Saturday - 08.28.04

Time :: 02:07pm
Music :: RO background music
Topic of the moment ::
i have been madly antisocial, i am sorry ! :( bad naun. but but but, chima's here. and i work. so like. i've been exceedingly distracted XD money is the root of all evil, and reg is it's butthole ringleader this year. i'm struggling a bit trying to get everything together and OH GOD PLEASE let one of those girls decide they want to live here SOON so i can pay the rent =/ i swear, if chima wasn't here right now i'd be exploding all over the walls (and not just in the kinky sense) . i'm thankful for him :) friend of mine said something cute to chima on aim about why she likes him being around me, so i figured hey... why not ask you guys if you had any messages for him as well ? and now, off to meet hannah for sushi before work, since i havent seen her in ages an she wants to say hallo to the cutieboy :)
+rewrite+ +memorize+	5 flowers in my hand, I grasp.

Friday - 08.20.04

Time :: 03:12am
Topic of the moment :: ohnos
i stole this from missy hannah <3 i am also an attention whore :D fill out plz~~ 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. Am I loveable? 3. How long have you known me? 4. When and how did we first meet? 5. What was your first impression? 6. Do you still think that way about me now? 7. What do you think my weakness is? 8. Do you think I'll get married? (arg make that AGAIN?) 9. What makes me happy? 10. What makes me sad? 11. What reminds you of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do you know me? 14. When's the last time you saw me? 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. Do you think I could kill someone? 17. Describe me in one word. 18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 20. Are you going to put this on your journal to see whatt i think about you? 21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why? 22. What song (if any) reminds you of me? 23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? 24. Do you consider me a good friend? 25. What makes me, me? 26. Would you make a move on me? 27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day? 28. Do you love me? :P
+rewrite+ +memorize+	10 flowers in my hand, I grasp.

Wednesday - 08.18.04

Time :: 12:11am
Topic of the moment :: <3333333333333333
go see Garden State IMMEDIATELY ! ALL OF YOU !!!!!!! i'm absolutely dying at how fucking beautiful and wonderful it was. It's now tied a VERY close tie with Eternal Sunshine as my favorite movies of the year.... and possibly of all time. besides, that website has a teaser trailer and plays some of the audio from the movie (firstly and bestly, Frou Frou's Let go which is my obsession and lovely).. the rest of the music was utterly perfect as well. I just found out from a website that the main star (dude from Scrubs) not only starred in it, but wrote and directed it. I'm seriously impressed ... for a first timer it's genious, specially for a comedic actor. *rants on and on* Just go. trust me. thanks you hannah my love ! <3
+rewrite+ +memorize+	4 flowers in my hand, I grasp.

Tuesday - 08.10.04

Time :: 01:01pm
Mood :: cranky
Music :: Namie Amuro - Come
Topic of the moment :: blerg
i dont know what i was gonna write about. not sure i had a topic really.... just thinking "shit, i havent said hell to the gang in a while" let's see.... o ooo i saw miss sexy_legaldiva on paco's (i luff you!) journal and added her to my friends list. welcome to the chaos that is my life! enjoy~ hm. so stuff isnt really progressing very much over here. i go to work, i come home, i babble at people online, i go to bed, i get up and clean some crap in the apartment. the time is quickly coming up that i need to find a roomate to rent out reg's bedroom or i'm super screwed. he wont tell me when he's taking his things out of here (bitches that the truck isnt running like thats my problem) but he's already moved into his new apartment with his slutty gf... all he took was his computer. very elegant, Reg. anyway. tons of his shit all over the place and if he doesnt start taking it i'm going to start selling it. SOMEBODY out there must want an assload of star trek stuff and broken puter parts o.o;;; mike said last week that he was aiming for friday to move out and said he'd give me an exact date on monday... i'm still waiting on that one. regardless i better start writing that ad anyway. i figure i'll post it on friday *crosses fingers* in semi more cheerful news... i nagged at chima last night to come visit me during me no-roomates-for-a-change period of freedom before whoever else moves in. we'll see what happens with that. i could use some affectionate time. after spending weeks with my family and best friends , its a pretty big let-down to be here all alone again. hanging with hannah is AWESOME!!! but we're both busy girls so its sporadic an stuff, which is what life does to us and all that :) i'm working tonight... i was only scheduled sunday and friday but i guess some people called out so they called me to fill in. let me tell you that firstly: going outside just to take out the garbage almost killed me, its SO HOT!!! tho not as bad as yesterday, when it was 36 celcius at 8pm :( i think its more like 33 today BUT OMG I JUST CHECKED WEATHER CHANNEL AND ITS GOING TO BE 37 TOMORROW!!!!!! .... i am going to hide in my bedroom , i swear. oh and secondly: nobody likes to work closing shift on tuesday cos Mary-anne is a psycho :( anyhoot, looks like i babbled more than i meant to. i'm tired, loveys. miss you bunches! xoxoxoxo
+rewrite+ +memorize+	I grasp.

