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[25 Apr 2003|03:55pm] |
ATENTION EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST!!!
THIS IS NOT MY JOURNAL ANYMORE
ME NEY NAME IS
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Add me guys cause that would be super cool!
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[23 Apr 2003|01:28pm] |
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The past two days have been alright. Ive been hanging out with my old friends. It's been good. Maria and I hung out with Leigh yesterday. I missed her. At first I was all uncomfortable and whatnot and then I was good. We met her and Nick at Lakebreeze and sat there talking for a while. Then we went to her house and whatnot. Other people came over. It was okay. I dont know any of them anymore. It's the weirdest feeling. Because I used to be like...close to every single one of them. Oh well, things change. Leigh is still the same in a litle way. But I like how she is now. She is more outgoing and she is completely happy. Josh Gaudette yelled at me yesterday for "riding his ass" So sorry. I didnt mean to. I get a weird feeling from him. Like....he doesnt like me at all but sometimes he does? Whoooo knows. I just had fun the past two days. I am missing Mike like no other. It sucks!!!!! Hahahaha Marias mom is making telephone wires for lunch cause I wanted them! I am excited. I like Spring Break. Having a car is cool.
Good Day.
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[21 Apr 2003|11:15am] |
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nofxpunk920: ohhhhhh baby
Auto response from RAchaEL says: Sleeping.
I love Michael...and will miss him like none other....:'(:'(:'(!!!!!
Ohhhh Hoooonnnneeeeyyy!:-)
nofxpunk920: i love
nofxpunk920: u!
nofxpunk920: hah
nofxpunk920: Looking into your eyes I've seen all I want to be and I don't want it to end.
If I could only put to words the way I see you.
I only know I have an angel with me now.
And when I fall asleep your all that I see.
You're in my thoughts and all of my prayers.
I wish I could mean all that you mean to me.
But I could never find the words to tell you.
And when I fall asleep your all that I see.
You're in my thoughts and all of my prayers.
I wish I could mean all that you mean to me.
And when I fall asleep your all that I see.
You're in my thoughts and all of my prayers.
I wish I could mean all that you mean to me.
My angel without wings.
nofxpunk920: awww baby....
nofxpunk920: god u mean so much to me
nofxpunk920: well im leaving now for a whole week...not to see u at all
nofxpunk920: but i will be dreaming of u so much
nofxpunk920: i love u rachael.......and i will miss u so much
nofxpunk920: bye girlllllllllll!:-*
My god......I love him..and hes gone for a weeeeekkkk!!!!! Hmph!!
I am going to go sulk now!
Good Day
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[21 Apr 2003|12:40am] |
Thanks To Mark I now know how to past Pictures into my Journal.....
I love you Mark!!!!!!!
Woo!
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[20 Apr 2003|05:21pm] |
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I woke up really late today. It sucked. I didnt get an Easter basket and it was bad. I talked to Amy and then went and visited her. She made me an Easter "Bag" hahahaha. A whole brown paper bag full of candy! Woo! Soooo good. We hung out for a while at her house. It was good times. We went to the corner store and I got a Jones(when do I not?) and some Orbit. Yep. Mike just left.
For a weeekkkk....ugh!
nofxpunk920: i love u!!
RAchaEL says: :-D I love you too hooonneeeyyy.
nofxpunk920: aww babbbbbyy!!!!!!!!
RAchaEL says: Hahahah:-D
It was nice seeing Amy. Bill Hulet and I made plan's to hang out Tuesday. Then Mr. Josh and I have plans. And Amy and I made plans as well. My dad is over right now. He brought me an Easter basket full of my favorites.
Sour Gummy worms
Twix
Gummy worms
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!
My mom is cooking. Screw Easter dinner, we are having mexican. Yep. Hahahahaha.
Im done.
I love Mike.
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[19 Apr 2003|11:34pm] |
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I'm fucking in love.
Tonight was wonderful. I spent it with Michael. Went to the mall. Then to my house and then to his. Man......I love that kid with all of my heart.
He is leaving in a day....hmph! I will miss him like crazy..ahhh what am I going to do!?
Ugh.
Oh well. I know he will be going through the same thing.
