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Friday, May 24th, 2002
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9:01 pm - Laziness Consumes All
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I am beyond tired at the moment. More likely I just don't have anything to properly stimulate my mind therefore boredom ensues. I have the possibilty of going out for a couple of drinks later on this evening, but I honestly don't think I'll go through the hassle of showering and finding something to wear. I am filled with dread over the upcoming months. On the 3rd I start working towards my Associate of the Arts degree once again after a 2 1/2 year hiatus. I'm both excited and anxious about that. I'm convinced that I can accomplish greatness but at the same time I fear I'll allow the opposite of such. The rest of my mind is on my health or more accurately a lack thereof. I made the decision a few months ago to become a vegetarian and while I've stuck to that decision I must admit that I've become more of a carbohydratian than anything else. I want to lose some weight and am very pissed with myself because in all honesty I'm not doing very much to obtain that goal. I feel like a bit of a failure just now and am concerned that I might be slipping under the familiar facade of pretending everything's okay when in reality I've lost touch with everyone and everything. I saw the movie "Vanilla Sky" late lastnight and while I enjoyed it I couldn't help but notice the fact that it gave me reason to squirm. Separating fiction from fact, dreams from reality, friend from foe..........it all rings too entirely true for me and I don't know what to do about that painful detail. Let the digression begin at once..............
current mood:  blah
current music: I'm not listening to a bloody damn thing.
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| Wednesday, May 22nd, 2002
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1:08 am - Space Oddity
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Today has been of an interesting sort of variety. Interesting enough for me to have hesitantly stumbled across this place for more than the first time. Only, this time I stuck around. This is a trial run, as I make no promises of longevity. The format seems odd, the setting up was absolutely damning! But, I do like the newness, the ability to upload images, the fact that a wonderful person gave me a code for free. :-) So I'll be mucking around this place, checking things out, and giving it a whole-hearted whirl. Hope you don't mind. Alright then, carry on per usual. Go on now, scat.
current mood:  thoughtful
current music: The song that's playing is by the Stereophonics.
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