Monday, April 22nd, 2002
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9:03 pm
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I like too many guys...not that that is a bad thing or anything..just sometimes it's gets out of hand..but they are all worth the stress and confusion..oh yeah!!
current music: "So Whatcha Want" by Beastie Boys
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Monday, April 8th, 2002
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7:44 pm - ...
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Man I get such a kick out of the fact that Pp, Krystal, and Ryan all hate Lucas!! So funny...
current mood:  amused
current music: "Painted on my Heart" by The Cult
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Friday, January 4th, 2002
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7:08 pm - Grrr.............!!
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If parents are supposed to be so much more mature than us Adolescent Teenagers, then why don't they act like?! God it just pisses me off!!
current mood:  aggravated
current music: "El Scorcho" by Deftones
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7:03 pm - ...Guess What!!
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I got my hair cut today!! It is Layered. At first I was scared about getting a haircut like this, but then I just thought, "What the hell, I won't know what it looks like on me or if I like it unless I get it done." So I got it done. And yeah. I like it.
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Friday, December 28th, 2001
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12:26 pm - Wild Night is calling(you know from the Tom Petty song from like 7 years ago)...
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Two nights ago, I went out with Leentje to someones house and I drank Smirnoff Ice for the very first time. Well, I ended up liking it a lot and I ended up downing 4 in a matter of 15 minutes. Now, because I had not eaten dinner at all that day, I was getting pretty buzzed off like 2 1/2 of them. So after downing the four, I got another one. By this time I was feeling a little gross. I couldn't see straight and I had to go to the bathroom. Well this guy said that he was going to urinate in the bathroom so I figured that it would be like 2 minutes but that turned into like 10 minutes. And for 5 of those minutes, I was waiting by the door, on the floor, For this guy to come out. So then, I knew I had to puke, so I crawled on my hands and knees upstairs and went to the bathroom and I urinated first. But, sure enough after that, I sat with my head in the toilet and I puked. But I believe that puking isn't as bad as everyone says it is. But that is just me. But I had a great time. So then I had Mike take me home(he was sober, don't worry)to Tara's where she was sitting on the couch. She didn't know that I was drunk until I had said something. Leentje said that I looked tore up and to me, I looked Pale. But Tara said that I didn't look or act drunk. She said that I wasn't slurring my words when I spoke. But I was not feeling good at all. So after like 20 minutes of talking with tara, I passed out on the couch and Tara said that I was out like a light because she was throwing her legs all over me and I didn't wake up. It was funny because I came downstairs all teary-eyed and everyone was like "Did you just puke?" "Are you ok?" and I am just sitting there laughing reassuring them that I am ok. Then Last night, Leentje and Diana stayed the night and their friends that live by Tara came over; Shane and Anton. So we were drinking with them. But I didn't want to puke again so I only drank 2 Smirnoffs and I had dinner that night. But they showed up at like 11 and didn't leave until 5 in the god damn morning. We had a good time though. I think Shane likes Tara, but he is only 18 and she is 24. It was pretty badass. I had a good time. That one time that I puked is the only time that I had puked because of drinking. And it was right after My brother gave me his sound advice about not drinking too. Pretty funny. But I wanted to try it and I am not too fond of beer so I tried it and I liked it and couldn't stop drinking it. So this visit to Ridgecrest to stay with my sister is turning out more fun than expected!! I am really glad that I came. There are a lot of hot guys around here. I wouldn't want to live out here though, there is nothing to this place and their closest mall is in Lancaster; that's an hour away!! Well I guess that is it. Bye.
current mood:  awake
current music: "Mrs. Jackson"(Not by choice) by Outkast
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Sunday, December 9th, 2001
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10:04 am - I'm Insulted...
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The Other day when I was getting on the bus to go to school, some little freshman girl was looking at my folder, which was in my arms, and she was like "You like Chris from Nsync?" I was like "What?! Hell no!! This is Chino Moreno from the Deftones!!" Okay, he looks nothing Like Chris from Nsync. I don't know where the hell this girl got the idea that it was Chris when it says all over my folder "Deftones" in Puffy paint. I was so angry!!
current mood: Insulted
current music: "Blurry" by Puddle of Mudd
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Sunday, November 25th, 2001
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1:58 pm - Guess What!!
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My favorite brother, Garrett, is coming over for a few hours today!!
current mood: excited
current music: "Blurry" by Puddle of Mudd
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Sunday, September 16th, 2001
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8:51 pm - Damn, it's been days...
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Ok so I guess that I will talk about starting school, which I did about like a week ago. So yeah I started school and I didn't like it. Mainly because Steve and Lisa aren't there anymore so it is boring. Yeah, I don't like my classes or the majority of the people in them. Especially my english class. Oh and there are these little cocky freshmen kids that try to act all hard with me and shit. They need a good ass whoopin that is what they need. Yeah. So yeah that is how school is going so far.
current mood:  blank
current music: "Around the Fur" by Deftones
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Saturday, August 18th, 2001
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8:09 pm - I Feel Dumb...
