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Wednesday, February 6th, 2002
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1:49 pm - I WON!! I FUCKING WON!!
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I can't believe it, i've never won anything in my life, except for a shrub in a raffle when i was 11. I won 25 cds from sounds music. I don't know what cds they are, but theres got to be some good ones in there somewhere!! i fucking won. they were hard questions too.
1. Who was in the Nazz? Todd Rundgren, Robert Antoni ,Thom Mooney, Carson VanOsten
2. Which Elton John song featured in Almost Famous? Tiny Dancer
and 3. Where did the sex pistols play their last gig not including the reunion in 1994? Winterland Ballroom in San Francisco.
WOOHOOO!!!! My cd collection is getting better! I've already got 5 cds i've ordered on their way, now i've got these ones too!! i'm so fucking happy. Now my RSI is starting to hurt, so i'm gonna stop typing.
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| Wednesday, January 9th, 2002
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9:50 am
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I fucking hate birthdays, everyone expects you to be happy. Big whoop, its wednesday and i'm a year closer to sweet sweet decay.
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| Tuesday, January 8th, 2002
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9:09 pm
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My friend Rachel from australia rang me today, she was a bit drunk and we didn't talk for long, but that was about the only interesting thing that happened today. I stayed at Pips last night, me and Alice had to take her to A&E; coz she hurt her back, but she'll be alright. My sisters friend tash had her baby, Pips mom delivered him. he was only 3 lb 12 oz. fucking tiny.
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| Monday, January 7th, 2002
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12:11 am
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Just saw lord of the rings! Fucking wicked, like oh my god excellent!! I LOVE NEW ZEALAND AGAIN!! WE NO LONGER SUCK ASS!! Well the All Blacks are still sort of sucking, and now that Sir Peter Blakes dead (may he rest in pirate-free peace xoxo) our yachties might suck a tad, netballers - lets not go there, our rowers still kick ass..... cricket.. hard to say yet, but who gives a damn about cricket anyway! WE HAVE PETER FUCKING LEGEND JACKSON! HE IS MY NEW GOD!! aside from Ozzy. ILOVEITILOVEIT! Liv Tyler fucking rocks now, but not as much as her dad. Elijah wood is an ugly fucker but hes an excellent hobbit, blonde dude elf guy is fucking sexy, and the evil dudes are wicked. Steven Spielberg eat your heart out!! It is the best fucking movie i have ever seen and thats only the first third of it! Goddamn i hope i live long enough to see the other 2 released!
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| Saturday, January 5th, 2002
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1:49 pm
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I don't know what to do, i don't want chris, but he wants me and he's really nice. He wants to take me out to dinner on my birthday, which would be cool as friends, but i don't think thats what he means. Hes just not my type, i don't think hes really anyones type. I don't mind sleeping with him, but you can't have your cake and eat it too. He's given me his phone number, but what the hell am i gonna ring him for. He's a great guy just not boyfriend material, and i don't want to lead him on (which i always do, not on purpose though). I really want brent, but he never has a chance to come here - i mean fuck, he lives 3 hours drive away and works 12 hour days 6 days a week. I miss him so much, which i guess is why i'm turning to chris. I also kinda want turkey, i've got his phone number, but its just kinda awkward considering i've only met him once and i was off my face. Fuck i sound like a slut, fuck i hate this situation.
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| Tuesday, January 1st, 2002
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2:35 pm
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The party was boring until i got drunk. I ended up at chris's place watching metallica videos. Then i screwed him.... it was great but, it was chris. But he was being really sweet and he came to see me at work today so its nothing worth regretting.
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| Monday, December 31st, 2001
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5:02 pm
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Well its new years eve. I'm going to a party and i only know one person going, so yeah. I'll have to be back earlyish coz i've got work tommorrow, i'm going to be so fucked, i'm tired enough now, but i've got to bring in the new years having fun for once
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| Monday, December 24th, 2001
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5:51 pm
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Allan Pam and Josh are here now. They stayed last night, and again tonight, Alana and Glen will be here tonight too. They're suppose to be just coming through on their way to Pams mothers house, but today pam said they might just stay here for the rest of the week, so i'm a little more pissed off than i was before... xmas sucks..
I am looking forward to seeing Lana though, we can complain about the relatives together. Hopefully shes got some drugs, coz Josh doesn't and i don't. Peter and Marg are coming tommorrow too.
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| Saturday, December 22nd, 2001
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9:24 pm
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My parents just left to go on their holiday, i just got back from work, i'm so fucked i can't even bring myself to eat anything. My ear is really sore, i got a couple of new piercings in it, but i'm a bit anemic and they're not healing properly. I'm so glad i get monday and xmas off.
Anyway i'm tired, happy b-day Spork. Cheer up, have a good one.
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| Friday, December 21st, 2001
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5:45 pm
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Goddamn today was boring, more boring that work usually is. Oh well, life goes on - until I have to go to work tommorrow..... i guess at least i get christmas day off....
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| Wednesday, December 19th, 2001
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1:18 pm
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Everyones here, Linda, Bill, Audrey, Mom, Dad and me.... whoopdee-fucking-do. I'm trapped, nothing to do, no where to go, audrey has decided that she's sleeping in my room again tonight, which means no music for me, no sleeping naked.... goddammit, its a total invasion of privacy.
Australian accents are the most horrible thing to listen to. Linda and Bill have the strongest accents ever, and they're loud screeching horrible voices, to make it worse they talk constantly. Even more irritating than the accents are the similies... what is it with Austalians and their similies. Silly as a Gumdiggers dog, Useless as tits on a bull, what the fuck is that shit suppose to mean anyway!?