Friday - 07.30.04

Time :: 11:52pm
Mood :: exhausted
Music :: Kevin Little - Turn me On (horrid pop shit!)
Topic of the moment :: i have no idea
we no longer have co-workers, we have co-slaves. this is joe's new term. i have embraced it. tho i was calling it prison for a while. it all evens out. fuck target. tho i like working when rachel's my team lead cos she is interesting and always has stories for my poor underused brain. tho she did tell me i was ... oh duh forgot the wording, but something about really needing some, cos i was all hitting on deshaun as usual. what can i say, the boy has a nice thick body and big shoulders , and yes dark skin. he's pretty much a putz but i like him anyway. my entertainent when we're both working is to sexually harass him as much as possible. but i doubt i'd do him. its just eye candy. anyhoot. me and joe went to the coast on wednesday. that was fucking awesome. just took off in his car and guessed at where we were going an followed poorly placed signs, got lost a few times but the scenery was awesome so it didnt matter. finally got down to oceanside, drooled ever the view for a minute before a walk on the beach. decided to climb a cliff-ish sort of corner despite the tide coming in, got wet but got an amaaazing view of the crashing waves without the shore spoiling the line of sight. drove home and then i drank a bottle of wine before going downtown to meet gary and jesse to party all night. so much for sitting on my ass on my day off. but it was cool. i cant figure out if my need to be extremely social is me actually WANTING to hang out with people or if i'm just subconsciously determined to have a totally new life, including a way bigger social circle. maybe both. new people is fun. but i'm tired. my hormones are retarded. i need to stop examining every man i talk to for potential sexual interest. i'm such a wanna be ho bag. anyway.... i'm too wired when i get home from work. got back before midnight tonight which is a first in the entire last week. i'm at a loss for what to do with myself at this hour. i wanna do something but my body says 'oh hell no!' so i end up geeking way late and not getting enough sleep anyway. i should watch a movie an pass out if i can.
+rewrite+ +memorize+	2 flowers in my hand, I grasp.

Thursday - 07.29.04

Time :: 11:50pm
Music :: Crystal Method - Busy Child
Topic of the moment :: now is the time
amusing line a friend spouted the other day on AIM: Lorin McLair (1:19:47 AM): "Now some people think you can only recycle paper, plastic and metal. Not with Reg's Recycling! Here, we can recycle anything. Old love letters, pick up lines...Everything!" hehe happy birthday, asshole.
+rewrite+ +memorize+	6 flowers in my hand, I grasp.

Friday - 07.23.04

Time :: 10:32am
Topic of the moment ::
i was gonna post something happy and fluffy. i was gonna post something horrid and weepy. i was gonna post something angry and heartbroken again. ( but instead for today you get pictures of the hair hacking and temporary straight hair. ) i miss you guys so so much already.
+rewrite+ +memorize+	17 flowers in my hand, I grasp.

Tuesday - 07.06.04

Time :: 01:49pm
Topic of the moment ::
omg ok so i forgot how fabulously drunk i get when i'm back home. haha. i was just asking pascal what i should write about my adventures in timmins thus far, and he asked if i'd written about saturday night yet.. i said "haha what is there to write? i was really reaaaaaaahhhly drunhhkk!" which is pretty much a good summation, or something. there was fun and amusements and booze and good times, and a lotta redneck barbie an ken dolls, haha. i think next time we hit the bar i'm gonna dress super-portland instead of hoochie-mamma, heh. wheeeeeeee. monday was fun too. me and a buncha cute gay boys had a gathering of booze and snacks and watched Queer as Folk, which is good stuff *nod nod* not so much goin on today, just visiting pascal at work and wasting some time till this evening, maybe go see a movie at the crappy theatre :D um. i am again braindead. write again later.
+rewrite+ +memorize+	1 flower in my hand, I grasp.

Friday - 07.02.04

Time :: 01:04pm
Mood :: tired
Topic of the moment ::
There is a Naun in Timmins.............poor Timmins. i was gonna write about a whole bunch of shit but i am braindead an jetlagged an stuff... so.... hi! but its all good cos i have no more travelling to do for 3 weeks , phew. i'll have some piccies maybe mondday of the fabulousness of my first saturday night back home. they are always amusing. Oh ! and Sly's bday stuff ! *nod nod nod* baibai
+rewrite+ +memorize+	2 flowers in my hand, I grasp.

Tuesday - 06.29.04

Time :: 04:51pm
Mood :: anxious
Topic of the moment :: its time, yo
gotta leave in like an hour and a half to get to the airport -_-; i hate going through 4 airports. heh. but i'll be home tomorrow ! thank gawd. i'll miss my puter like a madwoman cos well, i'm a nerd. but i'll survive somehow, with posting here from other people's houses and whatnot XD i'll write in a few days ! <33 you all ! xox
+rewrite+ +memorize+	5 flowers in my hand, I grasp.