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Why did I ever get involved??
current mood: Dumb
current music: "One Minute Man" by Missy Elliot
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Friday, August 17th, 2001
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2:35 am - An Important Message...
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Attention!! All of you who liked my radical, dark brown, extrememly long hair, can kiss it goodbye!! it is about an inch and a half longer than my shoulder now!! I went to my friend Jurii's house and she wanted to cut my hair so I let her. Her and her mom did it. It looks nice. I am not used to it however but I like it. I wonder how my parent's will feel though. I asked my mom if I can have them cut it and she said yes so she shouldn't be too angry. Yep but what was to my waist, is now a little past my shoulders. That is a big step. I want to say sorry to Katie because I know that she always liked my hair. So, Sorry Katie. It will grow again.
current mood:  good
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Wednesday, August 8th, 2001
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12:56 pm - Jump Da Fuck Up!!
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On Saturday, I went to a concert. The Fat Fest held by X-103.9. It was so cool. It was like a battle of the bands in the beginning and then the winner got to open the SmokeFest. Then the other bands came on that were opening bands. Yep and one of the bands was My Chino look alikes band. I love them. And then I saw (hed) P.E. and Soulfly. They were so awesome in concert. I went with Genka, Zira, and some chick named Kristall that bragged and bragged. We weren't going to go but my mom talked Zira into taking us after she heard that the only concert that Genka had been to was Nsync. They all like Rap and Pop and stuff. Basically the stuff they play on Kiis F.M. My original outfit was my new grey Deftones shirt and jeans but then Zira said that she wasn't "Feeling" the outfit and made me change my shirt. So I was put into a black backless shirt. I felt so naked. I was like pulling the front around. Or at least trying to. I kept asking them where the rest of the shirt was. Hehe. I had a really good time. It was fun. And then I saw the lead singer from Steve's (The Chino look alike) band and I told him that I thought Steve was hott and he was like "Steve Who?" and then I told him and told him the story of how I met him and stuff. So that was a pretty awesome night.
current mood:  content
current music: "Napalm" by Palephace
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Sunday, July 29th, 2001
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4:16 pm - I'm a Filthy Mess...
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Well actually yesterday I was. Ok so let me start from the beginning, that being Thursday. So I was sitting at the computer, that being the place I am sitting now, and my mom calls. She asked me if I did the dishes and vacuumed. Well then she said that the team needed me to play tonight. So I was like "Hell Yeah I wanna Play!!" because I wasn't supposed to play because my dad is in the hospital having back surgery. So then my mom told me to have my grandpa take me to her work and then She would have Edna or Mike take me home. So it turns out that Mike has to take me home so I am jumping up and down for joy because Mike has two cute brothers that have to ride with us too, Danny and Manny. Well I wasn't aware of this at the time but another guy has to ride with us, Louie. So Danny was driving and I had to sit between Manny and Louie. But we couldn't get into the car because Jay had Danny's keys and left. So we were sitting there for a while and Genka's dad was going to take me home but when we were driving down the street, Jay came by and gave Danny's keys back to him. So then Danny Stopped Genka's dad and said that he would take me home. So I was like Yay!! Yep so they dropped me off and I was telling them how ghetto it was but they were trying to convince me that my house is nice and that their house is ghetto. They live in Rialto. So then the Chino Moreno look alike called when we were all standing outside my house. So then I was like complaining that I wanted to go to work with my mom on Saturday. So she took me yesterday and it was awesome. Me and all those hotties for like 6 and a half hours. I got all dirty and felt nasty but it was all worth it. And Danny told me that it was good that I was dirty because that shows that I was working and stuff. He is my favorite!! We even have our own handshake. I learned to drive a forklift too. That was cool. So then for like the last two hours that I was there, Genka and I were just sitting in the warehouse talking to all of the guys. It was so cool!! I can't wait for Thursday. We have a game and I get to see them all again!! It has been a cool half of a week!!
current mood:  geeky
current music: "Fist" by Deftones
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Thursday, July 26th, 2001
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2:02 pm - Haha, Call me a Slut Will He...
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EVANtheMAN85: lindsey..... my favorite slut
GumGodess4: ya ya
GumGodess4: Evan...my favorite jello jiggler!!
EVANtheMAN85: :-(
GumGodess4: Yeah you like that don't you!!
GumGodess4: haha
EVANtheMAN85: haha
current mood:  mischievous
current music: "Sick of It All" by Finger 11
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Wednesday, July 25th, 2001
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6:11 pm - I Can't Believe I Saw This...
