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12/24/2001 - 2:04PM - mojofilter |
music - Artist - Track 2
hehe, I'm going all psychiatrist in Lauren teehee StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 10:49AMN subject:and it's always, you and me, always and forever - deadkisses |
mood - grateful music - [ Stabbing Westward ] So Far Away
Comments from this entry
Katrina : well, i have been absolutely in love- the kind of love you and david once shared, and have agonized over boys in unrequited love for literally years before i got over it.. but these two things, were never shared with the same person.
i can only imagine how agonizing it must be for you- and i hate when people try to relate, when, they can't.
at any rate- the reason i went to comment was because i absolutely know what you mean when you say you were so excited to grow up and now wish you hadn't.
especially since highschool ended it's been such a shock of reality- and i hate almost everything about it. they make it seem like the whole world is in front of you and life is going to be amazing, but uhm, it sucks. lol.
bah <\\3
Va-ne-ssa : i just hate the fact that he got over it so easily. he was always saying how he would "never break up with me" and that he would "love me forever." ew. it sucks remembering all of that because then it makes me feel like he lied to me . . . when i know he didn't. they were just promises that at the time, felt real but in reality, they were empty.
i just miss him a whole bunch. i still love him. i don't know why, but i do.
god, it would have been over two years now.
anyway, so yes, i am scared to go off to college, not because i am leaving familar people behind but because i am leaving a secure place behind. right now, i know where i am at and i know what to do everyday . . . next year, i will basically be alone until i meet people and needless to say, i just don't have my heart set on being an open person until i can trust people.
i guess i'm just like that?
thank you for your comment. *hugs*
Katrina : it's crazy how like, you two could be on SUCH opposite ends.. like, he is sooooo over it and you are sooooo not. it's SO unbelievably sad the way things turned out.
it's really hard changing your whole enviroment like that. i scratched all my plans i had while i was in highschool because after i got out and was actually living it i realized it wasn't what i wanted.
the struggle of trying to branch out and fufill your dreams and still hold onto the person you have been for the past eighteen years is so so difficult.. but that's basically what it's all about.
you're welcome for the comment :] *hug*
Va-ne-ssa : yes, two years ago, i would have never thought it would be like this. i never even thought we would last, but we did, and we both thought it was perfect . . . but i guess he wanted to see what else was out there. i was his first girlfriend and i guess i can understand but then i think it sucks that it had to be ME as his first girlfriend. if he had been in a relationship before me, then i could have come afterward and maybe we would have never broken up.
there's also a lot that i dont share that kind of confuses me. i'll IM you sometimes when i can focus on it and we can talk. is that okie?
i hope that when i get older, i can still hold on to everything that i believe and my outlooks on life. sure, they will change, but i want the basis to remain. does that make sense?
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If you are even the SLIGHTEST BIT confused about any of this, then talk to ME about it. Do NOT go and assume anything, some things I wrote, you would have to be me to understand. Like, when I said, "I never even thought we would last," I didn't mean that our relationship sucked and it was bound to end, I meant that I didn't even think we would be in a relationship to begin with and once we were, I figured it was too good to be true, he would find something better. Please please please do not mis-interpret [sp?] anything. ASK ME. I do not want any drama started between people I know in real life and you know who you are [ but i still love ya ].
- end - StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 10:42AMN subject:twenty-five months - deadkisses |
music - [ The Cure ] Boys Don't Cry
I think that by tomorrow, I will be completely better because I don't feel sick at all today.
I woke up around 08:30a because I couldn't sleep. I was having nightmares about him.
Katrina and I were commenting to each other back and forth and I think the comments would make for a good entry which is coming up next. StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 1:45PM - leeyour |
leeyour ish : hornay.
ok meemee brought to my attention last night about this guy and that he was so my type and if he was ever interested in bois we would make a cute couple.
he is one of the most good looking guys that i have ever seen, hes just like whoah.
great style, very cute, and hes buttah.
and you are probably wondering who this boy that i am talking about right,
ok bois and gurls get ready to cream your panties and go check him out HERE. that is the pics section of his site.
livejournal: HERE
ok yes that is all. all the good lookin brothas are always straight or kinda young ;\
but yes drool over that lil sex pot. 4 icEy GlaREs* StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 2:10PMN subject:ho-hum.... - askani |
mood - pleased music - Pressure4-5 - Beat The World
Matt made me a hat from a picture i stole from a book. hehe.
