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*sigh* | 21:57 - Monday, June 7th | |
Mom's letting me take tomorrow off. Thank god. I didn't want to go... Frederick wanted me to perform my song AGAIN. And the stupid bitch Talitha, the only person in the class who didn't clap after we finished our song, didn't say anything, and THEN in 4th period tells me "I love you dearly but you can't sing." This coming from the tone-deaf bitch who dropped out of choir and drives everyone nuts as she ATTEMPTS to sing in the car. Ugh god... I want to tell her what I really think of her SOOOOOO much... UGH. I can't wait until she goes off to Spokane, she's all expecting us to invite her to do things over the summer. Hahahaha. Rhiannon can't stand her, Tierra flat out hates her, she's even irritating Kendall. She's such a fucking wannabe, and a prep wannabe at that. Ha. God what a stuck up bitch. I sound so bitter saying it but I've put up with enough of her shit and it's making me a worse person for it... Anyway... AstroJax are SOOO much fun. XD;;; And... physicals tomorrow... oh great. =S I'm so bored... I don't wanna work on the school website and all my schoolwork is done, and it's too late for me to feel like exercising. Sooo, man, I need a mat for my room so I can try to do some yoga and pilates and everything else, I could practically work out in my room if I had it... which'd be nice... Man, I can't believe how much I've let myself go. XC Training starts next Wednesday, and it's gonna be damn near impossible for me... u_u... I know I've become worse... just look at how I treat my friends... and how they treat me... I suck... Once I can get over regarding myself like that I'll be able to move forward I guess... this summer has to be one of intense metamorphosis for me, if I'm going to accomplish anything... Right now I pretty much could eat myself to death... I've been binge eating like crazy, to the point where I can't even stand up straight I'm so disoriented, feeling so sick... I don't know what to do with myself. |
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Music: ELT Cyber Trance - Time Goes By |
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*rofl* | 12:24 - Monday, June 7th | |
I did LJ stalker before and it said Dan was stalking me, but I didn't post it. And then I typed in his name and I was stalking him! BUT! Now I type it in again and suddenly Matt's stalking me! Hahahaha XD Wow... it changes! XDDDD I LOSE? XD | ||
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*sigh* | 00:13 - Monday, June 7th | |
It was no joke... Harvard sent me an application. I don't know what to do... it's like I can see down two very different paths at the same time... vague, but clear in the fact they both meet at the same place in the end. I don't know which path to take... and I'm scared to decide... So... what do you think I should do? I mean, it's HARVARD... and I'm just a piece of white never-done-anything trash in a little rural farming community on the opposite end of the country. I took my SAT on Saturday... I thought it was easy... I guess we'll see... This is my last week of school... wow... Like I said earlier... if I could make anti-matter a practical source of energy storage, I come to an interesting question... I've always wondered if I, given the chance, would use it to destroy this Earth, to completely obliterate everyting, including myself, no survivors, no witnesses. It troubles me that I think about it alone, nevertheless think that I would answer yes... My song is done finally, man I hate it... I just hope I can keep my A in history. ;_; I saw Harry Potter SAturday night. Awesome movie... the guy that plays Draco is cute. :P Saw X-2 today... yeah, now I totally agree with everyone that falls in love with Nightcrawler. Damn. *_* Went to Tierra's party Saturday afternoon (my saturday was damn busy), and it kinda bugs me that both not only did kendall (tierra's sister), but tierra herself left from her own party. It was at her father's house and her dad's gay so it was a very weird experience to actually see a gay couple in real life for the first time. Surprise, they aren't just on TV. But... for some reason it made me really sad... I left the party crying... they think I'm a total jerk, I'm sure... |
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Music: ELT - Cyber Trance Presents Every Little Thing Trance(Album) |
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^____^ | 21:21 - Friday, June 4th |
