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User:	confuzzled (28226)
Name:	trepidation
Location:	New York,, New York, United States
Birthdate:	1987-01-31
Email:	trep_idation@hotmail.com
AOL IM:	trEp idatE mE (Add Buddy, Send Message)
ICQ UIN:	17318646 (Add User, Send Message)
Yahoo! ID:	trep_idation_x (Add User, Send Message)
MSN Username:	trep_idation@hotmail.com
Bio:	About me: I'm just me. I learn about people by their actions and their words and I'm a pretty good judge of character. I love to smile and make people laugh, so that's just what I do. My eyes change color and my hair is different shades of blond and red. If you want to know more, just IM me...I'm always up for talking. I go through my daily life looking for something but expecting not to find it. I love my friends to death and when I do get to see them it's amazing and we spend the whole time laughing it up and just enjoying life. I might not be the happiest person in the world, but I live day to day and I try not to mope around. I love to do basically anything and everything, I'm not really big on planning and in New York City, you can't really plan anyways. Things just happen, and that's what way it should be. If you live in the future, you miss things in the now; if you live in the past, you can never experience anything new and you just hold yourself back; if you live for now, the possibilities are endless. I have an knack for understanding. I seem to be the therapist of my friends, although at times it's me who needs the therapy most. I want to be a behavioral studyist/psychologist. I'm tired of going to people that I don't know and trust and having to spill out my life for hundreds of dollars an hour and not get anywhere, I want to change that. I write about what I observe in people and am really into character development and emotions. I'm extremely sarcastic sometimes and I find sarcasm and bluntness refreshing in a world where almost everybody is pretending to be something they're not. Although I've been described as upbeat and cynical, I believe if I let things get better they will. I'm searching for faith right now, because in all honesty the idea of religion fascinates me. I mean come on, who doesn't want something to believe in that will technically always be there. Trying new things is what I live for, I write from my heart and sing from my soul. I listen to music until a normal person's ears would fall off and the sound of laughter always seems to put me at ease. I may not be proud of my past, but I learned to deal with it and give everyone a new chance. I get moody sometimes because I'm seasonal addressive, but that moodiness usually comes out in the form of sarcasm and satirical humor. If you ever want to read anything I've read, you can just ask. Turn ons: There are so many things that turn me on it's not even funny. I'm one of those overly horny people that can hide it when neccessary. I love trying new things, that comes with being an Aquarius and I've been known to do some really kinky things in the name of experimentation. I love eyes, hair, hands and tongues. I'm about to get my tongue pierced something I've wanted for over 6 years and my lip will be right with that. I love blue and green and hazel eyes, especially with dark hair. There's nothing better than a blue eyed guy with black dyed hair. I'm all for the hair dying and crazy colors, it's really great; also I love spikey hair and shaggy hair. Gel is nice to look at, but if I'm going to be touching your hair, cut back <3. Hands, artists and musicians hands with long fingers are so damn sexy. Tongues, speak for themselves. I love tongue and lip piercings. Although this stuff is gorgeous, it's never about looks for me, always about personality. Someone with a sense of humor is key. Someone who listens to good music (and there are lots of types) and someone who can play music or write, or is creatively talented in anyway is always amazing. I'm a really flirtacious person and I love just running around and doing crazy things, but I am a tease but a good one that won't leave you hanging. Voices are, to die for. I'm such a phone whore because I love voices, they're incredible and you can tell a lot by a person by how they speak so I'm always up to call anyone, especially in the US on weekends