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Tuesday, August 27th, 2002 | 3:51 pm |
Another Candy Run? I just talked to Luke.. Ralph and I are making a trip to williston.. He had to call in sick because he was supposed to work tonight.. I have a feeling this'll be another "humdinger".
I'll leave you with this piece of advice... "Don't lick little indian boys' yam-bags." - Jickjack
Current Mood: playing !acro on #weed Current Music: Eminem feat. Scam - Green and Gold (1 vilification | repent) | Saturday, August 24th, 2002 | 2:10 am |
!!! You must check this out. Your life depends on it. (1 vilification | repent) | 1:46 am |
Smokin' Chronic Ralph and I went to minot again a few days ago. We bought a half ounce of chronic. I smoked a shitload with him over the past few days. I'm really stoned right now.. I feel good.
Current Mood: ripped to the gord Current Music: Jack Johnson - Posters (5 vilifications | repent) | Wednesday, August 21st, 2002 | 2:45 pm |
First Day of School (Well.. Not for me) School has started again and where the hell am I? Living with my parents, jobless, and haven't begun to start my education past high school. This is gonna suck with everyone gone all day .. or all school year (in college).. I need to kick it in the ass.. What the fuck. Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: Marilyn Manson - The Reflecting God (3 vilifications | repent) | Monday, August 19th, 2002 | 11:58 am |
Candy Run The Sound of Sin says: 's up? Jean says: not much Jean says: u? The Sound of Sin says: just got back from a roadtrip with ralph The Sound of Sin says: heh Jean says: how was that The Sound of Sin says: it was pretty fucking cool.. we did some dxm and watched pink floyd and wizard of oz.. when we came down, we went to williston The Sound of Sin says: and drank 2 cases and took some dihydrocodeine's with luke... The Sound of Sin says: .. then i passed out and the next thing i knew, we were in minot The Sound of Sin says: so we smoked some dank buds and stayed overnite in a hotel there.. came back today Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Incubus - Pardon Me (1 vilification | repent) | Friday, August 16th, 2002 | 12:38 pm |
Toxicity Monday morning, I took acid.. Tuesday night I took DXM.. Wednesday afternoon and evening I drank beer. Yesterday I shook all day. I'm feeling better today. Current Mood: complacentCurrent Music: Godhead - Pride (4 vilifications | repent) | Saturday, August 10th, 2002 | 1:54 pm |
My trip report lives on... I just checked my first/only (so far) trip report submitted to erowid.org (the best entheogen-oriented website on the net).. It has had 16,664 views since it was posted.. I'm pretty proud of that.. For those of you who haven't read it, i'm gonna post it in here.. The original report can be found here.
DXM School Trippin'
DXM & Cannabis
by Greenjello
DOSE : |
420 mg |
oral |
DXM |
(liquid) |
I believe, in Junior High I had my first DXM trip by taking too many cough medicine pills. This trip report covers my first intentional DXM trip.
It all started Sunday morning at about 4:00 a.m. Being an insomniac, I had tried to go to sleep the night before, without success. I decided I was going to go to school without any sleep, I?d done it before and I was going to do it again. I started to smoke some weed, only a few pinches from my one-hitter and continued to do so, slowly, until about 7:30. For the past few months, I?d been reading about DXM and decided I was going to try it that day.
At about 8:00 I ?left for school? (class didn?t start until 8:45) and went to a nearby drugstore and picked up a bottle of Vicks 44 Cough Formula (the Vicks equivalent of Robitussin Maximum Cough), drank it quickly right before school. During my first period class, I?m not sure if I felt the effects of the DXM, but I definitely felt something (it could?ve been the weed). It was a nice head buzz. By second period, I was feeling very tired from the night before and I could really feel the effects of the DXM. During 2nd period, one of our state senators visited our school and we were having a lycaeum in the auditorium so we could ask him questions.
Walking into the school auditorium, I had my first hallucination. It was partially visible, but the sound was more distinct. It was very dark, only a few smaller spotlights lighting the stage. As I walked along the wall I heard a hollow ?Whooshing? sound and out of the corner of my eye I saw a long tunnel. I jumped and turned to look at it and it was gone. I found a seat in the third to the last row and the lycaeum began.
