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[09 Apr 2002|09:22pm]
1.Do you like having your picture taken? Not really
2.Have you ever done a photo shoot, professional or non? yes ma'am
3.If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go and why? the beach
4.Who would you take with you on this little adventure? all friends
5.What would you say is the most daring thing to do in a lifetime? Fall in love
6.Would you ever do that? yes sir if hes worth it
7.Have you ever done crossword puzzles? yea
8.Ever actually completed one? No
9.Pick up the closest book and write a sentence at random from it. 1001 Hint and tips for gardeners i am too lazy to open the book
10.Do the same with a lyric from either a cd or the radio. GEEZ im too LAZY!! back off
11.Have you ever tried to analyze your own dreams? Yes
12.Would you put up posters in your room? Yes.. i have some of ashton, and some random guy someone told me iwas going to marry,and some surfin ones
13.Can you sing? NOOOO!!!!
14.Do you ever sing to yourself while doing everyday tasks? all the time, ask ben
15.What's your favorite color of post-it note? pink
16.How many cassette tapes do you own? a couple recorded ones
17.How many cd's do you own? so frickin many
18.Ever bought a cd for just one song? allthe time
19.What would your perfect day consist of? no comment
20.Have you ever lied to get off the phone or out of talking to someone on line? yeah but not lately
21.Have you ever written a survey? No
22.How about a song? If so share it...yes and no
23.Or maybe a poem? If so share it or one of them: nope
24.Is your vcr flashing 12:00 all the time? inthe world of god, yes
25.Do you read your horoscope? when im that bored and its in my face
26.If so, do you base your day on it? has it ever been true? yeah...thats what i thought...
27.Would you rather chew gum or use mouthwash and why? Gum, mouthwash makes my tongue tingle weird
28.Do you floss? not on a regular basis, but i DO flossnfly,haha
29.Are you addicted to file-sharing programs like me? your mom
30.How many times a year about are you sick? im sick riht now,i would say about 3
31.Ever been in an airplane? Yes
32.If so where were you flying to? mostly to fl and canada
33.What radio station to you listen to most? 99x, and cds,and sometimes 100.5 when im in the mOOd
34.What color are your shoes? which ones?
35.Was fuzzy wuzzy a bear? dont be stupid...no
36.Do you know how to play dominos? oh yeah...im a pro
37.Or do you think I just mean pizza by that? you suck
38.Speaking of pizza, what's your favorite kind? Extra cheese,from mellow mushroom
39.What color are your eyes? green,actually sometimes they are diff colors,onegreen, one hazel
40.How many surveys have you filled out this lifetime? like 10
41.Describe your bedroom, include all details. alright yyou walk in and my bed is up against the back wall facing you, with a purple bedspread and white poles. there is canopy mosqitoe net over it,and flowers wrapped around the bedpost. to the right i have acloset full of junk, and next to that, mywalk-in closet withall my clothes, posters,etc. then further thanthat there is a little cubby hole with alittle table with abunch of picture frames and just cute little things on it. On the wall in the cubby hole are 2 huge boards with tons of pictures on them. On the other wall in the cubby hole is a mirror where you can hang jackets and stuff, and more pictures. thenthere is my surfing wall with pics, then the oppostite wall has a paintin of a beach that takes up the whole length of thewall. my nightstand is next to my bed and has a lamp and some incesnse on it. my tv is next to the door on a huge dresser with all my crap in it, along with my stereo. there is a futon-couch that fold out sitting back to back to my bed. and thats about it...
42.Name one person your life is made better by.: BEN!!
43.Would you or have you ever shaven your head? not yet
44.How about someone else's? ... YES!! ....
45.Can you do math with ease? most of the time
46.What size is your computer screen? Pretty big, I don't know the dimensions
47.If you could only talk to one person online who would that be? I can't talk to just one person ..i need more perspective
48.Name your favorite type of music and why: punk rock, it covers any occasion
49.Are you a vegetarian? No.
50.How about an aspiring actor/actress? Nope.
51.What famous person dead or alive would you interview if you had the chance? definately ashton kutcher
52.Which movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors? tommy boy, dude wheres my car, orange county, billy madison, you know, all the smart intellectual movies
53.Name your passions in life: Music
54.What's your least favorite time of day? between 6-9:47 am, its cool if u stay up till 5, but 6 is just crossing the line
55.Who's your favorite member in a band: singer, guiter, bass, drummer, and why? singer
56.Do you use hairspray or gel? naw
57.Describe your favorite meal: chick fil a #5 dr pepper, polynesian sauce
58.What color is the inside of your head when you close your eyes? light pink
59.Ever listen to classical music? me and hils used to
60.Have you ever said lol in real life without thinking about it? EW NO
61.Do you find you use internet language when writing notes irl? nope im not gay
62.What songs would be on your ideal cd? (unlimited) ... I don't have time for a two day survey.
63.Say one thing you've learned today: uh not to drink a coke AND a gatorade in 1st period because youll be peeing all day
64.What is the best present you've ever given someone else? Uh,... ????????
65.What is the best present someone else has ever given to you? life..i guess?
66.So hey, what's your full name? Jennifer Lynn Martin
67.Describe yourself while drunk: well 1st i get really talkative, and then i start slurring my words and drawing them out, and then i start falling everywhere, then i usally pass out for awhile, wake back up, walk somewhere as close as i can get to a bed, and then pass out for the night
