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Friday, July 6th, 2001
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7:17 pm - Finally!!!!!
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OHMIGOD OHMIGOD OHMIGOD!!!! My penpal is coming up from Tassie to come see me!!! *squeals like a schoogirl* Argh!!!! I'm so excited!!! We've been friends for positively ages and he's coming to see me!!!! Yay!!!
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: Theme song of Forrest Gump
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| Wednesday, June 27th, 2001
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8:36 pm - Rawhide!! Yeehaw!!
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I'm finally feeling like myself again!! I couldn't really be bothered doing this right now, but I feel an obligation to. Kinda. Well, not really but who cares?
I finally got a few more pics of myself on a disc to put on my computer!!! A number of people have been asking me for some, and now I can finally give them a few and say shut the fuck up already!!!
I missed going to line dancing last night... what a pain in the ass....
Anyways, I'm finally going to go to skool tomorrow!!! YES!!!! Why am I saying yes, you wonder? Especially about skool? Well, my dim witted friend, it's because I finally get to see all my mates!!!!!!! I've been missing them like CRAZY these last few days!!!!!!
Ciao baby!!!
current mood:  bouncy
current music: "So Real" By Jeff Buckley
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| Monday, June 25th, 2001
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7:59 pm - *cough cough*
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*coughs up a lung* Uh, there goes the other one....
As you can probably tell, I'm as crook as a dog. You Americans probably don't know what that means but right now, I can't be bothered trying to enlighten you.
Worse still, I'm bloody moody today too. I was calm and peaceful during the day, probably because all those soapies brain washed me or something... Hey that reminds me, what the hell happened to Beau and Hope in Days of Our Lives???? And then as soon as my brothers come home, I turn into the ulitmate bitch monster from hell!!! *sigh* What I wouldn't give to be able to just lie in bed for the rest of the week... no school, no fucking little brothers to piss me off... heaven....
current mood:  bitchy
current music: "Layla" by Eric Clapton
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| Saturday, June 23rd, 2001
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8:07 pm - Don't Ask....
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Okay, let's get this over with. The gig went off without a glitch, everything ran smoothly except SOMEone forgot my frickin maracas!!!! GRR!!!
It was what happened AFTERWARDS that has really gotten me down.... Okay, to make a long story short, my mother has this complete dropkick fuck for a boyfriend and I fucking hate his 'oh so round' guts. He cheats, he drinks, he's abusive, just your all round fuckhead, and she has even gone to hospital because of him. Anyways, they've been going on and off for the last four years and every time they break up, she calls on me to pick up the pieces, crying and nearly fucking killing herself by starvation. Ugh. So she takes him back AGAIN. Well, this is the last straw. I'm sooo fucking sick of her crying to me to pick up her life after he fucks her around. This is the last time I'll do it.
Last week, she announces that she's taken him back yet again. It's obvious she doesn't give a fuck about me, or the kids she has to him, coz if she did, she wouldn't think twice about dumping his sorry ass.
Anyways, tonight, mother and I had a fight, and I drew the line. Either him or me. Of course, she choose the dropkick boyfriend. Ah well, shouldn't be surprised really, since he has her wrapped around his little finger. But hey, I thought I might've been in for a chance seeing as though I'm her own flesh and blood daughter, but NOOO, she chooses the fucking moron who likes to belt her up rather than take care of her.
*sigh* And you know what the really depressing bit is?? I know I'm going to have to pick up the pieces yet again after he fucks her up yet again. That's the type of person I am. You just wait and see, another three months, he'll do it again, and I'll get a phonecall with my mother crying on the end.
Isn't life a bitch?
current mood:  rejected
current music: "Sunday Afternoon" by Tragic Empire
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| Friday, June 22nd, 2001
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7:10 pm - The Next Day...
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Okay okay, so I didn't lie. It IS the next day.
Hmm... what did I do today? I had a total bitch fight with my friends, but that was kinda a rush so not necessarily a bad thing. I've needed to unload some tension these last few days, and that was a great time to do it. Heh, I think I scared my friends with the type of words coming out of my mouth.... Certainly make me mother blush that's for sure.
I had music first two periods, and, as usual, that was a total ball. We're working on an original song of mine called "Game of Chance", trying to incorporate shit loads of percusiion into it. Like bongos, maracas, jembe etc etc.
We finished our band rehearsal just in time for me to fail an supposedly 'important' history test. *sigh* Oh well... music's more important, anyone will agree with me on this one.
I then spent the next one hour having a bitch fight with half of my friends, MUCH to the amusement of my fellow classmats who just stood around to watch the show. Ah, can't blame 'em, I'm sure if I was watching us I'd be cacking myself laughing....