By this time, the full effects of the DXM had kicked in. I sat there and listened, but I couldn?t concentrate on what he was saying. I put my head between my hands and sat there for a minute. When I looked up, it looked as if I was still looking at the carpet, like the carpet had attached itself to my vision and it slowly went back down to the floor, out of my vision (as if it had slowly melted back to the floor, it?s quite hard to explain). Later, the senator picked up the microphone stand to move it out of his way and it looked like his shadow wasn?t making the same movements as him. I watched this for a long time and asked someone sitting by me if they saw anything different, and of course, they didn?t. Throughout the rest of the Lycaeum, I saw several light distortions, a common effect of DXM.
I left the lycaeum and went to my 4th period class, which was a study hall in the computer lab (the lycaeum took up two periods). I just sat there and let my mind wander. It was a very strange experience. I remember asking myself questions about anything, mostly life in general, and looking for answers. Then, I looked up and there was a classmate who had a shirt that read ?Play? and pictured a person hitting a baseball, nothing else. I?m not sure if that is what his shirt had really said, but at the time, that is how I had read it. I stared at that picture which seemed like hours, but after looking at the clock, it was only about 2 or 3 minutes. After staring at it, I snapped to attention and I suddenly knew EVERYTHING. Not that I was thinking any more clearer, or had even really figured anything out, but every question I asked myself, I had an answer for. I had a false sense of enlightenment and I loved it. Looking back, the answers were totally unrelated, but they satisfied my curiosity for the time being.
After that, I started coming down from the trip. Throughout the rest of the day I had several small visual distortions.
That night I slept 16 hours and I felt a small ?hangover? from the DXM. It wasn?t a headache, but I felt completely drained of energy and still had the heavy feeling from the day before.
I would recommend DXM to anyone who?s looking for a legal high. Just get the background information before you try it.
Exp Year: 2000 |
ID: 524 |
Added: Sep 10, 2000 |
Views: 16664 |
Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the individual authors who submit them.
Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid.
Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - tear (8 vilifications | repent) | 1:28 pm |
(Can't You) Trip Like I Don't Yesterday Drew, Matt, and myself went to Minot in search of a decent amount of schwag. A couple of ounces or so. Instead we ran into dank buds. We weren't complaining. We only got a quarter because they were $60/eighth and there were no deals all the way up. Another thing that was in town was acid.. I should've tried a lot harder to find some of that. I've been looking for acid since the dawn of my drug experience. And there it was in Minot for $10/hit. I could be frying right now. Dammit. If I wasn't so high off of KB last night, i would've remembered and gotten some. Maybe I should run back today... On a positive note, I made another solid contact last night... One less shot in the dark when I go on pot runs. Generous guy, too.. Drives us across town to hook us up with chronic, getting nothing in return.. And on the way back, he smokes us up with his dank. That's the type of guy to know if you're running a few hours to get drugs. Current Mood: disappointedCurrent Music: Ours - Sometimes (repent) | 3:10 am |
Tear This is my time This is my tear I can see clearly now That this is not a place For playing solitaire Tell me where you want me This is my time This is my tear Comin' on strong Baudelaire Seems to me like All the world gets high When you take a dare Let it rise before you This is my crime All in all I'm Loving every rise and fall The sun will make and I will take Breath to be sure of this In the end All will be forgiven when Surrender rises high and I Gave what I came to give Say it now because you never know Devil may cry devil may care Distiller's got a scream And now I know just why When she's movin' air Can you feel the voltage This is my time California skies Got room to spare This is my time Take it outside Take it out there Seems to me like All the world gets high When you take a dare In the final moment This is my time Current Mood: numbCurrent Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - tear (1 vilification | repent) | Wednesday, August 7th, 2002 | 1:05 am |
