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Saturday, May 3rd, 2003
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6:35 am - What self-esteem
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SAT's this morning. I went to bed last night at 8, yet I'm still very tired. I feel really stupid today too.
Oh wait, that's every day. HAHA. What can I say? I'm a dumbie. I have a feeling just taking this test will depress me, let alone getting my actual score back at the end of the month.
current mood: nervous
current music: Thursday - Streaks In The Sky
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| Friday, May 2nd, 2003
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6:47 pm - Memory monitor! ..derf.
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I'm going to tell you all everything that I have around the outside of my computer monitor because I feel like it. So, this is starting from the top left corner, going clockwise.
-- The address portion of a postcard I got from Juno.. I told Juno my name was "Mu Shu" so that's who they addressed the postcard to.
-- Fortune cookie fortune (I have a few of these): "May you grow rich."
-- Fortune: "You are enterting a new, rewarding period in your love life" (I got this a month and a half after Pat and I started going out)
-- A comic strip frame Pat gave me of two crabs on a beach that says: "Roses are @#% red, violets are @#$ blue, I'm a better crab whenever I'm with you."
-- Metro Drive/Punchline show ticket.
-- Speak Chinese (on other side of fortune): "husband = zhangfu".
-- Fortune: "Your real lover is a thornless rose."
-- "MXPX label I made with those awesome label maker stamper things (I stole Dana's).. you know, the lables like on the NFG album cover.
-- A dove promise wrapper that Pat gave me that says "There is greatness in smallness." He seems to think that I think he has a small wee-wee, haha, we won't go there though (I'm not saying he does! I just know you don't want to hear about that, heh).
-- Fortune: "Try again, something may have changed."
-- Jackass movie ticket.
-- Sticker that says "Shut UP!" I don't know. I stole it from my little sister, I think it was in a magazine or something with an ad for The Princess Diaries.
-- XXX movie ticket (Pat and I's first date).
-- K-Mart price sticker for 6.97. It was from the talking Patrick (Star) I got for Pat for Christmas.
-- "Shock" torn from a "shocktarts" wrapper, because you know, my nickname.
-- A Glad (yes, the garbage bags) fortune.. lol.. Sal gave it to me last year, but I kept it because I liked the fortunes: "Remember that somebody loves you" (funny how I got THAT one from Sal.. lmao.. he was obessed with me at the time) and "Today is going to be a great day."
-- Christopher's cell phone number on a post-it, even though I have yet to call it. Hah.
-- Ataris/TJT/FSF show ticket.
-- I-Zone Sticky Film (I think that's what it is.. it's still on the strip though) picture of JT in Computer App. class last year.
-- Speak Chinese: "He is good looking = Ta hao kan"
-- The stupid Finch ticket which keeps falling off.
-- Picture of my cat from when he was just a little furball. He's trying to eat food off a paper plate, but the paper plate is bigger than he is.
-- A Dubble Bubble gum wrapper with a comic strip and a fortune: "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart." Pat gave it to me before he left over Christmas vacation to visit with his mom.. since we weren't going to be seeing each other for a few days.
-- 8 Mile movie ticket.
-- Darkness Falls movie ticket.
-- Piece of pink paper that says "Raul Lutz" on it... I picked Pat in Spanish class to make a card for him for Valentine's Day, and this was the paper I picked out of the bucket thing.
-- Pat's school picture (wallet size).
-- Jimmy Eat World/TJT/My Chemical Romance concert ticket.
Okee. Done. =)
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5:15 pm - Finch show/today
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Yesterday's school day was pretty good. There were some amusing things... the [sex version of the] chili dog... "do you eat it?" I'm a dork. Ahaha. And 'batter up.' That was an amusing lunch period. Chem was even fun. We were in the library looking up random things to give little reports on today in class.. and Chris was doing the making of artificial snow or something. Chris: "Making snow, making babies..." Mrs. Ellison: "Mmm.. let's stick to snow." Hah. We all finished with plenty of time left over so we had a free period pretty much (it was a double lab period, the second one was free).