68.How big are the windows in your house? Window size
69.Do you wear a watch? no point? "whats today...october"
70.What's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with someone else? who do you think you are?
71.What's the largest age difference between you and someone you've dated? ...3 years ((older...im not a rapist))
72.How many mirrors do you have? enough
73.Write one sentence stating what you want people to say about you after you've passed on: i dont really care
74.Have you ever sailed? Yes (hahahahaha ally)
75.How fast can you run? Not very fast I mean, if I'm "running", like I set out to do it. If you want me to sprint, I can go fast.
76.What do you believe in? God .. yes
77.How long does it take you to get ready to go out? My record for shower + dress was 15 minutes...
78.Do you shower daily? If not how often? oh geez...lets just say that i can have dreadlocks sometimes
79.What one thing would you change in your life if you had the power to do so? my family
80.Describe the ideal superpower and what you would do if you had it: read minds
81.Are candles romantic or a fire hazard? in my house...fire hazard,otherwards...romantic
82.Name something you've done in the last 24hrs no matter how big or small: got a job
83.Do you wear necklaces, bracelets, anklets, earrings. rings? all
84.What colors are you wearing right now? a pink bikini top and tye dye soffees, just got done layin out
85.How often do you change the sheets on your bed? the maids do it
86.Have you ever gotten lost? hey man ive gotten lost plenty...at the mall...at the parade...in the paddleboat...
87.What's on your computer desk? a buncha ,my moms crap
88.How many folders are on your desktop at the present moment? i cant count
89.When your talking do you ever use your hands to do quotation marks in the air when saying certain words? haha yea
90.Which landmark would you climb if you could? i dont climb
91.Do you own or have you read, or thought of reading any self-help books? haha naw
92.Ever seriously questioned your sanity? every day
93.Can you breakdance? No
94.What's in your fridge right now? Food...
95.How many people do you live with? 3 and my 2 pups
96.Have you or would you ever do anything more than kiss in a public area? depends what kind of public area
97.What is the strangest thing you've ever done? dude there is no ONE thin
98.Name an instrument you've never played but would like to: guitar
99.Have you ever been on tv or the radio? iwas in commercials when i was little and a couple other times, on a buildboard when i was 9, and in the newpaper last year
100.What is the worst thing anyone could ever do to you? ._. take my music and friends away
101.Are you a fast typer? yea
102.How high have you counted before getting bored? 600?? I was trying to go to sleep or something.
103.Describe how you sleep. flamingo stylejust like ben
104.Are you straight, bi, gay? I'm straight.
105.Do you ever do something else while on the computer? If so what? Yes, I listen to music, draw, eat,talk on thephone...
106.What is the most expensive item you own? soon to be my car
107.How about the least expensive? A lot of things.
108.What's your favorite card game to play? Crazy 8s
109.What do you do online? talk to people
110.Name some stores you've bought clothes in before: AHH
111.Have you ever read a book and not understood it? If so which one? Yeah, pretty much every bookive read
112.Have you ever watched a movie and not understood it? naw
113.Do people pick up your slang language more than you pick up theres? yea dog
114.Are you easily influenced by other people, or currant trends? no im not a hippie if thats what ur askin
115.What makes you unique in your own opinion? doyou know me?
116.Name your worst quality: i hide my emotions
117.Name your best: I guess that I listen to people ..
118.What would you like to do with your life? marine biographer
119.Do you blowdry your hair? naw
120.How many clocks are in your house? i told you i cant count
121.Are they all set on the same time? Probably not
122.Have you ever intentionally set a clock ahead or behind the actual time? yea
123.What do you think about when you first wake up in the morning? What kind the weather is or what time it is
124.Which browser do you use? whats a browser
??
125.Do you bite your nails? naw
126.Would you ever leave little notes to your gf/bf? yea
127.Ever been to a farm? Yup
128.Tell me about your dream last night: Didn't have one/don't remember
129.Ever seen a shooting star? Yes~ ^_^
130.Have you ever questioned your sexuality? naw
131.Do your days fly by or seem to last forever? schooldays are slow
132.Have you ever stayed in a fancy high class rich hotel?yea
133.Have you ever stayed in a rent-by-the-hour motel? yeah
134.What in your opinion is the best advertising slogan out there? "we give good head"...shampoo slogan
135.When they start sending rockets to the moon for us civilians, will you be on the list to go? No
136.How are you feeling right now? bored
137.Have you ever written anything on your skin? Yeah.
138.If so what? your mom
139.Which website do you frequent most often? this one
140.What color is most of your clothes? ggreen, blue, or black
141.Do you own any plants? No
142.Are things as bad as they seem? worse.
143.Descibe the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you: ??
144.Ever looked directly at the sun? Yes just did
145.Have you ever made a pin hole camera to watch the eclipse? No
146.What's your favorite cereal? depends
147.Who do you miss? ALLY, Hilary, todd, ben hes at the beach, shawn, and MAtt molen...rip
148.Name something you just can't forget no matter how hard you try: school tom.
149.Describe the worst fight you've ever been in whether physical or verbal: Uhh... I dunno. . .
150.Say something else about yourself you've never told anyone before: liek im gonna tell you...
151. Are you eating anything right now? If so what?: no

