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Must fight [Aug. 25th, 2004|11:08 am]
Must...fight...livejournal...fatigue...!

I spent most of my childhood thinking in those approximations of superhero-in-distress thought bubbles.  I just can’t muster the energy to comment intelligently on anything—hey, you’re lucky I’ve read anything at all this summer!  I started to write about Toni Morrison’s Love and only got about a paragraph into it.  Until I come up with something better to talk about, I offer for your delectation the beginning of that piece.  In the meantime, I’d like to make this journal look more, I don’t know, futuristic.  Stay tuned; the August recess will end.  See what I read next!  See if I abandon my novel!  See how I cope with not going back to school!  See me make travel plans!  See:

Thoughts on the Beginning of Toni Morrison’s Love )
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Keep those motherfuckers away from me! [Aug. 5th, 2004|01:25 pm]
I was looking around diepunyhumans just a minute ago and found Rudy Rucker's Transrealist Manifesto (that's a pdf file).  It was kind of like when someone with a rare disease meets someone else with the same disease and learns that he or she is not alone!  So that's what I'm doing, writing a transrealist novel!  In my head, I've been thinking of it as Well, someone contracted Virginia Woolf or maybe Michael Ondaatje to write a novel about military-industrial mind experiments in the context of a near-future energy-resource war, but transrealist sounds much better and means roughly the same thing.  There are things to quibble with in Rucker's piece, but in general it makes me feel better about myself.

Also, remember how I linked an article about how the president's off his fucking nut?  Apparently, that website is legitimate and they're reporting that the president continues to be off his fucking nut.  The nation's and the world's problems being systemic and so far beyond the mental state or lack thereof of any one person, I bring this to your attention more as a bit of a laugh than anything else.
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ABC 2 [Jul. 31st, 2004|12:26 am]
American politics:

Convention bounce?  I can't hardly wait.  It's hard, amid all the glitter and balloons and the sense that we--whoever we are--are probably going to win this thing, to sit back and draw a breath and realize that it's not going to matter, that militaristic imperialism with better hair is still militaristic imperialism, that we were probably better off with a snarling aggressor and his fuck-off puppet master--their teeth bared--than with a smiling optimist and his faux-charming toyboy with knives in their coats.  Throw Plato and Aristotle on the fire the day we need the kindling; line your doorway with Hobbes and Locke; hoard your valuables in a box cut into a volume of Marx.  There is only one political philosophy worth learning and it's an old song that's not even very good anyway: Meet the new boss...

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Books:

Spent the evening rather dazedly reading the first 30 or so pages of Gravity's Rainbow.  I wonder if I'll finish.  I'm terrible at finishing books, mainly because I just don't care what happens at the end.  I might finish this one just to see if he can really go on like this, at this density of language, for 800 pages.  Joyce was this dense, but didn't generally write such long sentences, nor did he necessarily strive for intelligibility as Pynchon does: the sentences can't all be beheld in all their meaning on first glance, but they unfold easily enough if you tug at them.  I'm not feeling a grave need for annotations.  The nearest stylistic analogues would seem to be Melville and especially Dickens, but they slowed down in places.  I'm seriously wondering how long he can go on like this.  The '60s must have been a hell of a time.

Then there's the inevitable difficulty of reading such an ur-text on its own terms.  Pynchon is better writer, line-for-line than any of his successors, but his successors crowd my perceptions.  I hear DeLillo and Alan Moore, the opening paragraph of The Corrections and the closing paragraph of Paradise, and, most eerily of all, I hear myself.  It really seems too long.  I can't imagine I'll finish it.

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Comics:

Based on my appreciation of Kabuki: The Alchemy #1 or whatever the hell it's called, I bought and read the first collection, Circle of Blood.  David Mack is my new favorite person ever.  I mean, really.  The story he's telling may be less sophisticated (whatever that means) than what we're used to praising and unpeeling (or praising because we can unpeel it in predictable ways--I indict chiefly myself here), but when someone forces the medium to yield up new modes, to represent subjectivity in different ways, to make the story have both architecture and rhythm, form in space and time, to prove that of all the static arts, comics is the one that most aspires to music, well then, it just makes the whole rest of the scene, from the alternative wing to the mainstream wing, look dead.  Dave Cooper and Daniel Clowes?  Peter Milligan and Grant Morrison?  When I look at this, I just think they're not trying hard enough.  I would put this in the same class as The Adventures of Luther Arkwright and Cages.

Oh, and there's ass-kicking enough for everybody.

.........

Ugh, I hate the tone of this post.  It sounds mean.  But what the hell, I don't mean to be mean. 
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No hope [Jul. 29th, 2004|11:20 pm]
That was a good speech, as speeches go.  I especially appreciated the part where he didn't talk about destroying people.

Notice tonight's mantra was Help is on the way.  Think they read my livejournal?
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Succour? I don't even know her [Jul. 29th, 2004|12:18 am]
Perhaps it's just me, but isn't Hope is on the way meaningless?

I realize the fun of the sentence is its riff on Bush/Cheney's 2000 proclamation that Help is on the way, but shouldn't it actually communicate something intelligible, stand up to scrutiny?  I don't mean to nit-pick like this...oh wait, yes I do.

Hope is a suspended condition; you don't know exactly what's coming, but you can find it in yourself to believe that it will be good.  If Hope is on the way, then precisely this suspended condition in which we don't know what the future will hold--though it may hold good things--will follow the election of Kerry/Edwards.  This can't consciously be what they mean to communicate by this sentence.  They probably mean that aid or assistance or succour is on the way, in which case hope should already have arrived.  As it stands, if Hope is on the way, then really nothing at all is coming--which seems like a fair enough assessment of the situation--and these folks are just talking out their asses.

We will destroy you, however, is clear enough.  I thought for a moment that a small boyish Viking was at the podium.