So the show. Pat and Chris came over right after school and Katie came around 3:30 again. Then the four of us headed over to Wegman's for some food. I got a bag of gummies this time (Pat got it last time). Gummies rock. Then we headed over to Croc Rock. We thought were going to die because Chris made Katie laugh so hard we didn't think she could drive. Hah. (quick sidenote: it's pouring and thundering right now! YAY!). So we arrived around... ehhh.. 4:30? 4:45? I don't remember. Anyhow, we were the first ones there, and we could clearly hear Finch practicing inside. It was good. Heh. It was very hot again. Right when we walked up, a guy was walking in the doors and Katie goes, "Hey, you're from Days Away!" as if he didn't know. lol. Hah, it was cute though. He just sorta smiled and nodded. And no, I don't mean HE was cute. Just the whole thing. Hah. I did say the keyboardist from Days Away was sorta cute though... he walked out (band members were walking through and out the doors right past us all the time.. heh) and I said he is good looking. I thought that last time we saw Days Away (with TSL) but I didn't dare say anything because Pat would have murdered me. So really, I don't know why I said it this time, because yeah, Pat didn't talk to me for probably 45 minutes after that. He gets insanely jealous, and it's been getting insanely on my nerves. Hmph. Some guy came out while we were waiting and said, "Anyone want a drum stick?" and I just sort of sat there dumbfounded and Pat grabbed it. I'm a moron. Haha. We didn't know who it was from though, and one end was broken off. So they let us in at 7... and guess what? The doors were SUPPOSED to open at 7! Amazing. lol. They never open the doors on time. We got in and got front row, to the right side. Amazingly we actually stayed there the whole night. We just held onto the rail for dear life. Forgotten Apologies was the first band.. they weren't scheduled, they said they threw things together at the last minute. The first song or two was decent but then it just got annoying and old. The guy had an okay screaming voice, but he did it too much for it not being that great. Then Days Away. At the TSL show, pretty much everyone hated Days Away and were booing them off but they were really great this time. I was proud of them. Heh. Ack, towards the end of their set, a crowd-surfer landed on the back of my neck, and literally rolled over the rail/onto the floor in front of me off the back of my head. It hurt like effing hell. I feared for my life for a couple seconds. Haha. That wouldn't have normally happened though.. the macho guy catching people was on the other side of the stage or something. Next band was Snapcase. They're real hard.. metal or something. They came out really strong and I liked them a lot, but then it just got old and it seemed really long. Some smelly kid tried to cut Pat out of front row. Hah. Pat won in the end though. Then FINCH. I was really so excited to see them, but actually, I was disappointed with their set. I'm not sure if it was just because I was in a bad mood from Pat pissing me off or what, I guess that could have been part of it, but I could hardly hear the guy singing at all. All I heard was the people around me singing. Otherwise they were really good. I was trying to get a crowd-surfer over the rail and my arm got caught between him and the rail and I ended up banging my elbow on the rail really hard. I have a good bruise from it. Hah. Bruises rock. I have them all up my right arm because I was standing sideways to the bar, with my right side against it. Yup. R2K was right in front of us, and I touched his shoe and his knee and Katie freakin' fondled his leg. lol. She cracks me up. I tried to touch his guitar but then he turned around before I could so it looked like I was going for his butt and Pat got reeeally mad. Haha. He's nuts. He has just been really driving me crazy.. I feel as though he has a very short leash on me. I have to think about everything I do before I do it, contemplating if he will approve or not. It's ridiculous. So we got in a big argument last night after the show. Everything seems okay now.. I just hope it stays that way but I don't have all that much faith it will. We'll just have to see what happens. But Pat caught Finch's drum stick. He was so happy. He loves Finch. R2K threw his pic at us (we were all up front in a row) but it went on the floor and some booger jumped over with a flashlight and got down in the floor looking for it. We still were too, and Chris later told us he spotted it just as one of the macho guys told the kid to get up and leave, so Chris stuck his foot on it and picked it up later. LOL. That's so great. But yeah.. the broken drum stick Pat got while we were waiting outside, we found out it was also from Finch. So Pat has approxiamately 1.5 drumsticks from Finch. Hahaha. He got the whole one signed by the other guitarist (not R2K) because we couldn't find the drummer. Oh well. Still amazing. Katie and I got the same t-shirt because it was the only one we liked. It's pink! It's so cute. On the back it has "Perfection Through Silence", which is the first song I heard by Finch so it's all cute or something. I also got a Days Away pin. Pat got a Finch shirt and a Days Away pin too.
So today has been death. I'm so tireddddd. Luckily I didn't have to work tonight.
OH. I AM SO UPSET. EFFING ALKALINE TRIO IS SOLD OUT. ::cries forever:: I wanted to see them SO bad. =( So I don't know when our next show will be. Hopefully soon though.
current mood: hot/tired
current music: Finch - Perfection Through Silence
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12:55 am - So much for..
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Finch show: not as great as I thought it'd be.. in many ways.
"I'm waiting, I'm waiting 'til it's over, it's over now.."
Longer entry explaining shall follow at a later time.
current mood: mentally and physically hurt
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| Wednesday, April 30th, 2003
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11:00 pm - Balls.
