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Thursday, March 21st, 2002
8:24 am - **Pool is so gaaaayyyyy**
I hate going to shoot pool. Ughh! Jen and Benny made me go with them last night to shoot pool @ Seaports , but I hate the game, so I just sat there (there was a hot guy there tho. LOL, he stood behind us @ the jukebox! lol). Finally, I was like "Look, I know y'all <3 this game, but I hate it, so I'll c y'all 2morrow". And I went home and watched tv =( Im a loser! LOL. N e ways...Im ready for this week to be over. Heather's comin up with the baby on the the 24th so thats exciting! I cant wait to c him! Hehe. But thats about all Ive got to say. Nothing else is exciting. Cant wait till the w-end!!!!!!!!!! =)


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<3, *Brooke* XOXO

current mood: indifferent

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Tuesday, March 19th, 2002
9:06 am - **Im finally movin out!**
Well, I got into it with my mom and dad last night (for reasons I would prefer not to disclose). So Ive decided Im moving out. I am sooo sick of them treating me like a child yet wanting me to accept adult responsiblities. She said she'll call the cops and report me as a runaway if I move out. But I dont care. I'll leave again and then they'll put me in juvenile det. If thats what she wants, then fine, I'll still go. UGHHHH!!! I am soo mad because its like nothing I do is ever good enough for them and Im sick and tired of it. But enough about my problems. I did have an OK w-end. So I guess thats good. Well, gtg, but Ill ttyl.

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<3, *Brooke* XOXO

current mood: pissed off

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Friday, March 15th, 2002
10:05 am - HEYHEY
There's a rodeo this w-end. Am I goin? IDK. Prob. not. N e wayssssss...My week hasnt been that bad. Which is good, cuz I needed a good week. In Business and Marketing right now, just finished my work, coolcool. Im supposed to go and chill w/Jennifer, Helena, and Jessica tonight and prob. Casey too, but nothing's set in stone. I kinda want to stay home, lay in bed, watch tv and eat ice cream all night. But I know someone will convince me to go out. Ughh. i want rest.

<3 ya lotz!
<3, *Brooke*

*****Interested in the rodeo, let me kno!!(hotttt cowboys!)****

current mood: bitchy

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Saturday, March 2nd, 2002
4:28 pm - ~*~CiRcUs~*~
YAY! Im goin to the friggin circus! WOOHOO! LOL. Im a dork and <3 the circus! N e ways...not much new. not sick n e more so that gooood. I was realllllllly sick last w-end. Last night--hung out with Jen, Benny, and Helena last night...not much else. Jen fucked her car ALLLLLL up. That BIG cement thing at Domino's---Jen has problems with that thing. LOL. Jumped out---I swear! LOL. When her parents and Jamie saw it, who's the first person they ask what really happened to?-- ME! I Cannot lie. Well, I can, but everyone knows when Im lying! SO they all asked me and Im all "uh, uh, uh, what she said happened, happened". Uggh, they knew I was lying. But thats OK. Gotta go get ready to go to te circus! hehe.

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<3, *Brooke* XOXO

current mood: jubilant

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Wednesday, February 20th, 2002
10:25 am - Bored...here's yet another survey
01. name: Brooke
02. d.o.b.: 04-01-85
03. location: va Beach, VA
04. religion: Christian; Southern Baptist
05. occupation: student
06. gender: female

07. hobbies: chillin w/my friends, havin fun, drinkin, etc.
08. best friend[s]: casey, jennifer g., jenafer
09. age: 16
10. parents: keith and susan

;appearence

01. hair: blonde =)
02. eyes: green
03. height: 5 foot 6
04. weight: whooooaaa...125 =(
05. figure: im short waisted!? I DONT KNOW! lol
06. pant size: most of the time a 7/8 but OCCASIONALLY a 5/6
07. brand name: i wear Express, Tommy, A & F (occ.), American Eagle (occ.) and whatever the hell I feel like wearin!
08. color to wear: red and black
09. wear make up: eyeliner
10. skin color: im a pale white girl! lol


