Thursday, November 7th, 2002
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4:26 pm - HA HA HA HA....
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Sports fans are a special breed. I don't mean "special" as in "admirable" or "interesting" or even "remarkable." I mean special as in completely frickin' retarded!
current mood:  amused
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(~Paint Me A Dream~)
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4:23 pm - I'm Not Ready!
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Joe's comming over so I can see him before I leave. He's comming with me to see the play tonight ^_^ I don't want to go to look at colleges :P I just want to stay home in my nice house with my bed and MY STUFF! RAWR! O well...I'm gonna miss Joe the most out of anything...I love him more then anything and I hate being away from him let alone being REALLY far away....Well He'll be here soon...love you all byeeeeeee!
current mood:  rushed
current music: Dixi Chicks ~ Landslide
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(~Paint Me A Dream~)
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Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
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8:21 pm - I Can't Help It...
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4:34 pm
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3:57 pm - "Why Is It That Out Of All The People In The World, Only One Can Make Me Complete?"
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Hey...What's up? Nothing much here just got home not too long ago. I had to do some laundry and stuff. Today was pretty boring. I didn't participate in school much. I tried to bury myself in my book all day and to keep my mind from thinking. I didn't want to be at school, I just wanted to be with Joe wrapped up in a big blanket and sleeping. It seems that when I try my hardest to push the thought of him out of my mind, he finds some way in. I miss him terribly and I feel as though my other half is gone. How can it be that you love so much but then hurt so much at the same time because you can't be apart from them? I don't understand it. I guess that love is funny that way. He's everything to me....and more. He saved me from myself and the lonliness that often consumed me. I believe love like this is rare, and I'm so happy that I get to experience it. What would I do without him? He's an angel...
current mood:  lonely
current music: BJork ~ Aeroplane
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(~Paint Me A Dream~)
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Monday, November 4th, 2002
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6:30 pm - Your My Hope...Your My Light n_n
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Hi everyone ^_~ *wink!* What's up? Nothing much here just talking to people. Today was alright I suppose...really boring. Not much really happened so there isn't much to tell you. I really miss Joe today though *sniff* It's not fair! :( I think I will be seeing him tomorow though, so that's good. I have to study for Algerbra tonight, take a shower, talk to Joe FOREVER, and find a baby picture for the yearbook. Well I'm gonna go. I love you soooooo much and have an awesome night ^_~
current mood: chipper
current music: Blink 182....AGAIN!
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(~Paint Me A Dream~)
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Sunday, November 3rd, 2002
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7:42 pm - Look At My New Icons ^_^
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Hey everyone, I just got home from Joe's. My parents were stupid and wouldn't let me stay longer :P I was soooooo worn out after I cleaned the house today...but my mom said I did a really awsome job so I'm hoping she gives me lotz of money ha ha :D I went over to Joe's around 4:30 or something. We sat around and talked the whole time, which I would much rather do that then watch a movie. I love him so much, he's so great. I can't even begin to tell you how much he means to me n_n We sat around and took pictures with his digital camera then he gave me his I-Zone camera cuz he said that he never uses it and I said that I REALLY wanted one :D YAY! It's soooooooo kewl! I'm gonna use it all the time. THANKZ ::HUGS JOE:: I really can't believe that it's been one year since I met him...geez it's all so crazy! I better get going cuz I still have stuff to do to get ready for school tomorrow.....ick! Well goodnight eveyone and I LOVE you!
current mood:  loved
current music: Blink 182
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(5 Dreams | ~Paint Me A Dream~)
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4:09 pm - ~*The Painted Angel*~
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"Hello Little Angel, I see that you have been doing well"
~*It's seems as though I have found some light, but there is still something holding me back*~
"What's that?"
~*Living in a world that doesn't understand.......*~
current mood:  disappointed
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(~Paint Me A Dream~)
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10:26 am
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10:09 am - ÷°÷·.·÷°÷· ÷¤÷ ÷°÷·.·÷°÷·.·÷°÷· ÷¤÷ ÷°÷·.·÷°÷·.·÷°÷
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Hey everyone ^_~ Sorry that I haven't updated, I haven't had time and I have been really lazy. Halloween was really fun ^_^ Angie, Joe, and I went to see the Ring (AWESOME SCARY MOVIE!!!!) then came back here to make cookies and decorate them. We then carved a pumpkin and then my mom kicked us out. I went to sleep around eleven or something. The next day I was sooooo tired that I wore pajamas to school I felt icky all day in them but o well. I went over to Joe's later on that night and we hung out. We went to see Jackass with Angie and Jenny, Amy, Amanda, Cortney, Kelly, Sam, Elaine, Matt, Steve, and JD were there too so we sat with them, which made the movie even more funny cuz Jenny and Amy laugh over EVERYTHING ha ha. Yesterday was AWESOME! Joe and I took Maddy roller skating for some birthday party. It was sooooooo much fun. Joe and I helped Maddy around the rink until she was good on her own. She did great! ^_^ I'm proud of her. Joe and I played Air Hocky and of course he beat me EVERY time >_< lol it was really fun though, a few times we got a little too excited about the game and the thing that you hit back and fourth flew off the table and one time Joe let go of his peice and it flew off and hit some little girl ha ha ha ha ha it was funny...don't worry she didn't get hurt. We won tickets for Maddy and got her some stuff. We were there from 2:30 to 5 we took her home and talked to Amy a bit then went back home. I called Angie and we decided to meet her to go to Mary's party. We went over there for a bit. The one girl there kept hitting on Joe...... GRRRRR ::eyes glow red:: RAWR! We stayed there for a bit and ate DIRT CAKE then left. I went over to Joe's for a bit and watched Spiderman and talked. I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! AHHHH! Well today I have to clean the house once my parents leave the area lol. They are going really slow too....ERRRRRR! I want to get this DONE! I hate cleaning the house. They should be gone soon...I hope. I really hope that I get to see Joe today cuz guess what! It's our one year of meeting!!!!!!!! :D AHHHHH! I can't believe it's been a year already. It all went by so fast. I feel like I went to Mary's party a week ago (ha ha I almost said yesterday and I thought OOPS I did go to Mary's party yesterday! >_<) It's crazy. Who would have thought how my life is a year ago. It's great though and I wouldn't trade what I have with him for the world. I love him more then anything and I know that there is no way around that. Well I'm gonna go. I love you all so much and I hope you all have a great sunday ^_^ BYEEEEEEEEE! ::waves::
current mood:  lazy
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(~Paint Me A Dream~)
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Wednesday, October 30th, 2002
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5:19 pm - I Need CHAPSTICK!!!!