Posters Looking at himself but wishing he was someone else Because the posters on the wall they don't look like him at all So he ties it up, he tucks it in, he pulls it back, and gives a grin Laughing at himself because he knows he ain't loved at all He gets his courage from the can, It makes him feel like a man Because he's loving all the ladies But the ladies don't love him at all Cause when he's not drunk He's only stuck on himself And then he has the nerve To say he needs a decent girl Looking at herself but wishing she was someone else Because the body of the doll it don't look like hers at all So she straps it on, she sucks it in, she throws it up, and gives a grin Laughing at herself because she knows she ain't that at all All caught up in the trends Well the truth began to bend And the next thing you know, man There just ain't no truth left at all Cause when the pretty girl walks She walks so proud And when the pretty girl laughs Oh man, she laughs so loud And if it ain't this then its that As a matter of fact She hasn't had a day to relax Since she has lost her ability to think clearly Well I'm an energetic hypothetic version of another person Check out my outsides there ain't nothing in here Well I'm a superficial systematic music, television addict Check out my outsides there ain't nothing in Here comes another one, just like the other Looking at himself but wishing he was someone else Because the posters on the wall they don't a look alike a him He ties it up he puts it in, he pulls it back and gives a grin Laughing at himself because he knows he ain't loved at all He knows he ain't loved at all Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: Jack Johnson - Posters (2 vilifications | repent) | Monday, August 5th, 2002 | 11:41 pm |
Nothing worth writing. Life is at a standstill. Current Mood: depressed (5 vilifications | repent) | Saturday, August 3rd, 2002 | 4:41 pm |
Kegger? :/ Today is Ralph's birthday, i believe. Or maybe it was last weekend? I don't know, but either way he had planned on throwing a kegger tonight. I was supposed to give him a ride to Williston to pick them up but I didn't wake up until 4:30 this afternoon.. Gah.. I hope he got a ride..
I think I might quit smoking.. I'm gonna see how bad the withdrawls are again.. So far they're not bad and the only reason I've quit smoking at all is because i'm out of money.
Hmm... More to come..
Current Mood: sober Current Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - By the Way (repent) | Monday, July 22nd, 2002 | 4:15 am |
The Great Hockey Experience Yeah, I played ice hockey for the first time in over 1 1/2 half years and after 14 years of steady playing before that... I used to be "good". I wasn't great and I wasn't bad.. I'd like to think that I was an asset to the team, to what ever degree.. But anyway, we played the same team over and over in a Bismarck "Tournament" ... (same team? what a tournament..) Well, after not skating for over 1 1/2 years, i played horribly.. At the beginning of the game, i could go hard for about a minute at a time.. After 10 mins I was worthless.... No I was more than worthless.. I was a handicap to the team... I managed to come out of the first game with an assist... I puked 3 times and managed to tough the game out.... But we lost 4-2 The second game, later that day, i sat out... 5-2 that time.. The third game, the next day, i think I played much better.. But I still got sick and backed out at the end of the 2nd period... The funny thing is I played better than some of the guys who were in shap on our team. Most of the time we played with 1 1/2 lines (and you should have at least 3) ...We got beat every game.. but if we had ice time all year and a full team, we would've schooled them..... That's as far as the games went.. In the offtime, i got baked and really drunk with kris, sam, chad benson, and chris owens.. it was an experience Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Golden Earing - Twilight Zone (2 vilifications | repent) | Wednesday, July 17th, 2002 | 12:52 pm |
Deaf, Dumb, and Blind, You Just Keep on Pretending Who was born in a house full of pain Who was trained not to spit in the fan Who was told what to do by the man Who was broken by trained personnel Who was fitted with collar and chain Who was given a pat on the back Who was breaking away from the pack Who was only a stranger at home Who was ground down in the end Who was found dead on the phone Who was dragged down by the stone. Current Mood: sadCurrent Music: Pink Floyd - Dogs (4 vilifications | repent) | Sunday, July 14th, 2002 | 12:26 pm |
Mexican Raymond and .. ? Jared Loucks drew these with my touchpad down in Wahpeton when we were tore up.. The first one is of a dealer we call "Mexican Raymond" .. the second... I don't know what that is.. ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20020829103140im_/http:/=2fus.f1.yahoofs.com/users/6498fb5c/bc/My+Photos/__hr_loucks1.jpg.jpg=3fbcV0cM9AfvMX7Vc1) ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20020829103140im_/http:/=2fus.f1.yahoofs.com/users/6498fb5c/bc/My+Photos/__hr_loucks2.jpg=3fbcV0cM9AOAQ8nBS0) I think I was molested last night.. Not good.. I smell like mosquito spray.. I'm gonna go shower. Current Mood: thirstyCurrent Music: Bush - Float (1 vilification | repent) | Friday, July 12th, 2002 | 6:36 pm |
