| Metal and Violence \m/!!!!! |
[14 Sep 2002|09:49pm] |
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The subject is exactly what last night was about!
Not too much violence. Just 2 fights about broke out. A few punches thrown, nothing major.
Bands-Shred of Hope, False Hope, Darkness Remains, End of All, The Manhattan Project, and Bloodjinn
Highlights- Shred of Hope playing Slayer's Raining Blood, could not have been more perfect \m/
Hung out with Will from End of All after they played, for a bit. Talked all about music. So did me and Jon from Darkness Remains. Will told me to keep in touch if I ever get a band together, even after I move.
Bloodjinn.....ENOUGH SAID! The place was a fucking madhouse, even though the side the bands played on was as small as a basement :P
I got Bloodjinn's new cd (OF COURSE!) my opinion-ALBUM OF THE YEAR! or at least one of the best. If anyone ever finds it, GET IT! you WILL NOT be sorry, I promise you.
Also got End of All, and Darkness Remains' cds and a Bloodjinn t-shirt. And a bunch of free samplers and shit.
All and all a very good night
\m/ jason
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| you take apart the things I say..... |
[08 Sep 2002|10:26pm] |
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Well I got back this evening.
It was an alright weekend. Didnt do much at all.
I mean I was only up there for 2 and half days, plus I didnt know I was going until the last minute, so not much time to plan.
There was alot I would like to have done, but not enough time.
But then I come home and I feel like a fucking ghost again. It felt like nothing when I got home. I cant explain in full. I dont know, maybe its me.
I should feel pretty good these days. Im making money, Im soon to have me a car, hopefully. But I feel and know Im missing so much more, and I dont know when Im gonna get it. I guess its mostly stress, I dont know, I'll stop now.
\m/ jason
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| Save me Save me!!!! |
[02 Sep 2002|11:22pm] |
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One day gone in the week.........
Will it get better? I dont know, doesnt look like it now.
Someone save me from this deathly boredom, pllllllleeeeeeaaaaaaasssssseeeeee
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| is this all the world has to offer...... |
[31 Aug 2002|10:05pm] |
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36 Crazyfists-Slit Wrist Theroy |
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Well its been a few days (like anyone noticed)
Not much is going on, except for me being so drowsy last night I was walking into walls :P
Ive thought alot these past few days. Well past few weeks I guess. I know I do too much of it, but oh well. But with certain events that have happened and what not, it would be normal for me to think this much.
I have a bigger and better lead on a car, and within the next month it should be mine. Pretty much it WILL be. Ive decided that once I get it, and I save up enough for myself to were I feel I can support myself for a little while, Im GONE. I dont really know where just yet. Although Radford is STILL looking pretty good right now **hint hint Corrinne** :P But I dont really know yet. Right now the car is one of the main things on my mind.
On another note, Where I have been on a death/black metal, whatever metal type phase, I took a bit of a step back. This song is by 36 Crazyfists. I found their cd today, and its really good. It reminds me a bit of the Deftones-Around the Fur. But this is one song I can not get out of my head....
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Turns To Ashes
I'm not sick, I'm just a boy
Sifting through the new found lie
And I'll be crawling through these ashes and disecting all these flies
Since the sun has died and it is still somewhat July
Is this all the world has to offer?
And I don't know how much you thought I'd be
It turns to ashes on me
One more piece inside these lines
Deeper harms my disguise
And everyone is different so everyone is sly
And everything's still horrible since everyone still dies
Is this all the world has to offer
And I don't know how much you thought I'd be
It turns to ashes on me
Is this all the world has to offer?
It turns to ashes on me
No one is safe
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\m/ jason
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| interesting night..... |
[24 Aug 2002|11:01pm] |
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Well tonight was awkward, weird, interesting I guess......
Well Brandon and Nicole came by to show off their new car and take me for a ride in it.
95 Camaro, black, t-tops, black leather seats, the works.
So I get in and we go back to their place first. Then we head towards Martinsville. We had to stop cause the winshield kept fogging up, and it wouldnt stop no matter what we tried. So as we are leaving the store, he cranks it up and starts to put it in gear, all of the sudden it cuts off, like some straight gears will do if you dont work it right. He cranks it again, and then he realizes he has no clutch! I mean nothing at all. So he cut it off, we got out and me and him pushed as far as we could, which wasnt too far. He started to put brake fluid in it, and the clutch would catch for a second and then would let go. And the dealership he bought it from had an extra clutch kit in the back. Which was odd. So needless to say, the car is still at the store and we got rides back home.