Man, i love UK versions of the covers. :o)
So yeah, now i'm off again since i've done that.....
-Later- StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 2:02PMN subject:sugar canes and coco balls..... - askani |
mood - determined music - A-Z 2001 [MTV2]
Ah....my feet are cold......well, my toes....oh boy....
I'm sitting here reading Matt's tracklist that's in front of me and i see....
Orgy - Hot Legs Orgy - Santa's creepy secret
.....and that just makes me want to crawl under my bed and hide......i would, but i can't fit under my bed. The cat can hardly fit under there either. hehe. [Juanita--you know all about that right? haha.]
But then i see...
Coal Chamber - Fiend
....and that makes me want to go open some d/l program and try to find it. :o)
Yeah, i'm watching a-z 2001 on MTV2....so far there's been what, 5 good "new" videos to us. pretty cool. i think they are on b right now.
On another note, I GOT MAIL! [i love getting mail] and it makes me happy because it was some stuff i bought at an auction site. :o)
I got two Spineshank stickers, a Spineshank promo tape, unopened, and a Cold sticker from StreetWise [it had streetwise on the back] pretty cool. ;o)
I burned a cd. well, Matt did it for me. One of the songs screwed up tho. ;o( So i added some more songs....and then that one screwed up. oh well. at least i got most of them. :o)
I'll post the tracklist next.
So yeah, that's all from me right now. :o)
Now i'm off to attempt to scan book covers. yippee. hehe.
-Later- StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 12:28PM - mojofilter |
music - Artist - Track 4
The Castaway Quiz deems me:
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Mary Ann
You radiate wholesome goodness. This drives men wild. Sure Ginger may get all the attention at first, but in the end, it's you they really want.
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12/24/2001 - 12:19PM - mojofilter |
music - Artist - Track 2
Your Daily Horoscope: Aries Even if other people don't appreciate it, you may not really feel like being all that sociable today. And you might be inclined to keep your feelings a bit hidden from others right now. But this doesn't necessarily have to be a negative experience. Any time spent in self-examination could lead to some interesting insights for you today.
haha. That's basically everyday for me, only it is always a negative experience.... StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 9:03AM - psykogirl |
mood - groggy
yaay its our anniversary!!
merry christmas eve everyone*
tonite we are going to have christmas dinner here with my mommy and josh gets to open all of his presents from her and dave. we all get to open our stockings hehehe
i hafta go get a card for josh. maybe we can go to lunch er something since we cant go to dinner for our anniversary.
umm.... thats all. 1 icEy GlaRE* StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 11:48AMN subject:Today is Christmas Eve....Tomorrow is Christmas Day!!! Yippie! - sweetvein |
mood - excited
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*I love Christmas:)* 3 icEy GlaREs* StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 6:56AM - antiwar |
From The San Francisco Chronicle:
My dear brother George:
May the peace of our Lord (and me) be upon you in this celebration season of my birth.
You have been much in my heart of late. Partly this is because I know the crushing pressure you feel as leader of the richest and most powerful nation on Earth. Also, it is impossible not to think of you: Millions of people -- millions, George -- pray for you every day. People of all faiths and denominations. People in countries you have never visited. Even people who believe in no God offer up prayers of hope when they hear you speak or see you on television because you hold their fate in your hands.
Since Sept. 11, dear brother, I have noticed that you have turned away from me. I do not hear you ask yourself or anyone else the question you once asked all the time: "What would Jesus do?"
Remember, George? It was so familiar, it became an abbreviation: W.W.J.D.? When you ran for president, you told the world I was your favorite philosopher.
I know why you turned away. To face me, and all that I demand of those who follow me, requires tenacious courage and, in politics, a kind of leadership that is rare.
