i have never been this awake at 10 am all year.
i swear, as soon as classes end for a week my entire time schedule shifts dramatically.
i want to go run around town in the sun, i want to go to the farmers market (but its not open.) and go swimming and go to the coast and just go nuts. blah.

so bored.
any corvallis people stay in corvallis?

i'm thinking of picking up some textbooks at the bookstore,
then going in to town to check out the antique stores and grab some coffee.

anyone bored and want to join me?

back in corvallis.
i got a C+ in my other art history class, i'm not happy about that.
my anth one still isn't up. slacker professor.

Happy graduation to my two favorite corvallis boys.
Though i doubt either of you read here.
You will be greatly missed.

~~~

spent all day at my brothers taking his old wallpaper off.
what a mess. ew.
time to go take a shower.

i think i will be back in corvallis tomorrow.

wow its supposed to be 90-91 thursday and friday.
finally!

i just realized its rose festival parade day.
time to go turn on the tv kiddies. :)

holy crap again!
i got an A- in art 367 (history of design.)
kudos.
i got a C in philosophy which i expected but i'm still not happy about it.
A- in golf (should have been an A, i'm confused, i added up all the points again to make sure, but oh well.)
and still have my B+ in french.
no grades yet for anth. or the other art history, they had essay questions on the finals so its taking them awhile.
but.. wow!
if it wern't for stuipd philosophy my gpa would be decent again.

i want to hang out with people but it seems everyone is gone tonight.
going to likely sleep in a bit if the neighbors across the street shut up.
everyones partying tonight over here.
my apartment complex is nearly empty, it makes it eerie and lonely.
its too quiet here now.

time for tea and maybe sleep.

what a day.
i am riding an emotional rollercoaster like mad the past 24 hours.
finally found some food i could keep down, white chedder popcorn.
talked to john a bit, turns out he was in his room all last night when we thought he was gone. i should have looked. i feel bad.
ryan totally made my night. "whore-moan!" hehe.
going up to portland tomorrow and will be back in cow-town sunday.

best ways to cure a really nasty nausous hangover?

super drunk.
sad
john left early without saying goodbye
what a jerk.
ryan is a swwetheart and a total mush
i will always aodre him for that.
layways have always will.
lance gave me a 45 minute lecture walking home,
made me really unhappy.
i can't believe everyones leaving.
time to go sleep.
i feel like shit.
lonely shit.
what i wouldn't give to be in someones arms right now.
i will miss them forever, even if they visit.

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i'm done with finals!

my art history one was not as hard as i had thought it would be.
now i'm trying to decide what to do next week.

i have a ride up to portland, but now one back down here (yet.)
if i don't go home i was invited to a graduation thing sunday.
if i do go home i get to enjoy my summer vacation up in portland.

ideas?

my only real week of summer vacation is next week and i want to go home for a few days at least, i have a ride up, but not one back down here.
i have to be back here in corvallis around the 19-20th.
can anyone give me a ride down here by any chance?

I passed my years of french classes with an A- average!
wow!
I got a B+ in my french class this term.

time to party!

i think i might get to see my friends tomorrow.
and i will be done with finals around 1:30 tomorrow.
things are good.

corvallis is leaving.
yes, the town, ha.
finals week is over in two days, which means its the end of the yearly student habitation of the town.
thousands of people are moving out by the end of the week.
while i'm not.
depressing? greatly.
my apartment complext is emptying out.
you can actually find a parking spot now.
there are no lines at the coffee shops.
there is no employment.
the boys are leaving earlier than i had thought. (by saturday. have they even talked to me? no. i don't expect i will ever see them again. yes, i am sobbing by this point.)
summer school starts in a little over a week for me.
i don't think i'm getting the job, i swear this town fucking hates me.

had my anth. final this morning.
it was really difficult but i think i did alright.
i am not doing well in that class.
thanks for all the support, you guys are wonderful.
college is evil.

the boys are moving this week, but nobody will tell me anything.
i'm annoyed, and depressed, but i don't want to whine about it.
i miss ryan a lot, havn't talked to him in ages, i'm guessing his computers still out.
should i call them later? i am so weird about calling people, i don't like it.
i am afraid neither john or ryan will try to keep contact with me after they move.
ryan might, john not likely.

its nasty and cold out.
i can't believe this time last year it was in the 90's.

my first art history final tonight.
going to go study with lance at 4:30 at ebgb's.

spent yesterday cleaning, studdying, and playing 4 swords with loren.
i love that game.
its a lot of fun if you use the gameboys, definately worth it.

everyones moving.
i am so lonely already.
and i don't have a job yet.
i'm screwed in that respect.

now i'm playing animal crossing and thinking about cleaning some more.
ac update for loren: got some more popeyed goldfish, hehe. also got a bunch of 30,000 bell bags from the island, i'm rich! definately a good way to pay off the loan. i have way too much crap, nooks needs to open dangit. where should i make the tiki room?!

aw shit, i'm getting a c in anth before the final.
not good.