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Work tonight went by quickly. I HAVE HORRIBLE NEWS THOUGH. Electronics, as of tomorrow, is no longer in charge of toys. That means no more straightening toys!! I freakin' love toys!! Now we have stationary. Piece of CRAP. =( That's gonna be so boring.
I had some pretty stupid customers tonight. The best was this guy with a heavy accent asking me for "foam balls" when I thought he said "phone balls" for a WHILE until I finally figured it out. He said he needed them for his son for a solar system project. Then after five people told him we didn't have them, I saw him later carrying a box of what must have been every kind of ball in the store - wiffleballs, kickballs, even Spongebob balls. lmao.
Pat worked tonight which made it more bearable. Rah.
I forgot to mention that yesterday Pat and I picked up fortune cookies at Wegman's because they're free.. and on the back they have those "speak chinese" things.. and Pat got "wife" and I got "husband"... how amazing is that? Haha!! Also, HE bought me TJT poster, he wanted me to mention. Hah. I bought him a TJT pin and I bought myself two. Yup.
FINCH TOMORROW. Heh. I really hope it won't be too rough.. my ribs are a little sore/bruised still. I got elbowed really hard yesterday right by my temple, closer to my eye.. I'm surprised I don't have a huge goose-egg or bruise.. but that eye kept getting blurry tonight, maybe because where I got hit was swelling. I don't know. Finch should most definitely put on an amazing show though. Tomorrow's going to be awesome overall.. I already know I have four substitutes in classes tomorrow. It's frickin' teacher skip day. Hah.
alsASJAKLDJFAKLSJDFALKWJETIUSDVKLSJDFKLJSDFKLJADF <--- ::is excited::
current mood: excited
current music: Finch - Awake
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4:37 pm - ATARIS, etc. show!
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Right after school yesterday I rushed home and hopped in the shower.. Katie and Megan arrived around 3:30 and Pat around 3:31. Hah. As soon as I finished getting ready we left (Katie drove).. our first stop: Wegman's for FOOD. Pat and I got a big bag of random gummy things, some sour ones too. Worms, bears, fish, alphabets, you name it! They were as much fun to play with as to eat (the wormy weiner in peach ring ''cooter' and raspberry balls, and spelling fun things). We arrived at Croc. Rock around 5.. I think. There was maybe 7 people in front of us. HAHA. Rock. It was hot though, we were right in the sun. Damone (one of the bands) pulled right in front of us and started unloading their stuff. I was going to offer them a gummy something, but I'm as much of a weiner as the worm is, and didn't. Hah. Then the big tough security guy came out and told us the line was forming the other way, so there was a mad dash to retain our place in line. We got pushed back a little, not much though. Chuck was there.. he works at K-Mart. I don't think he saw us though. So then these guys sat on the sidewalk across from us with all these hemp necklaces with a piece of cardboard saying they needed money for the show and gas and if one of us would take them home with us for a place to sleep. Haha. It was cute. One of them played an acoustic too. Hmm.. in front of us there was this slutty girl that wore her pants really low and you could see like her whole thong basically. Then she left and the guy she was talking to was acting disgusted, but then we saw him hanging out with her the whole show. Haha. So they opened doors about 7:10.. we got second row. Damone was first. They impressed me. I never heard their stuff before. They have a chick singer which rocked. Pat even liked them. Heh. Very good stuff. Then Further Seems Forever. Everything got insane already. It just seemed so much worse than any other show. I mean I know that's what it's all about, but it just seemed TOO rough. Like to the point where unenjoyable. Like Pat said, you were more concerned for your life, even though the guys on stage were less than fifteen feet in front of you. So they played, they were good but they only played two songs I knew, and I'm only able to really appreciate a band then. They were good though. Then The Juliana Theory. They opened with my FAVORITE song, so I was happy - "Constellation." Amazing song. This one big kid though was insanely annoying me so I 'accidently on purpose' punched him in the head a few times. I'm never violent like that but seriously this kid was nuts. It got even crazier though, so Pat said he was gonna get out after the song was over. I told him I'd go with him but after we got out Pat was really mad and felt guilty. So we sat outside for a little, then I went back on and stood in the back on a higher level. I had a great view of the stage and since the place is so small it was still at a good proximity to the stage. It was nice. I stayed for a few songs then went back out to Pat. We came back in as TJT was finishing up. I bought a TJT poster and some pins, then Pat and I went out to the patio (outside, to the side of the stage and the inside of the place.. there's these big garage doors to the patio though so you can still see everything) and waited for The Ataris. They were really great. Of course half the fun of shows is being in the crowd, but me and Pat were big losers. I was really worried about Pat though, he said his ribs REALLY hurt, and he was barely getting words out of his mouth when he tried to talk. He said he couldn't even hear himself though. And I could barely breathe because my ribs got crushed a lot and the excessive amount of cigarette smoke didn't help either. We saw Katie crowded surfing though. Haha! Go Katie. I really wanna try it tomorrow though. I've been wanting to. Wooo. Yeah but I really don't know many songs by The Ataris, but amazingly most of the songs they played, I knew, which was very cool.