Some very sick, twisted and hate-filled men have inflicted great suffering upon you and your people. They have murdered in the name of The One Who Creates All, and they seem determined to go on murdering. You want not only to keep them from hurting you again, you and your nation's people want to hurt them back. And you are willing to rationalize all manner of destruction, waste and -- if necessary -- killing toward those ends.
Dear brother, you are right to want to stop evil. The tricky part for humans has always been, what is the best way to stop it? My four-letter answer is written, over and over, in the Bible, but it has been ignored by potentates, peons and sometimes popes for 2,000 years.
Why? Because it contradicts the human instinct for vengeance.
Our Father said, "Vengeance is mine," George, not, "Vengeance belongs to those who have been wronged." Vengeance is never the answer to "What would Jesus do?" Especially vengeance that masquerades as "justice."
This is why I came, remember? Why I grew from Baby Jesus to Christ who suffered humiliation, unspeakable physical pain and a heart that was broken more times than there are stars in the skies.
As one who has accepted me as the light and the way, George, you have a great opportunity -- and a duty -- to show the world my way. The way of love. As you know, I never said it would be easy. Following me means forsaking the desire to hurt back, to rob your enemies of their humanness, even when their inhuman acts aim to rob you of yours. It means refusing to buy the Great Lie of evil -- that true peace and justice can be achieved through deliberate and systematic violence. It means enduring the insults of angry and frightened people who wrongly equate "love thine enemies" with "have no spine."
To borrow from our holy brother Mahatma Gandhi, following me means donning the heavy cloak of peace and wearing it forever -- not just when it is convenient, or when you are watching someone else's war. "Blessed are the peacemakers," was not a throw-away line I mumbled to Matthew. In Proverbs, "Seek peace and pursue it" listed no exemptions for world leaders.
Dear brother, as you celebrate my birth and reflect upon my life, I beg you, reverse the course. Pursue peace with the fervor, and resources, with which you now pursue our damaged and insane brother Osama bin Laden and the infested souls who follow his malicious path. They may be beyond reason and love, but millions more are not.
For God's sake, George, for the sake of your nation's future, face me again and ask what I would do.
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12/24/2001 - 10:52AMN subject:which shin-raite are you? - immorak |
mood - amused music - Black Sabbath - Iron Man

check ME out, i'm elena! i do NOT talk too much, damnit! it's just that i was really excited when we heard about sephiroth heading towards the snowfields that i had to tell SOMEONE, i mean, it wasn't really my FAULT or anything, and i was just trying to show tseng what a good turk i am imeanimsorryandeverythingbutitwasonlythatstupidrenowhowasmadanyway... Hey, I want to take the Shin-Ra-ite test too, made by purplette! 2 icEy GlaREs* StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 10:38AMN subject:What Pre-1985 Video Game Character Am I? - immorak |
mood - amused music - Pantera - The Badge
I am a Space-invader.
I will happily recruit the help of friends to aid me in getting what I want. I have no tolerance for people getting in my way, and I am completely relentless until any threats or opposition are removed. I try to be down-to-earth, but something always seems to get in the way. What Video Game Character Are You?
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12/24/2001 - 5:57AMN subject:In The Spirit Of The Holidays... - dioxyde |
mood - grateful music - Irishy Stuff... sounds pretty cool :P
Merry Whatever to all of you. Tonight I was thinking about the people who are closest to me, and I decided to turn this post into a tribute... of some sort. So, don't feel excluded if you have been left out, and don't read it if you don't want to know more about my life/the people in it.
This is my bestest friend ever, Dan. (If you've got proper eyesight, I know you're drooling.) He has been my best friend for way over a year, and I love him more than anyone on this entire planet. We have pet names for each other. He's Lash (short for Eyelash... long story) and I'm Zing (short for Amazing... which is really sweet, hehe). We have matching screen names on AIM! Yes, I know, we are really cheesy. I remember when Dan would spend hours reading Dr. Seuss books to me... until I fell asleep. Awwww! I miss him so much! If I could have one wish, it would be to see my Lash baby again. He's in Minnesota now. =( Anyway, he will be 20 on January 19. I'm going to send him roses and a Dr. Seuss book, hehe!