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Tuesday, October 29th, 2002
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9:40 pm
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You're wind! You are a very kind and sympathetic person. Whoever DOESN'T like you has a mental disorder, because you are a loving and caring gentle soul.
What element are you?
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(~Paint Me A Dream~)
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9:26 pm - I LOVE YOU! *RAWR!*
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Hey everyone ::waves:: ^_^ What's up? Nothing much here, just got done with all of my college stuff and I'm sending it all out tomorrow. Today was awesome. Well school sucked but you know ::shrugs:: I picked up Joe after school and we came over to my house. We watched a program on haunted lighthouses then ate dinner. After that we went to the store and bought a pumpkin, cookie stuff, Halloween colored sprinkles, and some more Halloween stuff. I can't wait until Thurs. Angie, Joe, and I are going to see the Ring. Joe and I, I know for sure are gonna dress up when we go to the movies. Then we are gonna decorate cookies and carve the pumpkin. We are then gonna read scary stories, so that will be fun :D Friday I guess I'm going to Joe's band practice and bringing my keyboard along then after we are going with Angie, Krystal, and Heather to go see Jackass. Then Saturday is gonna be fun cuz Joe and I are taking Maddy to a birthday party at the roller skating rink!!!! :D YAY! lol I can't wait! ::dances:: Maddy is such a cutey. I start dance tomarrow again ^_^ yes! I'm thinking about trying out for winter Poms, it would be fun, but I don't know if I would be able to do it or even fit into that catergory ::shrugs:: who knows lol I have time to decide. I do have dance lessons so that will help me out a little. Well I'm gonna go, I love you all so much and I hope you all had a awesome day ^_~ BYE!!!
current mood:  bouncy
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(~Paint Me A Dream~)
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7:00 am - EXACTLY! LOL ^_^
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Monday, October 28th, 2002
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7:22 pm - Joe I Love You So Much:
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"It's Oh So Quiet" ~ BJork
it's. oh. so quiet
it'a oh. so still
you're all alone
and so peaceful until...
you fall in love
zing boom
the sky up above
zing boom
is caving in
wow bam
you've never been so nuts about a guy
you wanna laugh you wanna cry
you cross your heart and hope to die
'til it's over and then
it's nice and quiet
but soon again
starts another big riot
you blow a fuse
zing boom
the devil cuts loose
zing boom
so what's the use
wow bam
of falling in love
it's. oh. so quiet
it's. oh. so still
you're all alone
and so peaceful until...
you ring the bell
bim bam
you shout and you yell
hi ho ho
you broke the spell
gee. this is swell you almost have a fit
this guy is "gorge" and i got hit
there's no mistake this is it
'til it's over and then
it's nice and quiet
but soon again
starts another big riot
you blow a fuse
zing boom
the devil cuts loose
zing boom
so what's the use
wow bam
of falling in love
the sky caves in
the devil cuts loose
you blow blow blow blow blow your fuse
when you've fallen in love
ssshhhhhh...
current mood:  hopeful
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(~Paint Me A Dream~)
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4:53 pm
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4:40 pm - "I Sent It Off In A Letter...I Need Something Better"
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There's isn't much to say about today...not much happened. I feel really icky and tired. I just want to find some sort of release. I wish I could sleep forever and never wake up. I hurt and I wish I could tell people that. I wish I wasn't dumb and could tell people sometimes how I feel...but then I'm always the bad one. I don't want to be the one that ruins everyones fun. I don't know, I'm being selfish!...well I feel like it. It seems like I always have a crappy Halloween...it's almost as bad as Valentines day. It just seems like I always get ditched >_< But Angie and I might go see The Ring though cuz we both have nothing to do. I don't know though cuz I might go to guitar then come home and do Algerbra extra credit....sounds like some fun, I can hardly contain myself... >_<; I don't know, I'm just being dumb...god I hate myself sometimes, I'm such a freak! Well I'm gonna go take a shower then do college stuff to keep myself busy and not thinking. I love you all and sorry for being down. BYE!
current mood: disappointed
current music: The Wallflowers ~ Bleeders
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(~Paint Me A Dream~)
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Sunday, October 27th, 2002
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4:32 pm
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3:16 pm
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3:15 pm
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"Aeroplane" ~ BJork
"i can not live
peacefully without you
for even a moment
l miss you terribly
when you're away
he's away
this ain't right
i'm alone
i'm taking an aeroplane
across the world
to follow my heart
how come
out if all the people in the world
only one
can make me complete
one word on the phone
makes me happy
but one touch directly
makes me ecstatic
he's away
this ain't rigth
i'm alone
i'm taking an aeroplane
across the world
to follow my heart"
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(~Paint Me A Dream~)
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mellow
excited