So I think it was overall a great night. Some downfalls, but it was still definitely fun. Shows are impossble to be not fun. Heh. Can't effing wait for tomorrow! FINCH BABY!
Work now! Hahah.. this week is insane!
current mood: good
current music: The Ataris - Summer '79
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| Monday, April 28th, 2003
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7:54 pm - Yahooo
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Katie and I are discussing the shows this week, talking about how we really don't have money to go to them...
your average mu: I NEEDED shoes for prom though.. it's not like I'm spending money on stuff I don't need
your average mu: I just don't have enough for what I need
your average mu: hah
your average mu: then again
your average mu: I don't NEED to go to the shows but then again.. YES I DO.
your average mu: lol
fOrdO2003: hahahahha that was exactly my reasoning
current mood: exciiiited
current music: Rufio - She Cries
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6:04 pm - Just ran out to get my CD's from car..
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::skips along merrily and sings:: "It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood, the neighborhood, the neigh-- AHHHHHHH A BEEEEEEEEE!!!" ::runs away screaming::
Hehehe.. it IS quite lovely outside though.. 70 something with not a cloud in the skyyy.
current mood: amused
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5:58 pm - HAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!
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THE ATARIS, THE JULIANA THEORY AND FURTHER SEEMS FOREVER = TOMORROW!!!!!
FINCH = THURSDAY!!!!!
Mwahahahaha.
current mood: excited
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4:50 pm - No music, just SILENCE! I killed everyone.. I feel better now.
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I've been eating WAY too much sugar and chocolate and candy lately. Stupid easter and its bunnies.
I mean, seriously, I've eaten so much sugar I feel sick, but yet I still want more. It's really not healthy.
current mood: dopey
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7:06 am - Doo doo doo..
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Yay! Having my computer back means I can update in the morning before I go to school.
..Even though I woke up a half hour late and have no time to do. HAHA.
Last night I had a dream my graduation project teacher's aunt called and told me she wasn't going to be teaching at our school anymore and asked if I wanted a call from her to say good-bye. I told her I would, rather confused. Her aunt told me Miss K was scared of me. O_o
current mood: awake
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| Sunday, April 27th, 2003
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10:57 pm - HAPPY DAY!
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My computer is back! THANK YOU JUSTIN! XD
He was able to save all my MP3's, and pictures, and a bunch of other stuff. HOORAH.
Work was awful tonight. It was fun until Elizabeth left. I finished straightening by 6 and had four hours of NOTHING to do. Horrible. Pat came and sat with me on my hour break though. =)
So YAY. Shannon is happy.
current mood: happy
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10:49 am - Still no 'puter... just an update while I have time.
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I guess I have a lot to say but I really don't feel like it.
I worked yesterday morning and it was pretty fun because I didn't have to straighten at all, I was just doing things for the manager around toys/electronics.. it was fun.
Then Dana and I went to P-Burg Mall.. and some woman in the parking lot like FLIPPED because I look "EXACTLY like Christina Ricci" even though I really don't so I told Dana we should go around the mall telling random people they look like celebrities even though they OBVIOUSLY look NOTHING like them. That would have been good. Haha. I got shoes for prom which I really like.. I usually buy a new pair of crappy black dressy heel type shoes at Payless or something wheneven I need them but I finally got a NICE pair that I will want to wear again. Haha. I also bought a 6-pack of candy necklaces at DEB for only 1.99. I gave three to Pat when I saw him later in the evening, because he didn't get off work until 6. So then I went to his house and we went to Palmer Mall and he got his dad a CD for his birthday and I looked for jewelry for prom but I am just not finding ANYTHING to go with my dress. Oi. At P-Burg Mall I did copy how to do a hair style out of a magazine that I really liked. Heh. Did NOT want to pay $4.95 just for a picture and description of the hairstyle I want. I am definitely already paying enough for freakin' prom. I'm going to add it all up when I'm done. It should be horrible. So after the mall I went to Pat's and we watched Most Extreme Elimination Challenge because it was a new one.. it wasn't as great as the others though. Oh well. Then we both fell asleep and I didn't get home until like 15 minutes after I was supposed to be, but I think everyone was sleeping in my house so no one knew.
