[	mood	|	pensive	]
[	music	|	sigur ros	]

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[	mood	|	dorky	]
[	music	|	flaming lips	]

a proton and a neutron walk into a bar.

they both order a martini.
then the bartender turns to the proton and says
"that'll be ten dollars".

the proton, in a huff,
asks why the neutron didn't have to pay,
and the bartender says,

"NO CHARGE!"

[

mood

|

sleepy

]

Slip sliding away, slip sliding away
You know the nearer your destination, the more you slip sliding away
Whoah and I know a man, he came from my hometown
He wore his passion for his woman like a thorny crown
He said dolores, I live in fear
My love for you’s so overpowering, I’m afraid that I will disappear
Slip sliding away, slip sliding away
You know the nearer your destination, the more you slip sliding away
I know a woman, (who) became a wife
These are the very words she uses to describe her life
She said a good day ain’t got no rain
She said a bad day is when I lie in the bed
And I think of things that might have been
Slip sliding away, slip sliding away
You know the nearer your destination, the more you slip sliding away
And I know a father who had a son
He longed to tell him all the reasons for the things he’d done
He came a long way just to explain
He kissed his boy as he lay sleeping
Then he turned around and he headed home again
Slip sliding away, slip sliding away
You know the nearer your destination, the more you slip sliding away
Whoah God only knows, God makes his plan
The information’s unavailable to the mortal man
We’re workin’ our jobs, collect our pay
Believe we’re gliding down the highway, when in fact we’re slip sliding away
Slip sliding away, slip sliding away
You know the nearer your destination, the more you slip sliding away
-slip sliding away, paul simon

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	thud. thud. thud.	]

"Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired, signifies in the final sense a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed."

President Dwight D. Eisenhower
April 16, 1953

back in sf...
i've had a headache for two days.
asprin, tylenol, advil, and codeine hasn't helped. ugh.


carrot juice is nice though.

ha.

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[	mood	|	creative	]
[	music	|	the darkness...permission to land.	]