;style

01. clothing: whatever is comfortable
02. music: everthing but I <3 country alot!
03. makeup: cover girl powder, maybelline great lash mascara, cover girl or almay eyeliner, revlon lipstick, cover girl eyeshadow
04. body art: not yet

;current

01. wearing: mudd jeans, black shoes, black levi belt, black sweater thing w/ 3/4 sleeves and a v-neck and a white shirt under it
02. listening to: nothin
03. thinking of: how i have an orthodontist appt. after school
04. feeling: bored
05. boyfriend/girlfriend: none
06. best friend: i already answered this question
07. song: my fav. song right now is "break ya neck"
08. drink: coke
09. nail polish color: pink
10. screen name: huchiecutie <------Erin's

;last..

01. bought: umm..hmmm....a pack of cigarettes and a coke at the gas station (well actually Robbie bought it but I paid 4 it)
02. did: a worksheet
03. ate & drank: cool ranch doritos and coke
04. read: the screen
05. watched on tv: hmmm...Buffy!
06. convo with: Jason
07. present: my daddy bought me a Stetson!! ( a cowboy hat!)
08. day of school: tuesday
09. seen: comp.
10. potty break: when I woke up this mornin

;who

01. kill: no one
02. shag: hmm
03. slap: erin
04. hear from: casey
05. get really wasted with: casey
06. tickle: daniel
07. look like: my mom
08. be like:huh?
09. love: my fam. and friends
10. funny: all my friends

;favorite

01. food: taco bell or doritos
02. drink: coke
03. color: red and black
04. album: umm...lets seee....lets just say....Janis Joplin's Greatest Hits c.d.

05. shoes: my Chinese Laundry boots
06. site: realapplets.com; or lemonadestandgame.com
07. dance: any country line dance
08. song: umm...shit...its a Bone Thugs N Harmony song...#3 on the Volume II c.d.
09. vegetable: corn 10. fruit: bananas

current mood: tired

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10:25 am - Bored...here's yet another survey
01. name: Brooke
02. d.o.b.: 04-01-85
03. location: va Beach, VA
04. religion: Christian; Southern Baptist
05. occupation: student
06. gender: female

07. hobbies: chillin w/my friends, havin fun, drinkin, etc.
08. best friend[s]: casey, jennifer g., jenafer
09. age: 16
10. parents: keith and susan

;appearence

01. hair: blonde =)
02. eyes: green
03. height: 5 foot 6
04. weight: whooooaaa...125 =(
05. figure: im short waisted!? I DONT KNOW! lol
06. pant size: most of the time a 7/8 but OCCASIONALLY a 5/6
07. brand name: i wear Express, Tommy, A & F (occ.), American Eagle (occ.) and whatever the hell I feel like wearin!
08. color to wear: red and black
09. wear make up: eyeliner
10. skin color: im a pale white girl! lol


;style

01. clothing: whatever is comfortable
02. music: everthing but I <3 country alot!
03. makeup: cover girl powder, maybelline great lash mascara, cover girl or almay eyeliner, revlon lipstick, cover girl eyeshadow
04. body art: not yet

;current

01. wearing: mudd jeans, black shoes, black levi belt, black sweater thing w/ 3/4 sleeves and a v-neck and a white shirt under it
02. listening to: nothin
03. thinking of: how i have an orthodontist appt. after school
04. feeling: bored
05. boyfriend/girlfriend: none
06. best friend: i already answered this question
07. song: my fav. song right now is "break ya neck"
08. drink: coke
09. nail polish color: pink
10. screen name: huchiecutie <------Erin's

;last..

01. bought: umm..hmmm....a pack of cigarettes and a coke at the gas station (well actually Robbie bought it but I paid 4 it)
02. did: a worksheet
03. ate & drank: cool ranch doritos and coke
04. read: the screen
05. watched on tv: hmmm...Buffy!
06. convo with: Jason
07. present: my daddy bought me a Stetson!! ( a cowboy hat!)
08. day of school: tuesday
09. seen: comp.
10. potty break: when I woke up this mornin

;who

01. kill: no one
02. shag: hmm
03. slap: erin
04. hear from: casey
05. get really wasted with: casey
06. tickle: daniel
07. look like: my mom
08. be like:huh?
09. love: my fam. and friends
10. funny: all my friends

;favorite

01. food: taco bell or doritos
02. drink: coke
03. color: red and black
04. album: umm...lets seee....lets just say....Janis Joplin's Greatest Hits c.d.

