LiveJournal for ren.
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Thursday, December 18th, 2003 |
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To all my LJ friends, far and wide Wishing you all a very ( merry christmas & happy new year ) :) *hugz* p.s. woofie is going to the USA in 48 hours, woohoo! |
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Friday, December 12th, 2003 |
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i passed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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Thursday, December 11th, 2003 |
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dreaded results day tomorrow... plus the stupid department x'mas party as well, not the official office one where he will be there...me jealous of all the women after him...ugdhd... sigh |
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had a busy day today... sigh... and he rushes off home of course... ughd...why am i still stuck to him... dammit...why can't i break free... why does he not give a second thought to me.. |
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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003 |
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taken from here I gave my heart to you I set my standards high I laid my eyes on you, I laughed and cried with you, I told you my hopes and dreams, My Love and Fears. My tears I shed all over your shoulder. In the end, I came to see that you were the only guy I could ever trust. When I see you, my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness. When we talk, I can feel the load unload with soothing words from you. I have the feeling of love in my heart. In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. " In my words, I say "You are just a friend. " But in the deep end of my heart, I think of only you When I tell you my expectations of a guy, You tell me never to fall short of what I want. But only one thing stands in the way - You are a friend. Can I still love you the way that I do? ________________________________________ You forgive me for liking you too much, And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough. You forgive me for missing you so, And I'll forgive you for being so cold. You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, And I'll forgive you for not hearing it. You forgive me for playing your games, And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions. You forgive me for finding you so attractive, And I'll forgive you for not noticing. You forgive me for raising you up so high, And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low. You forgive me for wanting to be with you, And I'll forgive you for avoiding me. You forgive me for being so pathetic, And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it. You forgive me for not being able to let go, And I'll forgive you for never having latched on. You forgive me for having hopes and dreams, And I'll forgive you for crushing them. Forgiveness brings inner peace. Do we have a deal? |
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Monday, December 8th, 2003 |
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my life is too disorganised!!!!!!!!!!!! i've lost my United mileage card!!! too much to do this side of x'mas!!!!!!! looks like ecards this year! |
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Sunday, December 7th, 2003 |
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brill flash stuff! | ||||||
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Saturday, December 6th, 2003 |
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( apple or laptop? ) | ||||||||
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003 |
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just had dinner with him...now he gone back 2 his room & here i m single n lying here in a bed for 2...anyone in london? :D | ||||
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Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003 |
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esp for stingerx big tasty |
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ok, me going off to london again for a few days... wonder if he missed me? toodle doo |
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Monday, December 1st, 2003 |
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looked back & been commenting at the past 7 days of my LJ pals postings :) realised that x'mas is coming soon... i get my results of my nov resit in 11 days time...eek! i get to go to USA in 19 days time...yippeee! so anyway, i am really feeling kinda withdrawn and sorta weird...as if nothing matters much. also been thinking how time is rushing by and i am not taking the time to sit back and look at where i am or where i am going...x'mas cards for example...i used to take so much time with each one, trying to make them all special...but now, all those "friends" have gone leh....so, they are only classmates or colleagues... people don't take the time or effort anymore...it's hard to keep on trying in such a world of fast food, 24-7 and the takeout...i guess i am old-fashioned in some respects...i am who i am. so this year, i will try to take the time to send some special msgs again to u all :) woofie |
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Sunday, November 30th, 2003 |
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Here's what you need to know about the global AIDS crisis: Five million people became infected with HIV worldwide and 3 million died this year alone-the highest ever. Over 1 million people acquired HIV in Asia Pacific in 2003, bringing to an estimated 7.4 million the number of people now living with the virus. A further 500,000 are estimated to have died of AIDS in 2003. (UNAIDS, 2003) To see the impact of AIDS in China: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/3259967.stm On 1 December, millions of people around the world will commemorate World AIDS Day. Family and friends of those who have died, people living with HIV/AIDS, and concerned citizens regardless of HIV status are converging to tell the world that AIDS affects everyone-and that each of us has a role to play in fighting the epidemic. These are the things that you can do: " Wear a red ribbon " Attend a Local Event " Educate yourself, teach Others " Volunteer " Donate ________________________________________ AIDS Fundraising Organizations in Asia: www.chihengfoundation.com www.chinaaidsorphanfund.org/grantees.asp www.aidsrelieffundchina.org We are also contributing to Chi Heng Foundation in Hong Kong. Whoever is interested in contributing, may "park" your share with us. We will be sending in our contribution with a letter (with your name in it too, of course). Thanks! If you have any questions, feel free to email me. squinny101@yahoo.com |
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Friday, November 21st, 2003 |
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Thursday, November 20th, 2003 |
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Sunday, November 16th, 2003 |
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ok, i got the office2003 trial CD and i tried to install outlook... so, i had to uninstall my old outlook and then, bang, my windoze wouldn't reload...crap, so now the OS, IE and Yahoo IM are all outta action...and nutz...can't do anything! ratz, damned windoze...if only i had more software to warrant migrating to apple... |
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Friday, November 14th, 2003 |
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perseverance, fortitude, sacrifice | ||||
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Thursday, November 13th, 2003 |
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this came for me today :D time to start spending!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 |
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I am 60% Internet Addict I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer! Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com |
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