because it's free <3. Someone talking with me as I lay in their arms watching a movie or just plain talking is wonderful. I love piercings when they're not overdone and the same with tattooes, I plan to have my tattooes in the next few months but people without them can still be very attractive. Mental stimulation is much better than physical stimulation, depending on what you're looking for. Also, toe socks, lip gloss, quirky phrase tee shirts and hoodies tickle my fancy. Stars, I make them and am in love with them, they hold my wishes, dreams and fantasies; don't be afraid to explore. Oh yeah by the way, I am bisexual, but my bisexuality doesn't define me so I'm not going to go around like "OOOO LOOK AT ME I'M BISEXUAL" I just happen to be attracted to both sexes and have had relationships with both. Girls are a bit more complicated in the sense that I'm not as emotional as a normal chick and it's created problems, but I'm right on with the guys. Turn offs: Obsessiveness; that just scares me, I need space. Snap Judgement; I'm not just writing this stuff for my benefit, so please take the time to read it and don't just look at my face and make a judgement whether it be good or bad. Superficial arrogant people that seem to live in a bubble filled with ego that you can feel from miles away; it's nice to have confidence, but you know when you're being !@#$%y, so tone it down. People who form to fit other people's or my criteria; be yourself, it'll get you far. Desperation; I may be craving something at times, but if you come off as too desperate it can be really scary. My fear of commitment; yes it's a huge problem that I'm working on, so help me out. Closemindedness; you should always keep an open mind because you don't know what type of people you'll discover. People that let things go to their heads; modesty is really nice sometimes, it makes people want to pay you compliments, try it. I love my Twin with all my heart, she's my best friend and family even if not by blood.
Memories:	4 entries
Interests:	103: aaf, abandoned pools, alkaline trio, all-american rejects, anecdotes, angel snot, ataris, autopilot off, ball chains, bass, being sorry, black eyeliner, bondage, boxcar racer, boy hits car, candles, candy necklaces, concerts, death cab for cutie, depression, dreams, emails, emptiness, even all out, eyes, falling over, fear, fire, foo fighters, friends, further seems forever, glitter, glowsticks, good bands, greeting cards, guitars, guys, h2o, hair dye, handcuffs, hands, homegrown, hot wax, incubus, jeremiah freed, jimmy eat world, john mayer, juliana theory, jump little children, laughing, love, marlinspike, messengers, movies, mp3s, music, mxpx, necks, nfg, olp, pain, people, pets, phantom planets, phones, piercings, plastic, poetry, punk covers, punk rock, puppies, ravers, raves, rings, ritalin kids, rollercoasters, rubber duckies, rufio, sadomasochism, safety pins, saves the day, screaming, shouting, silly putty, simple plan, something corporate, spiked collars, spikey hair, stars, sugarcult, talking, tattoos, teases, throats, thursday, tounges, trust company, tv, unwritten law, weezer, writing, yellowcard, zippos
Friends:	41: 5starspecial, _autopilot_off_, andrumagyk, audiokarate, boysellout, brok, buko, burnmeinthstars, cifer, climaxgiver, ddevil525, digitalcore, djpoprox, fivesenseshort, g1a, guttervomit, guyincognito, icephoenix1212, illi_illi, imperfectionx, julioassassin, katie, mexipunk, opiaticxfusion, punk_gye, purple, rainingstars, reanna, roastporkbun, smellysockgirl, sotharon, spaceghostish, starryx, sundaymelody, tinytimdude, xempathyx, xmicrowavedx, xpinkxpoox, xtrappedmindx, xvanillalipsx, yaboman
Friend of:	45: 5starspecial, _autopilot_off_, blooeclipse, boysellout, buko, calypso, cifer, climaxgiver, cokacolaemmy, confusedbri, cranialcatnap, ddevil525, digitalcore, djpoprox, dragracingqt, fadeddream, fivesenseshort, freaksnowstorm, g1a, guyincognito, icephoenix1212, illi_illi, jizzyemmy, julioassassin, kap_x, katie, laying, necklover, opiaticxfusion, puchikochan, purple, revival, silence26, silvermilla, spaceghostish, sundaymelody, tinytimdude, tweetiesweetpea, xempathyx, xloserkate, xloserx, xpinkxpoox, xtrappedmindx, xvanillalipsx, yaboman
Account type:	Free User

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