This is my younger brother, Kenneth Daniel Smalley. He's 14 years-old. I raised him. And I haven't seen him since October 18, 2000... but I think about him every fucking second of every fucking day. He says he hates me because I left home. People tell me to get over it, and that he'll come around one day. But I can't get over it, and I don't want to wait for him to come around. He is so handsome! ^_^ I love you Kenny...
This is my mirror, Callie. She has helped me through so many rough times. I am forever in debt to her for being the most compassionate person in the world. We met through a mutual friend, and I'm so thankful to him. I want to move in with her, hehe, even if she does go to Atlanta! I luff yew grrlie!
This is my snugglebunny, Matt. He always makes me feel better, no matter how shitty of a mood I'm in. There's something about him that makes me smile, constantly. He teaches me lots of silly Eurotalk, like... "snog" and "dabble," rofl. Grrr, but the silly fucker is always making me download My Dying Bride! ^_~ I enjoy his (online) company very much. He is the sweetest guy in the world, and if I lived in the UK... =P Merry Xmas, Mauler. Don't get too smashed!
This is my angel, Jeremy. He looks like an angel, doesn't he? ^_^ I love him with all my heart. He helps me more than he knows, and never get frustrated with me (that I know of) when I'm difficult, or unresponsive to his advice. Fate brought us together, and I hope I never live a day without him in my life. He's my guardian. I just wish I could help him like he helps me...
This is my... umm... This is my Ben. Hehe. He is the BEST f'ing writer in the ENTIRE world. He's adorable, and caring, and sugary-sweet. He's got excellent taste in music. I've known him for quite some time actually. Ben could totally be my cousin, hehehehe. His favorite phrase is, "Meep! *poke*" It makes me giggle. Ben! I HEART YOU! If you think Ben looks familiar, it's because... I swear to Bob... this pic makes him look like Edward Furlong. You know, that really cute guy in T2?! I used to have a crush on him, lol. Yeah.
These are my sexy girls, Jessica and Sarah. They are my closest friends in this stupid town. I see them almost every day. They make me smile so much! I love them both to death. And yes, I've had sex with both of them. AT THE SAME TIME! Wheeeeeee! ^_^ I'm so fucking cool.
Okay, I just realized that this was getting really long. To Rowan, Dylan, Myke, Brit, Jeremy (Beautiful Monster), Faye, Stephanie, Shaun, Ivy/Ashley, Havard, Melsy, Mimi, Bosco, Jamie, Joshie, John, Robby, and EVERYONE on my friends list:
I <3 you! Thank you for being in my life. And happy holidays! 5 icEy GlaREs* StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 7:42AM - embryomystic |
 "Excuse me," I told the Caterpillar. "I appear to be rippling." "I shouldn't worry about it," the Caterpillar said. "I myself rather enjoy rippling. Let me tell you a story...."
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12/24/2001 - 6:45AM - embryomystic |
mood - amused
embryomystic's livejournal? Pain for pleasure, baby; without mnemonic aids Watchet Rhapsody. Forget his name like horrible. The program (we had a GIRL Is Dexter Is closed). Watchet Rhapsody AM, I want to be normal; any good. I horrible: Psychedelic Jedi.
-- embryomystic 3 icEy GlaREs* StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 4:52AM - embryomystic |
mood - amused music - Dandy Warhols - Godless
Watchet Rhapsody: I have to go to bed in a few minutes. Psychedelic Jedi: NO NO NO Watchet Rhapsody: YES YES YES Watchet Rhapsody: I have to do a bunch of things tomorrow. Psychedelic Jedi: Watchet Rhapsody: YES YES YES Watchet Rhapsody: :-D Watchet Rhapsody: heh Psychedelic Jedi: Watchet Rhapsody: YES YES YES YES YES YES Watchet Rhapsody: Watchet Rhapsody (4:47:36 AM): YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES OH YES!!! Watchet Rhapsody: Watchet Rhapsody (1:48:36 AM): YES! YES YES YESYES!!!$ OHMYGOD YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS Watchet Rhapsody direct connection is closed. StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 12:07AMN subject:Ugh! - briabee |
mood - annoyed music - Silver Bells-DC3
My mom is on the phone with my aunt, and they told me the sleeping arrangement..
