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Sunday, October 31st, 2004
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12:04
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OMG i cant believe i met chino
grl came up to me and told me to come back stage with her
me and 4 other grls got to go down
the grl handing out the backstage passed was beautiful, i walked over to her and im like, as crazy as this sounds, i think your gorgeous, and shes like aw thanks, hey come back stgae after the show and hands me a pass
i didnt even stay long.
it took a half hour of waiting after the show..
then they brought us downstairs..
and chinos smoking a joint on a couch
the 4 grls i went with just stood there
im like fuck this
guy comes down, "Ladies, beers to your left, enjoy"
i grabbed a beer, walked over to chino said...dude awesome show, i just wanted to meet you and say hi, i cant stay tho, but i had an amazing nite, held his hand he held mine back and said im glad you enjoyed youself i wish you could stay'
i was so drunk at that point
There was so much i dont want to write.
:) I HAD SO MUCH FUCKINNNG FUN!
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(1 bitch | bitch on this)
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| Thursday, October 28th, 2004
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so tonite i drove up to hamden to see Joe, we watched the lunar eclipse and has an amazing conversation the whole nite.
Im really into him, hes great, we laugh we joke, hes no a jerk. At least not yet.
I like everything about him so far.
So im driving home, get back into stratford area, head over the bridge and im doing 70, i didnt realize it but i ended up running over a bottle. I couldnt tell if it was glass or plastic, but it made a noise. And im like fuck, i had no where to drive around it, i had a car next to me. So i had to run over it. I hope i dont have a flat in the morning. :X
The drive home was pretty fast. I parked at the Sam Ash right before the tunnel because i HATE the tunnel. I had to close my eyes and hold my breath when i went through it with him. He sort of laughed at me. I said it was cuz im claustrophobic.
But yeah, so im all bubbly and happy.
Im taking it slow tho...no rush anyways. im happy just to hang out with him.
im taking him to the Deftones show saturday.
I cant believe adam and the rest of Tragically Said are playing w/the deftones.
So yeah, bed time :)
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(bitch on this)
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| Tuesday, October 26th, 2004
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07:29
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So last night while at the cafe two guys were eyeballing me like I said.
I kicked myself for not saying anything.
Well today, as I was going on my cig break. Guess whos right behind me. HIM!
He apparently works on the first floor! Fucken fate works in mysterious ways.
So anyways. I turned around dumbfounded and was like, you work here? Hes like yeah 1st floor. You?
Im like, uh hu 3rd floor. It was so creapy. So he went one way and I went the other.
After I had my cig I came back in, and there he was again. We talked for a few seconds while I waited for the elevator.
He told me his name was Joe. I said it was nice to meet him and jumped in the elevator.
So the day goes by and I think its pretty awesome that it worked this way.
Lunch time rolls around and I head out.
We bump into each other AGAIN, at the same place.
Creepy eh?
YEah
So he said, wow this is really wierd, third time in one day.
Im like, its fate!
:)
We both laughed. So we walked outside together, we talked about who we worked for, and how its so strange.
I told him how I kicked myself for not saying hi last night and he agreed and said he felt the same way.
So we get to the parking lot and our cars are on different levels, so im like hey, want to go to lunch together?
I asked him where he was going and he said the cafe. So we got in our cars and met up there.
We spend lunch break talking about whatever we coud get out of our mouths.
So we really hit it off. He asked for my number and said we should hang out sometime.
Which I agreed on and told him I had to head back to work.
He apparently is studying film in NY.
Hes really attractive too, which is always a plus.
So my bad mood has been lightened.
Although work is getting worse, I think rumors are flying around.
People have been giving me strange looks, and its only getting more frequent.
I ignore it, but inside it bothers me.
As im sure it would bother anyone.
But yeah, went to the dentist tonight, got my teeth cleaned. I have to get a filling fixed since it chipped, but other than that Im good.
Most of the coffee/cig stains are gone. Now their pearly white. *SMILES*
I think im even going to put my whitening strips on tonight.
My dad apparently is going to fix my dome light (which blew out reciently) and hes going to change my spark plugs and all that stuff since my car has been bucking once i hit 60.
Now im having some dinner, got to some insurance bullshit, and then I think me and Nicos are meeting up at the cafe.
If not, a relaxing evening at home. :)
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(bitch on this)
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| Monday, October 25th, 2004
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11:14
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So after a strange night..well week of arguing with someone.
I decided that the cafe might be a great place for me to cool down.
Worked for a little while until somethings started to remind me of that person.
So i left around 1030 and decided to blow off some steam in the car.
Sure as fuck always works.
So I left the cafe and flew around the green, did at least 60 the whole way down to the highway.
Jumped on the merit and flew 100+ back home.
I feel good now. Lots of energy and adrenaline though, so Im going to need a few minutes to cool down before I get into bed.
This week is going to be hell at work, we are down so many people.
They brought in the newest training class onto the floor a week early and they already have another training class in the works.
It should help, but they dont know enough to label at our speed.
Whatever, its lots of overtime, which means lots of money
Which always makes Sara happy since she wants a new car and some more clothes.
Avon is going good and so is eBay.
Trying to sell everything I havent touched in the past month on it.
Putting as much of it away since Kelly (from the cafe) is very serious about moving out.
Shes got a steady income and she already pays rent, so it would be someone stable to live with.
No idea how its going to work out though, even if it WILL work out. But we are going to try.
We talked about it a lot tonight which make me feel good.
We are going to wait until the summer because moving in the winter would suck.
Men suck.
My last and final conclusion.
Ive given up.
Fuck em all.
Every one..well close enough..have been assholes.
Ones Ive dated, ones I was serious with, ones I lived with, ones who I spent a lot of time with.
Great learning expierence, but they all turned to shit.
So yeah.
Fuk It.
Although, two guys at the cafe tonight, made me happy.
I saw the glances they were giving me.
I smiles back at them.
But they left and who knows if I will see them again.
Blah...Im out.
current music: lots of rap on the way home
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(1 bitch | bitch on this)
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| Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
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04:26
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