(Awesome) God help us.
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ABC [Jul. 28th, 2004|12:22 pm]
American Politics:

Okay, I know American politics is not worthy of intelligent discussion, but who says there's intelligent discussion here?  Can I just dissent on Barack Obama?  I mean, it was a stirring speech, no question, but it was the same canned crap we always hear and can get from anyone else, though perhaps not so forcefully expressed.  We are one America?  False.  (And not even desirable.)  There is perhaps one befuddled and basically stupid middle class (to which I belong and thus can despise), addressee of the media, a chain of soccer moms and silent dads snoring and worrying from coast to coast to the sounds of the same TV shows, but other than that, I'd say it's primordial chaos out there across the former republic, and that chaos is the only thing between us and quite serious trouble.  Also, what awesome god?  Give me a fucking break and speak for yourself.  I'm sure Obama will be president someday--if he can overcome the name--and I'm sure I'll even vote for him; and we might even thrill to a rare feel for language in politics with some justification; but let's not swoon overmuch at the mountebank's feet.  I've often thought that one glory of this country was not that anyone could become president, but that the vast majority of people don't want to be president.  The audacity of hope?  Ah, but we're only allowed to be so audacious and only allowed to hope for certain things.  In the meantime, if we need anything, we need a tongue-lashing, not a blow job.

On the other hand, I'm belatedly becoming a fan of Teresa--and I mean belatedly: I've lived all my life in Pittsburgh so I've been hearing nasty things about Teresa since before I was old enough to think.  It's not what she says that moves me.  Part of her charm is that she's an unlistenable speechifier.  No, I like her because she's the landlord's daughter in Spider-Man 2, in the wrong movie at probably the wrong time and trying to seduce someone in love with a more telegenic personage; and also the best part of the show, mainly because it's the part you haven't seen a thousand times before.  She doesn't fit the sanitized picture they're trying to paint of one America and she seems incapable of making herself fit.  She always seems to bestow her smile on another dimension, looking around half smug and half puzzled, like she doesn't know exactly where the hell she is but trusts herself too much to be wary.  The evolution of my appreciation began when I became charmed by the fact that I didn't really like her.  I don't have to like her.  She's thankfully unfit for public life.

Someday someone will say to me that I don't really want the Democrats, the liberals, the left to win.  That may be true.  Authority is a disease.

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Books:

I mentioned Pound's ABC of Reading in the survey last night.  Any other fans of this book?  Is it even allowed?  I first heard of it maybe a year and a half ago or more on the now-defunct livejournal of a girl you might remember named Alyna and then, within a matter of days, I saw it used and cheap in a bookstore so I bought it.  I've read it a few times in the last year or so and it always re-sensitizes me to just how hard writing well is and how little it involves big words and big ideas.  There are so many exciting and lively passages, from the discussion of the inherently abstract tendencies of Western languages to the assertion that Chaucer had a deeper and broader sense of life than Shakespeare to always fun put-downs like the possibly sad-but-true From an examination of Walt made twelve years ago the present writer carried away the impression that there are thirty well-written pages of Whitman; he is now unable to find them.  Talk about fascism worries!  Still, there's something about exacting formalism that's a welcome tonic to all our vague abstractions and broad meta-meta-narratives.  But I suppose exacting formalism entails a certain sense of the authoritative; oh well, I contradict myself?  Very well, then...

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Comics:

If you like really, really good broad meta-meta-narratives...

For anyone who missed it, you must read Geoff Klock's new essay X-Men, Emerson, Gnosticism.  Klock does justice to the sheer unpleasantness of gnosticism, something too often glossed over in so many breathless accounts of everyone's favorite heresy.  Not to kiss the guy's ass or anything, but Klock is a superb critic, whether you agree with him or not.  He creates a narrative of interpretation that's actually page-turning, a rare feat.  Also, you should buy his excellent and audacious (but not terribly hopeful) book, How to Read Superhero Comics and Why; I did and I wasn't sorry.

Now there's some good karma put out in advance of the probably long-off days when I may be promoting a book in this dirty capitalist system, the end of which is just too audacious to be hoped for...
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Awesome [Jul. 27th, 2004|11:19 pm]
Bored.  American politics is not worthy of intelligent discussion.  I'm reading The Odyssey again.  You know, it's really, really good?  I think it's all about sex from back to front.  The book from back to front, not sex from back to front, though I'm only on book X.  [info]springheel_jack took this survey from some shady website; he called it some stupid goddamn survey and it sure is, but I took it anyway. I urge all of you to take it!

celebrity crush?Alexis Bledel
say something randomWhen rosy-fingered dawn awoke...
what color are you wearing?White and blue
favorite place to eat-outeh
beverage of choiceWater
favorite piece of clothingThere's a green button-down shirt I like
cutest animalCow
future petCat
dream hair colorBlack
what do you really want NOWOh, all sorts of things
top five moviesJesus.  Um, well today I would say Citizen Kane (it was on the other night!), Breathless, Mulholland Drive, Gangs of New York and a wild card entry for the many many movies I've never seen, though maybe the spot should go to Andrei Rublev, which was agony to watch but which does linger mightily in the memory
skipping or frollicking?Frollicking
can you do a handstand?No
what about a pullupI haven't tried in a while
do you have a secret desire to be a ballerina?Nope
latest good newsBlue moon on Saturday
name a pet peeve and a good thing Pet peeve: money / Good thing: love
dumbest thing you have heard of recently"In the blue states we worship an awesome god!" (Barack Obama)
favorite conditioner (i hafta research this)Please
showers or baths?Depends on my mood
your feet are...Always in black socks
favorite finger foodI don't know, raisins.  Wasabi peas.  Green olives with pimentos in them, though I eat them with a spoon.
where in the world would you go?Anywhere but here
what's your opinion on giraffes?They have weird alien faces
favorite disney movieBeauty and the Beast
latest obsessionGods and goddesses; pre-modern literature; dedicated prose craftsmanship borne of too much looking into Pound's ABC of Reading; writing by hand
last conversation you hadOne in which I said, "And then he said, 'In the blue states we worship an awesome god!'"
is IKEA exciting for youFunny you should ask, I was flipping through the catalogue not four hours ago thinking that I liked the lamps but that the chairs didn't look so sturdy
which stores do poeple need to drag you out ofBook stores
character crush from a book or cartoonMy foremost book crush remains Anne Elliot from Austen's Persuasion

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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What connexion can there be? [Jul. 23rd, 2004|04:09 pm]
Dave Fiore writes in my response to my last post to essentially agree with me that we have returned to a state of what he calls a position of Socratic skepticism

It's interesting to remember how Socrates got Platonized and turned from the freewheeling skeptic of the Apology into the myth-wielding fascist intellectual of the Republic.  Leaving aside a Marxist instinct to examine the historical and material contingencies that lead Plato to this shift and focusing just on the story plane itself, do we not see a meaningful story emerging?  A society puts to death the playful skeptic precisely because such people--people who claim to know and to profess nothing--are all too susceptible to becoming people will believe anything, including that there are only three kinds of people fit to do three kinds of things and that they must be kept to those things with all means of physical and pyschological coercion available.  Now this is reductive, I know, and I don't want to get too deep in Plato/Socrates because I'm no expert and it's been a few years since I read some of this stuff, but a question emerges in this story I'm telling about how we respond to people whose playfulness is such that everything is up for grabs, people who claim that there's nothing to see.  Don't you eventually have to account for just who and what and where you believe you are?

