy liver of the donor, transplanted it into the sick young man, then took his liver and put it in the woman with cancer. At the end of the segment, they said that within a month of the surgery, the donor's remaining liver had regenerated to 75% of its previous capacity, the other half had regenerated to the same degree in the formerly sick young man, and the woman with cancer was now cancer free and living a life with a future.

Isn't medicine incredible. It's just astounding what they do.

But I'd still be hinky about signing my donor card in Cleveland.

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Goodbye, Mr. Buckley

William F. Buckley has handed over his shares in National Review, setting up a board of directors to run the magazine that was his brainchild, a magazine that played an important role in returning conservative thought to the mainstream of America. While I wasn't a reader of the magazine until my brother Alan introduced it to me a few years ago, and not a regular reader until it came online, I can and do admire Mr. Buckley for his courage and hard work in a difficult time. He is one of those men who through strength of intellect and force of will make their mark on society in ways that are beneficial and not soon forgotten.

Alan was always more overtly political than I, well-read and deeply thoughtful about not just the partisan politics of the day but the philosophical forebearers of today's policies. At one time he wanted to go into politics, thought of becoming a lawyer and possibly running for office. During that time, he developed an interest in and appreciation for the writings of Russell Kirk and William Buckley, two men who are in the vanguard of conservative thought. Not being one to sit back and admire from a distance, he interviewed both men personally as part of the research for his senior undergraduate thesis. I was living in New Jersey at the time, and when he came to interview Buckley he allowed me to tag along. It was an honor and a pleasure.

Incidentally, Alan's interview with Russell Kirk led to an opportunity to work as Kirk's assistant for a year.

On theosebes today, Alan has a post about Buckley's decision to step down from the oversight of NR, including his own memories of Buckley and brief thoughts on Buckley's and Kirk's influences on conservative thought and each other.

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June 28, 2004
More on US Marine Hassoun

There's a little more on Wassad Hassoun, the US Marine born and raised in Lebanon who disappeared from his base on Monday and is now apparently in the hands of Islamic terrorists threatening to behead him:

Hassoun, an American Marine of Lebanese descent, was ... shown blindfolded, with a sword brandished over his head in a videotape aired on Al-Jazeera on Sunday. The militants threatened to behead him unless all Iraqis "in occupation jails" are freed. They did not set a timeframe.

"I appeal to the kidnappers and to their conscience and faith to release my son," his father, Ali Hassoun, said in an interview with The Associated Press at his house in the northern Lebanese port city of Tripoli.

"He is not a fighter. I hope that they will respond favorably to my appeal. May God reward them," he said.

Another of his sons, Sami, talked with worried relatives, who said contacts were under way with politicians and Muslim clerics in Lebanon and Islamist groups in Iraq to secure the Marine's release.

"We are trying to send word through all channels that he is Lebanese, Arab and a Muslim," Abdullah Hassoun, a member of the extended family and head of Al-Safira municipality, told the AP.

The kidnappers claimed to have infiltrated a Marine outpost, lured the younger Hassoun outside and abducted him.

The U.S. military said Hassoun, 24, was last seen June 19 and did not report for duty the next day.

Hassoun had gone "on an unauthorized absence," said Brig. Gen. Mark Kimmitt, the coalition deputy operations chief in Baghdad, giving few details.

Hassoun is originally from the northern Lebanese town of Al-Safira but lived in Tripoli until he emigrated in the early 1990s to the United States, where he gained citizenship.

He lived with his eldest brother, Mohammad, in the Salt Lake City suburb of West Jordan and later joined the Marines.

His kidnappers identified themselves as part of "Islamic Response," the security wing of the "National Islamic Resistance - 1920 Revolution Brigades." The name refers to the uprising against the British after World War I.

The military is still being cagey about his disappearance from the military - was it or was it not voluntary? If he did leave his post on purpose, was he going for a little unauthorized play time, was he deserting, or was he offering his services to the terrorists? If he did leave the base voluntarily, was he taken by the terrorists against his will? It's a real puzzle, and things are hanging together well. I want to believe he's completely committed to the US and to his responsibilities as a Marine.

