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Joe "SickBoy" Pio a.k.a "Joey Bootboy"'s LiveJournal:
| Thursday, October 18th, 2001 | |
| 7:25 pm | all right, everythings copied...you guys will hear from me soon.... |
| 6:25 pm | Due to the insane and irrational behavior of a certain individual; Il be changing my screen name...those on my friends list wil be notified. To have somebody try and place guilt upon my shoulders because of the natural way I am; is rediculas. I am a heterosexual male.I like girls.I am NOT homophobic in any way....therefore if you cannot handle it; that is your problem. Desperate threats of suicide because I wont fly halfway around the world to partake in acts i dont find appealing is not only juvinile;but annoying and silly.Shooting dope due to depression brought on by Infactuation with someone youve never met is stupid..... Im not impressed at all....rat0her appalled. So all you kids out there in T.V. land; you will be notified asap. till then; POUGUE MAHONE! PISS OFF AND FUCK THE LOT OF YA! Oi! Oi! Current Mood: hasta la Vista Current Music: The Clash...Should I stay or should I go...... |
| Wednesday, October 17th, 2001 | |
| 7:02 pm | oh yeah..does anybody have any idea how to get Royal Crown Pomade completely out of your hair? I tryed 3 fucking times and its still Greezzzy..... Current Music: "Rat Music for Rat People" compilation-'D.O.A....America...' |
| 6:40 pm | 4am Diatribes....in the Kitchen. "hey...get dressed... "Uh-Uh...ive got a migrane.Im going NOWHERE." "Huh.....you drinking again?you know every time you drink Vodka you end up on a bender dissappearing and ending up in some strange town and im not answering my phone to a crying babbling idiot threatening suicide." "No...Im back on the wagon.." "good....your always beating yourself up.Its about time you stopped.Why the hel do you do that anyway?" "hmmmmm...to quote Marlon Brando..'I coulda been c contender'" "yeah yeah....ohhhhh you got hazlnut....brew that shit up" "So whats this I hear you tagged 2 18 year old the other night?" "Huh? how the HELL did YOU find out about it?" "Word got around Dennys.Shit, those girls were walking around like they held some honor amonst the slut crew for banging ya....Jesus, what the hell did you do to them?" "Heh...what didnt I?....nothing i wouldnt ordinarily do to a barnyard animal....HAHAHAHA.......Lets just say...."Parkay"..hehehehe." "sick fucker....sodomizing an 18 year old?" "yeah they both loved it..heh" "God your warped.." 'yeah....hey turn that tv off....god i always do that...leaving the appliences on." "Huh....so what else has been happining?" "what do you think.Work.Rest.Play.Die.Its all the same in this town.They must roll the sidewalks up at night.Its been really dead...Im just glad winters on its way...." "huh...hey where the hell'd you get this Bloodbath cd.." "Mah Niggah and soul Brother Danno hooked me up Mad...look at this shit.." "I think your the only lesbian I know that likes Death Metal.he only female for that matter..." "I prefer Dyke".... "Huh..well, im crashing....if you want to stay, turn down the volume...I hafta be at work early to buff this fuck up i did before the boss shows up.Hes ridin my ass so hard im thinking of wearing a sadlle." Current Mood: drained Current Music: Soilwork....sadistic Lullabye |
| 9:46 am | Getting the occational spoils of life thrown at me like a bone thrown to a dog of god.Its what it seems latly..for the past year...only a taste....a teasing...and i only wonder how longer i have to take it.....the good life is out there....and all to often im caught up with the thought that maybe its Karmic retribution for a life i lead.. they say happiness lies within and when ive been reduced to finding happiness in the simplicitys like a hot cup of coffee and mabye a converation...it makes me wonder.....how much happiness i could find in all the things ive taken for grated in the past....like having somebody say' I love You'...staring you dead in the eye and you know that look of sincerity andyou know its true..... Current Mood: blank Current Music: Foo Fighters....Everlong |
| Tuesday, October 16th, 2001 | |
| 7:06 pm | man, i just wish i was out getting Drunk with Dan. Michigan sucks ass. |
| 7:03 pm | send me some Anthrax.... 525 W.Ann Arbor Trail Plymouth,MI 48170 i hate this town at moments like this.... |
