| <3 Polysics <3 |
[Dec. 10th, 2004|05:01 am] |
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| | Polysics - My Sharona | ] | 
Enough said :-) they remind me of MSI.....they have such a unique sound its very robotic! yay!!!
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| bored of being bored.. |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|05:06 am] |
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today the one thing I've been waiting for..... the police have a suspect. I've been waiting for this day since May... They don't know if the person is the one who killed Sarah Fox..
I always look in the newspaper just hoping.... Soon as I saw it, I just started crying Because it seem's like everyday I look in the newspaper, and since May there hasn't been anything about it. I hope they get him... even if that person isn't the one who did it they need to find him. it's been way too long..... |
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| Gum Drops, milkshakes, peanut butter cupcakes... |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|11:11 pm] |
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So...today I ran into NJ Matt at the mall and found out he made out with HIM... Isn't that crazy??? I'm happy for him because he was the first person I ever knew who liked them... I wanna hang out with Bam and them, I bet it's funny.... Tonight Ed and Me watched Firestarter he's never seen it..how crazy.... I'm really obsessed with the Mod look it's so pretty... I wish I was alive back then.... oh well... I want some earrings from formulaexo.com dang!!!!!!!!!!!!! This nurse obsession inside my head.... creeps me out sometimes....red and white...so pretty.... I guess my new hair cut is growing on me. Ed likes it, and everyone I work with..... yup yup... I think I'm gonna go research a movie I'm looking for.. I hope I find it.... uhmmm.... If only I was Japanese..... I want these paper dolls..... and I want this bunny made by Putamayo.... See the funny thing is I'm all obsessed (Take notice I talk about obsessions a lot in my journal) haha. I'm obsessed with Chinese/Japanese and all that, I always have been and the weird thing is my brother is too... Strange.... maybe I got it from him.... I even remember when I was like 12 I found letters from a pen pal he had in Japan.... lucky.... grr... His house has a lot of stuff my sister in law always buys him stuff.. crazy.... runs in the family I guess.. haha... I feel happy today.... |
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| bubble gum anime popatu |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|06:56 pm] |
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Sleep is needed...I think I'm gonna work late on Saturday....get some extra $$ cause if anyone knows after x-mas survey's go from like 6 to just one......and only one..
haha.... better prepare myself now.... Saw when A stranger calls back... good movie..
that's crazy..ending.... i figured it out....that's cause I watch too many movies...
I figured it out and I was falling asleep....at the same time.... Got Ed and x-mas tree its so pretty its White and I put all different colored lights on it... its pretty for such a small tree I think its pretty..... uhmmmmm.......yeah I'm really boring today, I have too many things on my mind... And i need to x-mas shop, I got my hair cut off and now I'm sad cause its too short my hair was so long.. oh well it'll grow back..... then i'll cut it like Mandy Moore in the beginning of how to deal...
lol i love it....okay...shut up megan......i just hate people......
as much as I hate the survey place I love it at the same time...... it gives you a lot of freedom...and it doesn't feel like I work so hard to get no where.. I'm supervisor.....so..whatever...and I get paid vactions and holidays....
so whatever.....