Favorites?
wood: wood i what?
forest feature: crunchy leaves on the ground in the fall.
forest creature: bears are scary but cool.
apple: ones warm from the sun.
philosopher: wittgenstein at the moment.
finger: thumb
marsupial: wombat
woodwind: clarinet
seasonal smell: gingerbread and rain.
word: jack and i were discussing this the other day and i can't remember which one it was...
topic of discussion: dead lambs, hopscotch
ninja turtle: raphael
super hero: Spiderman
city nickname: esseff
coffee shop: durr...nani's i suppose because they're sweet and gave me a free slice of cake when i had a bad day. and the jericho cafe in oxford.
restaurant: absinthe in san franciscio, bangkok house in oxford, buddha bar in paris.
bar: RAOULS BAR IN OXFORD ENGLAND!!!
instrument: violin
font: sans serif...NO FEET!
chair: i like the rattan round ones that i can curl up in and hide.
tea: english. with milk and sugar. or chai.
dining utensil: spoon. small one please.
weather phenomenon: aurora borealis.
non sexual physical feeling: having my head rubbed.
body area: that nook between the neck and the shoulder.
dog breed: that one in as good as it gets was adorable.
shirt: tank tops.
type of humor: absurdity, sarcasm
jacket fabric: tweed.
condiment or dip: mustard. a good one.
offensive topic: depending on who i'm talking to, homosexual marriage. and ham.
thing to collect: shoes, hats, scarves.
Least Favorite?
color: not a yellow fan.
color combo: brown and yellow.
animal: skink... SHARKS.
ninja turtle: michaelangelo.
cereal mascot: the smacks frog.
sound: kids crying.
weather phenomenon: mudslide.
non sexual physical feeling: boob sweat. seriously.
topic of discussion: the bible with religious fanatics.
facial expression: that one when someone is yelling at you.
facial hair style: goatee
fabric: itchy wool
personal habit: crying at stupid shit. falling asleep while reading homework/in class.
instrument: uh. a badly played oboe.
skittle: i don't know what colours there are so i will guess i wouldn't like the purple.
gum: the really strong nasty mouthwash kind. or sour apple. ew.
tea: darjeeling.
food: fast food (mcdonalds especially)
condiment or dip: mayo.
forest feature: unseen rocks and/or large drops.
forest creature: rattle snake.
apple: rotten ones
jacket fabric: ugly and uncomfortable. polyester is usually a bad thing.
bar: que pasa, anywhere in england.
word: certain peoples names make my stomach turn.
seasonal smell: my male friends during the summer. i couldn't have put it better.
dining utensil: spork- what was the point?
offensive topic: right now it's people who ask me why i'm getting married and keep asking when they have a good answer.
thing to collect: hair products.
resturant: I wouldn't know, I don't eat there
coffee shop: peets coffee, anywhere.
Have you ever? (include stories if you like)
peed yourself in adulthood: no.
held a baby pig: YES! so cute.
conversed with a pet: about 10 minutes ago i asked what kind of cat food my cat would like. she picked.
punched someone: yes
been arrested: no
swore around your grandma: yes...she's got a mouth like a sailor anyhow.
gone to synagogue: i think so...
read the back of a shampoo bottle: yes
blacked out from drinking: kind of.
stepped on a nail: yes.
wanted a pony: yes.
had sexual thoughts about a co worker: yes, i worked with jack. he's a babe.
thrown things at cars: yes.
broke any bones: yes, knee, toes, finger.
jumped into a sand dune from a boardwalk: no
swam the ocean at night: yes!
ridden a motorcycle: OF COURSE I HAVE!
eaten a bug: yes. those things get on snapple lids like no other. bastards.
shaken hands with someone who was missing fingers: my father has no index finger on his right hand. when people shake his hand he wiggles the joint. i used to say he was related to mickey mouse.
laughed until it is painful: often, thankfully.
gargled: yep
farted on someone: most definitetly.
rolled down a hill: YAY! yes. one of my favourite pastimes.
sheared a sheep: coincidentally, yes.
milked a cow: and yes.
plucked a chicken: and yes. oh yes wyoming.
been involved in a wiccan or occult ceremony: no, but it's a goal of m ine.
pretended to be someone else online: yeah.
broken a window: no.
played four square: yes
cried playing dodgeball: well, yes, someone kicked the ball into my face and i had a bloody mouth. i punched him.
thrown up simply from smelling something: yes.
been so hungry that you get mad: too often.
passed out from lack of sleep: oh yes.

[	mood	|	HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK!	]
[	music	|	brown sugar- rolling stones.	]

*commence singing*happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack, happy birthday to you!!! YOU SMELL LIKE A MONKEY AND YOU LOOK LIKE ONE TOOOOOOO!!!

ok not really. just a bit...ok you do but i still love you.


everyone's homework assignment is to go to my baby jack's journal
(http://www.livejournal.com/users/jackadullboy_ for you lazy fool's out there) and say happy birthday.
why? because he's worth it.
tell him he's got a sweet ass. he does.

wish i was there with you, sugapie.

[	mood	|	crappy	]
[	music	|	scissor sisters	]

i miss england.

it was a baddish day. pretty baddish. and since i'm not really up for bitching about it because i'd like to be POSITIVE (i know. not like me to be that way. let's all revel in it, shall we?)
besides, internalization and privatization of emotions leads to really fun emotional fireworks. they really are nice to watch.
i will say that i'm really happy because the roseycakes (my aunt and the best person ever) is coming to visit. not only that, but she will be there when jack is there, so she will meet him.
and i really can't say how much it means to me that she will. YAY!

and i miss england. and something tells me that won't change when i get to sf. america...is weird.