Next, I spent two hours talking to one of my friends about the following.... sex/friends/bitching/school/parties/sex/nightclubs/BigBrother/shopping and last but certainly not least, the male species. I'm not complaining though, it's been awhile I've actually just SAT and TALKED to soemone for two whole hours. *shrugs*
Tonight I spent an hour or so having a delightful little chat to my mate Devin about god-only-knows. Then I spoke to his mate Justin's lil bro, Owen who seemed to be pretty nice, although he doesn't seem to have a lot of self confidence when it comes to his writing....
Hey Devin!! He's writing lyrics and sftuff but he just won't show anyone!! Be your usual charming self and get it out of him!!
*hugs*
Bindi
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| Thursday, June 21st, 2001
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8:52 pm - Mc Happy Day!!!
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*Shrugs* I figure it's as good a title as any and I hate trying to think up titles, so you can bleedin' well sod off if you don't like it.
I've made up my mind that this whole online journal thing pretty much sucks. I hate writing in it, and I can't figure out for the life of me how Devin got me to sign up to this piece of shit.
I guess I just hate writing in this thing coz I DON'T HAVE A LIFE ANYMORE due to the fact that I always seem to studying for the shit loads of exams/test/compulsory yadda yadda yadda school stuff they dish out. I'm either doing that, or doing band stuff or ambulance stuff. *SIGH*
But hey, one interesting thing is happening this weekend. The band and I are performing again, and we're going to be doing a brand new song that I wrote. Kinda nervous... will they like it or hate it? Ah, who gives a shit. I like it, that's all that matters. HA!!
Got invited to a nightclub bus thingy... it's where a bus picks us up and takes us to various clubs around the city. Should be a ball, all except that I hate basically everyone who's going.
Life's a bitch at the moment, but hey, what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger....
current mood: discontent
current music: "Are you having fun?" Eagle Eye Cherry
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| Thursday, May 17th, 2001
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8:54 pm
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Ugh, I am just soooo bloody tired it's not funny.
It's my last year in high school and I seem to be taking on more and more activities. For school and after school.
This week, I've picked up two new activities. Line-dancing on Tuesday nights (stop laughing!!!) and then karate on Thursday nights. (Ha, bet ya not laughing now!!) And besides that, I have hockey training on Friday nights, and St John's Ambulance on Wednesday nights.
That only leaves Monday night free. Well, the weekend too but then I have a social life that starts about 1pm every Staurday and Sunday.
Ugh, how the hell am I going to pass my yr 12 if I continue tiring myself out with all these activities???? And do NOT get me started on all the fricken homework!!! Grrrr, stupid teachers!!
*sigh*
Oh, and Devie, I tried messaging you yesterday, but you never replied so I figured you must've been away from the computer or just IGNORING me!!! Better not be the last one or else I'm gonna kick yer ass mister!!!
current mood:  drained
current music: "Aloha, Mr Hand" by Lash
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| Monday, May 14th, 2001
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8:13 pm - Monday Blues
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OKay, I've worked out that there are two types of Mondays.
There are the Mondays where you just feel like jumping up and down in the air and laughing like a madman, and there are the Mondays where you just feel like crawling back into bed to have a good bout of depression.
Today was that second type of Monday. To put it bluntly, it totally sucked ass.
First off, I forgot my Psych book so I had to read off a book that belonged to this obnoxious little bitch that I hate. And to make matters worse, she stank to high heaven!! I do not want to know what this girl has been doing to reek this bad, please don't ask as my fragile state of mind probably couldn't cope....
Second, was english and one of my friends was SUPPOSE to sit next to me. INSTEAD, the guy that I snogged a few months back sat next to me and I felt really awkward. Devin, you remember that guy. I think I told you about him.... Anyways, my friend got really shitty with me and to make matters WORSE, this guy was listening in on everything I had to say and kept trying to TALK to me!!!! Ugh, I mean, as IF I would talk back!!!
Third, I had art and that sucked too as I was just out of creativness by the end of this suck whole day that I've had.
Hope you all had a better day then I did!! I don't think it'd be hard.
Oh, but a plus is that I found out one of my friends sister is a mad Beatles fan, and that I can borrow any of her cd's whenever I want!!! Crash hot eh?!!!
current mood:  cranky
current music: "Good Morning, Good Morning" by the Beatles
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| Sunday, May 13th, 2001
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8:55 pm - Shock Horror!!!
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Oh no!!! Sharna was kicked out of Big Brother!!! And I didn't even get to watch it!!! *swears profusely* I'm am soooo bloody mad at my dad now!!! Death to all males!!!
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8:20 pm - Big Brother is watching
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Ever had one of those days where you just feeling kneeing your dad sooo hard in the crutch that he'll have to agree to anything you say? Well, I'm in one of those moods now.
He won't let me watch Big Brother as it's "uneducational and bad for your brothers to watch". Yeah, what a load of crap!!
*sigh* And just when it got to the voting too.... Now I'm jumping in my seat waiting for it to come up on the net.
SAVE SHARNA!!!!!
current mood:  anxious
current music: "Take me away" by Lash
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