I love Michael Fradl
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[19 Apr 2003|01:18pm] |
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Starlight Mints::Blinded by you::Submarine #3 |
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Yesterday was a good day. Maria and I left her house to go to the bank around....3. Then went to 9 mile to get her check and whatnot. Um. We came home and I took a shower. Then we picked up Mike around 6:40....hahaha when I was supposed to be there at like 6:15. Uhhh. Then we went and got Curtis and we all went to eat at some Coney Island. Yep. Then we went to the movies. Ummmm...We smoked. But I mean, you cant expect to hang out with Fudge and not smoke. Then we went and saw the movie. After the movie I dropped Curtis off and then Mike. Then Maria and I came home and we were hungry again. So we went to Wendy's at about....12:30 or something. Came home and slept. Woke up today and went for breakfast I guess at Gus'. Came home and then Maria left. I want to do something with Vanny today because she is not feeling too good. Because Tommy is an asshole to her or something. Yep. Good day to you.
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[18 Apr 2003|01:23pm] |
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Wow.
Last night was weird...Yeah. I had a soccer game against like all my old teammates. We lost cause it was against Ike. Yep. Oh well. Umm then I came home and did nothing. Took a shower. The usual. Did nothing with Mike. Maybe we will do something today. who knows. Uhhhh....so I was just laying around in my bed and Maria called and so I went to her house at like 10. We picked up Amanda and we went to Red Robin to eat dinner. They told them it was my birthday and I got a free sunday and singing. Yep. Uhhh....There was like some weird religious cult choir there. It was super creepy. And then it was full of black people. hahaha. The choir sang the whole time we were there and it was an experiance. Let me tell you...
Then we went and dropped Amanda off around 11:30. Maria called Josh Gaudette and we went up to Kroger to see him. His friend Nick was there. Leigh's boyfriend. Good Work Leigh. But Josh.....Wow. He is a Very attractive boy. He is a nice boy as well. He told me my lights were on and I tried to play it off like I didnt care. Oh well. We saw Nick Ciazo or how ever you spell it there as well. We got back to Marias house around......12:20 or something and we just watched tv for a little bit and went to sleep.
I woke up today around...11:30. And then watched the Mary Kate and Ashley Olsen movie with Maria. Now I am sitting here, contemplating on what awaits today. Maria and I are supposed to do something with Mike and Fudge. I hope we all still actually get around to meeting up or whatever is going down. I called Mike and his sister answerd and I asked for him and she was like, "Didnt he spend the night at your house last night?" Uhhhhh. That was news to me. I said no. Yeah.
Im done.
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[16 Apr 2003|09:07pm] |
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Im sooo tired. We tied our game today. Ive come to the conclusion that I am probably failing All of my classes. Except Spanish maybe Bio and Maybe Econ and I know I am not Faling American Lit.... But definitely am failing Math and Aerobics. This fucking sucks. Ugh. Theres no hope for me in math and I hate it. Today was shitty. Tomorrow....when I go to bed... I get to sleep in. Yesssss......and then I might hang out with Maria and Fudgey and Mike Friday.
OKay I am going to do m hair now.
Dark brown it is going to be.
Goodnight
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[15 Apr 2003|06:54pm] |
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Today is a wonderful day! And it's still going. I am going to see Mike in a little while. The weather is gorgeous. And mmmm. I tanned today. We didnt have soccer. Soooo nice!
I have to go do my hair now. Gooday!
Waking up zeroed in on medicine
Am I waking up at all today
Seeing lights, feeling pain
There's my cure on ice
I can walk but I will crawl there
I will crawl there
Sitting straight, feeling faint
An exhausted smile screens my words
But I will hear them
Here's a phrase that we all know
But I can't make sense
I don't know words but I will hear them
I still hear them
Never ran away for the sake of scars
Tried not to move but she was armed
And shots were fired
Now a hole in the head of this wounded liar
Never had a drink that I didn't like
Got a taste of you, threw up all night
I got more sick
With every sour second rate kiss
Everything I never would miss again
Now I dont know
Now I dont know
MMmmmmmmm Alkaline. Cant wait. Assuming I go. I have to go.
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[14 Apr 2003|11:13pm] |
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Way to go Rachael.
The one thing you care about most in your life right now and you already made him mad.
Good job. I should get a star.
ugh. I hate myself sometimes.
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[14 Apr 2003|07:43pm] |
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Woooo.
We had a soccer game today. We won like 5843658656 to ZERO. I played field the whole second half cause we were winning by so much. I almost scored. I love Field. Uh oh. And Now I am home not doing anything. I want to see mike...But hmmm...He's not home or something. Sucks. Im not grounded anymore. Go me.
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Im in the library at school right now. Pooter is to my right, Diana man is to my left. I just read Jakes journal. Didnt even know he used the thing. Me and Mike are having a good day. I love it. I had to present in 3rd hour. Hahaha, I just wrote a rap and Vanny is rapp'n it back to me. It's off the heezy. I really want to go to Alkaline and Bright Eyes. Really Really. I have to talk to Curtis about Alkaline though..and getting in from his brother. Yep. I love Mike...His eyes.....Sweet Jesus...Iliked them today in 3rd hour...but when do I not? Exactly. Im still effing grounded. So lame. Oh well. I got it done...so I will try and talk my mom out of it. Diana man and Vanny are next to me and both of them are playing solitare. Hahahaha. I am going to go now.