you saw me crying but my eyes are now dry
"you can only be a floormat for so long until they just throw you away...." |
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| Sorry I suck.. |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|11:11 pm] |
I just had a couple beautiful days.. The other night Chewy and Chelsea came over.. I know I was gonna have a movie night but I had work early each day so I plan on a BIGGER movie night.. It was good seeing them I scared Chelsea by showing her some parts of Ju-on... hehe Then some troma stuff... I saw Crash tonight, it was a pretty good movie. It made me think a lot..because... see I missed talking to Lindsey on the computer... And there was something they said in the movie... "I feel close with her" something like that.. The girl was talking about how she felt close to another character because she liked the same thing she did... And I think that's how a lot of things work in my head.... I'm not saying I'm closer to her then other people or anything. But I did miss talking to you, believe it or not you're a good friend to me. I wish I could actually see you... I have more stuff to write but, I wrote it on paper and forgot it... theres so many things i want to do... so many things I want to say but everything comes out the wrong way.... i miss everyone at the club i'm sorry.... tell Knobhead to burn more cds and I'll come back.... I've been going for so many years since I was in 9th grade. And I'll probably get really fat and ugly now that I don't go.. hahaha.... it was my weekly exercise... I'm kidding... Seeing a movie like Crash made me realize, I have so many weird fetishes that seeing people getting off on car crashes is actually normal.. hahahahahah.... Who do I tell ?? Tomorrow a hair cut.....chop chop... Ashley inspired me... heh...and then i'm redying it.. And now I have two people that i enjoy working with Brian and Sigrid!! Something tells me Saige should meet Brian.... whispers in the wind maybe?? SAIGE COME TO THE CHERRY HILL MALL TOMORROW!!!! hehehe ANd Holy crap Kevin like gave me an actual number to contact how I can get Emily Perkins to a convention.. I could probably have my own convention, he said I probably need to pay for plane and hotel... HOLY CRAP!!! (lindsey don't have a heart attack)Well I'm doing my best to deliver her to Lindsey. hehehehehe See how good a friend I am!? :-) grrr The thing I wanted to post is downstairs at this time..... I'll tell you one thing I forget how to dance..... :-( glow girl is dead? Its funny I already know what I'm going to wear the next time i go to the club.. I've had it planed this since the last time i was there...... because I was always so used to thinking about what to wear each week...That's funny..... I dunno this depression just seems to never go away....hiding it seems like the best because I don't really no the source other then myself.... it's because I feel so weird inside... Like the things I think about, the things I like, the Things I LOVE....my thoughts about Death......aliens.
Zombies... I just feel like I'm WRONG...... if that makes sense... maybe I was built wrong... And I need to go to the shop to be repaired.... I want knew blood...this blood is trouble... it makes me love blood.. But atleast i don't feel alone.... that's a good feeling to keep away.... yeah well I'm gonna keep writing so maybe I should go sleep now..... |
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| What the note says is true! I would say that! |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|11:11 pm] |
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[Dec. 1st, 2004|05:52 am] |
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boring boring boring....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I'm gonna die......maybe the mall will explode.... |
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| Monsters like Presents too!! |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|11:02 am] |
Just finnished buying Ed's presents. So far Melissa,/Ed's dad and Ed... What a weird mix.. hah... It's okay... Bestbuy.com was the place for Ed.. ha! I do need to stop though cause if I buy anymore for him, then I'll max out my best buy credit card.. HAHAHAHAHA...funny lollipop candy canes.... uhmm.. Mama goose is flying to vagas right now.. I woke up early to say buy like 7:45. I gave her my Virgin Mary necklace that was blessed at the first priest to get Stigmata church... heh Hopefully it brings her goodluck... I always make sure it's safe. I'm not really religious, I just love Virgin mary incase you didn't notice all the statues in my room. I blame it on Romeo and Juliet.. speaking of...... Also last night, I started going back to the PAST journal entries and editing and taking away some.. See you can remove someone out of your life so people don't have to judge you... haha actually i made some of them really funny.... I also, had to put that first comment Ed made in my journal as a memory when I found it I was so happy. Then I found all the other comments... So special.... I never really look back at my old entries..... hehe hmm..... sugar daddy. Oh yeah I dyed my hair! I bet your in shock!!! those who see me everyday...... I did it... oh yes I did.... be happy... well......whatever.....try to be happy.. Melinda Melinda where are you??? I seemed to have lost her, I hope she's okay....... Cake & icecream....... hmmm..... SO much to say. I need to go to work...... How can I make this journal entry sound more exciting so it sounds "cool" and I don't have to talk about Buffy and everwood... funny...everyone always thinks about those... I find it very cute.. I wish more people took the time out to go back and read my life, as if they didn't have something better to do? Hi I'm Megan, what ever you're reading your just going to sit there and make fun of me because I write about Buffy and Everwood all the time..... haha......(GINGER SNAPS) gosh... I'm starting to feel....stupid I try to talk about Ginger Snaps all the time in hopes maybe that could be the new.. "Thats all she talks about" hahahahahahahahahaha It is it is...... Now I feel riped off... NOW i Have TO TALK ABOUT IT MORE BECAUSE.....BECAUSE..BECAUSE..