nine things you wear daily:
* Funky socks
* Shirt
* Underwear (sometimes hologramed)
* anklet
* Bra
* Necklace
* Pants
* Deoderant
* earrings


eight movies you'd watch over and over: (Read: 8 favorite movies)
* Dude Wheres my Car
* Tommy Boy
* Orange County
* Heart Breakers
* Billy Madison
* Lion King
* Home Videos
* dazed and confused
seven albums that matter: (Read: 7 albums you'd save if your house was on fire)
* All my mixes
* Bob Marley
* Sublime
* Sum 41
* Tim McGraw (a Place in the Sun)
* Good Charolette
* ORange cOUnty SOundtrack
six objects you touch every day:
* My clothes
* Baines
* My bed
* My stereo
* door Knob
* water
* soap

five things you do every day:
* pee
* Listen to music
* sneeze
* eat
* Think...er...wait..no


four bands/artists you couldn't live without:
* U2
* The Beatles
* Um... No.. Doubt? I don't know. :P
* My Little Lover


three of your favorite songs at this moment:

* No Doubt - Under Construction
* Natalie Imbruglia - Wrong Impression
* U2 - Falling at your Feet


two people that have influenced your life the most:
* Mom & Dad of course
* Jesus
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[08 Apr 2002|09:10pm]

What Flavour Are You? I am a subtle taste, like Pine.I am a subtle taste, like Pine.


