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| AHHHH YOU GUYS! haha It feels like years! I'm sorry I was just gone so suddenly but I didn't even get a chance to say bye because my mom didn't warn me at all. I'm at the library right now and I guess this will be my temporary solution to not having the internet. Yeah... My mom sucks. But let's not talk about her right now. I'm 19!! woooooooooooooo I feel so old! I had an alright birthday. I think I got drunk, I don't even remember what I did that night. haha! This feels so weird ... I feel like some physcho might be reading this over my shoulder. Well I'm in kind of an enclosed area, but still. Hey, at least I know that physcho isn't my mom! I will update again soon, I miss you guys!!! I hope you all didn't delete me! =( <3 Rachel | ||||||||
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| It's my last full day here... I have so much to pack, I dont have any idea how I'm going to fit it all!! I'm looking forward to being home, I think. I keep going back and forth...part of me wants to be home, part of me wants to stay here. If I stayed here any longer I'd be here illegally haha...so i have to go. | ||||||||||
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| Hello there, the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the morgue the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we can live like Jack and Sally if we want where you can always find me we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends we'll wish this never ends I miss you Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time and as I stared I counted webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason will you come home and stop this pain tonight stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head...I miss you don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head...I miss you I have less than two weeks here, then I'll be back home (with my baby for two weeks) and after that I know I'll be listening to this song at night remembering how it was to be with him and not think about anything else. I know that I'm taking this time for granted, and after 4 weeks I'm going to wish I took better advantage of my time with him. =/ It's making me kind of sad to think about. I know the next few weeks are going to go by sooo fast, and the weeks after that are gonna go by soooo slow. I love him more than anything...I know we'll be together after all this. | ||||||||
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| No that's not really going to be the topic of this entry. But I have to say that Tampax are way better. And I have to ask, Why don't guys have to go through the same pain and discomfort every month? It's not fair...not one bit. Ha Anyway... Last night was fun. We drove around central London and ended up getting completely LOST. London isn't a gigantic city by any means, but we still managed. We ended up in this really posh neighborhood as well, and i thought I saw Tony Blair. Lol I swear, some guy looked exactly like him. But he was wearing a hoodie. So I doubt it was the British Prime Minister. We were going to get out and walk along the River Thames but while we were looking for a parking spot, we got lost again. Jesus. haha...I really want to go in Harrods sometime and run into a famous person. Rich saw Craig David in there one time. If I could run into ANYBODY in London, it would be Jude Law. =) Or... perhaps Colin Firth. Well now I'm feeling the effects of this lovely time of month. I need aspirin. <3 Rachel | ||||||||||
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| I can't believe I'm actually attempting to update this thing. I never write in it...just post random things if anything. I'll try to write in it more often because my journal probably sucks ass as of now. I'm here in London for about 2 more weeks. Yowsers. I can't believe it's been nearly 3 months already! I'm kind of excited to go home, but sad too. Well hopefully I'll be coming back here in the Summer. For good, possibly. I miss most of my friends, but it seems like some of them don't really care anymore. It sucks but I guess shit happens. I'm soo different from the girls here.. At least the ones I know. They're all kind of bitchy in my opinion, and really really fashion-conscious. I thought I had a pretty good sense of style before I came here, but I think I was mistaken. Haha My boyfriend has a better sense of fashion than I do. When we go into women's clothing stores, I find myself asking HIM for advice. which I've never done with a guy before. I suppose it's just an English TING. Oh yeah, another thing about English people is their complete LACK of taste in music! I like some of the shit they listen to but garage music SUCKS for the most part. It's so boring and it all sounds the same to me. Gives me a headache. =P I love him anyway, but he hates Incubus. =( I honestly don't understand how a person can hate their music. Well I'm going to go EAT... mmm. Love Y'all. Haha Nobody even reads this crap. | ||||||||||
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| I'm leaving in 3 days!!!! the past week has flown by... this is so insane. It feels like a dream, like it can't possibly be happening. I'm so anxious!!! Everything's working out... except with my family, but let's not get into that now. Well I'm gonna go sleep, I have TONS of shit to do tomorrow. Including say goodbye to some people =( Goodnight! <3 | ||||||||||
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| He's just so...Smooooooth. I dont know if anyone else appreciates Justin the way I do, but yea he's just ...wonderful. And the video for his new song "I'm lovin it" reminds me of London (for some reason) ... and I'll be there with my sexy sexy boyfriend in a matter of DAYS!!!!!! :) hehe well i'm gonna get some sleep. Goodnight <3 | ||||||||||
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| I feel so in love tonight... Well I started off having a shitty night. I was supposed to go to a PC bball game but then I threw up :-/ and decided it wasnt the best idea.. So I stayed home and laid in bed while I talked to my sweetie on the phone for awhile. It really made me miss him... But I'm happy because... it's November 22 which means I'll be with him in 12 days! I can't really put into words how I feel about him but it's the best feeling I've ever had! On that note, I'm gonna go! <3 Goodnight! | ||||||||||
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| Blah I'm feeling kinda shitty tonight, Maybe I just need more sleep. Last night i was up til 2:30 because I just couldnt' sleep. I was too excited, anxious, etc. Now all I want is to be wrapped in my baby's arms. :) I seriously cannot wait.. less than 2 weeks tho! that's freakin SOON. Im working a TON this week (almost 40 hours) which is tiring but it's worth it. I got a special bonus for working on veteran's day last week! haha I hardly even noticed it was a holiday. dont mind the extra $ tho, obviously. :) Ok well Im gonna lay down now. <3 | ||||||||||
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| whoa I just woke up and my clock said 12:45... didn't mean to sleep that late! I have to work tonight again, fun fun... at least it's money though. I'm gonna go take a shower, I feel like a lazy ass. :-P | ||||||||||
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| I figured out how to post pictures, yay! Anyway, I'm soooo anxious to go to England. I wish it was tomorrow, and not two weeks from now. But still ..two weeks will hopefully go by fast. My mom is driving me completely fucking insane though. I can't stand her... blah. All i want is to see my baby! I cant wait.. i can't wait i can't wait!!!!! Im going to jump into his arms! :) I've never spent Christmas away from home before, but I don't mind.. I'd rather be with Rich than my family. Last year, my Christmas wasn't that great.. all I could think about was how i wasn't with him, that's all I want for Christmas! This year I'm gonna get the perfect present.. I don't need anything else. :) Hmm I wish I knew how to make my journal all pretty. Oh well...anyway i'm gonna go. Later! | ||||||||||
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| I just made this journal, thought it would be sweet to have my own place to write whatever the fuck i want. i'll write more later, i'm gonna go eat my bagel now. <3 | ||||||||||
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