Today I have to work 1-10. BLAAHHHHHH.
Last night I had a dream about prom. I was getting ready.. and stuff.. and for some reason I was really blonde and my dress was light blue.. and I was trying to do my hair myself but it kept falling out. And I remember going over to my computer and telling someone, "it's not even 8am and I'm already ready for prom!" lol. I dunno..
I'm taking SAT's this coming Saturday (May 3). I had a dream the other night that Elizabeth was here and she was talking so much that I missed the SAT's. LMAO. Because.. yeah.. whenever I try to leave when I'm talking to her, I just can't, because she just keeps talking. HAHAHA. I love her though. I think I work with her in Electronics today for a few hours, until she leaves.
Last night was the most sleep I ever got in a WHILE. 11 whole hours. Amazing.
I feel like I'm blabbing on about nothing.. so I think I'll stop now.
current mood: blank
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| Friday, April 25th, 2003
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4:14 pm - Quote taped on my sister's monitor.
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"A good friend is hard to find, hard to lose, and impossible to forget."
I added the strike-through myself.
Hmph.
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3:51 pm - 4-3-2 and buckle my shoe
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So my computer needs its hard drive re-formatted. Luckily, my sister's boyfriend Justin is doing it and he knows more about computers than your mom does, so he knows how to save everything I want to save before he does it. Last time, my dad did it, and I lost everything. So I don't have to lose my MP3's. Hoorah!
So let's see.. last night I did nothing school-related even though I really should have. I had two things to do for art for homework, finish pre-calc, and study for Spanish.. and I managed to get all of these things done quite successfully throughout the day before each class. HAHA! Yes, we had activity period this morning (or study hall, for me) but I had to go to the art room to finish a project, so I even managed to get everything done despite my lack of study-hallness.
Last night though, instead of homework, I went to get prom tickets and such at the high school and over to K-Mart as I mentioned in my last entry, and Dana came with me. It was fun. We sat with Pat in Little Caesar's on his break. Amusing. I thought Pat had Haiwaiian Punch, but he had Hi-C, and I went to say that I thought he had Haiwaiian Punch but instead I said, "Haiwaiian-C". HAHAHA. I'm a durpa durp.
This weekend should be all right. No homework which is always good. I work tonight and 1-10 Sunday, but only 8-1 tomorrow morning.. this will be the first time I see the light of a Saturday afternoon in a WHILE. Heh. Dana and I are planning a trip to the P-Burg Mall to shop for accessories for prom. I go to the mall way too much. Pat and I might do something later that evening... probably go to the mall, lol, because Pat needs to get his dad something for his birthday next week. Haha. Yeah..
Next week should be uber stellar. Four awesome bands in a matter of three days spread over two different shows. Rock. =D
current mood: decent
current music: Weather Channel music.
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| Thursday, April 24th, 2003
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4:07 pm - Odd words
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Today was fun for the most part. We had stupid ASVAB tests today, otherwise known as the "ASS-FLABS" or, as more un-rhymingly called by me, the "ASSWIPES." Hahaha. Some career test kind of thing.
A funny.. thing.. today:
Shannon: Patrick Lutz, junior!
Pat: Shannon Craphead Mushock.
Shannon: ::gives odd look:: Shannon... Moohead Crapshock?
Hahaha.. Pat found this hilarious, so apparantly my new name is Crapshock. Lovely, no?
And umm... wooby! That's all I have to say about that. ::chuckles::
No work tonight. Going to buy Pat and I's prom tickets because Pat works.. then going to the Big K to see Pat and... ::crosses fingers:: ask my dear friend Elizabeth if she'd like to switch nights next week. She works Wednesday and I am off, I work Tuesday and she is off. Tuesday is The Ataris, Juliana Theory and Further Seems Forever show, and Pat already has it off. So it'd be SO FREAKIN' AMAZING if she would be so cool to switch with me so we could go to the show. AHHH. =) But on the other hand, if she can't switch for some reason, I guess that'd be okay too, because that show is going to be absolutely mad packed with people. It's gonna be nuts, to the point where possibly unenjoyable. We'll see.
So uhh.. hmm. My sister has 600+ MP3's on her computer and a whole bunch of them suck. Stupid ghetto hick, as she calls herself. Hah. Some stuff is good though - the 80's and the occasional rock.
