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Sunday, February 25th, 2001
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9:19 pm - Mike... and Joe
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Well, a very interesting thing has happened in the past 2 weeks... I actually have a boyfriend. remember when i said i needed a boyfriend real bad? well now i dont even want one! his name's joe, he goes to a different school than me, i met him at work. Well my Mike found out so you know what he did? He hooked up with this stupid WHORE Jenna right in front of me. how pathetic. but after i cried, and he saw me unfortunatly, and after we talked about it, i realized im finally over him. it took awhile, but i think we'll be friends for a long time, at least until he graduates. we were fine after our talk and the rest of friday nite was a blast. he knows not to hurt me like that anymore. and im glad. and if joe is gonna get between the stuff me and mike share, we'll just have to get rid of him, wont we?
Oh yeah! i forgot to tell you why it upset me so much! well 2 weeks ago at our friend danny's house we hooked up again right in front of everyone. Thats why when he hooked up with jenna while i was watching i was so upset. i even bought him a valentines card with polar bears on it! thats his favorite animal! his mom put it on the fridge. :) well, im gonna go...
current mood:  chipper
current music: Toby Keith "You shouldnt kiss me like this"
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| Tuesday, January 16th, 2001
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7:53 pm - all girls are bitches!
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God, why can i never seem to keep any girls as friends? maybe its because they are all stupid hoes!! well, im sorry to say (oh yeah, im crying at the loss) marisa and grace arent my friends anymore, and this time holy shit i am ready to beat graces ass if she says one thing to me tomorrow in school i will kill her right in english class! no one will stop me either cuz i could kick that girls fat slutty ass. She calls me up acting all cool and says oh you told everyone that i had an abortion. yeah, its funny that i dont remember saying that... but hey, she must know everything better than i do. and marisa is on her side when all she does is talk shit about grace, wow thats convenient. every single friend i have is a guy (hey thats no problem with me) theyre so much easier to get along with and have fun with. my only girl friend besides my cousins is brittany. and half the time we dont even get along. and i wonder what took me so long to realize grace and marisa were not the girls to be hanging around... all they are are druggie ugly slut bitches. but anyways... im happy to say me and mike benidetto are finally talking on the phone :) we were gonna do something this weekend but everytime one of us was free the other had plans. and me and jason are talking on the phone now too :) :) but me and brad? Nope, just talking in class today, but thats good enough for me. god i want a boyfriend soooooooo bad! by the end of this month if i dont have a boyfriend im gonna cry!! but i can handle it. and if me and marisa ever get into a big fight, holy shit am i going after jared. this kid is gorgeous, and they have been "together" for a year, but he likes me and i would jump on that kid. so hopefully she knows who shes dealing with. well, hope you enjoyed my complaints, ill talk to ya later~
current mood:  infuriated
current music: 80's, pretty woman soundtrack
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| Monday, January 1st, 2001
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8:59 pm - happy new year!
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wow what a GREAT new years party i went to!! well to start, i drove to brittany's house and we hung out there till aboout 7 then went to her aunt's house to have dinner. after that we called aaron (ex boyfriend from over the summer) and went to mike (friend) sister's house to hang out with aaron, steve, brittany, and a lot of other people. then mike steve aaron britt and me all left to go to jenna's huge party and it was soooo much FUN!!~ matt ford was there, bradley was there close to the end and told me not to drive home drunk, him and ricardo kept rubbing my back and telling me not to drive... so i didnt i had britt drive the bmw to her house... then ya know what else?!?! aaron tried to kiss me!!!!! but i turned my head so fast so he couldnt. and aldo calle me to wish me a happy new year... i thought he would forget about me but he didnt!! also, i got good luck kisses on the cheek from marc saavadra, aaron, mike, and some dude who got me a drink kissed me on the lips!! it was gross!! but it was real quick. oh god and june was so fucked up... she was rolling so you can only imagine how screwed she looked. god i still cant believe i talked to brad... he was so sweet, so was matt, who was dead drunk! that kid is in my english class! so, all in all, it was a great way to top off a great year. gotta run, it's snowing outside!
current mood: accomplished
current music: ben folds five-- brick... do you remember that song?!