05. shoes: my Chinese Laundry boots
06. site: realapplets.com; or lemonadestandgame.com
07. dance: any country line dance
08. song: umm...shit...its a Bone Thugs N Harmony song...#3 on the Volume II c.d.
09. vegetable: corn 10. fruit: bananas

current mood: tired

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Friday, February 15th, 2002
8:27 am - HAH!
my style is...glamorous

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8:27 am

YELLOW



You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sence of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.




Find out your color at Stvlive.com!




current mood: hot

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Wednesday, February 13th, 2002
9:17 am
Hey. Dont you <3 that song?! Its great. N e ways...I am going through sooo much right now and it really sucks. My grandpa had surgery yesterday and my mom said he didnt look good. And my cat died too. :*****(. I am so sad! Plus my mom and I are always fighting and my friends want me to go and do things with them and I go, but I dont really want to. I just want to b left alone. Thats real mean, I know, but I dont mean it like that! All Im saying is that I need some room to breathe. Just when I think everything in my life has settled down, then something else come to push something else on me. I dont know... Im droning. I'll survive I guess. I'll get over it. And Jenafer- you NEVER call me! Call me, ok?

<3 ya lotz!
<3, *Brooke* XOXO

current mood: cynical

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9:13 am - ~*~ The Middle ~*~
Hey
don't write yourself off yet
it's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
just try your best
try everything you can
and don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away


hey you know they're all the same
you know you're doing better on your own so don't buy in
live right now
just be yourself
it doesn't matter if that's good enough for someone else


it just takes some time
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride
everything everything will be just fine
everything everything will be all right


do your best
do everything you can
don't you worry what thier bitter hearts are going to say

current mood: contemplative
current music: Jimmy Eat World- The Middle

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Thursday, February 7th, 2002
9:21 am - cccrrraaammmpppsss
uughh....I have cramps! I know every1 wanted to know that huh? LOL. m in Business and Marketing and just wrote a 4 page paper in like 30 mins. now I am sooo bored. Tomorrow and Saturday are Acquire the Fire and Im really excited. "cept no smoking! Uh! What amI gonna do!?!! Haha. YAY! I get out at 1pm today instead of 230pm so its allllll goooood!! Im happy and chipper! LOL. well gtg. ttyl!

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<3, *Brooke* XOXO

current mood: crampy!

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Tuesday, February 5th, 2002
8:23 am - ~*~Report Card~*~
Got my report card yesterday. pretty good considering I havent done much work lately!:

French 3: B
Ind. Living: B
Sociology: B
VA/US History: B
English: D
Business and Marketing: B
Ecology: C
Elementary Functions: F

I AM dropping Elem. Func. definitley. NOt working for me. N e wayz...my w-end sucked. im grounded. for the 1st time ever! I have never been grounded in my life and now my mom decides to flip out for no reason and ground me! Uggh. I went out for a 1/2 an hour and she knew I was going out! She said I could. And then when I get back she's all "i had no idea where you were". Blah blah blah. Words were said, bags were packed (by me), and then everything was fine! Weird. She wouldnt let me leave. That sucked. That was on Thursday night I think. Then on Friday I got out of school at 10am so I could go with Casey to her DR's appt. After that we went back to my house and then we were supposed to go to Cyndi and Donald's for a "party". But I had lost my car key when I was mad and threw my keys. So 7 people had to fit in Casey's car to get there. LOL. Then i went to go work at Checker's and came home. Then I worked at Checker's again on Sat. night and went to church Sunday. Fun, huh? bein grounded suckssssssss!

