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Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
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9:25 pm - New icon.
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Oh, it's so true!
current mood: amused
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4:55 pm
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4:34 pm
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How to cure Tuesday blues: Walking. Squid hugs in the park. Cleaning for friends. Covent Garden carrot and coriander soup with a crusty bloomer. Good books.
current mood: happy current music: Tom Lehrer - poisoning pigeons in the park.
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| Monday, July 26th, 2004
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6:04 pm - I walked...
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My weekend? Fucking excellent. We had some scary times on Friday when someone gave voofy a roofy. I ranted at merlinc during the night, we wore shrek ears[0] and got cat baskets. We made and ate fudge on Saturday, we also went to the hippy shop. We watched DVDs and were joined by squiddity during the night. On sunday we painted beer glasses, I had a little bit of a munt, I shaved drreagan's head and we were joined by lusciousa, wintrmute and squiddity (again). [0]Shrek ears removed Sunday night.
After a good sleep last night, I went to meet squiddity for lunch, thinking fresh air and a walk would help the brokeness. I walked, from here to there but he had forgotten about me so I went for a walk and then sat on a wall and read my book. He discovered me on the wall and we went for a walk and had a chat but he had to go back to work. We'll try again tomorrow before I go to clean voofy and drreagan's house.
I decided since being in the area(ish) I'd go and see avalon_bliss' new place. I walked, and met them coming out of the door on the way to the hospital because Jude had cracked his cast. None of us had any money, including Jude which is fair enough; he is only 4 I can't expect him to pay for me. So we walked, to St Pancras hospital, but they had no A&E; or fracture place. So we walked, to UCH where they fixed him and gave him a ballon.
Jude talks with an American accent because he watches too much TV. My niece also picks up TV accents, but she likes to watche spanish TV?! "Abre abre!" Time in there made me Thank God I'm not a chilren's nurse.
Still not having money or a travelcard I walked, to the manly shop and got silicone sealant for my shower. Then I walked, home. All in all approx 4 hours walking today. I'm a little bit tired, but no longer broken or shakey. I do need to eat at some point though. Which would mean walking, to the shop.
I do seem to be obssessed by my own mortality today.
Bits what Robin remembered that I didn't.
Rather sad now I can't holiday with people. It will make my Mother want to come.
current mood: calm
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| Sunday, July 25th, 2004
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9:09 am
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| Friday, July 23rd, 2004
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4:46 pm - The difficulties of making fudge
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2 hours ago I popped out to get lots of sugar, vanilla essence and weighing scales. I ended up getting skirts and tops and books as well! Trying to find vanilla essence proved very tricky. Sainsbury's had none, and looked at me like a mad woman who had made it up on the spot. I had to seek out strange delicatessants on Plender street. Both of them had none, again thought I was mad. One asked me if it was a Jewish thing? (Do I look Jewish?) I ended up getting vanilla powder, I hope it works the same. The whole world's gone mad. Now? Time to make fudge!
current mood: fudge-making current music: fudge fudgeing
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12:38 pm
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HELP HELP HELP
MY SHOWER WON'T SWITCH OFF!
12:47: I went down to the neighbours in my towel, didn't take my keys and therefore locked myself out. Her dog was sniffing at my crotch, we had to put up a ladder and came through the window, (in my towel) she managed to switch it off again. Now I'm scared to ever try and shower again.
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3:03 am
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Sometimes it's hard to stand next to a pile of shit without running around trying to find out where it came from and who's to blame for it being there.
Meanwhile, the shit just sits there, no excuses, no explaination. "I'm shit, here I am, deal with me."
current mood: flattered
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| Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
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2:19 pm
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Can someone explain to me why companies put lids on so fucking tight? I cannot open water bottles, I cannot unscrew milk tops, vitamin bottles, mascaras, deodorants, cleaning things. Is it me? Am I that weak?
current mood: curious and annoyed current music: Icon ofCoil - Toys
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2:24 am - Love and all that
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So much for this post (which made me nauseous)...The quote below fills me with the kind of relationshipy-happy-crap you lot went on about. It's not a Hollywood movie, it's real.
"I'd had the wit to book a quiet table, so we settled to a good meal and talked about Berlioz, and about our writing problems, and over coffee I told Victoria that she looked beautiful, which she did, and how happy she made me, which she does. She thought about this, and then asked me what I was up to, what was the matter, what had I done?"
Simon Gray's Smoking Diaries if you're interested.
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| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
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11:18 pm - All of you
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| Monday, July 19th, 2004
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3:50 pm - Algeria?
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Being tempted by cheap flights to Spain and then on to Morocco as I have done previously, but this time going to Algeria as well, or instead of. ( Algeria - problems. )
current mood: curious current music: Icon of Coil
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12:35 am - Ou?
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Poll:
Where shall I go on holiday? Bear in mind I am a single white female not wishing to be raped/muredered/sold, but that I am also a well-travelled and relatively competent person. Don't say anywhere in Europe, really, I'm sick of Europe.
current mood: curious current music: Assemblage 23 - contempt
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| Saturday, July 17th, 2004
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4:44 pm - Come here and paint lazy people.
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So much for a tiny useless woman - I JUST MANAGED TO LAY DOWN A NEW KITCHEN FLOOR - BY MYSELF! RAR! However, there is still a cupboard to be assembled and a bathroom to paint. Are you Bored? Sitting at home with nothing to do? Then... Come here and do DIY, then get drunk with me.
current mood: cheerful current music: Guns n Roses
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| Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
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1:52 pm
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12:06 am - Luton/Dunstable - depressing place full of dirty drunks
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| Monday, July 12th, 2004
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11:49 pm - Oh so broken.
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Whaa? I never normally do things like this, and I don't know how it even happened, somebody explain the fact to me that I am alive. Of my 90 hours alive from Friday, the last 86 have been awake. I finally left the gerbil house (which also has snails) at approx. 11:30pm Monday. I vomitted up my chocolate 'nurishment' but then ate the first meal for days and days - pasta made by merlinc (Thanks again). And now, I lie in bed, so sleep-deprived I can see strange patterns and stuff. I stopped doing actual naughty things quite a while ago, and came down mostly yesterday. This is just feeling like the walking dead, but in a wierdly good way. Personal and group apologies to avalon_bliss who got left by the wayside in Croydon in all this mess. She really should move to north London or something(!) It isn't Monday, it's just a second Sunday. Oh, dear, soon it will be Tuesday and I will have to go to Luton.
Why can I not sleep?
Why can I not blink/type/see?
current mood: broken and awake current music: bruised brain humming
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7:03 pm - Munt, continued...
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We made a gerbil maze. In the bath. Although I still maintain they look more like squirrels. drreagan will post pictures later.
current mood: Munted
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6:28 am - Munt
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| Friday, July 9th, 2004
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4:13 pm - ANGER IS MY FRIEND
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( A very long, very angry rant )
On a happy note, I got lots of food at Sainsbury's and laughed a lot today. I laughed at the other students. Student A: "I like you, you're really spunky!" "Wow." I said, "I like you too, shall we have a big fucking party?" To this she sort of laughed and raised her eyebrows, as if I'd told a really cool joke that she didn't really get but hoped to one day, if she could ever be as cool as me.
current mood: angry and amused
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