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| Sunday, December 31st, 2000
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12:22 am - what a great way to end the year 2000
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hey everyone and anyone whats going on? wow i cant believe 2001 is coming in 2 days, and i feel so... unbelievably GREAT about the past year. i think i grew up soooo much since 99. i had the most amazing summer with aaron, grace, steve, and everyone else. and i just wish for a second i could go back and be at one of jimmy's party's just to remember how much i enjoy my life and how, if i could, i wouldnt change a god damned thing. and lately ive been trying to reach that state of extacy again, starting to hang out with aaron and everyone; i even work with aldo benedetto who asked for my # so we'll probably start hanging out. i went to the c18 last nite and saw jimmy, steve, bradley :), and nick kenny, who is actually an ok guy, even when hes drunk. i was so happy when brad kept calling me; actually acknowledging i was alive... but hes a great guy, he could never be a dick. and nick little at work is so fun to hang out with :), hes so funny and hes a big flirt... speaking of flirts, i forgot to talk about jason. well jason is this kid whos into me, and i like him a little since hes so flirty. well the other nite me, my best friend tyler, brandon, ryan, and jason were all playing ping pong (yes, ping pong) and we ended up going to dustin's party which was alot of fun, and me and j hung out the whole time! i was a bit happy i guess you could say. hes real sweet. but anyways, im gonna get, im pretty tired... getting home at 5 this morning and getting up at noon, not too fun. so i'll talk to yall pretty soon hopefully...you know i love you...
current mood:  determined
current music: nelly-- take a ride
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| Tuesday, December 19th, 2000
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10:19 pm - feeling BETTER!
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sO YEAH IVE HAD A VERY SHITTY WEEK OR SO... MY EX-BEST FRIEND RICKY TRIED TO HOOK UP WITH ME WHILE I WAS DRUNK, MY EX-BOYFRIEND NICK HUMILIATED ME IN FRONT OF ALL MY FRIENDS AND THEN TRIED TO HOOK UP WITH ME THE SAME NITE RICKY DID, ME AND MY GOOD FRIEND GRACE GOT IN A HUGE FIGHT, AND HMMM, WHAT ELSE COULD GO WRONG?! BUT NOW, ME AND BRAD ARE TALKING, MY EXAM GRADES ARE REALLY GOOD, MY FRIENDS ARE ALL BACK, TYLER TALKS TO ME AGAIN, AND MIKE BENEDETTO TALKED TO ME! HE IS SO FINE AND HE IS A GREAT FOOTBALL PLAYER. ALSO, THIS KID ERIK IS SUPER SWEET AND REAL CUTE AND WE TALK, I THINK IM ATTRACTED TO HIM...(just realized i was writing in all caps...) so we'll see what happens with erik. hopefully something. i was so depressed again last week but now i love my life. im trying harder every day to be more outgoing, ya know. so now i talk to people like jason, britt, erik, mitch, jason M, brock, tyler, mike B, brad, everyone, its awesome. and now ive realized, its not so bad opening up, hey can you believe 5 days till christmas!!!??? well, gonna dip, see ya tomorrow if i actually remember to write... luv ya all
current mood:  anxious
current music: christmas music
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| Thursday, December 7th, 2000
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10:24 pm - Hey, im back
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Well im not finished talking yet... i just got off the phone with Marisa, and she has no idea it was me who told her mom. Which is good, because i wasnt ready for her to knock me in the face tomorow.But anyways... Hey i just realized yall dont know anything about me! Well my name is Julia, im 16 and a junior with brown/blonde hair past my shoulders, baby blue eyes, im 5'9", 122lbs (Im on a diet), and i mostly shop at the gap and abercrombie, but ocassionally ill go for the bum look and just wear jeans and a shirt. Ive been drive since August and i have a hunter green 5-series 95 BMW (it is my one true love). I listen to alot of rap, but also country, so you can tell i like variety. I have to admit i like to party... alot, and along with parties comes the drugs and alcohol, so,no, im not a nerd, i do like to have fun, but not too much where it gets me in trouble. Hmmm, what else? I dont watch much tv, but i go to the movies alot my fav movie recently was Almost FAmous. my favorite star is Julia Roberts she is my role model alot of people think i look like her...