ANYTIME -W.S. Merwin
How long ago the day is
when at last I look at it
with the time it has taken
to be there still in it
now in the transparent light
with the flight in the voices
the beginning in the leaves
everything I remember
and before it before me
present at the speed of light
in the distance that I am
who keep reaching out to it
seeing all the time faster
where it has never stirred from
before there is anything
the darkness thinking the light

[	mood	|	nerdy	]
[	music	|	paul simon.	]

LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Slept in your bed: jack
x. Saw you cry: my sister.
x. Made you cry: my mother.
x. You shared a drink with: my sister.
x. You went to the movies with: my brother in law
x. You went to the mall with: movie theatre is in the mall.
x. Yelled at you: my mom or sister you pick.
x. Sent you an email: i think jack.
x. You kissed: well, jack. or my niece kissed me before she went to bed last night (how cute is she).
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yes.
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: um no. but my cat gives me the cold shoulder every time i come back from being gone.
x. Been to California: YAY SAN FRANCISCO!
x. Been to Hawaii: no
x. Been to Mexico: yep.
x. Been to China: no
x. Been to Canada: no...and i lived so close for so long.
x. Danced naked: oh most definitely. wheeeee!
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: yeah. weird.
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: not really...no. only in the deepest darkest depths of 'that time of the month'
x. Had an imaginary friend: i am my own imaginary friend.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: YES JACK!!! shhh don't tell him!
x. What book are you reading now: a 'learn french' book, 'holy blood, holy grail', and i'm about to start some barth book for school...
x. Worst feeling in the world: um. emotional or physical? physical: when i had my rampant stomach problems 2 years ago. emotional: i don't want to talk about it.
x. Future son's name: james.
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: not right now. but usually a VERY old stuffed dog that looks like a rabbit. i left it in georgia and i miss it, ok?
x. What's under your bed: i don't know it's at colin's house. i have to pick it up.
x. Favorite sport to watch: um. OLYMPIC SWIMMING! IAN THORPE IS A DEMIGOD!!!
x. Siblings: Erin and Amber, 24 i think.
x. Location: right now i'm in hell, arizona...
x. College plans: about to finish.
x. Piercings/tattoos: one tattoo. 2 piercings besides ears.
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yes, jack.
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: not on a regular basis.
x. Do you drink: on occasion.
x. Who is your best friend: maria and i'd say deanna has a new place in my life.
x. What are you most scared of: sharks. i don't like sharks.
x. What clothes do you sleep in: i like the nothing route. but i have a nightgown with cute little clouds on it.
x. Where do you want to get married: standing next to jack would be nice.
x. Who do you really hate: um...hmmm.
x. Been in Love: yes
x. Do you drive: no. if it's a riding lawn mower or golf cart.
x. Do you have a job: no, but looking.
x. Do you like being around people: somehow i'm both outgoing and painfully shy at the same time) *(i stole this from john, i couldn't have said it better.)
x. Are you for world peace: i don't know if i believe that's possible.
STUFF
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: oh god yes.
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: YES! MEAN BOYS! MEAN MEAN BOYS!
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: i didn't think so. but maybe.
x. Want someone you don't have right now: nope :)
x. Are you lonely right now: well i miss jack.
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: slip slidin' away by paul simon.
x. Do you want to get married: well i think so. what's that ring doing there?!
x. Do you want kids: yes, but i think there is more to life.
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: what house? i like kitchens. and any room with a bathtub. my dream is a bathtub in my kitchen. yeaaaaaaaah.
x. Type(s) of music: it takes all kinds.
x. Band(s): this is a bad question for me.
x. Color: blue
x. Perfume or cologne?: issey miyake for women or armani she, also l'occitane makes one i like...lavender or lilac...for guys whatever jack wears is really nice. i'm very scent oriented.
x. Month: october, january, april.
x. Stone: heh, i like the ones on my hand.
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: NO! a new record!
x. Bought something: MINI FRIDGE! WOOT!
x. Gotten sick: no
x. Sang: yes
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: and not done it? no
x. Met someone new: no
x. Missed someone: yes
x. Hugged someone: yes
x. Kissed someone: yes

[	mood	|	my foot hurts!	]
[	music	|	olympic swimming!!! go THORPE!	]

CRIKEY!

quiz o' the day:
Creative/Independent.. You are a deep thinker, and
probably have know the answers to what
scientists are working their butts off every
day to figure out. You are emotion expressive,
and either quiet or don't have many friends.
But to you, tha's not a bad thing. You either
long for a happier life, or your philosophical
preaches ARE you life. You rock.



