last post...for now? i need to step away...add lyrical
...more than you want to know of me.

writing tends to drain me after a period of time...and i lose the interest to do so...which is where i am right now...most bi-polars are more apt to write as i have in down cycles, but i find the words flow easier when up...now i am down..the words are drained...

know me
understand me
love me
want me
need me

don't use me

like me
laugh with me
cry with me
kiss me
fuck me

don't abuse me

be with me
spend time with me
have fun with me
talk to me
hold me

don't leave me

cry to me
open up to me
take care of me
comfort me
sleep with me

don't lie to me

edited:
And no more shall we part
It will no longer be necessary
And no more will I say, dear heart
I am alone and she has left me

And no more shall we part
The contracts are drawn up, the ring is locked upon the finger
And never again will my letters start
Sadly, or in the depths of winter

And no more shall we part
All the hatchets have been buried now
And all of birds will sing to your
beautiful heart
Upon the bough

And no more shall we part
Your chain of command has been silenced now
And all of those birds would've sung to your beautiful heart
Anyhow

Lord, stay by me
Don't go down
I will never be free
If I'm not free now

Lord, stay by me
Don't go down
I never was free
What are you talking about?

For no more shall we part
And no more shall we part
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beware what lies below this is a piece of me, my life...i'm not sure it is really for any of you to read...it is for me...

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another lyrical post
not as agressive but one of my favorite bands of all time
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more random thoughts and Robert's Daily Haiku
dream a little dream
close your eyes and rest in peace
never will you wake

r.geistlinger 060503


and more random thoughts:

sick and twisted
turn inside
scraping
needle prick
pindrop
miniscule
thought of something
just forgot



random thoughts
see ya later
said you
said me
said they
said we
who? what?
why?
i dont know
dont care either
see you then?
maybe
scared
fear
hope



just a lyrical post
this song has been a mainstay in my life even before i lived it...even now when i am not living it...i feel this song....and always will i guess...
do not click if you are offended by harsh lyrics

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random thoughts
genuine emotion
not shown; hidden
kept in shadows
fuck because you can
die because you can too
hide emotion
feel it anyway
die inside
born again; sunlight
trainwreck
miss you
want you
hold you
fuck you
its cold
hot now
sappy
cheesy
kiss me



Robert's Daily Haiku
not the man i was
not the man you think i am
nothing to you now

r.geistlinger 060403


this is a print copy of the audio entried version ;)



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goodnight
good night JS



this or that tuesday
didnt do any of these last week so...

1. Cats or dogs?  
depends...dogs most of the time
2. Butterflies or birds?
birdies
3. Horses or cows?
where's the beef?
4. Turtles or snakes?
i'm afraid of snakes
5. Frogs or grasshoppers?
you will learn grasshopper
6. Lions or tigers?
white tigers
7. Elephants or mice?
mousey..cept that annoying one here in florida...
8. Porcupines or aardvarks?
neither...
9. Unicorns or dragons?
dragons
10. Thought-provoking question of the week: You live in a rather dumpy apartment. A friend offers you a chance to be a roommate at a new place s/he is moving into, but they don't allow pets. You have a pet. Do you find your pet a new home and take the new place, or do you keep your pet and stay put?
is putting the pet to sleep and having the local taxidermist do his thing an option? how long have i had this pet? you leave alot open for me to be able to answer this...



Robert's Daily Haiku times 2
ok this entry is both today's and a makeup for yesterday

leaving tomorrow
what was i to expect then
what were you thinking

r.geistlinger 060303


tuesday morning light
filters through a silk curtain
falls upon my face

r.geistlinger 060303

there you guys and gals go :)~



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skipping class in germany
BERLIN (Reuters) - Two German teenagers have laid waste to a school, wrecking 25 classrooms with hammers and killing the janitor's fish with a fire extinguisher.

The boys, 14 and 17, caused one million euros ($1.2 million) of damage by smashing up furniture and ripping out water pipes to flood the school in the Bavarian town of Fuerth, police said Friday.

They also set fire to the adjacent kindergarten. Amid the chaos, the pair emptied a fire extinguisher's contents into the tank of the luckless fish.

The boys said they embarked on the three-and-a-half-hour orgy of violence because it was fun, police said.

The younger boy said he also hoped that by wrecking the school, he would get out of having to attend. Both of them now face a spell in a young offenders' institution instead.


damn we never got this creative...we just skipped....

kids will be kids i guess...though i think this may be a bit extreme...though creative

on a far less related note i have an almond from my cafe au lait almond crush pocky stuck in one of my teeth driving me nuts! (hehe didn't mean that pun honest) i know jaded is jealous ;)~



hear my little girl sing
hear it HERE

edit: now with fewer typos!

edit: yet another way to prove mrsoller's theories of my JS world domination... hehe



woot dylan!
woot tiro for getting audio blogs to list as journal entries...if i wasn't so broke i'd send that man some money...damnit!



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