buffy buffy everwood roswell emily perkins ginger snaps eliza dusku may edward horror
horror horror can't forget the horror blood guts eyes knives razor blades dolls scissors? heh
stab out the eyes my little May!! hahahahahahahahahahaha ZOMBIE FRIEND!!!!
Sorry i talk too much about the things I like....... maybe I should just write about all the things that ANNOY ME, And ThAT I HATE??? Because anger/jealousy are so much better to write about.. lets make fun of people all the time... cause that's time well spent!
AHHH THAT FELT GOOD!! JUST LIKE MILK.....? HUH?! EEW.....
MMM GOOD..- CAMBELLS SOUP..NOW THAT'S MORE LIKE IT.....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
OHH I HOPE I SEE SIGRID..I LOVE HER
BEN I hope you love this post! hahahah BEN my friend!
I just want everyone to know that Ben & Lindsey are very awesome people..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STACY!!!!! |
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| Off to Neverland Brb |
[Nov. 28th, 2004|12:14 am] |
Today, worked my butt off at the survey place, got to see Collin and his friend...
It was good talking to him and hearing about his UFO story in Texas... Makes my experiences seem normal when other people share theres... Special.... I'm hoping those days that my parents are gone, that Chewy and Chelsea will come over and we can finnish our movie, and I'm hoping maybe Collin/Heaven/ chewy/chelsea/ whoever else would wanna come over and maybe watch Ju-On or something?? I think it would be fun.... okiez... hmm.
So after work Ed, my lovely Ed came and got me and we chilled at the pet store for a while... Its a fun way to not spend money, and then we WENT TO SEE NEVERLAND.... oh my gosh such a beautiful movies.. Well I'm a big fan of Peter Pan, The disney one I have on DVD and I love it... And this was MY FAVORITE Johnny Depp movie EVER.... My mind is really crazy and I guess inside my head it's a lot like Neverland..so I think that's why I think its so magical.. <3 I remember yesterday morning Eds parents and us went out to eat, and the waitress brought over Ed's parents coffee and soda.. And I was smiling and ED knew right away what I was thinking.. "Everwood moment" so special...
okay... i'm happy let me go try to Chero up my good old Pal Benny
<3
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| Willow doesn't Live here anymore |
[Nov. 27th, 2004|12:10 am] |
Sorry I was having a Willow Moment... <3 |
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| Turkey Day |
[Nov. 26th, 2004|10:28 pm] |
Got to CAPE MAY, yay!! I was out of the mall for 2 days! It felt so good... I never wanted it to end.. Had a wonderful thanksgiving. Spent it with Ed's mommy,daddy,and grandmom and then later that Night Jen and Mike came over. I ate too much! ha! Today we Tricia stoped by a little before we where about to leave it was nice. The ride home seeing all the lights was really pretty... And now I decided I'm going to take some "dark willow shots" and post them.. hmm.... I feel like I have more to say......
My parents are going to Las Vegas in just a couple days... Pretty cool...