Personality Quiz Filled with Horrid Doom
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OR
Which Sylvia Plath Poem Am I?

by echoing

[	mood	|	my inner child needs a blanky	]
[	music	|	thunder outside.	]

this morning (1 in the mornin') i was rudely awaken by natures strobe light: monsoon season lightning. i thought there was a fire outside my window but it was just the wind had blown off an outside light covering. sure as hell gave me a mini freak out. now i'm awake for an indeterminate amount of time...
but the good news is i have a new idea for a short story to add to the collection. it's been a long time since i've had a direction to go with the collection. it's going to be called 'the rules'. i have a intro line, and a last line...i love writing like that. that's what i need is first and last lines, usually then i can 'do it'.

[	mood	|	hot	]
[	music	|	amp fiddler- i believe in you (in my heaaaaaaaaad)	]

therefore i need a new hobby. help me. give me a new hobby.

or help me revive an old one. i used to dance but my ass is too big now and gets in the way and sets the inertia to my disadvantage.

i used to write. yeah that's fun. someone give me a topic and i will write a story for you.

i need a new hobby.

for you if you're bored:
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

[	mood	|	amused	]
[	music	|	the laughter of my inner child.	]

too bad i hate penguins because of claymation...

but this just proves that it truely is a beautiful world:

http://www.nytimes.com/2004/02/07/arts/07GAY.html?ex=1092024000&en;=05ebbd2c0e53451a&ei;=5070

i wonder if fred phelps would boycott this zoo? i can just see the signs now: GAY PENGUINS IN HELL!!!

this is theraputic...i no longer fear the penguin.

[	mood	|	languid	]
[	music	|	dave mathews, #41	]

If you believe in yourself, you’ll be turned into a monster.
If you love yourself, you’ll be forced to feed on your own flesh.
If you respect yourself, you’ll be singled out and tried as a traitor.
If you dance out of step, you’ll be a threat to "our way of life".
If you see beauty where others refuse to see, you’ll be insane.
If you do these things anyway, I will love you.

[	mood	|	busy	]
[	music	|	fiona apple- tidal.	]

Based on the lj interests lists of those who share my more unusual interests, the interests suggestion meme thinks I might be interested in
1. españa score: 1
2. emo score: 1
3. crying score: 1
4. band trips score: 1
5. the ramones score: 1
6. bad teenage poetry score: 1
7. german history score: 1
8. che guevara score: 1
9. you score: 1
10. value village score: 1
11. boy shorts score: 1
12. the alkaline trio score: 1
13. the get up kids score: 1
14. running score: 1
15. punk score: 1
16. belle&sebastian; score: 1
17. coheed and cambria score: 1
18. really big shades score: 1
19. booting score: 1
20. vans and etnies score: 1

ixwin

[	mood	|	okay	]
[	music	|	the killers.	]

