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LiveJournal for Ella.
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| Friday, August 17th, 2001 |
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I'm going to sell my black chucks on ebay. Har. They don't fit me. They're a size 4. I wear a 5 in Chucks. So when I wear them they give me blisters. I'm bored. And I feel like I'm going to vomit. Last night sucked..yeah.. My mom wants me to get some "normal" clothes. I want her to define normal. Haha. |
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| Thursday, August 16th, 2001 |
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Yes, I am officially the biggest fucking slacker in Ohio. *smiles proudly* Of course I was up until 8 in the morning on the phone..but that's not the point. *Do the humpty hump..ah-do the humpty hump* I had an epiphany when I woke up this evening. Things may suck right now, but you know what? I don't care. Time for me to stop acting like a drama queen. I have better things to do right now. Like give myself liberty spikes the first day of school and get sent home!#$%&*( Har har. Oh yes. I am going to be a holy terror this year. Why? Because I like being difficult. I don't even like my hair in liberty spikes. Anyway. I must go order my new Chucks (high tops!#$%^) and put up my Orgy poster..finally. |
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I have a headache. I took some tylenol. It isn't really helping. I'm so jaded. I'm sick of this place. I'm sick of these games. School starts in two weeks. Joy. I'm supposed to get my haircut on Friday. Will I? Knowing my mom..probably not. I'm sort of looking forward to a fresh start. I've completely isolated myself these past couple days. I guess life has gone back to being shitty. Should have seen that one coming.. I watched Dogma today. Amusing movie. I'm so frustrated. |
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| Tuesday, August 14th, 2001 |
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Does it fucking matter? I'm so fucking completely and entirely bored right now. Chrissie almost died. I don't know if I mentioned that yesterday but holy shit. She almost died while she was in labour. Garlic bread w/ cheese from Pizza Hut makes me want to vomit. |
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| Monday, August 13th, 2001 |
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Haven't written in a few days. Why? Nothing to say. I'm so full of thoughts and emotions right now I couldn't begin to describe how I feel. Everything is coming to me all at once and yet I feel like I know nothing. I'm so restless right now. I'm so bored with everything. Chasing Amy depresses me. Jackie was at my house for a couple days. We flung water balloons and doughnut holes across the street with my giant slingshot. Jackie rocks. Things are always entertaining when she's over here.. |
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| Friday, August 10th, 2001 |
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My hair doesn't look lavender anymore. Har. I wish my hair WAS lavender though. That would be rock. *ahem* The pictures I am about to post are..retarded. But I'm bored and have nothing better to do at the current moment.        |
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It seems that every time life is shitty Placebo seems to make me feel all better. But this only goes for Without You I'm Nothing. Don't get my wrong, I love the self titled CD and Black Market Music but it just doesn't..help the way WYIN does. Hrm. Odd. Much love to everyone who made all those nice comments to my previous entry. <3 <3 My webcam is a gaylord. I put new lightbulbs in the light thing here in the dining room and now my hair looks purple in all my new pictures. And not the purpley colour I usually dye it..it looks lavender. :-O!!#$^& Scandelous. |
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| Friday, August 3rd, 2001 |
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Full: Danielle Nick: Ella City: hell Age: i'll be sixteen in a couple weeks. Birth: august 27th Astro: virgo Sibs: yes Pets: cat Hair Color: bright bright unnatural red. Eye Color: brown. Hair Length: chin length. Find yourself attractive? not in particular. Find yourself ugly? i wouldn't say i'm ugly.. Have Piercings? nope. Want more? yes. Tattoo? probably. Drugs? nope. Best friend(s)? i have them.. Hate? hypocrites. pigeon-holing. idiots. ignorance. homophobia. dress codes. conformity. trends. Who are you talking to right now? Jill and Dan. What time is it? ten thirty.. Do you shave? yep Shoes? under the desk...red chucks. What car do you have? don't have one yet.. FAVORITES: Color: black and pink Band/group/singer(s): orgy. kill hannah. placebo. nin. Movie: clerks. pecker. mallrats. TV Show: anything on comedy central CD or Tape: candyass - orgy. Animal: cat EVER: Got drunk? yes Ever got dumped? yep Broke the law? yep Made yourself throw up? yeah but not for the reasons you're thinking of Been in love? yeah.. Do you love me? who? How many fillings do you have: not many Do you think you're good looking: didn't we already go