Thats the first time Ive ever gotten stranded, that I can remember.
Speaking of cars/trucks. I might be getting me a truck soon. A friend of my grandmas has got himself in a situation with his family and other things and he said he woud sell it to me for $500!!!! and I didnt have to pay him now, just sign the title when he transfers it. The only problem is.....its a straight gear! And Ive NEVER drove one, so I will need to learn before I can really drive it. But it shouldnt be too bad. So who knows things maybe starting to look a little up for me, I hope.
\m/ jason
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| Its a good/bad thing..... |
[18 Aug 2002|09:42pm] |
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Erik Rutan Leaves Morbid Angel
Source: Blabbermouth.net
Guitarist Erik Rutan has announced his departure from Morbid Angel in order to devote himself entirely to Hate Eternal.
"Being in Morbid Angel for the past nine years has been the greatest time of my life," Rutan said in a statement. "To play in my favorite death metal band of all time has been a tremendous honor.
"I want to thank [Morbid Angel guitarist] Trey [Azagthoth] and [drummer] Pete [Sandoval] for all the great years and all they have done for me, and all the fans who have supported me and will hopefully continue to support me in the future. It is now time for me to stand on my own two feet with Hate Eternal."
Hate Eternal's debut album, Conquering The Throne, was the high-water mark for death metal in 1999 — a furious-yet-precise assault on the senses. The group's second album, King Of All Kings, is now finished and is set for release on September 16th in Europe and September 17th in the US.
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Well at least hes not leaving the scene. Hes an amazing guitarist. His playing was awesome when I saw Hate Eternal 2 weeks ago. Although this does suck for Morbid Angel, I think he'll do ok.
\m/ jason
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| FUCK THIS!!!!! |
[17 Aug 2002|09:58pm] |
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Fuck this ENTIRE week!!!
I have never been so bored in my life! At least if I would have been at work, I would have had something to do.
I tried to make plans early in the week. But I had to wait until Friday morning to finally hear an answer, when all that needed to be said in the first place was a simple NO! Its not like I havent had my share of disappointments in my life, so one more wont hurt.
I'll be so glad when I finally find a car where there person isnt trying to cheat me out of money and then my ass is GONE! After a few more months after I get that, and save for other things, then Im out of here, out of this hell hole.
I know Im bitching and all, but it just really has not been a good week. Yeah, its had some high points, but not many.
But the funny thing is, I dont wanna go back to work on Monday :P I just wanna get out of here.
But I'll stop now.......
\m/ jason
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| eyeballs hanging from the sockets...... |
[16 Aug 2002|09:42pm] |
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"One day man will look back and say I created the 20th century"-Jack the Ripper-1888
I think Im sure thats how it goes :P
I finally got to rent From Hell today.
Its one of the BEST movies I have seen in a long time. Its like a horror/thriller movie should be made, I think. Not one of those where you can guess what everyone is gonna do next. But one that keeps you guessing and on the edge of your seat.
Plus this was even better, because it was based on a true person, one of the first serial killers of our time, and I like learning and studying them. Its something thats interesting to me. Learning what drives people to madness.
Ok Im babbling, I know it, so I'll shut up.
\m/ jason
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| In shock..... |
[14 Aug 2002|09:44pm] |
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I am in complete shock.
As most of you may have heard by now, Dave Williams, the lead singer of Drowning Pool was pronounced dead this afternoon. He was only 30 years old.
I still cant believe it.
I mean, when Drowning Pool first came out I liked them I will admit. But soon after that very boring and stupid. But of course I wouldnt want any of them to die. They were good musicians.
Now theres another rock star dead this year. I mean Layne Staley, Dee Dee Ramone, now Dave Williams, and Im probably leaving others out from this year. But whos gonna be next? I dont even wanna know.
\m/ jason
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| Fucking morons from the south! |
[13 Aug 2002|09:41pm] |
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Angela's thoughts on the show. Shows what stupid idiots live around here. I must have been on the other side of the stage, cause I didnt see this happening.