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<3, *Brooke* XOXO

current mood: dorky

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Wednesday, January 30th, 2002
8:41 am
5 things that scare you:
1. lonliness
2. abandonment
3. scary noises when im home alone
4. spiders
5. my basement @ nighttime

5 things that make you laugh:
1. When my Dad sings like Donald Duck or Goofy
2. how dumb my sister can be sometimes ;)
3. All my friends! esp. Jenafer
4. MadTV
5. Fez from That 70's Show

5 things you love:
1. My family
2. My friends
3. Tucker and kitten
4. Food
5. My car

5 things you hate (strongly dislike hehe):
1. being scared or nervous
2. people who lie all the time
3. seeing people/animals sick or dying
4. people from KHS (w/the exception of a few)
5. Ed B.

5 things you don't understand:
1. why I let people get to me
2. why Ed is like he is
3. why I'm so judgemental
4. why i smoke and drink, etc.
5. Why i cant get past my abandonment issues

5 things on your desk:
1. my lamp
2. my phone
3. some make-up
4. lots of pencils
5. Beer bottles

Right now you are:
1. wanting a cigarette
2. typing this survey
3. trying to figure out why Im still in my math class when I failed the 1st semester
4. Hungry (didnt eat breakfast!)
5. hoping things get better

5 negative facts about you:
1. I yell and am angry alot of the time
2. I am judgemental of people before I get to know them
3. I am really bitchy sometimes
4. Im not good at expressing my emotions
5. I want people to treat me with respect but I dont always give it back

5 positive facts about you:
1. I love to make people laugh when I can
2. I'll drop whatever Im doing if someone needs me
3. Whenever my friends are in trouble or having problems, Im there for them
4. I like to have fun!
5. IM TRYING to be more understanding

5 things you plan to do before you die:
1. get married
2. MAYBE have kids (no more than 2!)
3. Let Ed know or somehow show him that Im a good person and what he did was his loss and Im OK without him
4. make alot of money
5. go to the Grand Ole Opry

5 things you can do:
1. make people laugh
2. Ive been told I can sing, but I dont think so
3. play the fiddle
4. be there for people
5. have fun

5 Things You Can't Do:
1. Shoot pool! (OMG! I suck at it!)
2. Sing ( I dont think I can)
3. Get over things/people Ive been hurt by
4. Forgive someone right away
5. Save $$$

5 Famous People You Want To Meet:
1. Anthony Hopkins
2. Gwyneth Paltrow
3. Rascal Flatts!! ;)
4. Jars of Clay
5. B. Spears

Top 10 songs you think are cool:
1. Journey-- Dont Stop Believin'
2. Janis Joplin--Me and Bobby McGee
3. Ludacris--Rollout
4. DMX-- Party Up
5. Alabama--When it all Goes South
6. ROCKY TOP
7. Hank Williams, Jr.--Country Boy can Survive
8. Hank Williams, Jr.--Family Tradition
9. Lee Greenwood--God Bless The USA
10.The Judds--Love Can Build a Bridge

Top 5 things that turn you on about your sex of choice:
1. eyes
2. TEETH
3. arms and chest
4. the way they smell (with cologne!)
5. hair

5 movies:
1. GoodFella
2. American Pie 2
3. Fast and the Furious
4. Freddy Got Fingered
5. The Princess Diaries (really cute movie!)

Top 5 things you say the most:
1. Shut the f*** up
2. hey y'all
3. Im fixin' to.........
4. where is my ..........?
5. aww

current mood: awake

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Monday, January 28th, 2002
9:10 pm - Uggh.....school
Yuck we go back to school tomorrow....full day too!! That sux....and my brother is sooo fuckin annoying. I drank this w-end tho! Thank goodness. cuz i was about to flip the hell out. And i still have some. i put them in the fridge and when my mom got home, i was like " mom i have a present for you".
her: oh God, what is it?
me: no, you'll like it.
:::i open fridge:::
her: oh my God.
me: dont ask where I got it
her: I wont, but thank you.