Alan Moore, a very funny, very playful writer, believes you do.  In his defense, I will note that he always speaks of the need for a personal worldview that does not come from anyone or anything other than the self and its needs.  Here's an extract from his interview in Egomania #2 with Eddie Campbell:

Basically, the word religion comes from root word religare, like ligature or ligament, and refers to 'being bound together in one belief'.  This religion isn't even necessarily spiritual, and by the above definition Marxism, Republicanism, belief in superstring theory, the Golden Dawn or the Campaign for Real Ale are all religions.  To me, and I must stress this is probably just me, this feels kind of wrong.  I feel that it's better for each living entity to come to terms with its unique and personal universe of information in its own way.


But how does this square with his avowed desire to refresh our myths?  I haven't read Voice of the Fire in full since I was sixteen and too callow to understand a word of it, but I have browsed through it, including the last autobiographical chapter, in the intervening years between then and now and I was occasionally struck by the scariness of this passage:

The Dreamtime of each town or city is an essence that precedes the form.  The web of joke, remembrance and story is a vital infrastructure on which the solid and material plane is standing.  A town of pure idea, erected only in the mind's eye of the population, yet this is our only true foundation.  Let the vision fade or starve or fall into decay and the real bricks and mortar crumble swiftly after, this the cold abiding lesson of these fifteen years; the Iron Virgin's [i.e., Thatcher's] legacy.  Only restory the songline and the fabric of the world shall mend about it.


I really wish Moore had found more felicitous terms in which to express himself here.  This looks like Platonism of an extreme kind, untempered by any Socratic skepticism (which can certainly be salubrious in many cases).  The rest of the chapter, if not the rest of the novel, does make clear that Moore feels Northampton's essence to inhere in part in a kind of anarcho-socialism in which everyone looks out for each other and takes care of themselves and the community unburdened by any oppressive structures, a kind of standard left-anarchism for which I personally have nothing but sympathy as a political value system.  But what is this essence that precedes the form, this pure vision of the community that must be maintained?  Can Dave Fiore be right?  Can one of my very favorite writers be inherently authoritarian??  (A separate speculation may be in order as to why people who read comic books are seemingly so much more worried about manifestations of fascism than other people.)

Well, let's back up before this turns into a proxy debate wherein two fanboys stand in for Moore and Morrison to fight out their low-key cold war of a feud.  Let's focus on a different British writer of connectivity, a favorite Dave and I both share, Mr. Charles Dickens.  Now Dickens was presented to me in school as a kind of Victorian Pynchon or DeLillo, writing of the politics and perils (and metaphysics) of connectedness in urban capitalist modernity.  Here is a pertinent extract, then, from Bleak House.  Lady Dedlock has just come from her house in town, where she and her husband Sir Leicester stay when they visit London from their home in Lincolnshire; curiously--this is early in the novel--the scene shifts from Lady Dedlock to the unspeakably poor street-sweeper Jo, whom we have last seen at an inquest into the mysterious death of a law-writer.  Dickens's voluble narrator wonders:

What connexion can there be, between the place in Lincolnshire, the house in town, the Mercury in powder [the messenger/attendant at the Dedlock household], and the whereabout of Jo the outlaw with the broom, who had that distant ray of light upon him when he swept the churchyard step?  What connexion can there have been between many people in the innumerable histories of this world, who, from opposite sides of great gulfs, have, nevertheless, been very curiously brought together!


This passage will undoubtedly remind Moore's readers of the memorable sequence in chapter five of From Hell which alternates between the scratchy pen-lines and grotesque misery of Polly Nichols's morning with the gentle, opulent, inkwashed morning of Gull.  Dickens's point and Moore's is, quite simply: Yes, there is a connection between these disparate people; there are connections between them that ensure that one suffers while the other does not, and also connections of irresistible attraction, that brings one into the orbit of the other because desire and love know no material boundaries, and finally connections of social and physical disease wherein the dire circumstances in which one lives comes to infect the other who lives well just a ghost may visit its murderer.  In other words, Moore and Dickens come together with a little rudimentary dialectical materialism to demonstrate how the denial of connection between all members of a society, between information about what goes on in the underworld and information about what goes in the world of fashion, is really just the denial that allows the cycle of separation and oppression to continue.  In this case, drawing lines between the dots is not an authoritarian act but an anti-authoritarian one, one that unmasks our own complicity in the violence visited upon people cordoned off in ghettoes to be poor out of our sight.  Making the connections is an act that forcibly reminds us that we are able to do something to change this, that we all have a primary responsibilty to each other to do better.

That's my little proof that joining up the dots can be a progressive, radical, anti-authoritarian act, but where does this leave us with the dream-time of each town and city that must not be interfered with?  Note Moore's use of foundation: the essence that precedes the form is our foundation, not the structure itself.  Moreover, this essence is a web of joke, remembrance and story, thus a spontaneous series of connections arising from the populace; a bottom-up essentialism, if you will.  Moore's talking about being disconnected from our history, from where we are and where we came from.  This is not because our history consists of a pleasant past that we ought to be sorry to leave, but because our history tells us where we are and lets us make an informed decision about where to go.  Myths are like stars you can navigate by.  Those who come in and tear up our myths, cynical politicians like Thatcher and Reagan who utter platitudes and nonsense that have nothing to do with the material circumstances in which people live and the ideas they knowlingly or unknowingly live by, destroy not only the past but the future and leave a present where there is no history and so no analysis, no analysis and so no meaning, no meaning and so no value, no value and so only what the market will bear.  The point is not to save the sheep from their lack of understanding, but to remind everyone--including, I should think, oneself--that they are not in fact sheep.

