Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
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12:26 pm - An old dream.
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"Last night I had this dream that I was in the 80's and standing in this really cool 80's-ish mall with like neon lights everywhere an like on the ceilings kinda like lightening bolts. I'm standing in front of this awesome looking salon an makeup place it also covered in neon, bright neon colors with like lighted up tile flooring an peacock feathers an ahhh!! on each side of the salon in the very front there were cool looking platforms were the artists would do your hair, makeup, nails or whatever. The platforms held up these cool looking sleek triangular huge mirrors. So I'm standing there looking at all their makeup and makeup designs on the wall. Beautiful sparkly makeup. My makeup artist's name was "india" hehe. I splashed some sparkly electric blue eyeshadow by my eye running down my cheek and it looked really cool I cocked my head in the mirror my hair was fukkin huge! So that chick india did my hair up an she put like this really pretty sparkly yellow eyeshadow on the top of my lids with a wedge of green that faded into purple at the bottom of my eyes. She gave me long sharpened acrilic nails painted metallic purple and green with sparkles an stuff and lightening bolts they reminded me of thai finger protectors hehe well my hair is big long an platinum and it has streaks of green and hotpink some of it in like long braided extensions it was hot."
current mood:  creative
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Monday, February 23rd, 2004
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4:28 pm - That's cannibalistic! =O
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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
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8:13 pm
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I will be starting my new job 3/13th.
"Close your eyes and you'll be there
Where the mermaids sing as they comb their hair
Like a fountain of gold you can never grow old
Where dreams are made, your love parade" Madonna -"Dear Jessie"
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10:46 am - Je suis blanc et noir.
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c'est mon Pepe le Pew! là-bas ! il est ma petite mouffette vous aiment être ma petite mouffette ? très bon causons une certaine sottise.
current mood:  mischievous
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Saturday, February 21st, 2004
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11:15 pm
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dont you hate it when you posted like a 5 hour long bleeding heart essay and then tada! somehow gets magically erased? I'll post lyrics based on my post instead....
"how can you leave me standing alone in a world that's so cold. maybe I'm just too demanding. maybe I'm just like my father, too bold. maybe I'm just like my mother. she's never satisfied. why do we scream at each other. this is what it sounds like when the doves cry"-Prince
"The most merciful thing in the world ... is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents."-HP Lovecraft
"you can't always get what you want but if you try sometimes you just might find you get what you need."
The Rolling Stones
current mood:  tired
current music: Console-My dog eats beats
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4:11 pm
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More than likely I'll be getting the job at Home Depot either @ the University, Matthews or Pineville locations. Where I get placed will also be where I get an apartment. No, you don't know how much I am looking forward to this!
current mood:  determined
current music: Welle Erdball-Computersex/Noisex
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12:38 am - 13-31-3-13-13-3-313-3
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Something keeps trying to grab my attention.... I feel like I've fallen into an HP Lovecraft novel...((Hell yeah!)) Ever seen an old friend you couldn't recognize?..weird...metaphysics, dreams, creative visualization, future science, haunts, numbers, theory, music. I'm so tired and theres so frelling much to talk about. I forgot I could do that!...I've neglected so much of myself for too long.
current mood: shocked
current music: Mechanical Animals
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Thursday, February 19th, 2004
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12:09 pm - the world is mine.
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11:27 am
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~Euterpe~
Your muse is Euterpe, the Giver of Pleasure.
Contrary to what I'm sure your mind has just
leapt to (get it out of the gutter!), she is
the muse of Music. Her symbol is the flute.
You like most kinds of music, and like to sing
and probably compose a little bit when you're
alone.
Which of the Nine Muses is your muse?
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current mood: mischievous
current music: Chicken's Best Friend
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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
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8:58 am - Por Favor
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I have an interview at 12:00 Saturday with home depot for a full time position. *cross your fingers*
Yo neccessito mucho dinero!!!!!
current mood: determined
current music: XPQ21 - white and alive
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Saturday, February 14th, 2004
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1:32 am
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Monday, February 9th, 2004
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5:17 pm - Thanks BIG SISTER! It's all about the family love ;)~
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Your Sex Sign is Aquarius!
You're a 22nd century lover - without any rules or hangups.
You're a typical "trysexual"... well versed in the bedroom and curious about everything you haven't tried.
You give everyone you run into the most exotic sex ever.