Gah!! One last note, I'm dating Jeri for all who had heard but weren't sure. Better confirm the gossip. (repent) | 6:35 pm |
It's All About the Mung I just got off of work about an hour ago.. I'm showered, changed, and stoned. So far, the night is off to a good start. I still have no idea where I'm about to end up to tonight. Kris and I never make plans. People just kinda come to us. As I typed that, Kendall knocked on the door. Heh. I just talked to Luke, he and Charlie will be here in 2 hours.. Better start preparing. I'll leave you with this.. Think about it. Right now, our government has the recipe for the everlasting Gobstopper right next to the car that runs entirely on your belief in fairies. But do you think the oil companies or the conspiratorial bastards that make Just Regular Gobstoppers will ever let them see the light of day? If so, then enjoy your graham crackers and leash because you're a retard. Their shareholders would lose billions. It's the same in Afghanistan, only instead of oil companies and Willy Wonka controlling everything, the government is in the pocket of the people in charge of chopping the heads off of goats. - Seanbaby Current Mood: soreCurrent Music: KMFDM - Anarchy (repent) | Tuesday, July 9th, 2002 | 4:13 pm |
I Found My New Background Image Click for a larger image Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: Pink Floyd - Let The Be More Light (2 vilifications | repent) | Sunday, July 7th, 2002 | 6:51 pm |
Renewed Interest I'm going to try to make it a point to write more in here more often. I like to reread my entries months afterwards.. I forget a lot. Since Wednesday night up until Saturday evening, it's been one big alcoholic blur. I spent pretty much the whole time at Short Creek. I had a good time, for the most part. I drank so much, I just ate for the first time in a day and a half.. I tried eating last night but about gagged when I got close to the fridge.. The biggest party was on the 4th.. That was pretty cool but we were extremely unprepared with only two cases of diesel (Budweiser) .. The next night, we got 2 cases of Natural Ice, a 12 pack of Diesel, and then people got us beer assuming we'd want some more... All in all, we had over 10 cases between a handful of people. I think I enjoyed myself more on Friday. I had about a 1/4 oz of decent North Dakota schwag, too.. And a dugout partially full with Kine nuggets, which I found only yesterday.. I'd been drinking all morning and afternoon. But when I found the bud, I quit drinking and went around getting all my buddies stoned, going house to house.. I kept smoking at every place.. I had to come home and pass out for 4 hours before getting up and finding my brother.. Drew and I headed out to Short Creek again.. That shot in the dark turned into a shot in the foot.. Heh.. I guess Jeri and Jackie followed us from Crosby, trying to flash us. We never noticed. Haha. We headed back towards Noonan, looking for Kris and Kendall.. Didn't have any luck.. I'd heard that there was gonna be a party at the Clothesline, but I said fuck it.. We didn't have beer and I didn't really want to drink, anyway.. I would've because I don't take Drew out very often.. From who I talked to, it was a decent party. I guess Kayla wanted me to come out, too.. Hmm. The grass was greener The light was brighter The taste was sweeter The nights of wonder With friends surrounded The dawn mist glowing The water flowing The endless river Forever and ever Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: Pink Floyd - High Hopes (2 vilifications | repent) | 2:35 pm |
What Do You Want From Me As you look around this room tonight Settle in your seat and dim the lights Do you want my blood, do you want my tears What do you want? What do you want from me? Should I sing until I can't sing anymore Play these strings til my fingers are raw You're so hard to please What do you want from me? Do you think that I know something you don't know? What do you want from me? If I don't promise you the answers would you go? What do you want from me? Should I stand out in the rain Do you want me to make a daisy chain for you? I'm not the one you need What do you want from me? You can have anything you want You can drift, you can dream, even walk on water Anything you want You can own everything you see Sell your soul for complete control Is that really what you need? You can lose yourself in this night See inside there is nothing to hide Turn and face the light What do you want from me? Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: Pink Floyd - What Do You Want From Me (repent) |
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