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[17 Jul 2002|08:13am] |
i_breatheyou_in
PLEASE be redirected this journal isn't in use and all my photography is in the other journal
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[02 Jun 2002|10:02pm] |
i guess i was just asking
you. to find. me.
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[27 May 2002|10:08pm] |
i have 20 journals they are all full i am 19 and 6 months old i find this astounding
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[26 May 2002|11:08pm] |
ahhh this journal is lacking in words i know this
please be directed to i_breatheyou_in
my life is being told through pictures that is all
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[20 May 2002|07:49pm] |
god i am so in love with you
i hope that you read this just to see that
i am the girl that is insanely in love with you
and i will be forever and ever and ever and ever
you are my heart
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[20 May 2002|09:15am] |
words are hard to
come by
in this other
town
my tongue has been cut out and rendered useless for being a liar a fool a broken soul
paper and pen save me no more plastic
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[16 May 2002|10:00pm] |
i run in the mornings when the sun is breaking and the air is cold and i am always running to find you...
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[14 May 2002|09:25pm] |
i am beginning again please give me time
things are coming soon
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[10 May 2002|10:21pm] |
i am here yes with the strings of my soul winding through my body at strange angles and i left this tiny baby bird thing there with you its in your hands (rolling that taste of my tongue,memory envades everything i do, i am a moving memory of us) at nights i go to bed latelatelate and i lay there holding onto a telephone and a teddybear because there is always a
chance
in the dark
i am not waiting for it to come at 332 in the morning because you didn't say it was then but i am always expecting pregnant with waiting with counting the days and the words wishpered in my head like a babybird i left it with you the core of my heart is a small babybird and is new and born everyday it is blind
and i am left holding the telephone
waiting to catch my breathe
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[08 May 2002|11:36pm] |
i am hurting i am clutching my chest like a wounded soldier i wisper i will be brave brave for the both of us and the ache winds tighter and my breathe is becoming like harsh northeern winds and i
i_breatheyou_in
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[08 May 2002|01:05pm] |
so this is the score
i've got a secret and its full of dusty photographs and the visual aid of my heart and its a secret can you find me?
just words here from now on... find me and i'll open that window again
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[07 May 2002|08:40pm] |
the colors are coming back darling
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[06 May 2002|04:23pm] |
hmm so i have a religion test (which might as well have been written in latin because those words are alien to me) tomorrow and i must be packed and sound of heart in two days and its hard when your body is rebelling against you making you cry at the thought of not holding his hand for two months thats enough to rip a new hole in my heart
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[03 May 2002|10:08pm] |
we must destroy to rebuild
let go to believe purely
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[03 May 2002|08:52pm] |
top two pictures are taken by love
and so are the ones on the post about being in raleigh
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[03 May 2002|08:24pm] |
the light of our hearts
parallel like twin trains
through the night dark like the heart of darkness
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[03 May 2002|08:21pm] |
the ghost of the past she says hullo with wounded hands
and then she is turning away... turning
away
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[03 May 2002|07:54pm] |
this lifebook i am leaving behind
this life blood in this heart a roadmap of sharp emotions and heat and a lover's knowledge of these streets
neon lights of the racetrack on my skin and i suck air full of humidity and the south and honeysuckle like your skin inside my viens
streets we've run down for seven years oh lucky seven seven edges to this heart my blood and emotions in the tiretracks of every night
i bloomed here between the crawling vines and thickness of lushness in the green spreading heart of grown old tress and houses ancient to me i lived in the attic and bloomed slowly tracks of mistakes along this body and the smell of that house haunts me i bloomed here in blood and emotion and this heart opened and instruments of our emotions playing through eachother
you are a witness to the petals falling between the tires running
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[01 May 2002|04:50pm] |
colors of love
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