An interesting quote from Hassoun's "extended family member" in his home town of Al-Safira: "We are trying to send word through all channels that he is Lebanese, Arab and a Muslim". It seems to me that would not be a particularly shocking update to the terrorists. Hassoun doesn't look Dutch or Scottish or African. I'm sure he'd know enough information about both Lebanon and Islam to convince the kidnappers of his origins and religious beliefs. What they care about is that he's an American now, in an American uniform. Actually, though, this is the main pertinent part: "...contacts were under way with politicians and Muslim clerics in Lebanon and Islamist groups in Iraq..." That's where his best hope is, I'd say. And if he is an honest American who gave himself to his new country only to have his life on the line as a result, I hope their efforts are successful.

My earlier post on this is here.

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Police corruption? Perish the thought!

In my Intro to Law Enforcement class, we recently discussed the history of policing in America, including discussing the corruption that was rampant amongst police forces prior to the widespread professionalization of policing beginning in the 1930s and 1940s. I assured my students that while corruption is still an issue, as with all professions the percent of cops involved is small.

Then you see things like this:

Stealing cash from corpses and robbing drunkards were two of the crimes former West New York Police Chief Alexander Oriente admitted to under cross-examination yesterday in the federal fraud and extortion trial of North Hudson businessman and political insider Rene Abreu...

Oriente said he committed his first act of official misconduct within one month of becoming a police officer in the late 1950s, when he began accepting tips from tow truck operators that he'd call to tow cars. He said he knew it was wrong...

Oriente testified a police officer introduced him to a man who offered him $2,000 per week to let him know if things were getting "hot" at locations where he had gambling machines and $1,000 for information on where he could put additional machines. Oriente said he made similar deals with several other people.

He said he would give them tips when things got hot at a particular spot and he would warn them to put broken machines in place if a raid was planned.

"You have to hit something once in a while to make it look good," Oriente said. "They would put in old machines to get broken down or confiscated. I would sell the electronics to the gambling operator."

The former chief said he would also target gambling operations for police raids that were rivals of those he protected...

Then there was stealing from bodies.

"If there was a DOA on the job, you and the guy you were with would take his stuff and split it with the guy you were with," Oriente said, but he denied adamantly that he stole jewelry from corpses...

Oriente also outlined decades of loan-sharking, in which he used his position to ensure he was repaid at interest rates compounded weekly.

"They knew I was a cop so I knew they would come up with the money," he said.

Finally, he began extorting protection money from a madam who operated at least three brothels in town. He then oversaw the merger of several brothels into one larger prostitution ring.

During the time he collected protection money from the brothels, he also accepted sexual favors.

Charming.

What I don't understand is how it could go on so long before it was stopped. Something like that, in an environment urban northern NJ, would be fairly common knowledge, especially since it was both endemic and of long standing. It's obvious that there were rings of responsibility here - the people at the center of the corruption, the people who participated on the fringes, those who worked with them but never reported it, and those who knew through other means but also kept silent. Knowing NJ politics, I'm not surprised - just very disgusted. Sometimes I think that whole place just needs to be razed and repopulated, at least the political part of it. This is nice to hear too:

He has testified that $2,000 a week from the protection rackets was funneled to Abreu and that he thinks the money was passed along to West New York Mayor Albio Sires, who is now also the state Assembly speaker.

Sires has consistently denied any involvement in corruption.

Well, duh. Of course he denies it. But has there been a major investigation? Possibly, although the article doesn't say and you'd think it would if there had been. It could say something like, "Sires has consistently denied any involvement in corruption, and a 2001 investigation failed to find any evidence supporting the allegation." That's still damning by faint support, but at least it shows someone is trying.

New Jersey, a mecca to wannabe Sopranos all over the Newark-NYC metro area. To paraphrase an old Broadway tune, if you can make it there, you're probably corrupt.