I am a quiet, fresh taste, almost more of a scent than a flavour. You will be aware of me, but not quite remember me without being reminded. Not that I'm boring; on the contrary, I'm just a little outside the ordinary. What Flavour Are You?
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[08 Apr 2002|09:07pm]



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[08 Apr 2002|09:03pm]

Say it loud: "I'm a pork-infesting parasite and I'm proud!"

Find out what YOUR inner non-sequitur is!

quiz by A.V. Phibes

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[08 Apr 2002|09:00pm]
A - Age: 15 ._.
B - Best Quality: I dunno either... people always say i listen and funny and weird
C - Choice Of Meat: ???
D - Dream Date: on the beach
E - Exciting Adventure: too many
F - Favorite Food: chick fila
G - Greatest Accomplishment: not breaking the streak...thanks to ben..haha youre my anti-drug!
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: music midtown last year
K - Kool-Aid: XO ??
L - Love: is best when used generously :p
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: I dunno...
O - Outfit You Love: dont have one.
P - Pizza Toppings: cheese and pepperoni
Q - Question Asked To You The Most: wtf?
S - Sport To Watch: lacrosse
T - Television Show: That 70s show, Friends
U - Favorite Song: best friend by tim mcgraw
W - Winter: It's okay ^_^ kinda dreary
Y - Year Born: 1986
Z - Zodiac Sign: Gemini
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my life... [08 Apr 2002|08:52pm]
01. Fallen for your best friend?: not yet
02. Made out w/ JUST a friend?: yea
03. Been rejected?: haha yea in 6th grade
04. Been in love?: maybe
05. Been in lust?: of course
06. Used someone?: uh..nope
07. Been used?: yea...damn him
08. Cheated on someone?: not really...
09. Been cheated on?: UGH yea thanks for bringing it up again
10. Been kissed?: yes
11. Done something you regret?: oh yeah
Who was the last person...
12. You touched? no one
13. You talked to? baines
14. You hugged? someone at school
15. You instant messaged? jason!!!
16. You kissed? Todd
17. You had sex with? haha
18. You yelled at? sister
19. You laughed with? sister
21. Who broke your heart? no comment
Do you...
22. Colour your hair? yea im goth
23. Have tattoos? naw
24. Piercings? Do I piercings? 2 in each ear
25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? yeah
27. Own a webcam? yes sir
28. Ever get off the damn computer? haha yeah
29. Sprechen sie deutsche? Denke ich nicht so... er... no.
30. Habla espanol? No que s? de... I mean, no. :P
31. Quack? Quacky.. er.. let's just say no again. :B

Have you / do you...
32. Stolen anything? yeah
33. Smoke? yes
44. Schizophrenic? No
45. Obsessive? used to be
46. Compulsive? Not really
47. Obsessive compulsive? No? o_O
48. Panic? Yes
49. Anxiety? Yes
50. Depressed? actually yeah
51. Suicidal? actually yea
52. Obsessed with hate? No!!
53. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? wtf...no
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? what is this...a goth quiz??
55. If you could be anywhere, where would you want to be? the beach
56. Who would you be with? My friends.
57. What would you be doing? laying out and listening to sheffield crew
58. What are you listening to? dashboard confessionals...the one ben burnt me(;
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? not really
60. Chicken or fish? depends
62. Is ice cream the best thing in the world? No..
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[08 Apr 2002|08:51pm]

Yuoo ere-a zee Svedeesh Cheff!
Yuoo ere-a a guud cuuk, thuoogh yuoo cun't speek Ingleesh fery vell. Bork Bork Bork!

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haha [08 Apr 2002|08:46pm]


Which "Natural Wonder" are you?