I am sleeping with my grandma!!!
She snores like a wild bear.
It's so loud that when my aunt sleeps over at her house she packs ear plugs with her. I am not gonna get any sleep.
This sucks munkie balls >:-( StArE aT Me |
12/23/2001 - 9:41PM - sorbitol |
um, christmas can like, die. i don't care for it very much. and what i care for even less is malls. (although malls come before wal*mart...*shudder*)
i got a few people somewhat decent gifts. and a few people crappy gifts. and a few people...i hopefully will not see for awhile after christmas. -_-;
jesus wouldn't like christmas very much. i don't think he would like much about america at all. he'd be like "alright, you can all die now, you know, 'cause i'm jesus...and i love you, but you must die." and then...um...well anyway. sorry if i offended anyone. i think can be sorta negative sometimes... StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 12:21AM - mojofilter |
music - Rufus Wain wright - Poses
I go to bed now, ooooo, it's Christmas Eve. weird.... I guess happy birthday Sara... might as well be civil. StArE aT Me |
12/23/2001 - 9:03PMN subject:peek - a - boo - deadkisses |
mood - bored music - Stone Temple Pilots // Sour Girl
I finally talked to David on the phone. He was a big poohead. Well, not really. :] He was nice to me.
Lyla and I wanted to go out tonite, but we still don't know where. Maybe later tonite or something.
I am feeling betters. Hopefully, I will be feeling even MORE better tomorrow.
I wrapped more presents and if I don't go anywhere tonite, I won't mind because I need to finish cleaning my room.
I found presents for me. They have been wrapped, labeled with my name and put under the tree.
I cannot wait until tomorrow! I want to open presents. I hope I got the stuff I asked for . . . or at least some of it. Duuuude. I am an only child, of course I am going to be selfish around Christmas time. ;]
My mom just asked me to wrap two more gifts. Well, not wrap really, just put in bags.
Gosh. My entries are pointless.
More intriguing entries to come at some point.
I made another new icon.
Oh. Before I forget, I will comment back to people tomorrow. Promise. 6 icEy GlaREs* StArE aT Me |
12/24/2001 - 12:00AM - mojofilter |
mood - cold music - Artist - Track 1
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12/23/2001 - 9:05PMN subject:Christmas is almost here! - briabee |
mood - jubilant music - First Noel-*Nsync
Ahh It's almost here.. um yay! ?..
What-ever I am soo not feeling the christmas spirit.
Turns out we are driving waaay up to Sacramento to my aunts new house it's so big it's like a mansion... :)
But I don't wanna go.
Okay I kinda doo cause they are coming back the day after christmas but I am staying until friday now that derserves a yay.
YAY! StArE aT Me |
12/23/2001 - 9:54PM - another_schism |
This is simply because
I need space. StArE aT Me |
12/23/2001 - 11:41PM - mojofilter |
music - Artist - Track 1
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12/23/2001 - 11:29PM - mojofilter |
music - Artist - Track 9
#1 equals your best match # 1 The Great Wizard # 2 A munchkin # 3 Toto # 4 Auntie Em # 5 Uncle Henry # 6 Flying monkey # 7 Dorothy # 8 Cowardly Lion # 9 Scarecrow # 10 Tin Woodman # 11 Wicked old witch (watch out for water, ha ha) # 12 Glinda the Good witch StArE aT Me |
12/23/2001 - 11:24PMN subject:Buffy dream dates... *giggle* - mojofilter |
music - Artist - Track 8
Congratulations, meet your dream date ....
Well I'm Spike, the Big Bad. You look mighty tasty, you pretty little thing.
I've planned an evening of fine wines, dirty dancing, and mindless violence. We may even take in a politician or two. If you're very good, I may let you die quickly. Please be bad.
Congratulations, meet your dream date ....
Oh, I'm Willow. Hi! I'm a bit nervous - last time I tried internet dating it turned out to be with a big ol'demon with horns.