through this? Do other people: depends on who you ask What do you sound like: a person Do you wear a watch: yep How many coats and jackets do you own: i couple but i don't wear them Favorite top/shirt color: black Boots or shoes: depends on my mood Your personality (general) : Extrovert or introvert: introvert Are you confident: in certain ways. Do you like yourself: i guess Are you popular: no Are you good academically?: i could be Things friends say to you the most: dunno Can you speak another language: spanish..and FLINGLISH! Use five words to describe what you feel inside: uhh Do people know how you feel: do they? What would you change about your personality: i'm mean Are you perceived wrongly: sometimes what drives you: hope Your friends: Do your friends know you: some do..some don't Are there traits in you that are universally liked: dunno Few friends or many acquaintances: both Can they count on you: yeah Music/TV/Film/Books: Most listened to bands currently: kill hannah Can you play an instrument: guitar Type of music listened to: most kinds Type never listened to: none really |
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I want a phone card. I went swiming the other day. Oh shit am I ever burnt. Not much happening. Summer is boring. School is going to suck. New dress code policys. CAN'T WAIT! Except not. |
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| Tuesday, July 31st, 2001 |
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 "it's like a rainbow on your arm" heck yeah. har har. :)  rock on.  ooohhh. i look bitchy...  spacey o.O  my goofy new kitty ears hat.. .  patrick is god. that is all. |
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| I got my damn webcam. I was harassed Monday in Best Buy. Twice. Once by some preppy assholes and once by some rednecks. Argh. Ohwell. We (Me and Jackie) took a lot of pictures. There's a Spitting Onions show on the 18th. This makes me happy. I want to go really focking bad. I don't have much to say anymore. I don't really know why. .. | ||||||||
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| Sunday, July 29th, 2001 |
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North Carolina sucks. Har har. It's hot. Everyone gives me funny looks. My sister's house is really really nice. Nothing really profound to say about it except I bought a lot of shit, read Go Ask Alice, and took pictures of cheesy tourist shops in a place called South Of The Border in South Carolina. It was okay. I was going to write out this big long thing but I'm lazy and I need to go get ready so my mom can take me to get my webcam in a few. ..Finally. |
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1. Do you own any plaid clothing? too much 2. Do you own Converse shoes? two pair 3. Do you own Saucony shoes? no 4. Do you own old school Nikes? no 5. Do you wear tight pants? i have 6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants? haha yeah 7. Do you know what a squatter flap is? i wore mine the other day.. har har 8. Do you own a messenger bag? yep 9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest? yeah 10. Do you own braces? no 11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth? uh no 12. Do you have short, shaggy hair? i did but it's growing out 13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches? i'm too lazy for liberty spikes 14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon? haha 15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"? i used to have a thing for mohawks. 16. Is your hair black or red? red 17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye? punky professional. and n'rage 18. Do you own a bandanna? yeah 19. Do you wear plugs in your ears? no but some day i'll have 'em stretched to a 4 gauge or some shit. i don't want them *too* big...eh. 20. Are you amused by safety pins? indeed 21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute? hahahaha...yes... 22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them? yep 23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London? dogpile is shitty but i have a dogpile skirt that i loooove. i have a few lip service things. eh. 24. Do you enjoy leopard print? yes HABITS/BELIEFS: 25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)? sometimes 26. Are you an anarchist? not really 27. Does the American flag anger you? haha 28. Are you "working class"? yeah 29. Do you dislike "preps"? uh huh 30. Do you dislike Hot Topic? i bitch about how it sucks, then i go in and but a lot of shit from there. 31. Do you smoke cigarettes? nope 32. Do you smoke cloves? nope 33. Are you a thin waif? no 34. Are you vegan/vegetarian? i was 35. Do you think meat is murder? who cares. it's become trendy. 36. Do your nighttime activities usually involve drunken underage vomiting? nope 37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park? nope 38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week? haha...no 39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower? can't say that i have. 40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor? nah 41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is? no 42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac? shame on me... 43. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison? er...oh fuck i can't remember who that is 44. Are you a member of the Makeout Club? i'm not focking emo. hahahaha. SPEECH: 45. Do you say "rad"? too often 46. Do you say "rockin'"? yes 47. Do you say punk "rawk"? no. 48. Do you spout the word "oi" at random times? YES. har har. it annoys people. 49. Do you say "punk's not dead"? yep 50. Do you say "punk is dead"? yep Last and least important-MUSIC: 51. Do you like bands with "." in their name? haha 52. Do you like bands with "theory" in their name? yes 53. Do you like bands with "the"? yes 54. Do you ever precede your own name with "the" at the beginning? nope 55. Do you like bands with the F word in their name or album title? haha yes 56. Do you think "Christian punk" is an oxymoron? i actually like *some* xian punk... 57. Are Blink 182 fans "posers"? the old skool ones aren't. 58. Do you have frequent debates over what exactly constitutes a sellout? yes 59. Have you ever bought the headlining band food? lol 60. Do you have show flyers affixed to your walls? yep |
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| Saturday, July 28th, 2001 |
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| It was fun, I guess. My sister's house is really nice. I don't feel like writing out everything that happened 'cas a lot of stuff happened. I will later. I've only been home a couple hours... | ||||||||
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| Friday, July 20th, 2001 |
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| Walmart was interesting. I've never been gawked at so much in an hour. Wait, yes I have. I got both the Sum 41 CDs. What can I say? I enjoy poppy punk. You can shoot me now. I got some batteries too. And three pairs of socks. :-O!!!$%(@ All knee highs. One pair is black and two pair are striped. I'm going to make more arm warmers out of the black ones. I might keep the striped ones. ..because they look good with my boots. We leave at 6AM. How fun. It'll just about be my bedtime. . .Actually I'm sort of tired right now. But will I sleep? Hahahahaha. No. Jackie's gone already. I think they left a couple hours ago. Then again they might have left this morning. I don't remember. She's supposed to call me at my sister's sometime this week. Heh. | ||||||||
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| I'm going to walmart later with my mom to get some last minute shit. I think Megan wanted me to go to Sunny's with her today to get Chinese food. But I have a feeling I'm going to have a looooooot of Chinese food at my sisters. Anyway. You don't care. I'm going to suffer from Kill Hannah withdrawl while I'm in NC. *seizure* | ||||||||
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| Thursday, July 19th, 2001 |
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| i hate people. All I want is for Phucking Phreak by Velvet Acid Christ to start downloading god damnit. | ||||||||
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| Gah. I don't want to! My mom gave me like. ..$600. Holy shiot. I'm supposed to buy school clothes but she's like "if you don't think you need school clothes...yeah...do whatever". :-O!!!$%(@ So guess who's gettin a webcam? So anyway I'm going to go pack. I have a raging headache. It's my sinuses. Damn weather. | ||||||||
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| Wednesday, July 18th, 2001 |
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| La la la. I'm dying my hair red again :-O!!!$%(@ and my hands are all pink and shit. I should have used gloves. I wonder how long I should leave it on this time. Hrm. ..I'm posting a lot today. I don't know why. I just feel like sharing. | ||||||||
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Yet another person says "Hey, you look like that chick from Kittie". Well isn't this special. Should I be flattered? I want to dye my hair right now but my mom is bitching. We don't have any bleach so I can't clean the dye out of the bathtub when I get done. *angry face* I threw up this morning. I learned something. I get sick and throw up every time I do flips off the couch and then stay up until 7 AM. Hmm...You think this would stop me in the future. Does it? No.. .My mom is looking into homeschooling for me. Wee. And if that doesn't work out, I'm going to go to Lisbon next year b/c I can't fooking handle going back to Salem. Especially since EVERYONE will be gone. :\ I'm still thinking about the whole North Carolina thing. I don't think I could go through with it. We'll see though... I'm supposed to try and upload the rest of the pics of my camera. But I'm pretty sure it's dead. My bookbag is so fooking cool looking. I can't get over it. Haha. How pathetic. I'm going to go make pathetic attempts at drawing now. I've suddenly been inspired. In the meantime I still want the movies Clerks, Mallrats, and Pecker. |
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LiveJournal for Ella.
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mellow.
amused.
melancholy.
blank.
weird.
bored.
tired.
pissed off.
hungry.
lazy.
artistic.