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uh oh [08 Apr 2002|08:43pm]


You?re Michelle Branch! You?re the ?girl nextdoor? type of gal. You?ve got a down-to-earth feel about you, and you?re not afraid to be original. You?re still trying to find yourplace in life, but that doesn?t mean you?re not enjoying the trip. Rich and famous? Sure! But you?re not gonna let that go to your head. ;D

What Kind of Pop Princess Are You? Quiz by Jonah
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[30 Mar 2002|03:50pm]
this ones shorter na na na na
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hellOW [30 Mar 2002|03:49pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Surfer Girl by homegrown ]

yeah yeah I definately havenyt updated my journal in about a year so iwill try to remember to hit all the hot topics here. lets see me and beth got busted taking out the car and staying at her house while her parents were outta town so now were basically grounded for life. too cool...abnyways yea this is the shortest livejournal entry ever but i gotta go watch some "rainy day movies"
-jeniah

oh yeah i dyed my hair

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whorehouse [16 Feb 2002|10:50am]
[ mood | drained ]

I love how I got no sleep last night. gosh today is saturday and thankkkk god we dont have school on monday and then next friday is jordans party and saturday night is the band's concert so its looking like a pretty good weekend to me. Oh wait wasnt I supposed to go to the Moe. concert sometime net weekend? oh well. alright god i love hows theres nothing to say so im gonna hop on my jet ski like it was the drought of 1769.

-jbird

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hheyy [13 Feb 2002|09:45pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "rock show"by Blink182 ]

yo you negaro. yeah imhere so yeah i havent written in here for so frickin long..lets see...what has happened? anna's party and disciple now are the only twomajor things that stick out in my mind. annas party was fun as far as i know and disciple now was alright too. thats about all on thosetwo topics. ohyeah and i think me and beth are calling mary beth to take us somewhere this weekend so a big look-foward to that. anyways yeh im waiting for ben to get home from his "movie" but i dont know when thats gonna happen so since im bored im gonna hop on over to my bed. im out
-jbird

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"im so glad that its over cuz today has sucked" [31 Jan 2002|07:07pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Today has sucked by the orange county supertones ]

yeah today hasnt really sucked but i have that song stuck in my head from the orange county soundtrack. oh yeah, just for the record, my car is gonna kick jackie's car's ass! big time. it wont be able to walk for ATLEAST a week after the ass-kicking. Alright anyways down to business..geez i havent written in here forever..well maybe because nothings happened...ive seen orange county 3 times in 2 days...and uhhh thats about it. yeah dawwg. i talked to my brother today...turns out his mom loves me and im going up there to the cottage with him and alex! that was so much fun...anyways yeah so man nothings happenin...i was gonna go swimming in my pool today and do some laps but it got dark too quick and now its way too cold so oh well for that one. look at lincoln siging online. oh eyah i took out the car last week for 3 hours..that was fun. yeah so heres the agenda for the next two weeks:
friday: go to lunch with jordan and then going to annas?
saturday: beths coming over and we are going to my sisters birthday party at the mall
sunday: superbowl party
mon-fri-school
fri night-disciple now!
yeaaa dawg

yeah well anyways im gonna get outta here..check ya later
bens the coolest
-jbird

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"im so glad that its over cuz today has sucked" [31 Jan 2002|07:07pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Today has sucked by the orange county supertones ]

yeah today hasnt really sucked but i have that song stuck in my head from the orange county soundtrack. oh yeah, just for the record, my car is gonna kick jackie's car's ass! big time. it wont be able to walk for ATLEAST a week after the ass-kicking. Alright anyways down to business..geez i havent written in here forever..well maybe because nothings happened...ive seen orange county 3 times in 2 days...and uhhh thats about it. yeah dawwg. i talked to my brother today...turns out his mom loves me and im going up there to the cottage with him and alex! that was so much fun...anyways yeah so man nothings happenin...i was gonna go swimming in my pool today and do some laps but it got dark too quick and now its way too cold so oh well for that one. look at lincoln siging online. oh eyah i took out the car last week for 3 hours..that was fun. yeah so heres the agenda for the next two weeks:
friday: go to lunch with jordan and then going to annas?
saturday: beths coming over and we are going to my sisters birthday party at the mall
sunday: superbowl party
mon-fri-school
fri night-disciple now!
yeaaa dawg

yeah well anyways im gonna get outta here..check ya later
bens the coolest
-jbird