(F) I Never Have Been Drunk
(F) I Never Have Smoked Pot
(F) I Never Have Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex
(F) I Never Have Kissed (made out with) A Member Of The Same Sex
(F) I Never Have Had Sex
(T) I Never Crashed A Friend's Car
(T) I Never Have Been To Japan
(F) I Never Rode In A Taxi
(T) I Never Had Anal Sex
(F) I Never Have Been In Love
(T) I Never Have Had Sex In Public
(F) I Never Have Been Dumped
(T) I Never Done Cocaine
(T) I Never Shoplifted
(T) I Never Have Been Fired
(F) I Never Been In A Fist Fight
(T) I Never Had A Threesome
(T) I Never Snuck Out Of My Parent's House
(T) I Never Have Been Tied Up
(F) I Never Have Been Caught Masturbating
(T) I Never Pissed On Myself
(T) I Never Had Sex With A Member Of The Same Sex
(T) I Never Been Arrested
(F) I Never Made Out With A Stranger
(F) I Never Stole Something From My Job
(T) I Never Celebrated New Years In Time Square
(T) I Never Went On A Blind Date
(F) I Never Lied To A Friend
(F) I Never Had A Crush On A Teacher
(T) I Never Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans
(F) I Never Been To Europe
(F) I Never Skipped School
(F) I Never Slept With A Co-Worker
(F) I Never Cut Myself On Purpose
(T) I Never Had Sex At The Office
(F) I Never Have Been Married (a few more months)
(T) I Never Have Been Divorced
(T) I Never Had Sex With More Than One Person Within The Same Week
(F) I Never Have Posed Nude
(T) I Never Got Someone Drunk Just To Have Sex With Them
(T) I Never Have Killed Anyone
(T) I Never Received Scars From My Sex Partner
(T) I Have Never Thrown Up In A Bar
(F) I Have Never Purposely Set A Part Of Myself On Fire
(F) I Have Never Eaten Sushi
(T) I Have Never Been Snowboarding
(F) I Have Never Had Sex At A Friend's House While They Were Throwing A Party
(T) I Have Never Had Sex In A Dressing Room
(F) I Have Never Flashed Anyone
(T) I Have Never Hooked Up with a Friend's Sibling
(F) I Have Never Purchased Pornography

1 MINUTE AGO: i was studying french
1 HOUR AGO: i was applying for jobs
1 DAY AGO: i was sleeping

I HURT: in my ovaries
I LOVE: jack
I FEAR: sharks
I HOPE: for my nieces
I FEEL: content
I HIDE: and seek!
I DRIVE: no i don't.
I MISS: england.
I LEARNED: to just breathe.
I NEED: books, a bathtub, and jack.
I THINK: too much.

current mood: pensive
current music: the killers- mr. brightside
current taste: carrots
current hair: ponytail
current annoyance: ex boyfriend.
current smell: coconut body butter
current thing i should be doing: studying french
current desktop picture: blue screen
current refreshment: ginger ale
current worry: nothing i can't handle

1. What do you most like about your body? shoulders
2. And least? butt
3. How many fillings do you have? ask my dentist.
4. Do you think you're good looking? don't think about those things.
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking? sometimes.
6. Do you look like any celebrities? been told jennifer connelly a lot

A - Act your age - not your shoe size.
B - Breast size - *cups hands* this big.
C - Chore you hate - laundry
D - Dads name - david
E _ essential make up item - mascara
F - Favorite holiday - new years
G - Gold or silver - silver
H - Hometown - lander, wyoming.
I - Instruments you play - the spoon.
J - Job title - will work for shoes.
K - Kids - just my nieces and new nephew.
L - Living arrangements - nomad.
M - Mum's name - connie
N - Number of people you've slept with -5
O - Overnight hospital stays - a few
P - Phobia - sharks.
Q - Quote you like - america is the only country that went from barbarism to decadence without civilization in between.-
and another for this particularly: Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation. both Oscar Wilde.
R - Religious affiliation - 'thank god i'm an atheist.'
S - Siblings - twin sisters, half brother, two half sisters.
T - Time you wake up? when i want.
U - Unique habit - um..,
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat - aubergine.
W - Worst habit - procrastination
X - X-rays you've had: man, a lot.
Y - Yummy food you make - pretty good in the pastas and curries.
Z - Zodiac Sign - scorpio.

[

mood

|

love

]

Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Tell me you love me,
Come back and hold me,
Oh, when I rush to the start.

[	mood	|	bouncy	]
[	music	|	amp fiddler- i believe in you.	]

i party wiht my sisters now.


ok bye bye.

ps.
i want to live in the area between your neck and your shoulder. i'll try not to drool.

[	mood	|	giggly	]
[	music	|	shitty 80's hair band day!!!	]

pour some sugar on me.




that is all.