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Ok well when I came home from school, my dad left and I sat down and turned it to Much Music. Well, to my suprise, the oldest music video that I had been talking about and singing a lot lately came on. "Mr. Boombastic" by Shaggy. So I recorded it!! They call me Mr. Boombastic, ain't it fantastic? Yesssss that song rocks the house!!
current mood: amused
current music: "Big Empty" by Stone Temple Pilots
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Tuesday, July 24th, 2001
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2:08 pm - What The Hell....
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GumGodess4: i just talked to ryan
CrAzYbAbY658: hey
GumGodess4: He said that he might be coming back early
CrAzYbAbY658: whats up?
GumGodess4: Nothing
GumGodess4: What's up with you?
CrAzYbAbY658: ok
CrAzYbAbY658: nevermind
GumGodess4: Uh?
CrAzYbAbY658: don't talk to me then
CrAzYbAbY658: G
GumGodess4: what?
CrAzYbAbY658: hey guess what?
GumGodess4: What?
CrAzYbAbY658: i am going out wiht matt
CrAzYbAbY658: ok
GumGodess4: YAY
CrAzYbAbY658: fine then
GumGodess4: What the hell?
CrAzYbAbY658: bye
GumGodess4: What?
current mood:  confused
current music: "Damone" by Deftones
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1:23 pm - Funny 'Ol Ryan....
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ceiling waffle: did you know
ceiling waffle: that na exclamation point is just an upside down lowercase i?
GumGodess4: yes
GumGodess4: !i
ceiling waffle: !i!i!i!i
GumGodess4: hhaah
current mood: amused
current music: "Prisoner of Society" by the Living End
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11:38 am - The More I Drink, The More I Spill...
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Ok for the second damn time in like the last 5 minutes, I have went to take a drink of my water and I have only gotten a portion of it in my mouth. The rest of it keeps ending up on my damn lap!! So now I am getting pissed off. Let me try again and see if it works..........I still spilled a little on my lap. I think there is something wrong with my mouth or something. Hmm.
current mood:  frustrated
current music: "Get to the Gone" by Static - X
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Monday, July 23rd, 2001
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2:57 pm - I Watched You Change...
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Ok so on Saturday night I was at my friend Natalee's house and her sister was visiting from College. Well she had her Jurupa Valley year book from when she was a junior and Steve was a freshman. Now keep in mind that is the only picture of him that I haven't seen before. Well I turned to his page (page 100) and I looked at him and I didn't belive that it was even him. Ok, you can totally tell that picture was before he hit the skater stage because he was pretty mexican looking. He had like the little facial hair and stuff going on and he was like really dark skinned. And then he was like not smiling and he had this shirt on and it was all crooked. He looked so gorgeous still. If I knew him back then, I would have still liked him and Thought that he was gorgeous. But that is me. I can't get over that picture of him. Now I have seen all four of his yearbook pictures. Let me tell you, he went through a nice change!! He was gorgeous then and is super gorgeous Now!!
current mood: amused
current music: "Change (In the House of Flies)" by Deftones
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1:34 pm - Well We Don't Need Noone To Tell Us What To Do.....
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Well, last night I went and saw Greenday and the Living End at the Coors Ampitheatre in Chula Vista. They both were really excellent. I got freaked out when Greenday came on though, because I wasn't expecting that I would like get separated from everyone that I was standing by and stuff. I had to get out of there. Oh and in case you were wondering where I was at, Stacy decided to get pit tickets. But when the Living End came on, I had protection. Yep, I met a Jedi last night. He was really nice and cute. I also met more boys. In fact I liked the Jedi's friend before I liked him. But his friend was way too shy for me. He reminded me of Krystal's little brother Mike. And, ironically enough, his name was Mike. He was a cute Mexican with Bleached hair and the most beautiful brown eyes with long beautiful eyelashes. And he had his lip pierced. Well when Greenday came on, the Jedi and I got separated and I freaked out because I was getting pushed around and so like I tried to get out of the pit but some guy was trying to help me so he grabbed me from behind. I didn't know he was trying to help me so I started hitting him. Boy did I feel dumb. So I finally got out of there and I felt way better. Then after it ended I met up with the Jedi and his friends again. Oh their hair was so puffy. I felt bad for Him and Mike because they had to take off their chains and belt and like hide them in the dirt because the security said that they wouldn't be held responsible if they got stolen. So yeah but I met up with them again and got the Jedi's pager and stuff but he kind of lives far. But yeah and then Stacy was like trying to get all up on him when she knew that I liked him and that kind of pissed me off. That and the fact that she was like "Do you want me to leave you two alone" and "Ok yah get his number and go" even though I wasn't even planning on getting his number. But whatever. I don't care anymore. Yeah I am suprised that I am not all tore up seeing as how that was a really tough crowd to fight through. Yep so I guess that is it.....Let me think........Yep that's it!!
current mood:  relaxed
current music: "Second Solution" by the Living End
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Saturday, July 21st, 2001
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6:57 pm - A Good Question...
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