LOL. she wasnt mad which is good. my life sux. i have no job.....I need a job. but n e wayz.....mostly just hung out and drank this w-end. chilled....thats all

<3 ya lotz!
<3, *Brooke* XOXO

current mood: lethargic
current music: open arms--journey

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9:10 pm - Uggh.....school
Yuck we go back to school tomorrow....full day too!! That sux....and my brother is sooo fuckin annoying. I drank this w-end tho! Thank goodness. cuz i was about to flip the hell out. And i still have some. i put them in the fridge and when my mom got home, i was like " mom i have a present for you".
her: oh God, what is it?
me: no, you'll like it.
:::i open fridge:::
her: oh my God.
me: dont ask where I got it
her: I wont, but thank you.

LOL. she wasnt mad which is good. my life sux. i have no job.....I need a job. but n e wayz.....mostly just hung out and drank this w-end. chilled....thats all

<3 ya lotz!
<3, *Brooke* XOXO

current mood: lethargic
current music: open arms--journey

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9:10 pm - Uggh.....school
Yuck we go back to school tomorrow....full day too!! That sux....and my brother is sooo fuckin annoying. I drank this w-end tho! Thank goodness. cuz i was about to flip the hell out. And i still have some. i put them in the fridge and when my mom got home, i was like " mom i have a present for you".
her: oh God, what is it?
me: no, you'll like it.
:::i open fridge:::
her: oh my God.
me: dont ask where I got it
her: I wont, but thank you.

LOL. she wasnt mad which is good. my life sux. i have no job.....I need a job. but n e wayz.....mostly just hung out and drank this w-end. chilled....thats all

<3 ya lotz!
<3, *Brooke* XOXO

current mood: lethargic
current music: open arms--journey

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Thursday, January 24th, 2002
8:07 pm - Mmmmm
Mmmm! I ate at Anna's Pizza for dinner. Its good!!! LOL. n e wayz....I got a 93 on my Sociology exam! WOOHOO! And I got the highest grade in my class on my English exam and the best essay (ok, Im bragging!). Thats all. 2morrow my parents are FINALLY going somewhere. Thank the Lord cuz they r drivin me insane! LOL. She said I cant have n e one over now. Fuck that. I'll give her a good talkin to and set her straight! haha. Yeah right. She'd pop my face so hard!! But n e wayzz....I know y'all love my excitin stories but I gtg so ill talk to y'all later!

<3 ya lotz!
<3, *Brooke* XOXO

current mood: excited
current music: Linkin Park-- A place for my head

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Tuesday, January 22nd, 2002
3:50 pm - ~*~PaRtY~*~
HEYYY!! My parents anniversary is on Friday so they're goin out ALLL nite and prob. stayin in a hotel (eww) so Im havin a "little" party. LOL. I told my mom I was goin to too! page me if ya wanna go. LOL. n e wayz, I had no school today which was gooood. i slept all late! Woohoo! haha. Tomorrow i gotta go take my english exam tho. that sucks. Not much else I feel like talkin about so lata!

<3 ya lotz!
<3, *Brooke* XOXO


Mike B. and Jen G.--- **tsk, tsk** naughty, naughty

current mood: jubilant
current music: Linkin Park-- "In the End"

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Friday, January 18th, 2002
8:58 am - **yaaawwwwnnnnnn**
Geeze! I am really sleepy! Ughh, after school today I have to go to the doctor so that I can get a recomendation for the optomitrist (sp?) cuz I need glasses. I only need them to see! Ughh it sux. I can even read the speed limit signs when I drive. But thats ok, rite? Nothin is goin on 2nite....YET. Not sure what Im doin 2nite. LOL. Im gonna go to sleep now. byebye

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<3, *Brooke*

current mood: exhausted
current music: Michelle Branch-- "Everywhere"

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Thursday, January 17th, 2002
6:56 pm - **GAYYYYY, it is not 2040**
My computer is convinced it is 2040. LOL, I keep changin it and it just changes it back. N e wayzzz....we have no school Mon. which is grrreat. And I dont have to go on Tuesday neither, so Im really happy about that. Nothin else is new....... see a trend? Im bored

<3 ya lotz!
<3, *Brooke* XOXO

current mood: bored
current music: wheel in the sky--journey

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