| 6:39 pm | What the fuck am i doing.... stop. Fall back. reload readjust survive. Yeah i got laid like a motherfucker the past 2 nights...and i think it may be a good idea to leave it at that.. its been an uphill battle to figure out what the hell the right way to live is.... One letting ones wants take control is dangerous for me because i like to play with danger.I like to push the ante.....to up the dose....to take things a little farther than everybody else.... push those boundrys to the limit and go further.... maybe its some kind of Deathwish for me..i dont fucking know.... thrills kicks...whatever.tell me what youve done and ive probly gone further..... if i could only channel that into something positive to do better in life.... I got this social security thing in the mail yeaterday and it freaked me out... i made more money according to the tax records when i was shooting dope than i am now.In a job that paid less... what the HELL is upo with that? who knows...im getting madlin again... Sex is Sex and nothing more than a physical workout; big deal...if you dont like to Fuck; there is something strange about you... maybe im just one of those saps that wants to get swept off their feet.... piss on it....Im exposed and feel like a retard.. im going home and getting drunk. Current Mood: confused Current Music: Black Flag...Depression.(Damaged lp version) |
| 1:09 pm | god im tired..... lunch= quad espresso and a handfulla Yellowjackets. should wak me up... "NO MORE YANKEE MY WANKEE.." but it is a nice change of pace to wake up to a blowjob... |
| 9:47 am | heh... all i got to say is...im sore. yeah...(High Five).....(she) came by last night with her girlfriend.. ill give ya the details later... I have to go to work..... Current Mood: drained Current Music: Bowie..Unwashed and Somewhat Slightly Dazed |
| Monday, October 15th, 2001 | |
| 7:13 pm | christ.. i gotta go to the grocery store and buy some fucking FOOD.................................... Current Music: GG Allin....Hated in America |
| 6:59 pm | okok.. sitting at work...dripping pb+J on my tie... "Joe Line 1 " "Mo kay" mouth fulla peanut butter. "Yah..." "hey fucker... I heard you banged (so in so)" "what do you want now tish..?" "dude, whats wrong with your voice?" "mmmmm.....sorry peanut bitter.Yeah,it was great.Why are you calling me at work,dude?" "Man; that chick is fucking CRAZY!...you thought you messed arund with psychos before, man your in some SHIT with this one.." "hy; is she one of those types to bite my cock off?" "No dude..shes a stalker...she'll totally be obsessed with you.." "Cool...i need a little drama in my life... im getting bored." "No ...Im dead serious..she is fucking crazy." "so tell me something i dont know.Every woman ive been with is nuts.The only problem i had was falling in love with them and they find out and rip my heart out and eat it.Ill be FIIIIINE.Thanks for the mad shopping spree. "Yeah...dave found out and almost killed me.Then i whipped out the dildoe i bought and swung it at hoim" "Lovly....true romance." "Yeah... then i jacked off and though about you...." "good BYE TISH...." click. fucking Marla Singer; I swear to God.... Current Mood: drained Current Music: Helmut...Biscuits for Smut |
| 1:17 pm | need dank...... and protein. Jesus im sore. and emptied. but it was definetly worth it. 6 months without pooontang adds up. look out.. the damns gonna burst. heh. |
| 1:12 pm | and to answer someones question if i am at all like my dad; the answer is no. I am fully convinced my Dad is Kosma Kramer on ACid; or Hawkeye Pierce if he hung out with the S.D.S or the White Panther Party with Jhn Sinclair...Maybe Jery Rubin. of course...... I do a mean Iggy Impersonation.......and he IS from Detroit......hmmmmmm "Uhhh Mom..........?" |
| 1:11 pm | heh.....wanna mix Bob Dylan with Cop Shoot Cop...see what i get....... |
| 1:07 pm | .."...............SURPRISE! SURPRISE!............THE GOVERNMENT.........LIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEE Thank you, Tod and the fellows from C.S.C. for wonderful sounds to scare wawy customers. Me in a tie today....heh. but he was willing to compromise.... so i have my Black Vinyl Bondage pants and my 2 favorite belts on... heh.flashback to 77 |
| 9:45 am | One of those days where you wake up, slap on Cop Shoot Cop (Hey Tod) 'ask questions later' cd, put on a suit and tie and plan a killing spree.. then you snap into reality, make a few PB+J sandwichs for luch and goto workkkk... well, i DID get laid last night.Heh. sik fucker that i am(or Niaeve) was seduced by this 18 year old... "Im Bored....wanna go back to you house and fuck?" (picture....me siting at Dennys drinking my post 9 pm decaff being queit and a lil gothqueenie walks up; i have NO IDEA who this chick is...and hear that...coffee chkoe, spray,out the nostrals....) Current Mood: devious Current Music: Cop Shoot Cop...surprise,surprise |