I love Michael Effing Fradl.
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[13 Apr 2003|11:58pm] |
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Im fucking Grounded for a week. And I cannot take my car anywhere.
All because my computer doesnt have Power Point.
Fuck you Mom. I love you too. Stupid Bitch.
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[13 Apr 2003|03:21pm] |
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Mother fucker.
My entry just go erased.
Here it was all shortend up.
Went to the conert last night.
Less Than Jake was good. Very Good.
Good Charlotte was good.
A New Found Glory was Good.
I was first row and my boobs hurt.
I got Ians Guitar Pic.
Diana and Kim got on stage cause they suck.
Ummmmmmmmm.....Got lost in Detroit cause I drove.....coming home...It made me cry.
Found our way home.
Security gards gave me a lot of water...
And rob leese is mean and a fat kid. I think
Anyways. Thats what it was.
I think I am going to the mall now with Dan
Goodbye!
Ohhh yeah
There was a lot of little boys and girls. All dressed in their best. Hahaha. Im glad I dont take these shows seriously lol.
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Onelinedrawing::True love::Softbelly |
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Woo.
Kids. It has happened. I have not thrown up since the 3rd effing grade and I brag about it all the time.....and my record has been broken. Go me. It's sick. God should ban it from existnace. Poop. My whooooollleee body is hurting and I Slept all day today. It was a beautiful thing. My mom let me stay home. Yesterday I went home from soccer practice within the like...first hour of it. I ran the 12 minute run and threw up. Mmmmmm. Yeah! Then I came home and slept. I havnt eaten anything since school yesterday. And I am not hungry still now. Weird. My mom is making me eat in a little bit. Ohhh wellllllll. I went to soccer practice today even though I was dying. Soccer must go on. And I think I showed Boice that I care, or I would have just not shown up. Yep. We got our shirts-long sleeved shirts- and hoodies today. I like them. They all fit well. Finally got all Mediums so I am not swimming in them babies. Uhhhh...My name is spelled wrong on the long sleeved one. No one ever spells my name right ....EVER. It pisses me off. Mmmmm Hmmmm. Yay...tomorrow in Aerobics we are getting this huge breakfast thingy. I am going to eat a lot. It will be fun. We have a game tomorrow as well. It is hoooommmmeeeeee. I forget who it is against though...like...Luthren North? No, I am wrong lol. Who knows. Not meeeee!!! I have to finish writing my paper for American Lit on "To Kill a Mockingbird" He said he wont accept it if it is late....but I will cry if I have to. I want to go to Florida and see my Grandma for spring break. I heard you can still get plane tickets...so I am going to talk to my grandma and Have my mom talk to Mrs. Fudge. Yeah dawg! I want Vanny to come with me. It would be fun. Yes yes! Okay....I am going to go get food for my mother and I or something.
Good Bye!
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[09 Apr 2003|03:36pm] |
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Jesus. Today was one hell of a....shitty day if I may say so. Me and Mike.....whoa. It was crappy. I got all nervous after 3rd hour today. It was stupid of me....but I did something that I shouldnt have. I dont know...I really overreact sometimes. Im just really afraid that one day, out of no where, he will be like......"Mmmmmm....I dont like her anymore....Hmmm." It scares me...because I have had that happpen to me before... I am in love...and crap. Love hurt's.
Mike is still dying. Haha. No good. I am going to totally erase today from my mind. Yes Yes I am. We have soccer tonight from 6-8:30. Ewwww.....I make myself sick. It's nasty. One day I really am going to push Mike away with all of my crazy annoying worries. And I dont want that dawg! No way. So it ends here. From now on I am just going to be like....Shit...that kid loves me as much as I love him and thats that!
Mmmm Hmmm.....Ahhhh today Amelia was like..."You have beautiful eyes." Talking to Mike...mmm how right she is. I hate looking at him because his eyes.....I could fall into them. Soooo pretty. Even my mother says so. I actually talked to Mikes mom a couple days ago..hahahah we disscussed "Bitches" Good times. I dont feel uncomfortable around her. Uhhhhh...I failed my Algebra quiz today. I know it. Damn me. From now on...Im focassing on my school work...speaking of...I have a huge paper due tomorrow and questions and I have not done any of it. Way to go rachael. Im going to change myself. In different ways. Go me.
Good bye.
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