(ok now im just rambling). I have a tatoo below my hip (its there because guys find it really sexy, and, yes, it DID hurt). Um, no im not a virgin, but there's only been one guy, im not the type to give my shit up to everyone, ya know? I love the beach and go there as much as possible- day and nite. i want to go to FSU when i graduate (GATORS SUCK!!)to get a degree in psychology or maybe marine biology which i love. Ive never been out of the states farther that Canada, where i went this summer for a while. my favorite place to go on vacation is Sedona, Arizona, where my brother lives. i miss him so much. But life goes on... and what a life it is! i barely have time to sit here and write this but ya know, this is actually relieving some stress as funny as it sounds, even though no one is listening to me...well, i wanted to talk about my OTHER best friend GRace, who has alot of problems of her own... shes has a boyfriend (her first real one) for about a month, and has cheated one him 4 times with 3 different guys. (lets just say were not as close anymore because ive realized she is a HOE)The first guy's name was Josh and she only knew him for about...10 minutes, we'll never know his last name, and they ended up having sex. the second guy was a kid justin (with a last name) and he is very popular. Obviously he wanted some and so she gave him head. do you understand now what type of person Grace is? Well the third guy is Mike who looks like a sewer rat. she lost her virginity to him 2 years ago. well they hadent talked for about a year and all of a sudden mike gets horny, so grace decides to fuck HIM too. That was last weekend. Now SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME, WHO HAS RESPECT FOR A GIRL LIKE THAT?! ok sorry i just had to get it out.but we'll stop thinking about her. Im really tired and its only 10:41. Oh god, i forgot to mention Blake. Blake went to school with me freshman and sophomore year and then he changed schools. but after we went out for a month (first boyfriend), i, like, fell in love with him for a year, and then last feburary he left... and i never talked to him again. but would you like to know what happened to this dude blake? HES BACK. he came back on tuesday, 3 days ago, and now what? do i like him again or what? He being real sweet to me and all, but, what? Well, this is my life, stay tuned for tomorrow's story, i hope you've enjoyed my bitching... luv yall
JULIA (not my real name incase you were wondering)
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8:45 pm - GUYS! The latest...
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So this is the journal thing, pretty cool. But anyways, I'm here to obsess about the dude's at my school... and other junk along the way, hopefully there's someone out there who's bored enough to listen. So here's the scoop- my best guy friend is telling me that this kid Brad i like is into me, i almost choked, like, what did you say? He's only HOMECOMING KING, a senior (Im a junior) and he is so funny, and really cute(yes i do mean REALLY).He said i'm great, and so were gonna talk things out. but the point is, i had always thought he was too good for me, but no one is too good for anyone, ya know? Im glad i know how he feels... and he's in my class tomorrow- holy shit is this gonna be interesting. So my best girl friend is bulimic, right. I wrote her mom a note today telling her about it, its what a friend would do, and shes my very best friend. I think MArisa (thats her name) just needs someone to be there for her, i dont know yet what her mom said to her, but mariss probably wont talk to me for about... well... till im 35! But someone had to know she's throwing up. She's 5'8" and weighs about 103lbs! thats ridiculus...But onto my next fantastic subject-- the person who i get up for in the morning, the one i cry to, the one i cry about, the one who makes my life wonderful, and a LIVING HELL other times... Nick. Hes a junior and weve been into eachother for 3 years. The past few months weve been experimenting (he calls it) or hooking up in girl's terms(is anyone listening to me??) But he's always smokin reefer and i never know when hes serious about me or not and its pissing me off because im so stressed over the whole thing. Weve done alot together, sexually and physically, as well as mentally, helping eachother throught heir problems. But now the question isnt if i can get him or not, its just... do i really WANT him? is he worth all this bull shit i put up with? Maybe its just one of those teenager things, but who knows.
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