okiez......Manson on the late night show looked so pretty... |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2004|08:53 pm] |
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| | Harajuku Girls | ] | Meh still feel like crap... I worked though..How I don't know.... I ended up Buying Gwen's new album because Ashley and Jen love Gwen and, since those two mean a lot me I figured hell give it a try... It's pretty damn good... I also got it because of Harajuku Girls song of course... eeek....this feeling sucks.. atleast I'll be in Cape May tomorrow..yay...2 days off....my body sure needs it.... Well I am going threw Ginger Snaps withdrawl.... *cough* Jaye..heehehe... well folks... Have a nice thanksgiving...and just remember the http://www.melungeons.com/
Dizzy
Megs
Well I took these a couple months ago.... ( some peektures ) |
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| Sickness... |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|07:50 am] |
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| | sick | ] | eeek....yesterday when I woke up I felt horrible.. Really nauseous.. The entire day I felt like that, I even left hot topic early... it feels horrible.. and I Can't really figure out what is exactly wrong except my stomach keeps making funny noises... Like really WEIRD noises, I lisened with my doctor thingies.. I dont really know how to make it go away..it feels horrible and I have to go to Heakin because she won't let me call out...because she's a bitch... And i'd have to put up with her...oh well... I'll just be sick there...I just hate feeling sick like this so much.. well everyone does. I just hope it goes away..... its so annoying... i'd actually rather know what I Have then not know.. I'm not like throwing up or anything.... my stomach just Keeps making weird noises and I feel nauseous.... I read the entire book wasteland yesterday well it wasn't long. It was such a beautiful book.. I think I'm going to reread it...
well I don't know if I'll be online tonight, and Wed/thur/friday i'll be at Cape May..
I can't wait my body feels like its dieing...... :-(
this sucks
and well hahahahahhahah i think my sickness has to do with stress because i just..got really pissed off and now I FEEL LIKE Im GOING TO THROW UP EVEN MORE ACTUALLY I THINK I AM GOING TO HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Oh my gosh "EVERWOOD" was so beautiful last night!!!! IT was Amy and Ephram's first time together it was so cute...
aww I miss my friend Lindsey I might be online sooner or later hopefully!! <3
I have this new group of online friends that really mean a lot to me... And they make me not worry about DUMB shit... I mean before I would read people's journals and get all angry and hate them, but since I met Lindsey they took me away from all that stupid junk that I was putting myself threw.... So Thanks you helped me out a lot... It feels good...
i have more to say but.......oh well..time to go be sick..eeek |
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[Nov. 21st, 2004|11:29 pm] |
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| | Puffy Ami Yumi- Sunrise | ] | 
You're Maria DeLuca.
"No. I think I've been a pretty good sport up
until now, but I am cold, and I am hungry, and
I am in some nookie motel with a guy I
barely even know."
Which Roswell Character is Most Like You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Aww I'm so happy I got her because I love Majandra she's so talented... And her website is amazing its my one of my favorites, plus shes such a pretty singer <3
Today Ed took me out to dinner, then we went to toys r us because it makes me happy there and well the moms where armed with shopping carts so we pasted and went to barns and Noble where i got Hi Hi Puffy Ami Yumi soundtrack from there new show on Cartoon network. YAY!! Its so good... And I also got Wasteland by Francesca Lia Block well she's my favorite auther and pretty much the one author who I have to have every single book she makes... Then we watched Everwood, we're almost done the first season.. I'm happy... <3 Well..... hmm....I feel like i Had more to say.. I guess not...
peace love & pop
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| Same Time Same Place |
[Nov. 19th, 2004|11:37 pm] |
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Ben did you see Puffy Ami Yumi!!! On cartoon network... aww they where all waving...
hehehe Those two are SOOO CUTE...they better come in CONCERT...I would BE Sooo happy!!!! I'm very sleepy..
Such a beautiful qoute
"There's nothing in the world like being young and in love. It gives you the power to do things you would never have had the courage to do otherwise. It inspires you to make yourself vulnerable, put your heart on the line...To give more than you can give. To speak heart-felt sentiments you thought only existed in old books and flowery poetry. And it can make you forget everything except love itself. That one thing that makes life worth living. The object of your affection...Inspired by love, we can move mountains, make great changes, do great things. But we can also become so blinded by it that we forget everything, everyone. Even ourselves."
well I think I need rest....my mind is...boggled.....my brain is squash...my heart is alive....