In closing, I'll give Moore at his interview-giving best, from the Comic Book Artist interview:

We are not exactly innocent.  We are ignorant.  The world--by which I don't mean the planet, don't mean the ecosphere, don't mean the people on the planet; I mean the world--is a construct we have built out of our minds.  Everything in this room, everything that we are wearing, everything that we can see that is not organic is something that has come out of a human mind at some point.  The ideas of houses, of plots, of carpets; everything has come out of a human mind.  We live inside our own mind.  The world that we put around us, our economic system, our political system, our philosophical systems, it's all stupid harmful bullshit we have made up.  We made it up because we felt we had to.  We needed some system so we put on together as best we could.  We didn't do a bad job considering how we're just a little above monkeys and we don't have a clue as to what we're doing.  Look at the world and look where these systems have got us.  Look at the Taliban blowing up those Buddhist statues.  Look at all of the violence every country in the world is inflicting on other countries.  It's hate.  This is not right.


If we could overcome our ignorance--if we could interpret the complexity of the world we've made--we could make a better world.  And he does say we.  Thus concludes my apology for Alan Moore, which is really long considering that it's my day off and I ought to be writing a novel. 
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Solvae et coagula [Jul. 22nd, 2004|12:36 pm]
Imagine my surprise upon going to Salon.com this morning and finding the lead story to be an assertion that no less a personage than Alan Moore belongs in the company of Melville and Joyce and is, in fact, our greatest living writer.  My thoughts were twofold: 1. vindicated at long last!; and 2. it must be a slow news day.

Actually, it's not a slow news day.  I've got the makers of our era's answer to the Warren Report on my television just now, which is mildly more interesting and important than knowing what article of undergarment got which document stuffed into it.  But really, this is meaningless.  Just as five words sum up the simple truth that blows the Warren Commission's lies out of the water (Back, and to the left), so too do we need only two words--two words Michael Moore couldn't be bothered to put in his movie--to explain what we can't explain about that damnable day in September: stand down

8:43 a.m.: The FAA notifies NORAD that United Airlines Flight 175 has been hijacked. NORAD has officially admitted that the FAA told them about the hijacking of United Airlines Flight 175 at 8:43. So, now NORAD knows about two hijackings--and American Airlines Flight 11 has been barreling down on New York City since turning south at 8:26, and is just 3 minutes away from impacting the WTC. What does NORAD do with this new information? Do they immediately scramble the 102nd Fighter Wing of the Otis Air National Guard Base in Falmouth, Massachusetts? Again, no they don't, they sit on this most vital information of now two hijacked airliners. Stand Down.


I mean, I came out of the closet over a year ago as a full-on theorist of conspiracy about 9/11, but really, I don't see how anyone considering the facts of the day could not become aware that something was going on that had more to do with just box-cutters.

But this connects to something in the Moore interview at Salon that resonates with me.  Moore says:

Connection is very useful; intelligence does not depend on the amount of neurons we have in our brains, it depends on the amount of connections they can make between them. So this suggests that having a multitude of information stored somewhere in your memory is not necessarily a great deal of use; you need to be able to connect this information into some sort of usable palette. I think my work tries to achieve that. It's a reflection of the immense complexity of the times we're living in. I think that complexity is one of the major issues of the 20th and 21st centuries. If you look at our environmental and political problems, what is underlying each is simply the increased complexity of our times. We have much more information, and therefore we are much more complex as individuals and as a society. And that complexity is mounting because our levels of information are mounting.


I was thinking about something like this the other day, but I came to a different conclusion.  With the astounding proliferation of information around, we have essentially looped back to where we started from, i.e., with very little information that we don't really know how to interpret.  Consider the sheer amount of worldviews available to us: we could be Marxists, feminists, Buddhists, occultists, libertarians, cognitivists, Reform Jews, Wiccans, etc., etc.  Which doesn't even account for the variations in those worldviews themselves: what kind of feminists should we be, or Marxists, or occultists?  There are variations within variations, a network extending to infinity in all directions.  This is complexity so extreme it reduces to simplicity just as a lot of little pen-lines crossed will look at a distance like a black mark.  We don't know anything.

Partially, this is Moore's point.  He talks about constructing coherence out of the seeming chaos, of the need to develop a personal worldview.  His own work is invested in doing this on a place-specific basis based, apparently, on the magical principle of as above, so below.  Thus he notes in other interviews that his novel Voice of the Fire demonstrates that his hometown of Northampton is in fact the center of the universe and that, if that's true, everyone else's hometowns must also be the center of the universe.  The history of an individual place contains the history of the universe.  This is sane and true; and for putting forth these ideas, Moore has finally come to receive the praise and attention I've always felt he deserved.

But what do we do in the meantime?  Your hometown may be the center of the universe, but a bomb could well travel a long way just to go through your window.  If one can ignore the mountain of dead and maimed for just a moment, global politics has descended into a bad farce.  The information about Iran's role in funding terrorism and manipulating U.S. intelligence toward an Iraq war is available, but how many know it?  Do we really know more?  Are we really more complex as individuals?  Or does the constant influx of information force us to wall ourselves off, to compartmentalize like the hulls of ships, so water doesn't invade the entire structure and sink it? 

Still and all, I know that I don't know why I even pay attention to politics anymore; I find the news about as relevant to the complexity of what's going on as I found I Love the '90s relevant to the decade I lived through.  But among my best memories of that decade are my first experiences of reading Alan Moore's books, so maybe Salon was right to make that the most important thing, even if only for a day. 