Tonight before I go to sleep I'm going to try to eat a lot of chocolate because Dana said she did the other night and she had some "pretty crazy dreams". LOL. I told her I've never had a sex dream before and she was shocked. We're not sure if I'm not normal for not having a sex dream or she's not normal for having them a lot. Hahaha.
But right now, I've eaten too much easter candy and Doritos, and I feel sick. Blah.
current mood: decent
current music: 3 Doors Down - Be Like That
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| Wednesday, April 23rd, 2003
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10:41 pm - Ooh baby, it's makin' me crazy
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Agh! I really need my computer back. I am definitely going through computer/internet withdrawl. My sister's computer just isn't the same.
Last night at the mall was.. okay, with Pat. Things have been a little bumpy lately, I guess. I got Super Mario World for SNES and a tank top at H&M; for freakin' $3.50 and that wasn't even a sale. That store is great sometimes. We went to Taco Bell for dinner, at like 8:30, heh. I've never been to Taco Bell before, but Pat had been craving some, and I was in the mood to try something new. So I did. I had a chicken quesadilla which was good, but I had a few bites of Pat's gorditas which were even better. Heh. Yay. Something new. So.. that was last night.
Today was a pretty decent day I think. I was looking forward to coming home and having the whole night off to myself with no work, no graduation project to worry about - just me, some pre-calculus problems to do, and PS2 and SNES!! Haha, right. I got called in to work. Of course I didn't have to go, but I REALLY need money. So I went.
My dad had a look at my computer when I got home. Pat looked at it too. My dad, after he and Pat attempted many times to boot it up, said he had no idea what could be wrong and that it was very bizarre. Ever since, I've had that song "How Bizarre" stuck in my head. =P Heheh. But.. my poor babyyyy. =(
I don't like me sometimes. Well, a lot of times. I just don't like who I am. I don't know how that's supposed to change though, or if I should change then. Because, would I still be me? I don't know.
Doo doo doo, doo doo doo,
how bizarre, how bizarre.
Doo doo doo, doo doo doo...
current mood: thoughtful/disappointed
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| Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
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4:55 pm - HELLO!
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A quick run through of an update because I don't have the time nor the patience to write everything that has happened. I know it still isn't much, but just because I have this obsession with writing every detail of my life in here...
Sunday:
-It was easter.
-I got candy.
-Pat came over after a while, and we exchanged easter baskets, and he got me an ADORABLE little duckie-animal thing that QUACKS!!! It's amazing.
-Watched "Most Extreme Elimination Challenge" with Pat, Sarah, and Justin. What an amazing show. The Japanese rock. It's on TNN, and it's on every Saturday at 9 and Sunday at 8. EVERYONE MUST WATCH IT. Words can not even describe..
Monday:
-Went to school.
-Came home, did homework.
-Went to work from 5-10. Something about a cell phone and a free accessory case that comes with it but isn't really with it.. I insisted it wasn't there.. I told the manager, Carmella, who was assisting this certain customer looking for the accessory case, but she got mad and said it was there.. she went back to electronics, what do you know? It wasn't there! People think I'm even stupider than I really am.
-Came home, worked on graduation project paper until about 12:45 am.
Tuesday (today):
-Went to school. Very tired today. Pat let me wear his sweatshirt, which made me very cozy (and good-smelling).
-Thought a cop was chasing me on the way home but he was chasing the guy in front of me. I guess I am pretty stupid. He wasn't going much faster than I was though. Hmph.
-Pat and I plan to go to P-burg Mall (we're leaving soon).
Yeeeah.. that's about all. I miss my computer. =(
current mood: okay
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| Sunday, April 20th, 2003
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2:05 pm - Update, since my computer is down.
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Yeah so my computer.. I just shut it down yesterday for the first time in a WHILE, haha, and now it Windows doesn't want to start up. Piece of poo. I better not lose my 578 MP3's or something. That's all I'm concerned about. Oh.. and uh, I'm on my sister's computer. That's how I am able to post.
So yesterday I worked 9:30-6 at check-outs.. it wasn't too too bad I guess. The store was NUTS. We actually had 11 out of 12 registers open for the first time since before Christmas, and it was still nuts. I guess that's good though.. K-Mart needs the business, eh?
Afterwards I came home, worked on my paper a bit, then Pat came over (yes, we spend too much time together) and I dyed my hair black again. No more redness or natural colored roots. I had to scrub my hairline this morning though because there was some dye on my skin, and my forehead is BURNING. I went to put cover-up on my forehead and I think it actually singed. O_O Hah.