07 08 02 Winston Salem, NC / Ziggy’s
By Angela-Arch Enemy
I nearly got hit by a full can of beer when I enter stage. The can explodes on stage, everything is covered with sticky alcohol. When this ever happens again I will go straight off stage and not play the show. The sound sucks. Guys in the front row keep on staring at me without moving – through the whole show. I hope people enjoyed it, cause we didn’t. What’s wrong with those kinds of guys? Don’t they have a girlfriend or some other way of release? Get a life, boys.
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Even with all of that they still put on an awesome show!
\m/ jason
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| Try not to stand so close to your screens!!!!! |
[11 Aug 2002|10:18pm] |
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Yes this is my new picture of my labret. For those of you who I havent seen it.
Over look the red eye :P For some odd reason other pictures on that camera dont have it, but mine do. Maybe its showing the evil in me :P
Anyways..... hope your screens dont break :P
\m/ jason
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| Now Im slipping through the hairline cracks..... |
[11 Aug 2002|12:39am] |
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MUST....GO....SEE....MY....JOURNAL!
New background, colors, everything! With a little help from Tara, for my icon plus Amanda![[info]](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20040318020623im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) bloodytearz gave me 2 icons as well.
I also have no work this week, which is good!
And I got COF's Lovecraft and Witchhearts today, plus Fear Factory's Concrete, and TOOL-Lateralus(after having Jamies copy for so long) now I have my own!
Now Im outta here
\m/ jason
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| COME ON YOU FUCKERS!!!!!!! |
[09 Aug 2002|10:12pm] |
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Those were Angela's first words last night when she hit the stage.
All I have to say about the show is....WOW!!!!!!
Theres alot I can say, but thats the only word to best describe it.
First Brandon and Nicole picked me up and we went back to there place and Brandon showed me some Cradle of Filth live footage. Then Brandon made me a drink, and I mean a drink. Then we left and got down there around 7:30
The doors opened around 8. We went in and sat down in what Brandon calls "his" corner, which was a good spot cause we could see everything, plus be able to go down to the pit easily too.
Origin played first, which was who Brandon really wanted to see. They were awesome. Their drummer fucking kills!
Then Hate Eternal played next. The lead singer is one of the guitarists from Morbid Angel, I cant remember his name. But they were really good, actually better than I thought, for just 3 guys in the band. The bands were taking their equipment and putting it right below us, and I got to shake the guitarist hand and talk to him a bit. But I STILL couldnt remember his name and neither could Brandon. Oh well.
Then the place got packed, waiting for Angela. Some drunk guys were yelling "come on baby, where are you?" And they keep saying stupid shit. Then the guys came on stage and I looked everywhere for Angela, didnt see her yet. Then a piano started playing slowly, then it sounded like a storm was brewing. Then the music started and and Angela ran up like a flash and kicked in. Shes like become one of my new obsessions :P She is so awesome. Brandon looked at me and said "I wonder if she will come over here when they are done" and I said, if she does Im jumping over this railing! Which was about 15 high or so :P
Then Nile hit the stage and Brandon went down front. Theres one guitarist that is a fucking genius! I never knew how they made those Egyptian sounds on their songs, but I found out. One of the guitarist had some type electronic device attached to his guitar and about 3 pedals and a computer behind him. And he was playing all of those notes on his guitar! I had never seen anything like it. Me and that guitarist also made eye contact. He was giving everyone the \m/ and I had both hands up and he looked straight at me and pointed and shook his head and fist. It was so awesome!!!
The show ended around 12:30 and we went ahead and left, didnt stick around, because we knew we had to go to work this morning. We got home around 2 am. Only 4 hours of sleep and here I am.
\m/ jason
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| NO REMORSE....... |
[07 Aug 2002|10:04pm] |
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GUEEEEEEEEESSSSSSS WHAT!!!!!???? Im seeing this sexy woman tomorrow night!
And for those of you who dont know her. Its Angela from Arch Enemy.
I found out that Nile, Arch Enemy, Origin and Hate Eternal are playing at Ziggys tomorrow night. And Brandon loves Nile, so I told him about it a few days ago, but I wasnt sure of the date. So I told him it was tomorrow night and he asked Nicole and the 3 of us are going tomorrow night.