I think I need to watch Ginger snaps that will put me in m place.. hehe I Need to watch part 2 and 3.. Jaye's borrowing them......hehe...withdrawl...eek..I know I want to buy Carnival on DVD and TRU CALLING I can't freakin wait to the tru calling one because ELIZA DUSHKU EXTRAS.... Gosh I can't believe I met her...she's so beautiful in person.....<3
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| From Beneath you it Devours |
[Nov. 19th, 2004|08:48 am] |
That subject is probably the most beautiful...it explains everything.... this pain that follows me. I'm always afraid people will think its there fault, but it's not it's Life.
People have mental disorders no matter how happy they are... You can be married have 8 kids the white picket fence and 5 dogs the perfect husband.. Still inside your head there's this pain, that is Only caused by you alone... Spike during last season of Buffy really explains how my head works... I'm going to be talking about Buffy more, I'm having serious missing issues.. Sarah Michelle Gellar really cares....she only wants to do a Buffy movie if it wouldn't disappoint the fans.... I think that's special.
Watching Buffy is like losing someone you love that you've known for 7 years.... that's what it feels like I'm inlove with Buffy...and I'll never go away..... Then Everwood is like my way to heal.. In some strange way.... heh.... I'm really trying to make sense..
Hell I owe so much to Joss Whedon... He helped me grow up... I had that episode where Oz cheats on Willow to cry to, when Phil cheated on me... I had the epoisode Buffy's mom dies to remember what it felt like when I found my grandmother dead...... Joss changed the world of TV.... He made a girl a super hero, a girl who didn't have to depend on a guy to save the day... So many shows wouldn't be around right now if it wasn't for Joss.... I was reading about Sarah and how when making the grudge she was running and the director told her "your running like a super hero!" heheh I find that funny... So... I dunno I can't wait.......I have good feelings about it...
This is one of those posts......sorry head a little crazy.....
I'm missing Buffy , Ed...Ed so much.....
I have so much to do at work.....eek.
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[Nov. 19th, 2004|01:47 am] |
I'm scared....voices voices.......today at the book store I was getting my Buffy Mag and Jeremys girlfrend is working, and shes like i've been watching it non stop for the past two weeks (which i Knew cause Jeremy told me like a week ago) hehe SmALL Mall. Then shes like I'm in season two...and I got all Teary eyed and said you have so much more to go.....and well..i know what happens so.... ahh!!!! it was a great moment..... I was like i have to go Im going to cry! heheh and I ran off! anyway... voices voices....I'm scared...ever feel like someone is messing with my mind? your mind... I'm messing with my mind....Look at my ICON...ADORE KANA...for she is a GODDESS...........I just want to give her a kiss on the nose!! And be like you're my Dollie! <3 She makes a PERFECT doll.. I'm so tired..... yet still continue to Type.. Talking to my good old/new internet Pals..... I really like it..and I'm glad I have everyone in my life.....I don't know how life would be without everyone... And I'm glad I have a lot in common with my mental problems with people.. this cute little small rat girl Tanya shes so sweet, there's so many people that come in hot topic so its good to get to know some people who shop there... she tried giving me a neck rub in the mall it was odd, but..aww... yay a new mall friend... aww ..Ed and me watched Everwood....god I'm so like Ephram....we both have black and white track looking jackets his says Brooklyn and mine says New York..awww... I'm really Gregory Smith I play Ephram on Everwood... I know, I should have told everyone sooner it was hard...
You can't just tell someone you're an actor on a tv show..who would believe that!?
HAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! I AM losing my mind..oh yes........I haven't lost my marbles JUST yet though.... see...... I get really sad and depressed.. ANd well then theres this other side..
this REALLY hyper COMPUTER Me.......where i just say anything!! Well I mean I actually talk unlike... me in person....
EVIL-MEGAN-LARSON (HAHAHAH BEN THAT WAS FOR YOU)
BEN And I now KNOW how WEIRD NJ REALLY IS.....inbreeds/split personalities/
we're gonna make a movie about a Stalker who's stalking someone, who then stalks them...