These sudden violent surges, tidal movements in Northampton's undermind, that blossom into gory actuality at the least provocation, hidden forces that exist beneath the surface, underneath the paved veneer of waking thought and rationality.  The town is like a mind expressed in concrete, its subconcious buried deep in lower reaches where the fears and dreams accumulate.  This underworld is literal, though occult: webs of tunnels lace the earth below the settlement, burrows that wind back to its earliest days.  The major churches are believed to be connected in this way, with rumours of a passage running underneath the river to the abbey out at Delapre.
--Voice of the Fire
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We don't talk about love [Jul. 17th, 2004|10:39 pm]
I've currently been looking at the end of the century, the approach of the millennium, the 1990s, the fin de siecle. Now the last time that we had a siecle that had a fin was the 1890s. A comparison between the decades is pretty depressing. They had Purcell, we have Noel Gallagher. They had Oscar Wilde, we have Martin Amis. They had the Symbolists and Pre-Raphaelites and Art Nouveau, we have David Hockney's pictures of his daschunds. I'm sure they're lovely dogs, Dave, but Jesus Christ...
--Alan Moore, interview with Andy Diggle (1996)

I do so wish I had something intelligent to say to you, but, alas, I've been sitting here mildly transfixed by I Love the '90s because once you've talked to about a thousand motherfucking idiots on the phone all week, you just can't face Shakespeare or anything else for that matter.

Now this is depressing television. I mean, Bob Dole and Dennis Rodman and Noel Gallagher are not cultural history, they were my life. When I hear the opening strains of Who Will Save Your Soul? I become filled with an epiphany: think of Gabriel Conroy's soul swooning slightly. Jewel was general all over America.


I'm safe here. There are unthinkable dangers swirling in the shadows outside my window, but they're my protection. They're my shield against the dangers I don't understand.
--Kurt Busiek, Astro City Vol. 1, #4 (1995)

Mostly, I regard VHI's ironic commentary as the veritable scourge of the earth. It's an existential shock to see Michael Bolton and Liz Phair and the dude from Anthrax and The Snapple Lady and Carlton from Fresh Prince suddenly all speaking the same nihilistic meta-language as if their individual personalities had been so much pretense. It's like peeping through the keyhole at the archons of earth while they rip off their flesh-suits and reveal themselves as shiny segmented insects who click and gibber away in their practically subsonic language. Oh, let me return to the pleroma! It seemed so like life at the time, but it was just another accursed decade!



I wish I had a bottle
Right here in my dirty face to wear the scars
To show from where I came

--Manic Street Preachers, A Design for Life (1996)

Well, TV can't take my memories away. I'll always have that interminable summer of 1993 when I watched MTV all day and went to the pool all the time and waited with unbearable excitement each week for my Superman subscription to come in the mail, to see how the hell Reign of the Supermen would turn out; and I'll always have the pleasant sixth grade memory of Mrs. Moritz falling down the concrete steps in front of the church, no more than the old witch deserved; and I'll always have the completion of my first script for a long graphic novel at the age of 14, never drawn by my old friend Dan; and how truly glamorous to me was the long-gone occult shop (The Eye of Horus) on Carson St.; and that inevitably awkward first kiss while the Bluetones CD was playing; and the inevitable break-up which lead me to listen to The Cure a lot and read some Poe; and my father saying, Well, they called her Princess Di, what the hell did they expect her to do?; and the discovery of Shakespeare; and the long dismal day off school in coldest winter that I spent reading most of Lord of the Flies in one sitting, pausing only for coverage of the Lewinsky scandal; and the first job at the dirty Foodland on McNeilly Rd. where I bagged groceries with a funny kid named Mike who would compete with me for who could do the best impression of David from Real World Seattle (Youah killin me, Kee-rah!); and the excited entry in my idea journal about how I would write a comic book about a man who lived through all of human history, followed by the shorter entries in which I catalogued with disgust my inability to find any good information on ancient Sumeria; and the moments during the endless physics tests when I would throw down my pencil and stare out the window in protest of the impossibility of it all; and how every Friday in 11th grade I would reject the week's boring jeans and t-shirts in a spirit of amateur-glam misrule and wear all black and borrow glitter from the Goth girls to put on my face; and that sunlit weekend I spent reading The Great Gatsby in sheer awe; and how goddamn cold it always was in the new cafeterias they put in the high school right at the end of the decade; and, hey, I never even read Proust or ate a madeleine. But I reserve the right to my own damn decade.


Peace.
--Don DeLillo, Underworld (1997)
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Get your bets in early [Jul. 5th, 2004|12:31 pm]
It's coming soon. Insiders claim it's Gephardt, everyone's clamoring for Edwards, he played football with Vilsack, those in the know whisper about dark horses. Let's make rash predictions and feel foolish in the morning!

Poll #316730 vp
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Who's it going to be then?

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Edwards
14 (87.5%) 14 (87.5%)

Gephardt
1 (6.2%) 1 (6.2%)

Vilsack
1 (6.2%) 1 (6.2%)

Nunn
1 (6.2%) 1 (6.2%)

Biden
0 (0.0%) 0 (0.0%)

Other
1 (6.2%) 1 (6.2%)

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Spider-Man 2 [Jul. 4th, 2004|07:33 am]
I'm not really sure whether or not I like it better than the first. The first was a pleasantly unhealthy affair, roiling with half-concealed sexual anxiety. A lot of critics pointed out the evocative resonance of Peter's web-spurts, but I wonder if most people didn't register at the conscious level that the famous upside-down kiss occurs after Spider-Man rescues Mary Jane from what is supposed to be a robbery but is actually staged like an attempted gang rape, or that the Green Goblin's glider spears him in the crotch at the end. I don't care to be overly literal with a psychoanalytical explanation about super-powers here representing a fantasy of sexual omnipotence which legitimate one's own desire for the object of rape and one's displaced desire to castrate and kill a substitute false father (Norman Osborn) while canceling the guilt incurred by actually having wished for the death that took the false father that really exercises one's unconscious vitriol (Uncle Ben), but, well, something was going on with that movie because it had an emotional impact rather out of proportion to any actual aesthetic qualities it possessed.