Aquarius, you are a 22nd century sexual being.
Your tastes and attitudes are totally futuristic.
You are very adventurous and curious about everything.
Aquarians are the "seekers" of the Zodiac.
You aren't posessive or materialistic - and you make your own rules.
Your sexual personality is exotic and bohemian.
You love to talk about sex - anywhere, anytime.
You enjoy hearing about other people's sexual exploits, and you completely unshockable.
You reached sexual maturity at an early age.
You have had many varied sexual relationships, and you have dabbled in just about anything - if only for the experience.
Above all, you aspire to become better and better in bed.
You love to be taught new sexual tricks.
You love to experiment seuxally.
You have a preference for the most exotic sex positions - Hindu, Japanese, and especially Tantric.
What's *Your* Sex Sign?
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current mood: horny
current music: SoftCell-SexDwarf, Warren G-Regulators
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8:28 am - A favorite quote:
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"My nights are moving in slow motion we leave ourselves captivated so full of life and my dreams of night light."
current mood: ecstatic
current music: Lights of Euphoria--Slowmotion
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Sunday, February 8th, 2004
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5:13 pm - DRAGONCON 2004!!!!!!
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Ok I'm already excited. I can't wait!!!
current mood: excited
current music: Digital Allies-Without You
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2:28 pm - speechless
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I remember going to Disneyland when I was little girl. I was short and my surroundings were so huge! My eyes were so big and so I was stunned and mesmerized by huge castles and pirates, fireflies, lagoons, haunted houses and never neverland.
"The most merciful thing in the world ... is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents." HP Lovecraft
And i love this quote so much more today because in a way it describes the slight confusion and fear of something unfathomable something unknown that is very exciting perhaps divine at the same time.
I can relate very much to THIS character in terms of society, my surroundings, compassion, and ways I communicate via expressions not words. You may think that sounds silly but I'm serious! Its hard for me to express thoughts/feelings/emotions through words partially because i have an audio processing disorder (I do) and also because i get so excited/strong feelings about something I lose track of how to communicate when the thought or feeling overwhelms me. I'm so caught on a incredible feeling or idea that I accidentally shut off the world for a second. hehehe oh jesus dave you will be proud of me...I just remembered an x-men character, storm...she had to control her feelings they were so strong and if she let them go all chaos would break loose ;) I love how you 3 boys use those little metaphors whether you're comparing your selves to a character in a comic book or creating a little parable using everyday objects to serve as a situation or person ie: a well, a ball, a star, 100%alcohol!! Clever and cute it makes me smile :)
When he described something, a feeling or situation most of them I knew very well in a way that was so familiar and clear I thought"I know that, I understand,*nods* oh my god... I feel that right now (shocked)" I felt tears coming from my eyes because I knew and I wanted to help and I wanted to heal all these peoples heartaches.
But this experience wasn't a bad thing. He just communicates in a language I can understand. And it blows my mind :)
current mood: thankful
current music: This Mortal Coil - "Alone"
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12:02 pm - lately...
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Friday January 30th I drove down to see my boy Jez in Astrid Haven. (something sparkled in the corner and caught my eye!). They rocked of course. Death Becomes You w/Wednesday 13 was also fucking awesome. Hung out with DBY afterwards. Sunday was Arwen's big Superbowl party hehehe. Lots of skin at the Superbowl this year. Drove down to Lancaster Monday or Tuesday w/ my man BIG DAVE!!! woot! I ran around that night trying to let off some steam while the boys had rehearsal. Met Jess and Lauren. Miss Jess (too bad she had to leave so soon. hope you're doing ok. Goodluck with frikken Cleopatra records!!) Lauren is also major kickass (a real live fairy! she glows!) I met someone special that night and he totally blew my mind. I had nooooo idea. wtf!?! Wow! I'm not going to give his name but he looks like a male version of this!this!and this!.
current mood: crazy
current music: Murderdolls- "Love at first Fright"
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Sunday, February 1st, 2004
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12:38 pm
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Some people are poor because they lack ambition. Other people are poor because they've got it.
current mood: working
current music: The Misfits- Mommy, Can I Go Out And Kill Tonight?
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Saturday, January 31st, 2004
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9:26 pm
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7:58 pm - DBY:Death Becomes You
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Thursday, January 29th, 2004
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7:39 pm - RIP Silverscreen cafe :)
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thoughtful
indescribable
