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Iris' LiveJournal:
| Thursday, December 28th, 2000 | |
| 10:59 am | Christmas was ok... this week is ok I guess, but after Christmas I got really depressed. I dunno why exactly, I guess this week has just felt really weird, like it's not real, and 2 1/2 days have gone by since Christmas, but it feels like weeks have gone by, it's really weird. And everything seems a little off, you know, like nothing wicked big happens, but you still feel like it's not real and that anything could happen at any moment. I was pissed off the other day about a bunch of shit, but I'm not gunna get into it. Everytime I get pissed, I want to confront it and get it out in the open ya know so it doesn't happen again. But no one takes me seriously, or they don't pay attention to my existence... and by the time I want to say something serious, or slap the damn idiot who made me pissed in the face; I'm usually over it by then, so I don't say anything. It kinda sux. Anyone who says that life sux, is lying. Life doesn't suck, it's just the circumstances you live your life that sux. And being stuck in an unhappy circumstance, is the worst. When there's nothing you can do, and nothing you can say to change something, that scares me. Current Mood:  moroseCurrent Music: crazy town |
| Thursday, December 21st, 2000 | |
| 2:37 pm | DAMMIT! Current Mood:  angry |
| 2:36 pm | We're not allowed to have snow anymore ok it's snowin in Georgia but it's just raining and gross here. That's fair! Fuckin El Nino bastard!!!!!! Oh well. it's almost Friday, joy to the world. Okay well I have to go and do nothing important. Maybe I should rap more presents. I'm becoming the christmas present nazi. If someone raps them bad I redo it and scream at them. I'm really just a little too obsessive compulsive. |
| 2:32 pm | ohhhhhh mmyyyyyy gooooooodddddddd Current Mood: bored |
| Wednesday, December 20th, 2000 | |
| 11:15 pm | yawn I'm getting sick of the freakin internet. Anyway, I'm still not done with Christmas shit. My mom's forcing me to do some thing at her church. There's no way in hell. I was into the Xmas spirit, then I got out of it. Then Back into it, now I dunno I'm just tired. And I've had this damn migrane headache all day. I need to de-stress! It better snow on Christmas or I'm going to complain...(to who I don't know) But anyway... I need a life. I need a vacation. Ok, 2 days left... I hope I won't go crazy before then. Current Mood:  tired |
| Monday, December 18th, 2000 | |
| 11:38 am | It's Monday... Ugh. Mondays' suck. Oh well, 4 more days and we are FREE! I just wish vacation was longer... I'm done X-mas shopping, but I wanna keep buying people stuff, I like giving people stuff...lol. Anyway, blah. Current Mood: sleepy |
| 11:38 am | It's Monday... Ugh. Monday's suck. Oh well, 4 more days and we are FREE! I just wish vacation was longer... I'm done X-mas shopping, but I wanna keep buying people stuff, I like giving people stuff...lol. Anyway, blah. Current Mood: sleepy |
| Sunday, December 17th, 2000 | |
| 1:09 am | fuck!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god I'm so pissed! I left my pocketbook at faye's and it has my life in it! EVERYTHING! lol ahhhhhhh oh my god !!!!!!!!!!! |
| 12:54 am | I just got home... ok all of a sudden I'm wicked tired. I just went shopping, and I think I'm pretty much done, thank god, the fucking mall was soo crowded and hot and stuff, I was gunna have a panic attack just standing there. Oh well, I got some cool stuff. Current Mood: frustratedCurrent Music: Crazy Town- butterfly |
| Saturday, December 16th, 2000 | |
| 3:18 pm | I'm online way too much. |
| 2:40 pm | haha, I left this fucked up message on Kristine's voicemail. I don't know if she heard it yet but it's elmo singing a song, and then a little kid shoots him and is like "shut the fuck up." lol I'm so weird. Current Mood:  amused |
| 2:26 pm | I took this test, I'm surprised, it's really accurate....weird. Your Existing Situation Readily participates in things affording excitement or stimulation. Wants to feel exhilarated. Your Stress Sources Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality. Your Restrained Characteristics Relationships rarely measure up to her high emotional expectations and her need to be made the center of things, leading to disappointment . Always has mental reservations and tends to remain emotionally isolated and unattached.Feels that she is burdened with more than her fair share of problems. However, she sticks to her goals and tries to overcome her difficulties by being flexible and accommodating. Your Desired Objective Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable and over-demanding. Refuses to allow anything to influence her point of view. Your Actual Problem The need for esteem--for the chance to play some outstanding part and make a name for herself--has become imperative. She reacts by insisting on being the center of attention, and refuses to play an impersonal or minor role. |
| 1:56 pm | I hate waking up at noon when half the day is already over with. Everyone went to a party last night and I didn't know about it... stupid assholes. It would have been stupid anyway. I don't even care, but I'm sooo fucking bored. The only person who actually tries to be my friend most of the time is working until 3. UGH! This sux!!!! I'm not dressed anyway so what does it matter. I still need to go shopping ... I WAS gunna go today but seeming how I don't want to by myself and no one is around I guess I CAN'T! Dammit. I'm too pissed off all the time. Current Mood: restlessCurrent Music: nothing |
| Friday, December 15th, 2000 | |
| 5:10 pm | *FORGOTTEN* Ahhh this sux. It's friday night and what am I doing??? NOTHING. fuck. ugh. I have no friends. lol well i do...but no one ever talks to me! they keep getting more and more like just "acquantances" I HAVE NO FUCKING LIFE!!! fucking assholes... the world is filled with fucking assholes!! I'm so pissed off about everything! I'm always pissed lol. I almost killed my aunt yesterday caz i was aggravated all day i was yelling at everyone. I really need to work on my temper. Anyway.... I'm so disconnected from everything. THIS SUX!!!!! :*( Current Mood:  distressedCurrent Music: anything depressing |
| Thursday, December 14th, 2000 | |
| 3:27 pm | THIS SUX. Current Mood:  mischievousCurrent Music: i have no idea |
| Wednesday, December 13th, 2000 | |
| 10:36 pm | I sit and relax, and watch a little tv, only to be interupted by fucking idiots who dont even know whats going on. Anyway, I hate Bush, I hate Gore, I hate politics. I don't even care anymore whos the damn president as long as they stop interrupting my viewing. lol ...Grrrr stupid idiots |
| 9:49 pm | spruce tree....thats what it is. And I hate it!!!!!!!!! |
| 2:39 pm | This sux. I have to go somewhere in about an hour...that means I have to get dressed. Current Mood:  lazyCurrent Music: lifehouse |
| 12:23 pm | Ouch It's kinda late to be Christmas decorating, since everyone I know has had their Christmas tree since the day after Thanksgiving. But I was putting lights on my tree today, I never knew christmas trees hurt so much. I have little red marks all over my hands and it fucking hurts like a bitch. I think it's just the kinda tree it is, because it never used to hurt to decorate a damn tree. |
| Tuesday, December 12th, 2000 | |
| 8:22 pm | I NEED DRUGS. Current Mood: crappy |