This movie has its own share of sex trouble: Doctor Octopus, after all, straps four all-powerful, all-competent phalli--with vulvic claws, no less--to himself in an effort to harness the power of godlike creation. He loses himself in a place of mental and sexual solipsism the minute he binds his body to the self-sustaining, hermaphroditic force of the arms; they are this movie's evocation of power as sexual omnipotence and the licensing of unspeakable desires. Otto's wife goes by the board and his dream of helping mankind as well once the arms take over, once the body's will is extended far beyond the capacities of the body. The dual sexual associations of the arms--both phallic and vulvic images--thankfully unmoor this vision of super-fascism from a schematic view of male sexuality as alone willful and tending toward dominance (Alfred Molina has said in an interview that he found at least one of the arms to be feminine). It's the most cogent and inventive argument against super-powers as inherently corrupting forces that I've seen in a while, performed brilliantly--and somewhat seductively--in the symphony of violence that occurs when Otto dispatches the doctors who try to cut the arms off.

This chimes thematically with the other main plot in which Peter learns the extent to which his own powers will not guarantee him anything like the enjoyment of what he wants. This is carried off comically in the planetarium scene where every item of food and drink Peter reaches for is snatched away from him--along with Mary Jane. The hollowness of the power fantasy is here exposed when we see how the person of conscience, the person for whom the body's desires cannot take over because the person remains bound tightly in a network of social and emotional ties that he cannot consciously break, will be helpless to do anything with the powers but view them as palpable reminders of social duty. In other words, if the moral sense remains wedded to the intellect--as it does not with Otto Octavius--then the powers actually goad that moral sense to suppress unconstrained desires even more fully. Spider-Man's powers do not evoke sexual solipsism; to put it crudely, he can only spurt his juices which require a social context of responsibility and intersubjectivity to take seed. This is why his flight from relationships make him impotent--i.e., unable to exercise his powers; he has taken the opposite route of Octavius, having retreated into not a hedonistic solipsism, but an ascetic one, and his powers fail him because he senses that they have no point without a relational context. The other side of this is that the relational cannot simply return with the dismissal of the powers; getting rid of his powers does not bring him renewed friendship with Harry or blossoming love with Mary Jane. The moral cosmos of the text demands that he make the most difficult choice: to be a fully integrated person who resists the urge to use his powers for anything but good works but who cannot simply ignore them in order to attain humbler, socially sanctioned desires like love and family.

This is related to two strange scenes in the movie, one bad and one good. The bad one is chronologically later than the good one, but I'll take it up first: it's when Spider-Man, after having rather implausibly saved a train full of people, is carried aloft and maskless by the crowd and laid at their feet while they both adore him and marvel that he just looks like one of them. (At this point, a girl in the theater giggled, It's Jesus!) The use of the religious iconography is absurd but does have a point, considering that the Spider-Man story reverses the myth of Christ: Peter Parker becomes not man, but god for our sakes, and the effect is markedly different: Peter's meekness suggests to the crowd that the meek will inherit the earth, yes, but not before becoming something more than meek. The passion of Spider-Man does not humanize him but rather deifies us. This is why they return his mask to him so reverently; it's a guarantor of their own potential. In adoring him with its rather cloying gaze, the crowd patently adores itself, as evidenced by its spontaneous burst of courage when it tries to defend Spider-Man from Doctor Octopus, to defend a vision of itself empowered as a noble god from a probably more accurate vision of itself empowered as a mere devil of excess. In this scene, much the least successful in the film, I would say fundamentally humane and democratic values are asserted. But, as per usual, they're clumsier and rather less fun to assert than the tyranny of Doctor Octopus.

But there's another strange scene in the film, one I can't believe wasn't edited out. In this scene, when Peter is still trying not to be Spider-Man but after he has found that he can't win the love of Mary Jane by simply ditching the powers, his landlord's daughter--who plainly has a crush on him--comes to his door. She first barges in, then awkwardly apologizes for not knocking, then closes the door and knocks. It's sweet but charmingly strange, like the girl herself, tall and gangly, beautiful in a way that might not be suggested by a one-by-one consideration of her features. And she offers Peter a piece of chocolate cake. And he takes it. They seem to eat it in silence and then the scene abruptly ends. (A prejudice in favor of novelistic sensibility tells me this moment was Michael Chabon's gift to the film.)

I've been thinking of ways to interpret this moment, so out of place, and to interpret my own reaction, which was to wish Peter would just forget about Mary Jane and form a relationship with this girl. She's assertive but respectful of boundaries, as Mary Jane is, but she does it with more flair. She's Mary Jane's foil in many ways: beautiful but not beautiful enough (in the world of the film in which M.J. is a poster-girl) to sell perfume by putting forth her face and body as objects. She smiles, rather than looking worried and fretful all the time. She offers a piece of chocolate cake, but not the whole thing. She is at once the film's ethos and the blind-spot in its ethos: the optimal citizen of Spider-Man's liberal polity in which a hero lives in all of us, yes, but not one who can't take care of herself, who always needs saving, and not one who offers the illusion of love as mere rescue, as mere normalcy, foundation and solidification of status quo.

Ah yes, heroes in all of us: Aunt May's treacly speech is, like much of the discourse of old people, harsh, morally accurate in large part and mostly irrelevant to the complexity of subjective experience. The landlord's daughter--does she even have a name?--is that hero, but also that complexity, a complexity too much mainstream culture, of which this film is a part, disdains in favor of platitudes when it cannot offer a more felt, genuine specimen of the alternative to the super-villain's omnipotent pleasures. A piece of chocolate cake: it's wonderful, but as much as we need. And a little interesting company to eat it in.
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Be intrusive [Jun. 29th, 2004|09:30 am]
I kind of like this meme (stolen from [info]springheel_jack) so go for it.