AND A LOOP HOLE THREW MY MAY POSTER!! YAY!!!
okay I'm way CRAZY tonight..give me a break....give me a break...
break me off a piece of that.........
_______ BAR????
PhyErWeRkS: This only would happen in NJ
PhyErWeRkS: ya know that?!
verucakrueger: or Jaaapan
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[Nov. 17th, 2004|11:00 pm] |
Not exact Conversation-
"who was just singing before this?" says boy who works at Sam Ash..
"Ashlee Simpson"- Ashley
(Boys face was priceless)
"No...it doesn't sound like that....."
"Ashlee Simpson"- ashley
"It sounded like Taping the Vein"- boy looking in shock...
HAhA..he loved it...he knows it....I'm going to Sam Ash and Bringing him a copy...heh..
That was defiantly a cute moment! He should have seen him!!! Ashley if you remember more of that conversation I only remember his face HAHAHA |
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| Buffy tea time |
[Nov. 17th, 2004|09:29 pm] |
"We left Buffy the Vampire Slayer , feeling very satisfied but also wanting more which is also homework of a great TV series if you left wanting more you know you did your job well..."
"We'll look back and think those where 7 of the best years of television."
Buffy has had such an impact on my life....
"my only regret is I didn't have energy for more. Everybody was still in the game when the game was finished and that's how you win." Joss..
I believe Joss knows we're waiting...."These characters aren't going any where" and the more we wait..the more loyal we are.. I know he's busy doing Firefly...In my heart I know.... us fans are important.... He'll never forget us.... The funny thing is..... the show is over but it's getting more and more fans every single day.... When Joss is ready.....Buffyverse will return. It will be bigger then ever......He's not the type to just walk away..... I feel abandoned....alone.... withdrawal..... I feel like..Angel ended and it all disappeared. Every day I look for a new buffy or angel mag.. Just to get my fix.... I don't think people realize impacts that TV shows have on people. You learn a lot.... Without Buffy I would NEVER be who I am right now.... I just know Joss won't leave us... Another thing people don't realize TV focuses on Reality drama...life shows.....not horror...... Buffy/Angel/X-files/Dark Shadows/Twightlight zone/ Roswell/.. They all disappeared.... WB took the last of it..... See... With Shows like Buffy...our every day monsters that we see in real life are in buffy they're just different.. They actually have "Monster" faces.....I mean there's Farscape...but... with there DVDS being over 70$ and it's very SCI-Fi... Buffy had everything.. I just have to stay sane about this.... Its funny I'm talking about this and I watch Everwood... Well everwood is my soul...buffy is my heart.. well a little of both heh. And Tru Calling isn't coming on till 2005? Fox sucks....IT REALLY sucks because... see..... I was looking forward to seeing Eliza Dushku I figured maybe that would get my mind off of losing Angel..... But soon my stupid mind will realize I can't trick myself into thinking something's there when It isn't.... gosh.i couldn't imagine if Everwood ended what I'd do...... See I depend on these shows...because I relate to them.. Its always good to have that.... Movies don't give you that because...see..shows are mini movies that you can look forward to each week. Ginger snaps gives me a lot but....it stops after the 3rd and that makes me so sad..... With shows... you always know there's more.....something to look forward to..... For 7 years I had that.. It was like a therapy for me..... It kept me ,Me..... and then it goes away.... it can be very Traumatizing... And I think that's the BIG reason behind my depression that lurks around me..
I'm not always sad..but sometimes... i get so..soo sad......... It just feels like somethings missing.. Every Tuesday at 8:00 or Wed..at 9:00 just this big one hour of sadness......
Forever in my heart Angel & Buffy..... I'll NEVER stop talking about you....
HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHAH THE MEMORY LIVES ON FOREVER SUKAS!!!!! |
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| Kana |
[Nov. 16th, 2004|10:18 am] |
<3 pretty pretty ..I love her.....
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