I have decided that I have entirely too few friends.....

Soooooooo....who wansta be my friend???? ....C'mon...you all know you want to....

[	mood	|	bouncy	]
[	music	|	Cheap Trick "I want you to want me"	]

MY BROTHER COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I pick him up from the lincoln airport at 9:30 in the pm. WOOT!
A whole summer without him and he's finally comming home. AND hes gunna get drunk with me on Saturday. I've never been drunk with my little brother....but there is a first time for everything.

Aside from that as of today i have recieved a total of 10 replies from my ad on slam omaha...and the latest one i have received is the one i am most interested in so hope this all works out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I'm so fucking hyper/weird right now due to the lack of sleep and massive amounds of tylenol allergy/sinus medication.

WOOT! Annies gunna smoke me up tonight. Hallefuckinglujah.

Peace and love my friends,

tammy
p.s. schy!! annie and i will take extra hits for ya ;) thats just how nice we are!

It's people like her that are going to destroy our future......****STORY TIME****

So, last night Emily came over to my house to see it (finally). We sat down at the kitchen table and started talking politics. I mentioned something about Kerry and from then on it went like this:

Emily: "Fuck that. I'm voting for Bush!!! BUSH ALL THE WAY!!!!"
Me: "Why? I mean if that's what you really want thats cool...but what do you have against John Kerry?"
Emily: "Well...I just don't like the way he carries himself."
Me: "What about all the debate issues? What about healthcare plans and taxes? What about building a stronger America?"
Emily: "I really dont care...like i said I just don't like Kerry"
Me: "How can you vote based on that? Presidency is about the ISSUES....its not about who carries themselves better"
Emily: "Well all the soldiers support Bush"
Me: "Not all of them...my brother doesnt. And neither do his friends. Kayla doesnt. Sal doesn't"
Emily: "Well Nate does....and he said that everyone he went to basics with supports him too"
Me: "Well I'm sure there are mixed opinions. Emily...do you read the news? Or do you at least watch it?"
Emily: "I go to cnn.com every day."
Me: "Okay...and you read all the articles dealing with politics?"
Emily: "Yes"
Me: "Well...if you only read wahts on cnn you could be reading a biased opinion. Try reading whats on cnn, msn, yahoo, new york times, lincoln journal star, read the herald, and usa today. If you are only gathering information from one source there is a possibility it could be biased"
Emily: "It's not biased....that is against the law"
Me: "No it's not. That's waht's great about America. We have the right to say/think/write whatever we want to....so long as it doesn't hinder someone else's right to do the same."
Emily: "It's not biased"
Me: "Okay, whatever. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I respect yours and I hope you respect mine. I'm not telling you that yours is wrong. Im jsut asking you to think about your future...thing about your kids' future...and most importantly educated yourself."




WHY DO PEOPLE LIKE HER EVEN BOTHER TO VOTE??????????????????????????? The conversation didn't begin or end there.....but those were the main points.....

[	mood	|	ecstatic	]
[	music	|	phantom planet-so i fall again	]

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT FUCKING PHANTOM PLANET IS PLAYING AT KB'S ON SEPTEMBER 19th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE FUCKING LOVED THOSE GUYS FOR LIKE 2 OR 3 YEARS NOW. WOOT! HELL YEAH. THAT ROCKS MY FACE.

*AHEM* TO MY FRIENDS. MY BIRTHDAY IS 3 DAYS BEFORE THAT...SO...WHOEVER WHATS TO BUY MY TICKET CAN FEEL FREE TO DO SO.

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	silence....and it's wonderful	]

Well...ryan and i will not be living together anymore. but this is good. it was my decision. i'm just not ready to live with him right now. it stresses me out to much.

in other news: the 311 show wasn't all that great after all.

explaination: Zach Hexum...I dunno...good saxist but i Just didnt get into his music. GTO rocked my face (go figure). But the crowd started getting REALLY rough. I mean UNGODLY rough. I'm pretty tough and I don't usually puss out...but I was ready to. Anyway...311 came on stage...and i was FRONT AND CENTER!!! I felt like i could have touched Nick Hexum had i felt so inclined to do so. Yeah...the barrier/fence thing did a number on the breasticular region. Yeah...mother fucking crowd surfers. I wanted to kill them. One particular crowd surfer came over...feet first right over top of me. His kicked me in the back of the head. Right where the neck and head meet...yeah..the BRAIN STEM. So my head was pushed down...then his ass landed on my head (so that is his entire body weight resting on my head/neck. My neck popped like 23847987234 times and it hurt so bad that i just screamed...the next thing i know i'm being fucking carried by the security guard to the paramedics. Yeah. I just wanted to fucking cry. But i was getting stared down by the Abercrombie Squad. The paramedics took my vitals and talked to me a bit. I felt numb. I felt disconnected. My head fucking hurt. All I wanted to do was fucking UNPLUG 311 and ask them to finish their set acoustically. After sitting with the medics for a while Danny walked by...i didnt see him but he saw me....so he took me to get water. He missed some really good songs and he missed Chand Sexton's drum solo. That boy is a Godsend and i thank him soooo fucking much. Then him and I made our way back down into the fucking SHITTY crowd. Got down there...and i realized i couldn't fucking take it. And i pussed out completely. Then I just walked around and scoped hot guys. Tried looking for annie, schy, and sean amongst the crowd of over 20,000 people. Failed...miserably. Now, 3 days later...my shirt that i wore is finally dry. My checkerboard shoes are FUCKED, my jeans are still muddy, and my body still hurts. The headache is still there, and my neck is well....sore. My wrist still hurts too...but thats b/c i pulled/tore a tendon before i even went to teh concert. sucky. wow. so i just wrote a freaking book. im gunna go
peace outside.