This is the problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I'm going to rectify it. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.
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This was a country that would pursue justice as the compass pursues the pole [Jun. 25th, 2004|09:43 am]
I'm off for a weekend trip to the verdant wilds of mid-Pennsylvania to visit my darling. While I'm gone, you ought to readAl Gore's latest speech while weeping and gnashing your teeth at the thought that this man might have been president, this man who can discourse so eloquently on the effective end of the Roman republic and the importance of the pursuit of justice all while telling the Bush administration to, in the preternaturally eloquent words of Mr. Gore's successor, fuck off.
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Read this if you dare [Jun. 21st, 2004|01:32 pm]
I saw a French film called Jeux d'enfants (the official English title, unfortunately, is Love Me If You Dare) and it picked me up and spun me around, frankly. It's about a boy named Julien whose beloved mother dies of cancer and who finds himself engrossed in a game of dares with his best friend Sofie, the class pariah because of her Polish ancestry. They dare each other to do various dangerous things, like curse out the teacher, piss in the principal's office, etc. A particularly marvelous scene occurs under a table at a wedding when they play a game of show-me-yours-and-I'll show-you-mine: when Sofie pulls up her dress and Julien says, Is that all? I can't see anything, Sofie gives the ultimate rejoinder to theorists of penis envy: Girls are smarter than boys. In childhood, Sofie very much led their dance of daring and desire, but when they grow up, it's her who's more serious, more committed to living a good life and more devoted to the feckless Julien than he is to her. But the game continues: she wears her bra on the outside of her shirt to a math exam, he fucks a stupid classmate of hers with cool earrings just so he can get the earrings, give them to Sofie and she can kick them into a floor-drain and say, Now she has nothing. In their twenties, Sofie is the more vulnerable one and is hurt when Julien's father, who tells Julien that it's Sofie and her dares or him (the father) and a good, responsible life, rebuffs her and can't quite bring himself to confess his love. Complications ensue: they marry other people, she dares him not to see her for ten years, etc. etc. Wonders abound: a kiss on top of a stopped car, the passage of four years on a park bench and four hours at a fountain, a botched wedding, a near-miss train fatality. You really have to see this movie.

But the scene I love is toward the end. Outside a hospital in the rain, with Julien's wife and Sofie's husband looking on, they walk toward each other smiling mischeivously, the whole crazy world to each other, and Julien sings a botched version of the film's recurring song, Ma vie en rose. It's erotic, beautiful; also cruel. What do we owe the husband and wife? The film sides with the lovers, sides with Julien's fanciful mother for whom cancer is no real obstacle to sharing in the fantasy world of her child: teachers, principals, wives, husbands, Julien's father can go to hell because life is not life without the mutual and escalating game of dares, without the careering temptations of fate and death, the risks of pissing everyone else off. Pissing is at issue here: Julien pisses on the principal's office, on authority and discipline. Yet he and Sofie practice their own form of discipline, a rigorous game of following through on the dangers they dare each other to brave.

But the dares begin to get in the way. At one point, she tells him that she needs him to say he loves her so she knows it's not a dare. At another moment, he as much as dares her to love him only to cruelly rescind what looks live an open invitation. Cruelty is no small part of the film, but neither is joy; both are related. And when they decide to play the game most fully, to love each other at last, Julien's wife and Sofie's husband can't matter at that moment in the rain. They have to find their own love, their own dares, their own game and a system of rigor that will raise them too in a higher possibility of existence, their own vie en rose.

I've been trained to hunt silences in texts. I've been trained to listen for the subsonic sighs and groans of the oppressed whose bent backs hunched over the construction of networks of textual order and beauty that have come to us here on the shore of the present, floating like white foam on an black ocean of pain. I've been told that every document of civilization is a document of barbarism. I have considered that life is inherently exploitative, that happiness is parasitic upon pain, that politics is a system for the regulation and distribution among a populace of physical suffering. I've thought that art must at least attempt to denounce this suffering, to counteract it by imagining the sufferers and by putting forth love as the highest value. I have believed that life is cruel, so art must not be.

The comics blogosphere has considered the question of whether or not the idea of super-heroes is inherently fascistic (there's a roundup here) and I have asked myself that question as well. I've come to the conclusion that heroic stories are only acceptable if they affirm what Alan Moore wrote in Promethea: We are all heroes in our souls. What is art for? What will we lose if we say that we can't be shown people who dare the limits of the systems we live in?

Sofie and Julien in the rain, smiling and crying, with their spouses heartbroken, looking on, the embodiments of the silence in the text. The film, whatever its implicit critiques of Sofie and Julien, is rigged with rhythm and color and music to prevent us from siding with the spouses unless we can brave the expression of ressentiment bare-faced (and maybe to do so would be exemplary). We're with the lovers or against them; to be against them would be a slander against rhythm, color and music itself.

My long-standing position is this: people who hate oppression, violence and coercive authority cannot dismiss whole bodies of art, entire genres, entire systems of production as not conducive to what we might call the wished-for revolution of love. If we can't find progressive meaning in Jeux d'enfants and Superman, in Arthurian romance and Homeric epic, then we have no choice but to cloister ourselves with political tracts. Heroes in fiction exist to model behavior for us. We seek models of behavior because we aren't fully autonomous agents. Moreover, the models cannot be read literally: in real life, Sofie's husband and Julien's wife are in terrible agony at their betrayal, at the loss of trust and love. But the film dares us to be Sofie and Julien, to feel the thrill, to feel the fun, to accept any consequence and the wreck of any regulatory system to feel love. Surely, this cannot be a question merely of cruelty and fascism. Surely there is value for denouncers of war and authoritarianism in the destruction of regulatory systems and the pursuit of love at the cost of a society that runs only with the lubricant of its members boredom, indifference to the pain of others and the suppression of their own desires.

There is much to be criticized in Sofie and Julien: their selfishness, their obliviousness to everyone else. A recurring visual motif in the film is Sofie and/or Julien blocking traffic, preventing others from going where they need to be. But the film wants us to love their love. I suggest that we can do that without sacrificing our beliefs. I suggest we can identify with Superman without indulging in fantasies of power and dominance. I hope we can have art that jabs our consciences and endangers our belief systems no matter how righteous they may be.

No one is exempt from cruelty: I have, in the rain, been Sofie's husband and I have been Julien too. It's a fence most people get to see both sides of. If art doesn't show us how we feel love, how we exercise power--if art doesn't show us the consequences when we do--then that will be left to politics; it will be the province of authority itself. Art takes place almost entirely in our heads. It means about half of what it means and about half of what we want or need it to mean. It's not a virus that enters our bodies--or, if it is, it's one we have plenty of defenses against.

Jeux d'enfants: the title needn't be a judgment. Who, really, could claim to be an adult? There are no adults in art and the only losers are the ones who don't see that they, the audience members, are playing too. Authority wouldn't exist if everyone had it. In art everyone does--which is what I mean when I say there are no authors. The beautiful words, when they come, give the lie to selfishness, they belong to everyone, even Sofie's husband and Julien's wife: Je t'aime.
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Too much war [Jun. 16th, 2004|10:34 am]
I've always wondered what it would be like to edit a historical document for publication and here one has fallen into my My Documents folder.