Omfg, ![]() Anyway, studying for the SATs a little more, just practicing some math to keep myself sharp, and cramming in a lot of pre/suffix and root training, because that'll be more helpful than knowing the actual words at this point. =D I can't wait, I hope I do well. I'm officially a senior!!! XDDDD |
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Music: Move - FLY ME SO HIGH |
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^___^ | 12:57 - Friday, June 4th | |
I totally skipped school today. I have to say, I love my mom because she'll excuse me from any period I want if I can just give her the right excuse. ^__^ Sooo, I slept in until about 12:30. Had a nightmare about Rhiannon and Talitha dying in a car crash. =S But it was all okay when I heard Rhiannon on my answering machine asking if we wanted to meet for Coffee at Starbucks at about three! OMFG I AM SO THERE!!!! I have SATs tomorrow, god I'm nervous. Lots of studying to do. SCREW that song, I have to do study. =S Only one more week of school. It's so weird... and then, I have to quickly accelerate into exercise mode... I've got a lot of work to do this summer... but I can't wait to do it really. =D ANd when I'm not working out I'll be designing www.zeblith.com or studying calculus, french, or japanese. Hopefully I can keep myself to that, it'd be SO great, I want to make my senior year a blast, like, screw you I'm fab you can do what you want soon I'm gone and HAHAHAA YOU SUCK! ^_~ Um, yeah. XD Oh yeah and I had a total memory lapse, so everyone go and give ![]() |
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XD | 18:59 - Thursday, June 3rd | |
Oh yeah, Ayumi Fanboy? Puh-leeeeease! ZONE Fanboy! <3 And, umm, yeah. XD This fanboy post brought to you by TACOS! They're edible! |
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Music: ZONE - True Blue |
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*rofl* | 17:56 - Thursday, June 3rd | |
I love how all the conservative communities are member-only, and all LIBERAL OR OPPOSING OPINIONS ARE NOT WELCOME HERE! I guess they grew so tired of being proven how wrong they were, that all they could do was create places where they can share in such disillusions without interference from things such as fact and reality. I will NEVER understand the idea of white nationalism. And I hope I never do. They make me feel a lot better, if I should ever develop anti-matter weapons and destroy the Earth. BWAHAHAH. XD;;; Well, so yeah, anti-psychotics for Jakey. XDDDD |
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^_^; Food. Fun. Yay. | 21:50 - Wednesday, June 2nd | |
Had a nice night out with Rhiannon and Talitha for one part and Elizabeth for the other. ^_^; Went for Ice Cream (I had a double scoop, NY Cheesecake and Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough), went back to my house to play Jenga (we actually made a skeleton tower, first time ever! It was awesome! So then we all grabbed a base block, David recorded, and we yanked. Mess! FUN! We watched Eddie Izzard until about 6:30, Then Rhiannon took Talitha home and we went to Baskin Robbins to pick up Elizabeth. Oh no, she had to stay until the FOURTEEN cakes were done! OMG! X_X!!! So, Rhiannon ended up going in and helping out for half an hour so that the cakes would get finished before midnight, haha XD; Then we all headed over to perkins and had some food. Except it took us an hour to get it, adn they messed up my order twice (which actually made it better! LMFAO! I told the waitress it was cool because food is food(I had Chicken Parmesan Alfredo in the end XD), and she looked so stressed, so I could empathize, and she was so nice, so yeah. XD) And we finally got it and to apologize, they made my appetizer sampler free! Yaaay, $9 of free food! THey took it off of Liz's ticket though, so we just paid for Liz's food and she said she'd pay us back sometime, which is fine, I didn't mind at all (and not just because David was paying!!! haha XD;;) So then I paid for gas on the way home and now here I am! I skipped 1st period today. SO nice. Tomorrow I have 1st and 2nd, and then we're getting Calzones for lunch!!! Rhiannon's skipping 3rd and 4th, and it's awesome so we can eat together. Hopefully Elizabeth will too. ^_^ She's so awesome, they both are. =D And then there's the "Moving Up" assembly, where the Seniors all run out of the gym, and then the juniors move to the senior section, sophomores move to the junior, and freshmen move to the sophomore