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my trip [21 Jan 2002|11:02am]
What's YOUR area code?, "THERE THEY ARE" Volcam & lime green, Mexican, "Wa'll....Ya'll", "we dont need any of THAT in here", the lobster story, oh would you like to come back to our place for some fuzzy navel? thanks 4 the cotton dont ever underestimate the power of the dynasty given."Hero" 25 cents sends a kid to 8 minutes of blind camp ZENO OZZIE DAVIS ROBBIE , tampon filled with oregano light zeno's eyelashes on fire MO DOT meditator mexican FRAN yea dawg STEVE...can you take a picture for us?"
the phone dialing whistling ROBBIE AND ARDITH too many brothers&sisters; hooking up...the hot dad, that cute kid, sleeping in the HAMMOCK Otter walrus shigedy shigedyshigedy shwag, "live in atlanta?" sean and john our 3rd cousins-west palm beach blue surf board
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i'm feelin a little punky [18 Jan 2002|09:36pm]
Yeah, this song is dedicated to every kid who ever got picked last in gym class (yeah, 1999)
This is for you
To every kid who never had a date to no school dance (2000 eternal)
This is for you
To everyone who's ever been called a freak (come with meeeee)
Here we, here we go
What? (y'all know what I'm talking about, y'all know what I'm saying)

Like the time in school when we got free lunch and the cool kids beat us up (reduced lunch!)
And the rich kids had convertibles and we had to ride the bus (fifty-five)
Like the time we made the baseball team, but they still laughed at us (we still suck)
Like the time that girl broke up with me cause I wasn't cool enough
Trick!

Things...
The little things they always hang around
The little things they try to break me down
The little things they just won't go away
The little things made me who I am today
You wanna hate me know
But I won't stop know, cause I can't stop now

What? Come on. Ungh.
Here we go

Like the time mom went to that institute cause she was breaking down (I just can't take it!)
Like the car we had that wouldn't start, we had to walk to get around (Can I get a ride?)
And that same year on Christmas Eve, Dad went to the store (uh, I'll see you guys later)
We checked his room, his things were gone
We didn't see him no more
Dick!

Things...
The little things they always hang around
The little things they try to break me down
The little things they just won't go away
The little things made me who I am today
You wanna hate me know
But I won't stop know, cause I can't stop now
It always seems those little things they take the biggest part of me...

And I know that those little things they make the biggest part of me break down
I'm breaking down
Break down
Gotta maintain
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"I put my trust in you.." [18 Jan 2002|09:23pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | In the End...Lincoln PArk ]

my excellent weekend is off to a shaky start...beth ended up goin on the retreat...get this one: grant actually acted like I was annoying him??????????"<~~~what?????? anyways...some other stuff happened...and oh yeah...just for the record...here's some more proof our school is a major stoner school: for the cheer for the guys varsity at the Pace game, they all went UNDER the bleacher stands and cheered....why????? thats a little on the weird side...went to the game...saw my whole teacher posse...geez mr bailey is so hot...stayed for an hour and a half...left when jackie nicole laurie india kim and ashley FINALLY came..oh well...and now im home again home again jiggity jig. I missed out on sayin bye to ben today...thats no good..some random girl came up to me today and goes "god i wish i could look like you...you're so gorgeous"...and here she is with perfect bouncy curls the exact color i want my hair...the world sucks...why cant you have what you want? i would pay anything to have her hair. thats a brain buster right there...anyways yeah so here i am...im gonna go watch clueless now so ill be back for more later

