Monday, October 22nd, 2001
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9:29 pm - -
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and Sara thinks she's died here once before she's crazy a pop-up book of flowers from grade 4 are driving her insane no-one knows why she's sad tonight no-one can help her find crying, she couldn't afford the view crying, these automatic flowers won't do
another brick another window frames the confusion her garden blooms but Sara can't see straight she's drinking herself blind
current mood: lonely current music: OLP - automatic flowers
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Saturday, September 22nd, 2001
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12:02 pm - fuck fuck fuck fuck
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Thursday, September 20th, 2001
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8:39 pm - yodeling donkeys eat my math homework in brazil
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i have been procrastinating so much today.. i have so much homework to do because i didnt do any of the stuff that was assigned while we were off from school..so i have a buttload of work due tomorrow. All ive done is 4 math problems. Ha.. i suck. i re-read the post i made a couple of days ago about brian .. and all i have to say is ha ha ha. im not even gonna bother getting into all that happened but basically - he's an ass. and i dont like being lied to. grrrr. tomorrow is friday already..and that is great. but my throat is still hurting so im prayin that i dont get sick, cuz that would just suck. its raining right now. i love the sound of the rain, its so peaceful. i had to go out to get my lunch today and got totally soaked. and then i must have sat in water or something because when i got up my whole leg was soaked.. it was funny. well i gotta go study for my history test cuz loren is on the phone and wants to study, byebye
current mood: lazy current music: nickelback - how you remind me <-- this is the best song!
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Sunday, September 16th, 2001
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7:38 pm - bite my ass
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i cant even begin to describe how crappy i feel today. i woke up at 11:30 .. got out of bed at like 1... did nothing .. went back to bed.. and have been online since. And im still exhausted. I think im getting sick because i've been really moody all day and upset over everything .. which is what always happens right before i get sick. i saw brian friday night. me, him, rolly, loren, and his friend rented a motel room for a few hours and smoked up and had a few beers. and we hooked up. Yeah, and now I like him again ...alot .. and it's really pissing me off because i dont want to get attatched to him.. and i get these major vibes that he doesnt like me. And then i was talking to his friend last night and he was like "u didnt hear this from me but u should watch out because he is really shady..u should stay away from him" and i never thought he would be like that but now that im thinking, i can see how he could.. and i know im making a big deal over it but it really bothers me because i like him so much out of nowhere and i always fall for the wrong people. =( I left my chem homework in my locker so i cant do it . not that i would anyway. and i have a headache. and this day needs to end already. =(
current mood: drained current music: OLP - Clumsy
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Thursday, September 6th, 2001
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8:45 pm - "Holy Potatoes, Jim!!"
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aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhomigodwooooooahhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaahhhooooooooohhhhaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!! yeah...wow... ok ... so today was my bday.. I went to california pizza kitchen for dinner with the fam (tostada chicken pizza mmmmmm) and i got my bday presesnts ... and are you ready for this???? my mom met this lady who wanted a mural done by lisa and her son is a producer.. and he produced that movie "O" with none other than <3josh hartnett<3 in it ... so anyhoo she went out to the screening of the movie and the afterparty.. and my mom got her to get him to sign the back of the invitation to me .... it says happy birthday too :o) josh fucking hartnett. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life is good :o)
current mood: ecstatic current music: Sterbinszky & Majestic - Move Me
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Wednesday, September 5th, 2001
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9:55 pm - ooooh im back again
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..and i still dont have too much to say i just cut up the bottoms of an old pair of pants and im gonna do cool stuff to them .. with safety pins and all that good stuff ... punk rawk .. yesss One thing i really hate is how now that the whole 'punk' look is "in" people can go out and buy all these ripped up shirts and pants and shit with safety pins and stuff..and like pay all this money.. to look all "do it yourself" dammit go get a pair of scissors and some fuckin pins and save urself a buttload of money.. and do something constructive at the same time .. hmm i dont understand people. Guess what everyone?? My birthday is in [approx.] 2 1/2 hours! yaaaaay!!!
current mood: bored current music: DJ Futura - The Trip
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Friday, August 24th, 2001
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7:45 pm - i have a headache
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i got this bracelet in the city for 2 dollars and it turned my wrist a blueish-green .. ewwww. im seeing jay and silent bob strike back tonite ... loren is comin over in a few minutes and she is sleepin over. yeah.. and thats about it..
current mood: bouncy current music: DJ Sakin & Friends - Protect Your Mind - Lange Remix
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Thursday, August 23rd, 2001
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5:57 pm - do U know the muffin man....?
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..no one knows him but everyone seems to know where he lives. hmmm.. its rainy and yucky out. i was supposed to go to cafe latte with julie today but i didn't feel like going out becuz of the weather. i still haven't gotten dressed yet .. im such a bum. i made angelfood cupcakes today ... i used wholewheat flour and stuff and they were all healthy .. and they came out madd good. yummies=) i made another necklace last night. its blue and says harmony :D and i tried to make a bracelet this morning with this new stretchy string stuff but i fucked it up. my ear is feeling better. it was so nasty ... i have (well, had) my cartilage pierced and it kept getting infected and then on sunday it got really infected so i put stuff on it and when i woke up the next morning a whole layer of skin had completely grown over the earing and it was trapped inside my ear... yeah, how gross is that? i had to go to a surgeon where i got two lovely shots of novacaine in my ear which hurt like a bitch and then they removed the earing which hurt even more cuz the novacaine didnt start working yet. not fun. but its healin now and it's all good. i got my schedule for school today... blehh.. it was a nasty reminder that the summer is almost over. but that also means my birthday is coming up soon :D yay, presents! I already picked out my presents from my parents.. cool shit.. i got an awesome little hello kitty case in the city that im gonna use as a purse..and a hello kitty wallet.. and these shoes ive been wanting all summer that are black with rhinestones and i got some clothes too... yaaaay. i miss ren & stimpy.
current mood: creative current music: rockshock - soundcraft - aquaplex remix
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Thursday, August 9th, 2001
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12:28 pm - blah
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I'm sick =( In August =( How messed up is that? This month is turning out to be pretty sucky. Mekka was cancelled which I was looking forward to all summer. And i've been hiding inside my house all week because it's been so damn hot. It's like 100 degrees right now. I hate this weather. I saw Rush Hour 2 last night.. it was funny. I still haven't seen the first one. Maybe i'll rent it tonite. My throat hurts.
current mood: sick current music: Go Mental Vs Brisk - The Rem
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