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[17 Jul 2002|08:13am]
i_breatheyou_in

PLEASE be redirected
this journal isn't in use
and all my photography is in the other journal
on the bathroom wall

[02 Jun 2002|10:02pm]
i guess i was just asking

you.
to find.
me.
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[27 May 2002|10:08pm]
i have 20 journals
they are all full
i am 19 and 6 months old
i find this astounding
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[26 May 2002|11:08pm]
ahhh this journal is lacking in words
i know this

please be directed to
i_breatheyou_in

my life is being told through pictures
that is all
on the bathroom wall

[20 May 2002|07:49pm]
god i am so in love with you

i hope that you read this just to see that

i am the girl that is insanely in love with you

and i will be forever
and ever and ever and ever

you are my heart
on the bathroom wall

[20 May 2002|09:15am]
words are hard to


come by

in this
other

town

my tongue has been cut out and rendered useless for being a liar a fool a broken soul

paper and pen save me
no more plastic
on the bathroom wall

[16 May 2002|10:00pm]
i run in the mornings
when the sun is breaking
and the air is cold
and i am always running to find you...
on the bathroom wall

[14 May 2002|09:25pm]
i am beginning again
please give me time

things are coming soon
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[10 May 2002|10:21pm]
i am here yes
with the strings of my soul winding through my body at strange angles and i left this tiny baby bird thing there with you
its in your hands
(rolling that taste of my tongue,memory envades everything i do, i am a moving memory of us)
at nights i go to bed latelatelate
and i lay there
holding onto a telephone and a teddybear because
there
is always
a

chance

in the
dark

i am not waiting for it to come at 332 in the morning because you didn't say it was then
but i am always expecting
pregnant with waiting
with counting the days
and the words wishpered in my head
like a babybird
i left it with you
the core of my heart
is a small babybird and is new and born everyday
it is blind

and i am left holding the telephone

waiting to catch my breathe
on the bathroom wall

[08 May 2002|11:36pm]
i am hurting
i am clutching my chest like a wounded soldier
i wisper i will be brave
brave for the both of us
and the ache winds tighter and my breathe is becoming like harsh northeern winds
and i

i_breatheyou_in
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[08 May 2002|01:18pm]
she really can swim )
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[08 May 2002|01:05pm]
so this is the score

i've got a secret
and its full of dusty photographs and the visual aid of my heart
and its a secret
can you find me?

just words here from now on...
find me
and i'll open that window again
on the bathroom wall

[07 May 2002|08:40pm]
the colors are coming back darling
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[06 May 2002|04:23pm]
hmm so i have a religion test (which might as well have been written in latin because those words are alien to me) tomorrow and i must be packed and sound of heart in two days and its hard
when your body is rebelling against you making you cry at the thought of not holding his hand for two months
thats enough to rip a new hole in my heart
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[03 May 2002|10:08pm]
we must destroy to rebuild





let go to believe purely
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[03 May 2002|08:52pm]
top two pictures are taken by love


and so are the ones on the post about being in raleigh
on the bathroom wall

[03 May 2002|08:24pm]



the light of our hearts

parallel like twin trains

through the night dark like the heart of darkness


on the bathroom wall

[03 May 2002|08:21pm]


the ghost of the past
she says hullo with wounded hands






and then she is turning away...
turning




away
on the bathroom wall

[03 May 2002|07:54pm]


this lifebook i am leaving behind




this life blood in this heart
a roadmap of sharp emotions and heat and a lover's knowledge of these streets



neon lights of the racetrack on my skin and i suck air full of humidity and the south and honeysuckle like your skin inside my viens






streets we've run down for seven years
oh lucky seven
seven edges to this heart
my blood and emotions in the tiretracks of every night

i bloomed here
between the crawling vines and thickness of lushness in the green spreading heart of grown old tress and houses ancient to me
i lived in the attic and bloomed slowly
tracks of mistakes along this body and the smell of that house haunts me
i bloomed here in blood and emotion and this heart opened and instruments of our emotions playing through eachother

you are a witness to the petals falling between the tires running
on the bathroom wall

[01 May 2002|04:50pm]



colors of love
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