section. It's fun in a boring, twisted way. Hahaha =D I'm feeling better now though. I got some coffee before 2nd period, a Cafe Vanilla, and it really perked me up. Liquid Happy. ^_^; I'm still having some... I dunno what you'd call it, just, I feel very uncomfortable being conscious right now and it makes me feel really sick, but... I'm dealing with it. So the only thing that kinda sucks is that I missed Futurama and Family Guy! BUt maybe they'll be on again and I'll stay up and watch them. I'll get some work done on this stupid ass song. It's all good. The Pre-Calc final is the only final I have, and it was cake! Mmm, cake =D We saw Coach Kittrell down at Baskin Robbins, and he's really grown on me, I used to think he was kinda scary and all-powerful, really an intimidating kind of guy(as I guess there's no way around being), being the head football coach, but he's a really nice guy and I miss having Weight Lifting with him and Mr. Hymes. Sooo, I'm thinking about keeping my 2nd term 3rd period open and taking another PE! Talk about WHOA, ne? ^^; I think it'd be good for me. But I'll only take it if David can, he's the only guy I trust spotting me on anything. ^^;; Oh yeah, and I think we're gonna be going to Tri-Cities on Wednesday, YAAAY SKIPPING SCHOOL! Maybe mom will let me go. I hope so. She's gotta get rid of the leash some time, and nothign bad's going to happen... well and even if it did, I'll always prefer it over having nothing happen at all. I'm ready for a change. I'm feeling a lot more confident too though. I guess the Honor Student Invitational will let me figure out how comfortable I'd be all on my own. So yeah. That's all for now. ^_^ Oh yeah, and *hugs* to ![]() |
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Music: Delta Queens - Time to go! |
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Breakdown | 22:30 - Tuesday, June 1st | |
Define a breakdown, please... | ||
Mood: ![]() Music: Black Eyed Peas - Let's Get Retarded |
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Lmfao. | 21:03 - Tuesday, June 1st |
I love the e-mail subject: "Eliminate your bills the christian way" Espeically if your glasses are all messed up, so you're blurry eyed, tired, and half blind, you read something entirely different, because you read one certain vowel as another. *roflmfao* XDDDD;;; And it sounds so much more accurate. XD;;; */evil* Man, I just wanna go to sleep right now, I don't know what to do. I eat when I'm bored and I really over ate, i feel sick. x-x; |
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Music: Black Eyed Peas - Let's Get Retarded |
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Lmfao XD | 17:53 - Tuesday, June 1st | |
WRITE YOUR LJ USER NAME WITH THE FOLLOWING: nose: zeblith elbow: zeblith tongue: zeblith chin: zes bl,ith feet: zeblith eyes closed and one finger: zeblith back of my hand: zeblith palm: zeblith mouse: zeblith wrist: zeblith Lmfao... the only hard one was the chin. X_x; XDDD Seriously, did all those just the way they should be done. I'm just talented liek that. <_<; XDDDD I love my keyboard. XD Stolen from ![]() |
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XD; | 11:40 - Tuesday, June 1st | |
_mobile, Brett, Ryan, Kai, Anni, Leoule, Sean, bluehenboy, Bryen, Ray, Tai, chance_on_love, Amy, crystalshatter, Fred, dark_schuldich, Shaleen, downwithmuffins, drworm, Kai, icewing, Kass, Tara, Charlene, ker0chan, Susan, Ahmed, Rute, lovebug, Tomi, masked_angel, matio64, Claire, Vickie, Erin, morgandymorgans, David, Lance, Bree, phoenixflare, Kyle, rasp, ryu_ku, seiyachan, Bree, Jen, silversana, Dan, Matt, Clara, trinity1013, David, vanessie, Patrick, wire_skylines, Angel, xayumi, xshatteredsoulx, Mike, Zeblith if you see your alias here, why dont i know your first name by heart? hell, lets make it a chain post. POST YOUR FRIENDS LIST AND REPLACE THEIR USERNAME WITH THEIR FIRST NAME. IF YOU DONT KNOW THEIR FIRST NAME, LEAVE IT ALONE AND MOVE TO THE NEXT NAME. THAT PERSON HAS TO REINTRODUCE THEMSELVES TO YOU. not started, but stolen from ![]() Funness. XD;;; I forgot a few... meep. =S Gotta finish this song.. ugh *dies* |
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Music: Namie Amuro - ALARM |
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>O!!! | 23:31 - Monday, May 31st |
I fuckiung hate this song!!! *grrrrr* It's all I'll be working on tomorrow. XD;; ( Here's what I have so far ) |
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XDDDD | 18:02 - Monday, May 31st | |