-bens the coolest even though HE LEFT ME
-jenni.."phebe"

geez the singer from lincoln park has the best voice



It starts with
one thing/i dontknow why
it doesnt even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind/i designed this rhyme
to explain in due time
All i know
time is a valuable thing
watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
its so unreal
didn't look out below
watch the time go right out the window
trying to hold on /but didnt even know
wasted it all just to
watch it go
i kept everything inside and even though i tried/it all fell apart
what it meant to me will evetually/ be a memory/of a time when

I tried so hard
and got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
it doesn't even matter

One thing/i don't know why
Doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind i designed this rhyme
To remind myself How
I tried so hard
in spite of the way you were mocking me
actin like i was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with/ me/I'm surprised
it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
you wouldn't even reconize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though i tried/it all fell apart
What it meant to me/will eventually/be a memory/of a time when i

Tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
It doesnt even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I put my trust in you
pushed as far as i can go
For all this
theres only one thing you should know
I put my trust in you
pushed as far as i can go
For all this
theres only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
i had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

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"A peaceful Lilly" [14 Jan 2002|11:12am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | im in the damn library ]

YEah so what is today? Monday..friday went to the game, saturday sat around all day and then went to Anna's, went to the dance...no one was there so we went to the gas station and media play in our dresses and then came back, stayed for about 10 minutes tops, went to the parking lot to change...saw all the senoirs cars' windows bashed in...haha, went to allisons to watch the band play for a little bit, Wes left anna without saying goodbye so she got pissed and we left, went to Stice's for about 10 minutes...nothin was goin on there yet...apparently later Kate punched Tate in the face because he threw up in her bathroom after smokin up in there..too bad I missed that one, then went home and annas mom told us to go get somethign to eat...so we went to wendys, got dinner, went back to allisons because wes called, hung out there for another hour and a half while anna and wes did who knows what...then went home, watched little nicky, and hit the sack...went home at 1030, burned some Cds, and then went to church. And thats my weekend. Looks like I have SOME grounding but not too bad...I want to go on the ski retreat this weekend but I'll have to see fi I can pull that one off...anyways I've got a weird club initiation to do..check ya later
ben is the COOLEST
-jbird

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our house...in the middle of the street [12 Jan 2002|09:42am]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | Our house ]

riight...so what is today? saturday...lets see on thursday it was hippie day and it was amazing...fri was spirit day...beth got hurt once again...3 other girls did too...the pep ralley was alright haha of course they put amazing jordan in front for the dance part and dude she did this flip that people were like "holy shit" the rest of the night about. she was great...after school went to anna's and got ready then over to jordans for like two seconds and her "skirt was in the dryer" so screw that we left..well actually anna dropped me off cuz she wanted to "go out to dinner" with allison...girls won but the guys lost by 4 points...not too shabby. Lanie sang the national anthem and I'm tellin you that girl is gonna get a record deal..her voice is incredible... turns out ashley's brother has bought her enough "supplies" for tomorrow night after the dance..im suprised noah wasnt there last night...of course cliff and tommy and austin and all them were...but no noah..im kind of disappointed..anyways homecoming queen and king were just as i thought..alley and alex...yesterday at the pep ralley the senoirs scratched our cd because they knew our kareokee dance would crush theirs...but i must admit i got chills when they did theirs..freaks me out that they will be gone in less that 4 months...oh well. Dude the gym was so frickin packed last night..i think more people were at our homecoming then at the walton one..you couldnt even move in the gym...and there were crowds of people outside too...i saw everyone i know and their mom...frickin huge man. overall it wasnt too bad...but lookin on the bad side..i woek up this morning while my family was at my sisters game and found my grades lyin out on the table...that means they mustve seen them...and they arent too great either...im hoping to be able to convince my mom that its homecoming weekend and i should be ungrounded...or else it looks like i will be sitting here doing nothing all day until next semester...ahhh..anyways if i can get outta grounding then i think im going to see ben tonight and not sure yet about tomorrow...anyways im out..bens the best
-jbird

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