So Happy Easter, everyone! And if you celebrate something else, well then happy that. =D
Today is my sister's birthday as well. Happy 21. Relatives are coming over for the two occassions. I think some of them just walked in the door. I guess I'll be going then.. 'til next time I get around to updating from a computer other than mine...
current mood: decent
current music: Madonna - American Life (my sister's music!!!!!!)
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| Friday, April 18th, 2003
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11:01 pm - Hardcore good Good Friday
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The events of today:
--Made pancakes for Pat and me for breakfast... my first time making pancakes, and it definitely showed, hah.
--Picked up our paychecks, went to bank and found we couldn't cash them.
--Pat went to his house to get what he needed to set up bank account, my mom took us to bank to set up my account and Pat to set up his and we got our caaaash.
--Pat and I went to Kohl's/Walmart and I got my sister's birthday present at Kohl's and Annie's birthday present at Walmart
--I took Annie's birthday present/easter basket over her house.. I'm such a good babysitter... I got her three Fisher Price things of play food for her kitchen we always play in and a Pooh coloring book and made up a cute cute easter basket.
--Pat and I went to the mall where we got in another argument kind of thing... hmph
--Went to Wegman's for dinner.. mmmm Chinese...
--Went to EB World.. Pat got a Super NES system and Double Dragon for NES, I got F-Zero for my Super NES.
--Came back to my house
--Washed/conditioned/blow-dried Pat's hair.. hehehe
--Briefly played F-Zero
--Layed around and watched TV.
Fun day for the most part. =) Love you, Patty.
current mood: sleepy
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| Thursday, April 17th, 2003
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11:01 pm - Me want honey combs.
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Tonight was good. Working in electronics/toys is so fun. I don't even mind it at all. Pat worked tonight too which made it all the more fun. Of course he works in garden, but those three departments are all right next to each other, so I still see him. The security guy got on my case today about being in electronics more because a lot of people have been stealing out of their lately. Blah. He's a nice guy though. The goal for the electronics person every night though is to get toys straightened, which if done right, could really take up the whole five hours you're there. Oh well. Electronics was pretty busy tonight though. It was fun!
My car stalled out at the traffic light in Wind Gap coming home. So I was just sitting there for a good five minutes and this stupid moron comes up behind me and starts beeping the horn at me to go, even though I have my flashers on.. apparantly he doesn't know what they mean, or something. I even rolled down my window and waved him on. Idiot.
Pat came over for a little after work. He is so wonderful. I couldn't ask for more. I love you.
Grrr... Katie and Scarangello went to see Homegrown tonight. They (Katie and John) really suck. Haha. Oh well.
current mood: happy
current music: Punchline - Rewind
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1:41 pm - He's a sneaky one
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Today we were in the tech. lab for graduation project class, and I was on my computer and there was someone next to me who, out of the corner of my eye, I thought was Steve, this tall dark-haired kid that's in my class. About ten minutes go by and the kid next to me raises his hand and starts talking, and I think, 'gee, that sounds a lot like Pat,' so finally I turn around and I literally had to look twice. It WAS Pat. He was sitting next to me for ten minutes and I didn't even realize it. lmao! That was my moronic moment for the day.
Yeah so WOOOO IT'S SPRING BREAK EVERYBODY PARTTYYYYYYY!!
Yup.. our whole spring break which consists of three days. Hoorah?
Oi. I'm going to sleep.
current mood: sleepy
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| Wednesday, April 16th, 2003
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9:59 pm - Accomplishments
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Yay. I just spent the past four hours (with one wee little ice cream break!) working on my graduation project paper. I wrote another 4ish pages. It's coming along quite nicely. I love working on it. I love my topic. I love weather.. it's just so interesting to me.
Okay.. ::sigh:: Hmm. Half day tomorrow, then our big spring break of three days! ::does sarcastic 'woo':: Blah. Laura was telling me today how she has two weeks off of school now, and she only gets out a week later than we do in the summer. What the heck is that all about?
Oh well. I get out of high school a whole year before she does. HAHAHA!!! ::giggles::
current mood: accomplished
current music: Wonders, The - That Thing You Do
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8:44 pm - Never everything
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To have a love this great, plus a few people I could call my friends: I guess that was too much to ask for. It's one or the other, eh?