WHeeee! It took us an average of 2 minutes to create one second of video. We created a 2.5 minute long video clip. You figure out how long it took us. XD;;; SOOOO MUCH FUN! There's a couple bloopers and everything, I'm just mega pissed, I couldn't get the audio down, so it's quiet and kinda clicky/echoey. X_X;;;; Fucking microphones. I need some better video production equipment altogether. Mmmm. =S Oh well. Anyway, so, I have a clip of me being all cute and whiny, maybe I'll upload it? XD |
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Music: Jennifer Saunders - Holding Out For A Hero (Shrek 2) |
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*_* | 00:21 - Monday, May 31st |
Yaaaay, Pre-Calc stuff all done. Just history to go! I'm helping Rhiannon videotape her Spanish project tomorrow. Liz is helping her write up a script. How nice to have a friend that is fluent in english and spanish, although she can only use stuff she's learn in spanish anyway, but it's still cool! So yeah, I'll be either videotaping or capturing the video to my computer. Either way, it'll end up there. THEEEEN... I'll go through and do all the video processing stuff that she needs, like add a title, yadda yadda yadda. And then after that's all done, just process it back out to a VCR! Wheeeee. Funness. I'm gonna need to snag some Equipment tomorrow morning to make sure this runs smoothly, but omfg, that shoudl be fun! ^_^ |
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Hahaha XD | 19:05 - Sunday, May 30th | |
Omfg, this guy's about an hour away. How would you react??? From: smierics20 To: zeblith Subject: hey Date: 31 May 2004 01:46 hey whats going on well i go to cwu in ellensburg. umm just really horney and looking for a one night thing wondering if i drive there is you would want to mess around. well message me back and let me know Profile: http://www.face-pic.com/smierics20 Heh... XD;;;; Too bad for him. :P Lmfao. Everyone left from Shrek 2 before the credits even really began, like, they did a few credits, and then there wass this little secret scene and Rhiannon and David and I were the only ones who actually got to see it last night!!!! HAHAHA XD;;;; Sweet. And it was funny too. But yeah. I'll shut up. XD |
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Music: Frou Frou - Holding Out For A Hero |
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Wow | 18:58 - Sunday, May 30th | |
Man, I've been doing homework all day. Hahaha, man, but this is the last weekend I should have homework, according to my teachers. I hope so. Man, I wanna be out and running soooo bad. But, not right now. Memorial Day weekend is always SO fucking windy! It's a way of life. I noticed it every year I would perform out at the ampitheatre, it's windy as hell. Hehehe =D Wheeeee, fucking trig. All I have to do is write out the section on solving triangles and then write about my most embarassing moemnt (my whole life), and I'm done with Pre-Calc.. damn. Not liek I need to do this except for the grade and all, I'm already reading into calc and all. Whatever. Wheee Once I finish the lyrics for my history song I'll post them and you can laugh. XDDDD *death by boredom* Rubik's KCQUUUUBE! |
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Music: Jennifer Saunders - Holding Out For A Hero (Shrek 2) |
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Hmmm... | 11:09 - Sunday, May 30th | |
I woke up crying and I don't quite know why.... | ||
Mood: ![]() Music: Hilary Duff - Come Clean |
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XD | 01:02 - Sunday, May 30th |
Truth or Dare Jenga is the best! Rhiannon found it and we played and it was so much fun! Man... I feel so weird though... Shrek 2 was awesome, BTW. If you've seen it, I'll just tell you that at one part I was crying I was laughing so much. I'm sure you know what part it was. *snaps* XDDDD Alrighty, much homework to do today. And I got a Rubik's Cube! XDDDDD OyasumI! |
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Music: Namie Amuro - Alarm (Instrumental) |
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Hahahaha, XD; | 14:23 - Saturday, May 29th |
They're having a car show at the library so it's completely shut down! So, Tara's over here and we're studying and it's quite a lot of fun actually. ^_^ I'm just sitting here while they take a math test, and I'll check it with my own answers and against the answer key. ^_^; | |
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