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| Thursday, December 13th, 2001
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2:36 pm
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I'm so tired, i woke up really early and couldn't get back to sleep. I asked mom to give me a ride in to town so that i could get her b-day present, but she was busy so i walked, then i had to carry back home. I got Alices kids presents for x-mas too, i got Ashley a teething ring toy and i got Aiden a shirt, i think it might be a bit big for him, but it was the smallest one there and he'll grow in to it. I think i'll get ashley a teddy bear or something next week too. Now i've just got to buy x-mas presents for Pippa, Mom and Dad.
Audreys coming tonight, but i'm working until 10:30, and i start and 8am tommorrow so i probably won't have to see her.
I was talking to Sandy today and she said that she told brents grandmother all about me. So i'm a little paranoid, me and brent aren't exactly exclusive, i'd like to be but i don't see it happening, i don't want him to think i'm too attached incase it scares him off.
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| Wednesday, December 12th, 2001
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11:37 pm
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OH OH!! BRENT EMAILED ME!!! He's coming back for another booty-call next month..... oh man thats ages away... I CAN'T WAIT! BEST SEX EVER!!
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11:35 pm
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Well, i had a huge fight with my mother earlier. She knows that i'm going to get a tattoo. I have explained it time after time that i'm not going to get one tommorrow, i have, and still am putting a LOT of thought into what i'm getting where, who the tattooist will be etc. I have even said that if it means that much to her i'll wait until i'm 18. She has basically given me permission, she said she would prefer me get a tattoo over a tounge ring. But today the tables have turned. Her arguement is that if i get a tattoo, Dad will disown me. But only because he cares about me, no father wants to see his little girl with a cheap ugly tattoo. If he is willing to disown me over a stupid little superficial thing like a tattoo, that does not make me think he cares about me, that makes me think that he is too proud to admit that he doesn't control my life anymore. Mom wants me to be like my sister, but i'm nothing like her. She does everything anyone tells her to get praise, i personally do what i feel, if i'm doing something my parents don't approve of, i tell them what i'm doing, i tell them to get over it, and if they don't like it, too bad, its my life, my body and i'm not going to let them control me when i'm 35. Another argument she had was, my cousins wedding looked cheap and nasty with that tattoo on her shoulder, it ruined the whole ceremony. It did fucking not. It looked beautiful, she chose the dress so that you could see her tattoo, it is a nice tattoo of a pegasus under a rainbow, how is that cheap. Katherine didn't really care what my mother thought about the tattoo, it was her wedding not moms, the only persons whose opinion mattered that day was hers. She also said that if i marry a career man and have to go to some function they'd see the tattoo if i wore a strappy dress and think i was cheap. COME ON WOMAN!!! Who gives a flying fuck what some poncy bastard would think, i'm proud of who i am, and i'll flaunt it no matter who is in the room, if they don't like it, they don't have to look at it. If someone is willing to reject me on account of a picture on my skin, they're not worth knowing.
Anyway its moms birthday on friday, i haven't got her anything yet, i was going to get a vase she wanted, but when i went to the store they'd sold out. So tommorrow i'm going to get her a foot spa. I still haven't bought x-mas pressies. I've got my sister the Green Mile on video, i don't know what to get mom, and i think i'll just get Dad a few Jockey singlets for work, his are all ripped up. Kelly was going to give me a stress relief bath set, but when i told her moms b-days in a few days she freaked out and is going to give it to mom instead, she said she'd get me a cd voucher, which is cool, i can never have too many cds.
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| Tuesday, December 4th, 2001
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8:53 pm
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I get my pay rise today, its still not much but its a lot better than before, and i get another one in a month so yay. I miss Brent, i can't wait til he comes back. I'm going to get my photos developed tommorrow or thrusday, i got a couple of nice naked ones of him. I got one of him and his cousins that he hadn't seen since they were babies. I hope that one come out coz i promised his auntie that i work with a copy, but i found out that the battery in my camera was a bit flat. Sandie told me that her ex-husband (brents uncle) said that brent is "quite taken" with me.
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| Saturday, December 1st, 2001
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8:53 pm
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I just rang my old friend Cameron from school. I haven't seen him in two years. hes so funny, it was good to catch up with him. We spoke for 2 hours.
Brent is so sweet, he rang me to tell me he'd gotten home safe. I wish he lived in wanganui... hes just so.... so yummy and yeah.
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1:55 pm
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Brent just left. Oh my god he is the best sex ive ever had, and he's such a fucking babe. His hair is so long and beautiful, and his body, and is arms are gorgeous.... not to mention his big dick. He bought me some langerie too. We went to kfc last night and saw sandy, she was blown away by him. The last time she saw him he was a little kid with snow white hair, now he's a sexy beast. He just met my dad, i don't know what to make of that...
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| Thursday, November 29th, 2001
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1:39 pm
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My baby comes tomorrow :D! yayayayayay. Mum thinks i'm going to Laura's (a chick from work) going away party, but its acutally on saturday night. I bought 2 bottles of wine. I don't know if Brent likes wine, if he does, good, if he doesn't, even better.
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| Tuesday, November 27th, 2001
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11:24 pm
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ok, i'm a little shattered now, i just took the sextest that ron took and i'll only have sex with 6 people, fortunately all of them are male and i'll love 3 of them. and i have an untapped source of sexual engery.
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10:59 pm - I'm baaaaaaaa-ack
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hello my mental children of the potatoes. I'm back and i'm more fucked up than ever. My baby is coming down in just under three days, i can't fucking wait. I'M GONNA GET SOME!. he's such a sexy beast, long hair, so long he can sit on it..... purrrrrr..... who need chains when you can tie a guy to the bed post with his hair.
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