What follows is one of two firsthand accounts of a World War II D-Day and subsequent prisoner of war experience from my great uncle Joe Marcucci. This is a transcript--I'm not sure whose--of a handwritten recollection from 1978 sent to the Veteran's Administration to upgrade his status.

Joe died a grueling death in 1990 of lung cancer. I have only dim recollections of an exceedingly eccentric and crotchety old man. He played the guitar and the harmonica, went to church and lived in a large house that was a shambles. He gardened passionately: a modernist gardener, he grafted plum and peach trees, pear and apple trees, so that two fruits would grow on one tree, and also employed a quasi-Reichian method of creating boxes topped with chicken wire to harvest energy for his cabbages. My father recalls Joe prowling around the yard of the house I grew up in at a party; later, he said, he found potato plants coming up at random points in the yard. Fiction writers being collectors of persons, I have always planned to fictionalize him.

I once asked why Uncle Joe never married and was told that, as someone who had a harrowing experience in the war, came back disinterested in the American dream. He used to say that if he had known where he was going at the start of the war, he would have evaded the draft. It would have been nice to hear him laugh at Greatest Generation sentimentality. For his tombstone, my grandmother ordered the words Too Much War.

I hope no one finds this exploitative or even political. I present it only as a wonderfully well-written evocation of days that most of us will hopefully never live through. As such, it seems appropriate for Bloomsday.

Here follows his account:

Then I said in German, War is hell! )
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Mainly a question about reading failure [Jun. 11th, 2004|11:50 pm]
Well, our long national nightmare is over! Maybe I can raise some funds tomorrow! (Anybody catch Patti's weird New-Agey speech? It was sweetly out of place, a little oasis of the '60s in the grim martial proceedings.)
.............

Anyway, I've been bad at telling you what I've been reading, haven't I? Middlemarch, unfortunately, hasn't quite panned out, but I wouldn't be surprised if I finished it by August. I did manage to read Neuromancer, which was wonderful--and a nice immunization against actually believing that the '80s was a lovely decade. Nevertheless, I fear I don't have anything terribly intelligent to say about it (which isn't to suggest that there aren't intelligent things to say, just that I'm not intelligent enough to think of any). Then, intrigued by Neuromancer's noirish qualities, I gave The Maltese Falcon a try, and decided it just wasn't for me, at least not now. At the moment, I'm reading Egil's Saga out of a big collection of Icelandic sagas and tales, which I practically never knew existed until recently. I really like it. Anybody else out there read and enjoy Icelandic sagas?

As you can see, I give up on books. If I'm not feeling a book and nobody's making me read it, then I just assume either 1.) it's not all that good; or 2.) I am in some way not ready for it yet. Then I put it down with a minimum of fuss and pick something else up; it's not like I'll ever run out of books to read. So here's a question for you designed to demystify reading, because I sometimes look at people with a wide literary breadth and think how did they ever get through that?:

What books can't you/haven't you finish(ed) to your embarrassment and shame?

I'll start:

Besides Middlemarch, there are three books that haunt me:

--Inferno: got halfway through three times, and the last time I even started to fall in love with it a little, but I could just never work up the momentum.

--Crime and Punishment: started it a week before my junior year of college and didn't make it in time: still, after two years, only 50 pages to go.

--One Hundred Years of Solitude: Marquez has an unctuous, look-at-me-I'm-being-marvelous tone that makes me not believe a word he's saying (maybe this is not so in Spanish); every time I try to read this book, I'm okay with the first sentence, I'm okay with the second sentence and then I hit that part about the world being so recent that it was necessary to point at things to indicate them and I just go, Nah, that's not true at all, that's bullshit and you know it.

Okay, your turn. Let's be a happy community of literary failures!
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Rage [Jun. 9th, 2004|11:27 pm]
That's it!! I tried to be jocular, I tried to be thoughtful, but this is really the last nail in the fucking horse-drawn coffin!

Let me tell you about my job: I do telefundraising for a company that is contracted by left-leaning non-profits; so I call people and ask them to donate to Habitat for Humanity, or Defenders of Wildlife, or The Nation magazine, etc. This is not as bad as it sounds because there aren't that many hours, it's possible with commission to make over $12.00 an hour; and, when it's going badly, you can always at least tell yourself that you're doing good work and it makes it all slightly better.

But tonight, I couldn't work for half of my shift. Nobody could. Why? you ask. I quote from the paper passed out in the office:

Today, due to Ronald Reagan's passing, our clients ask that we withhold calling during 6-7:30 PM. All breaks will be taken between 7:30-8:00.


What is this, the fucking Super-Bowl?? What's the logic here? That the man didn't believe in helping people so it would be highly disrespectful to try to help anyone in any way while he's processing through the streets like Lincoln's corpse at taxpayer's expense?? This is disgusting! It's grotesque! The veneration of the national corpse would be disgusting and grotesque even if the corpse had not, when it was warm, unleashed so much pain and hatred upon the world.

Not only this, but when I set to work at 8:00, several people that we called yelled at my colleagues and me for calling at such a time! I am filled, filled! with rage. I could spit, I could scream, I could shit in his moldering skull!!

Okay, sorry you had to hear that but I had to say it. Thank you and good night.
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Bendis/Maleev / Nixon/Reagan [Jun. 8th, 2004|02:55 pm]
This post is in two unrelated parts. The first part is a commentary on some comic books. If you don't care about that, the second part is a general rumination on cultural memory in light of recent events. Hope you all find something to enjoy.

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Last train out [Jun. 8th, 2004|12:05 am]
I have nothing intelligent to say on this subject, but I wanted to note that Oprah has picked Anna Karenina--specifically the Pevear/Volokhonsky translation, which does read like something written yesterday--for her book club, though she herself has not read it yet. Maybe this could be trendsetting. I expect to see suburbanites nationwide take to mowing hay with sickles. Did Our Dead King single-handedly break the Russians for this? Shameful. Ill-timed. Treasonous.

Oh, and, whatever you do, don't spoil the ending for anyone.
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