| Sunday, October 14th, 2001 | |
| 4:29 pm | dont need a weatherman to tell you which way the wind blows..... yeah.. it one of those days where you throw on either Bob Dylans Greatest hits or slap in the 3 song ep. by Bloodbath and CRANK "Breeding Death" while whipping some 19 year old into submission you have tied to the wall that youve picked up at the club the night before...opps,that one slipped...... but seeing as i didnt go down to Detroit last night.... its Bob Dylan and my otherwise pathtic life........ Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Bob Dylan..subterranian homesick blues |
| 4:13 pm | ............and what hits me the hardest when i take long walks this time of year..... is that horrible empty feeling............ like im missing out on something wonderful...... like being stuck out in the parking lot at Prom and watching your girlfriend dance with a stranger.... Like being locked out of a party..... like being dead and watching the world go on......... |
| 12:31 pm | So What? No..the war with the Arabs does affect me in anyway shape or form... I walk around with a War in my Head..24/7/52. Yah, im an Asshole.An Honest Asshole. I was in a really bad mood yesterday which was only topped off by hearing of Donna saying that we were once an "Item". Excuse me.....WHAT? No, we were NOT an item.I fucked her one time.(and it wasnt that good at ALL... like sticking my dick in a bucket of warm water... what the hell does she masterbate with.. a construction cone?) So I plan on confronting her tonight at the Coffee Studio and making her lok like a comlete ass in front of everyone. Shes the type that gets dumped, and goes around saying shes pregnant to get the guy back.She pulled that shit with me and iI dragged her down to a clinic for a test..an she was REAL hesitant about it....what a complete fuckhead. Me and Paul eneded up in Ann Arbor last night and all the U of M FratRats were EnMasse....the streets filled with Ab.&F; shirts, and baseball hats and young republicans... Of course as We walked by the Pig to see who was playing, a few Frat Boys sitting in the door way had to open their mouth....drunk;obnoxious.. and the guy that had the smartass mouth was sitting in the doorway of this antique store; at Boot level... with one swift kick, i managed to send 4 of his teeth to the pavement, and punch out his 2 buddys while Paul jumped on the other one..... 'Its Cool! Its Cool!...Mellow out! our friend is hurt.." "Maybe you should tell him to mind his FUCKING MANNERS" We walked away, and as we did, were accosted by campus security...the security guard tried to play Cop and i told him to Fuck off....TRY and detain me...They Cant By Law... We walked away mocking him, and went home.... ..............but I dreamed a beautiful dream...................... I was about to reach consciousness, and tried despartately to cling onto it, as if i could SOMEHOW bring this person into the realms of my existance... it was a dream so wonderful that I didnt want to wake up alone, and yet I did....to the sound of quiet Fall rains,and the inaudable sounds of the leaves changing color and falling.... I got up,ground up the coffee and sat down at the table and thought about that beautiful feeling I had while asleep.... and looked out the window to that tree out n the neighbors yard that i stare out at and get lost in thought of other times i sat on my counter looking out doing th same thing i was doing then....getting lost in thought.... then i snapped to my sences, and threw on the c.d.s I ordered last 2 weeks ago...The Definative Jazz Collection of Ken Burns...a whole box set dedicated to the greats...Monk.....Bird.....Coltrane..... I sat there in the greyness of this morning with the yeloows of the trees, and the greyness of the raining skys and listened to the Miles Davis Quintet doind 'Round Midnight...and it just fit the moment... It was Miles' greatest line-up....1952. Miles Davis..Trumpet. John Coltrane..Tenor Sax. Red Garland..Piano Paul Chambers....Bass Philly Joe Jones...drums... got ansy and threw my trenchraincoat over my leather and just walked.....Threw Coltrane in the Discman... 'Acknowlegement'(A Love Supreme) came on as I got to the I-275 Overpass, and i just sat on the embankment and watched the cars and thier lights in the still of the fall rain wondering....each car with each person and their own lives going somewhere, each car a different story and different life..... And it was a quiet beauty..... Current Mood: blah Current Music: NIN....Further Down the Spiral. |