This really hurts. I guess none of you can understand that though.
current mood: disappointed
current music: Reggie and the Full Effect - Another Runaway Song
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5:37 pm - Chromatography fun
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It was a memorable chemistry double lab today. We were all supposed to bring in t-shirt to tye-dye, but Dana, Bobby, Daria and I forgot ours. So Bobby went down to the lost and found in the nurse's office and brought back this plain white t-shirt with awful pit stains. lmao! He cut off the sleeves (and the stains) and we used that. It was fun! Dana tried to make a tennis ball and dye that (we did it with permanent markers and alcohol), but Bobby came over and said, "Wow! That looks like a... vagina!" lol. Then Germano got a red marker and drew on it. "It's... bleeding!" Boys are gross! Haha. I made a really cool print.. I put "STD" in black, then outlined it with different colors so when the color spread it looked like a rainbow. Hehe. It really wasn't that great of me though because Adam did it first and I copied. Hah... then Bobby: "Dana, draw a stick figure with a wee-wee!" Mrs. Ellison (from across the room): "Bob..." Hehe. That class is great.
My Japanese lantern is almost done in art class. Yay. Some of them are really cool. Mine's not too bad either.
Pat came over after school. We got Rita's but they melted in the car so we put them in the freezer when we got back to my house and didn't eat them. Oh well. The high temperature was supposed to hit 86 today. Ack. It's so hot in here, and I have a paper to write. Too.. hot.. to do.. work. =P
It's gitten' hot in heeeeeeeeere
current mood: HOT.
current music: Finch - Three Simple Words
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6:43 am - PINK!
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Hehe.. yay! I love my dress!!
If anyone else has it, I will personally kick them in the face at prom, in dress and all! RAWR!
I think with a dark bright pink would look bad on someone who's been tanning.. it just wouldn't look good, eh? Hmm.
current mood: happy
current music: Something Corporate - The Astronaut
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| Tuesday, April 15th, 2003
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10:28 pm - I got a dressness
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Mother and I went shopping-ing. Palmer Mall had NOTHING, so my mom gave in to taking me to Phillipsburg Mall. Haha. In DEB, I found the dress I had wanted to get at LV Mall like a month ago. There was ONE left, and it just happened to be MYY size. I guess maybe it was fate. Heh.
It sort of saddens me how I feel like I can't really open up to my mom much. I think we should be closer.. but we're just not. Hmph.
Afterwards I went to Pat's for just a little.. I read over what he had of his paper so far and gave him some advice. He's the best.
I really like this band. I just downloaded a couple songs by them today. Hoorah for finding new bands. I'm pretty sure I've heard of them before but just never heard their stuff. Yeah.
current mood: good
current music: Unsung Zeros - By The End of the Day
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5:39 pm - Third marking period = success
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Oh yeah, got report cards today. It was the first time since 9th grade that I didn't get any B's! =D (after each grade is points I went up or down since last marking period).
Pre-Calculus: 94 (up 3)
Chemistry: 98 (up 2)
Spanish: 95 (down 2)
Art: 94 (down 1)
World Cultures: 99 (up 1)
English: 91 (up 2)
Hoorah!
current mood: pleased
current music: Hidden in Plain View - Find
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5:07 pm - It is hot hot heat in here O_o
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Gah it's hot. I have my window almost all the way open and things are flying everywhere from the wind. Maybe a bird will fly in.
Pat came over after school and we had ice cream and went over pre-calculus together since we have a test tomorrow. And we actually did study (haha) and it was pretty successful because we taught each other what we didn't get. Heh. We both have off work tonight but he has to work on his graduation project paper and I might be going shopping with my mother for my prom dress, although she seems to be in a pretty bad mood right now. =\
"It smells like dirty man that's been outside too long on a summer day in here." - Me.
This is a very neat band. They're different and I like them. Maybe I'll put a couple of their songs on a CD and play one of them Thursday (Pat and I's DJ day!).
Yup.. so uhh, I have to use the potty. Bye.
current mood: hot
current music: Hot Hot Heat - Bandages
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| Monday, April 14th, 2003
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9:25 pm - Todayness
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So today was a Monday and Mondays are pretty stupid. I woke up in a decent mood but school ruined that.
Went to get our class ranks today (Pat, Dana and I). I'm still 14/124. Haven't moved since last marking period.
Came home, doinked around (as Pat would say), then took a two hour nap. Then woke up and ate dinner and attempted the pre-calculus homework. Went to K-Mart to see Pat on his break and do some easter shopping. Spent $30.31 on stuff for Pat, Annie, and a birthday card for Annie and my sister. For what I got, I was hoping it'd be less than that. Sheesh. I guess I'm not a good sale hunter or something. Ha.
I just feel really blah right now.
Pat's stopping by after work, that should cheer me up a bit.
I need a drink. I've been unusually thirsty lately and I get dry mouth very easily. I couldn't fall asleep last night for a while because my mouth was so dry my tongue felt like a big... tongue made of sand, or uh, something.. but I was too tired to get up for a drink. Doh.
current mood: blah
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