I'm not making the same mistake twice. You're not a big scary bunch of evil... are you? Did I mention the horns? 1 icEy GlaRE* StArE aT Me |
12/23/2001 - 10:56PMN subject:*cracks up* - mojofilter |
music - Artist - Track 1
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12/23/2001 - 10:48PM - mojofilter |
mood - her mood changes too quickly music - Artist - Track 11
*blocks thoughts out of her head* StArE aT Me |
12/23/2001 - 10:44PM - mojofilter |
mood - okay music - Artist - Track 10
I went to the mall/movies today with Ally, and can I just say she's the sweetest person ever? We were walking around looking for something to buy my mommy for Christmas (I ended up getting her a pretty, soft, navy blue sweater), and she was telling me what she got her mom, some pajamas, but the sweet thing is, she intentionally got them a size too big so her mommy could say 'Oh, these are too big for me heheh. That's so sweet. I love this girl. And and and, if I ever have kids, she's gonna have to take care of them for me. teehee.
Anyway, we went to see Ocean's 11, it was pretty good. I totally love Matt Damon, cause I'm a big dork, yes. Ooo, we saw Chet, hehe, in his work environment. We're gonna make a nature video out of it. heh. He's so cute. He wants to set up the mannequins so they look like they're fighting.
Ahhh, I found some cd's today that I've been looking for forever. I was pleases, one of them has some of josh's songs he sent me, score.
My grandparents left today, they can never stay long when they come to visit. My grandmother works in a mental institution, and all the crazy people don't become sane for family visits and holidays. heh. Oh well. At least we got to see them, and my cousin, who always comes with them. My uncle is still here, sadly.
I need to finish cleaning my room so we can redo it. Gonna make a loft and stuff, and I get this computer in my room cause we're getting a new one. I'm very pleased. My own computer!!! Yay.
Random thoughts..... StArE aT Me |
12/23/2001 - 10:13PMN subject:With these final words, I pull the switch, we turn to dust - patpat |
mood - tired music - At the Drive-In - Enfilade
God, I'm tired. I want to sleep more than anything right now, but first I must catch the new episodes of Home Movies. I've been waiting for these for some time now.
I'm going to Dee's house on Christmas. This should be interesting. Ryan and I are probably going to tag team Alex and fight him to the death. Or maybe the three of us will end up getting drunk together...Dee would love that (though it's unlikely...I don't drink, and Ryan's one of those straightedge types).
I just did some last minute shopping for a few co-workers at 7-Eleven. I feel bad for buying Kim a few lottery tickets after she bought me that shirt, but the mall was too crazy to get any shopping done. Sorry, Kim.
Shamus gave me some nice stuff yesterday -- he gave me At the Drive In's Relationship of Command album (somebody bought it for him and he didn't want it), and a Marilyn Manson poster for Christmas. Whoo! Now the Manson poster count is up to eight. I may have to take another poster down to make room for it. As for the CD, it's amazing. Absolutely amazing. Meanwhile, all I got Shamus a little energy drink thing at 7-Eleven. He told me before not to worry about getting him anything big, though -- he knows that Hot Topic sales people get paid next to nothing and didn't want me wasting a big chunk of my paycheck on him. I hope he's thirsty tomorrow. Um. I forgot to mention that Shamus gave Ryan the coolest gift ever: a wind-up nun that walks around and shoots sparks from her mouth. Wow. I love Shamus.
I called that cute girl who gave me her phone number and she wasn't very interesting at all. Nothing I wasn't really expecting, though.
What the hell? This Home Movies is a repeat! The next one had better be new, or I'm going to kill.
The Electric Hellfire Club comes out with a new album next month: Electronomicon. It had better not be something silly like a remix album. I hope it has Tannhäuser Gate...
Whenever I'm not in school for any extended period of time, I don't take any adderall at all, so I can hardly focus on anything. I wonder if it shows in my entries? 2 icEy GlaREs* StArE aT Me |
12/23/2001 - 10:18PM - letsplayuno |
narcotic, yes please. StArE aT Me |
12/23/2001 - 11:14PM - sweetvein |
I am 40% evil.

I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.
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12/23/2001 - 10:11PM - carizma |
The console that suits me best is:
Sony's Playstation 2

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