Holy shit its gonna be an awesome show. I wonder if I will see a pigs head like Tara did? :P hehe If I do its all in good fucking fun.
Ever since I started talking to Brandon a few weeks ago Ive gotten back into my death and black metal. Like COF, Dimmu Borgir, Nile, Arch Enemy and he wants me to hear Origin. Hes says they are heavier than Nile, and thats saying something :P
And I have to go into work the day after as well. Thank god its only 5 hours Friday or I would die from just being tired and worn out. But its all for a good cause \m/
\m/ jason
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| good lord..... |
[06 Aug 2002|09:52pm] |
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*checks e-mail* 53 new e-mails. Should be at least a couple of things worth looking at.....WRONG!!!!
53 pieces of junk mail. Damn! Thats shitty. And blocking does no good.
Oh well, guess thats the joy of having e-mail :P
\m/ jason
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| its fueled with fire, a killing desire..... |
[05 Aug 2002|09:54pm] |
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Do I wanna go back to work tomorrow? NO! Do I have to? YES! :\
I could get used to having Mondays off. Maybe the rumor will hold true and we will be off every Monday this month.
I talked to Erin today, for the first time in awhile. I called her after I checked my e-mail cause she said she wouldnt be on much longer. We talked for about an hour. It was good. I had missed talking to her. She cant get online very much right now, so I thought this would be a better way to keep in touch.
I went back to an old icon that I forgot I had. Its one that Tara gave me awhile back. Yeah the background for my journal is still Shroomhead :P and the icon is NIN but oh well, no big deal.
\m/ jason
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| blllaaaaaahhhh!!!!.......... |
[04 Aug 2002|10:11pm] |
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Yeah thats about how I feel :\
Just got back from dads and too much stuff acting weird inside me.
I have tomorrow off from work and I was gonna stay on as long as I can, but now I just dont feel like it.
Oh well I guess thats all for now.
\m/ jason
p.s. Oh yeah, Erin I hope you didnt bake at Indy today :P I could see the heat from the track, and I knew it was hot. Hope you made it back ok.
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| The boredom is killing you..... |
[03 Aug 2002|11:15pm] |
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I hate storms that are around for like 2 minutes and then leave
I had just got online and I heard it thunder, then lightning.
Then it kept doing that for about 5 or 10 minutes, so I had to get offline. But it never rained. Then it finally did for about a minute then it was gone. How stupid is that, oh well, cant argue with it I guess.
No swelling in my lip yet, Im kinda surprised too. But Im sure something will happen to it.
Now if my fucking allergies will leave me alone, I'll be fine.
OH YEAH Im FINALLY gonna get my Five Pointe O cd!!!! I had FYE order it for me. They werent sure if they could get it, but I was down there yesterday, when I got Pulse Ultra(which I believe everyone should check out too) They said it should be in sometime this week. So by next weekend, it will be MINE! Me and Jamie have been looking for it EVERYWHERE around here and no luck, now Im getting it!
\m/ jason
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| if you want it bad enough you'll try and find a way..... |
[02 Aug 2002|10:16pm] |
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Well this is the update for last night I guess.
I feel like crap now. Stupid allergies! It was because of the finishing stuff they put on furniture that I was working with yesterday. But it was fun, at the time.
I worked with my friend Nicole's boyfriend Brandon. First time I had seen him in about 2 years. He said he and Nicole had a baby, which I knew would happen sooner or later. I need to see Nicole again. She was one of my best friends during senior year. And Brandon(which I already knew this) is the BIGGEST Cannibal Corpse fan, Ive ever known or seen. We talked about music the whole time we worked. Corpse, Bloodjinn, Slipknot, Mushroomhead, Nile, hell we talked about everyone.
Then today, got paid, worked 5 hours on my regular job with my hand. It was alright, it still hurts and all.
Then went got it cashed and put most of it in savings for my car or truck or whatever I get :P
Then I kept enough and guess what I did.......
I FINALLY got my labret pierced today! Didnt hurt at all. Well it did a bit, but not what I expected. Now cleaning has been kind of a bitch, but I'll get used to it.
I think thats it now......
\m/ jason
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| from sorrow to serenity..... |
[01 Aug 2002|11:21pm] |
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Had something to update about......
But not really in the mood right now.
Too much on my mind anyways....
Will do later on.....
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