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Thinking

When I started this blog, I was searching for a way to make my online time more productive, and also get back into writing for general audiences. It was shortly after 9/11 - February 2002 - and I was intensely interested in politics and media bias. I scored a big hit my first week when Instapundit linked my first major post, and I was off. During the fall of 2002, I scored my highest weekday average hits, routinely topping 800. It leveled off over the winter, then peaked again during the Iraq war in Spring 2003, with an average of about 700 hits a weekday. But the strain of constant posting, and the influx of new blogs doing a lot of what I was doing, combined with my own bad attitude about my current life circumstances (i.e. living in NJ), and I slacked off for months. My hits, naturally, dropped precipitously. They revived some, in the 400s, in the fall when I posted more, then when I moved they tanked during the about four months I posted very little. Again, naturally.

Now I'm back to posting daily, and my hits are hovering in the 300/weekday range. A lot of the blogs that started well after mine are topping 1,000/weekday or more, and sometimes I get a little green-eyed about it. What are they doing that I'm not doing? And then I realize two things: They're posting a lot more, and they're spending a lot more time on it than I am or even really want to. It comes home to me then that I'm a snotty thing, thinking that just the sheer force of my being me (oh the wonders of being me) should draw readers like ants to spilled jam. Not happening in this lovely world.

And truthfully, I find that the readers who have stuck with me for all this time are the ones that I connect with the most, and enjoy the most. Well, the commenters anyway - I'm sure I would enjoy the rest of you too if you commented :D. It's always a pleasure to see familiar names in my email inbox, and I'm pleased that these people who seem very bright and interesting to me find something about my sometimes scattered approach to the blog that is worth their time. And I see people having to close their comment function as they become more popular, or spending lots of time monitoring it, because with more hits come more trolls. I don't want that to happen. I read Glenn Reynolds getting frustrated because his readers seem to think he owes them something just because he's chosen as a hobby providing material for people to read. And I realize that I don't want to close my comments, I don't want to spend a lot more time on it, and I don't want to start feeling annoyed at the people who read my blog. I'm grateful to them, delighted with their input - with your input. So then I realize that maybe 300 hits/weekday is a nice number after all. If it gusts back up to 600 or 800, well, that'd be cool too. But I shouldn't get green-eyed about it because this is definitely a case of my getting out as much or more than I'm putting into this endeavor.

So the thinking I'm referring to in the title is my dealing with this restless jealousy that is unseemly and unwarranted. When that monkey sits on my back, my pleasure in my blog seems to diminish. I feel I should be posting more about media bias, or about politics, or about Things That Matter. I should be a Voice Of Importance. How arrogant is that? Quite. And then I think about the people who I admire most, recalling that what distinguishes most of them is not their success, but their passion for what they do. The success follows the dedication that emerges from their passion. My pouting is a function of focus on success as a numbers game.

So I'm going to stop pouting.

I love this blog. And sometimes I have toyed with killing it, looking at the button on MT that says "Delete blog", and thought, yes, that's what I want to do. I'm done with it, I'm fed up. But always when I think about it more closely, what I'm fed up with is not the writing, the interaction with readers, the pleasure of seeing it and working on it. What I'm fed up with is that my stats have fallen, and it hits me square in my overweening ego. It's time to puncture it and get on with my passions.

So, I say thank you to all of you who read this blog regularly. I am so happy that you come by, and I see so many of you as friends, even those I've never met. I hope some day to meet most of you, and I also hope that, in some form, at some address, this blog will continue to be a part of my life - and yours - for years to come. I'm not going to worry any more about what other bloggers write about, how many hits they get, whether I'm a big fish or just so much plankton in a murky digital sea. I'll say what I think needs to be said, or what amuses me, or what I think you'll find interesting. I'll constantly work to be a better writer and a more keen observer. And some days, I'll just lay out and pursue other passions.

It's all good.

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June 27, 2004
What's going on here?

An Iraqi terrorist group apparently has kidnapped a US Marine and is threatening to behead him.

An Iraqi militant group issued footage on Sunday of a man it said was a captured U.S. Marine and threatened to behead him, further heightening tension ahead of the June 30 formal handover of sovereignty.

People are being torn apart in Iraqi streets by radical Islamic terrorists while their blood brothers take individuals one by one for grisly made-for-TV spectacles. This has got to stop. The anti-war types and the media are colluding in this nightmare, wallowing in some orgasmic evil delight at every evidence that there are problems with nurturing democracy in Iraq. The anti-war types are against anything that may reflect positively on Bush, even if their attacks on him translate into more Iraqi - and American - deaths. Their squalling about the deaths is rank hypocrisy - they're deliberately making it worse. The media are also not very high in Bush, but this I think is more about the excitement and intensity of a hot story that keeps on giving. There's no sense of personal responsibility in either case, just a headlong, willing rush into the darkness created by the Islamists and spread by the anti-Bushies and media.

It's pathetic and sickening.

We need to stiffen our spines, take hold and do what needs to be done to make this transformation a success.

That said, I'm torn between horror and puzzlement at this Marine that was kidnapped. Here's a little more from the NY Times article:

Video shown on Qatar-based Arabic channel Al Jazeera showed a blindfolded man in a camouflage uniform, and an apparent Marine Corps identity card that named him as Wassef Ali Hassoun.

Jazeera said the group threatened to behead Hassoun unless Iraqi prisoners are freed.

A U.S. military spokesman said a Marine by that name was missing from his unit, but could not confirm he had been taken hostage. The spokesman said the Marine, who was of Lebanese descent, belonged to the First Marine Expeditionary Force and had been missing since June 21.

How likely is it, given the composition of the US military, that the soldier they lured away would be Lebanese, if there wasn't something going on other than a straightforward grab-who-you-can-get operation? Did they target him specifically? Or wait until someone like him came out? Could it be something more sinister? A "Marine by that name" has been missing from his unit since June 21, which is six days. What was going on during that time? Is there any possibility that the Marine went over to the other side voluntarily, and is now being used by them in a way he didn't envision?

I'm reluctant to even bring that up as a possibility. Americans of Middle Eastern descent and/or are Muslim shouldn't have to constantly be under suspicion that they are in collusion with this particularly virulent set of enemies. It's not his ancestry that makes me wonder. It's that in combination with the "luring" story and the "missing for six days" factoid. How easy would it be to lure a Marine?

I will pray for Hassoun's release unharmed. And I hope the US leadership takes the harder road and squashes this new trend forcefully and soon.

UPDATE 7 a.m. CT Monday, June 28, 2004: The English version of Al Jazeera gives Hassoun's origin as Pakistani, and includes this quote from a US military officer:

US marine corporal Wassef Ali Hassoun has been missing in Iraq since last Monday, a spokesman for the US Marine Corps confirmed in Baghdad late on Sunday.

"Although we can't confirm that he has been taken hostage, we can confirm that that he has been absent from his unit since June 21," Major Douglas Powell said.

I find that odd wording. Don't they knew who their guy is? Can't they tell from the photos and his documentation? And this is interesting too:

The group claims to have taken Ali - of Pakistani origin - captive after "infiltrating a US military base in Iraq".

The NY Times article yesterday said the terrorists claimed Hassoun had been "lured" into capture by them, but today says something more in line with the Al Jazeera piece:

A militant Iraqi group threatened Sunday night to behead an American marine it said it had abducted from a military base...

That seems to kick up the stakes some - it's more impressive to "infiltrate" a US base than to "lure" a soldier away. I'm still skeptical about this. It just doesn't hang together properly.

WaPo still has the "lured" version at 7:18 a.m. CT:

The Arab satellite TV network al-Jazeera aired a videotape Sunday from a group threatening to kill a U.S. Marine it claimed to have captured by luring him from his post...

Worth following.

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June 25, 2004
Sitting on kids

There could well be no posts today or tomorrow, other than this one. I'm staying with Haydon and Molly Katherine through early tomorrow evening while their parents take a well-deserved trip out of town. I'm learning how difficult it is to think, much less type or compose, while two small children are demanding your attention. It's not a bad thing, you understand, just a different thing. A good thing.

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