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For those of you who remember and care about me.... [03 Nov 2004|09:22pm]
HAHAH...please do the following survey to help me with my Sociology presentation and if you know anyone else willing to do it, send it to them and have them respond on my journal or e-mail it to me at trep_idation@hotmail.com

thanks for your help, it's super short )

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Please pass this info on to people interested in youth or theater in new york [02 Mar 2004|10:14pm]
City at Peace-New York

Invites you to the premiere performances of:




An original musical drama
Written and performed by a diverse group of teenagers from the five boroughs of New York City


Opening Night Hosted by: Gloria Reuben (The former doctor on ER, with HIV)

Saturday, April 3, 2004 at 8pm
Sunday, April 4, 2004 at 8pm
Monday, April 5, 2004 at 8pm




John Jay College Theater
Inside John Jay College of Criminal Justice
899 Tenth Avenue
New York NY 10019
Between 58th & 59th Streets

Subways: 1, 9, A, B, C, D, to 59th Street
N or R to 57th Street



$10 Child/Student/Senior
$30 Adult
$50 Supporter
$100 Sponsor (includes VIP reception on April 3rd)
$250 Patron (includes VIP reception on April 3rd)
$500 Benefactor (includes VIP reception on April 3rd)

Please note this show is P G13

City at Peace-New York is a registered 501(c)(3) organization. All but $30 of the ticket price is tax-deductible.


CHECK: To order tickets by mail, please send check to: City at Peace-New York,
104 West 27th Street, 12th Floor, New York, NY 10001.


CREDIT CARD: Call (212) 924 2167 to reserve tickets by phone.
Amex, Visa and MasterCard are accepted.


BOOK NOW - SELLING FAST!!!


City at Peace-New York is a dynamic, year-long, youth-led program that works with extremely diverse groups of young people, ages 13 to 19,using an innovative creative process to explore and address the complicated forces and events (e.g. racism, sexual discrimination, abuse, homophobia, violence, drugs, emotional distress) that they encounter on a daily basis. The process helps them to solve their conflicts without violence and to build long lasting relationships. They gain understanding and compassion across racial and cultural boundaries, cultivate leadership skills, learn to take active responsibility for their communities and in doing so enrich and enhance their lives and others, breaking down boundaries in pursuit of a city at peace. Rehearsals combine diversity, violence prevention, problem solving and leadership training along with the performing arts. Ideas and perspectives generated in these rehearsals provide the raw material that culminate in an original Off-Broadway musical written by the youth themselves and based on their lives, identities, experiences and lessons. www.cpnational.org/ny



Elin Morgan
Managing Director
City at Peace-New York
104 West 27th Street
12th Floor
New York
NY 10001
(212) 924 9204
www.cpnational.org/ny

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Old e-mail [16 Jan 2004|01:28pm]
questions )

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Help, I need somebody! Help, not just anybody! [12 Nov 2003|08:52pm]
My senior page is due on friday and I need quotes to put on it. YES I DO! So comment with your favorite quotes so I can put some on my page!

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Entertainment [02 Nov 2003|02:54pm]
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I like when Kamal sends me nice quotes. [02 Nov 2003|02:36pm]
"You've got a way with words. You get me smiling even when it hurts. There's no wau to measure what your love is worth. I can't believe the way you get through to me... Oh how I adore you, like no one else before you. I love you just the way you are."

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Hey, I got a new livejournal! [02 Nov 2003|02:27pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

SO EVERYONE ADD ME!!

[info]trepidationx

and actually comment if you want to be added. YAYZ0R

thank you [info]sneak for the code :)

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Since my entries are never too entertaining... [02 Nov 2003|03:15am]
I'm a little annoyed right now. This is because I don't know if Sheena is actually mad at me, or she really didn't/doesn't mind if I came/come over tonight. It's been a long ass day.

After getting into a screaming match on the phone at midnight with my father, and then having him ring Sheena's bell (Luckily I was about to walk out and it was Halloween so we can blame it on a dumbass teenage trickster out to take reveng on Jehovah's Witnesses for not celebrating a "pagan" holiday). Of course, because he had no justification for ringing the bell, I yelled at him on the street. Screechy, shrill, loud yelling. He copped out and walked away, so I in turn took it to my mother. She was trying to sleep, but since he wouldn't listen to me vent about how moronic he was being, my mother had to hear it (and I'm sure he heard about THAT when he got into bed).

Generally I get over things pretty fast, but seeing as how I was bawling hot angry tears for close to an hour I didn't want anything to do with my father for the next 24. Not entirely possible because Saturday is the day I somewhat depend on him, but I made my stand by not saying a word to him this morning when he drove me to the SATs that I didn't want to take. I love when he makes commitments for me, especially when it comes to school because my parents act like I'm a dumbass and won't get into any school. They're starting to worry about me getting into SUNYs...you know how degrading that is to a person like me? I bet some of you can imagine, but it's pretty disgraceful. And people wonder where I get my lovely lack of confidence from. I have nothing to prove and I'm going no where anyways right mom and dad? SO WHY TRY? They get mad if I don't. I'm not a bad student, I got a 1260 on the SATs my first try and I wasn't extremely disappointed. I took them after a concert and with a hangover, that has to say something about me right? Not to them.

Anyways, now that I'm angry at them again, I took the SATs this morning. They were exactly as to be expected (suprise suprise) I always feel like putting an "r" in suRprise, because of french. Oui oui. They were fine. I took them at Barton so I saw Tabrine and Jerry there (people from CAP). I wasn't exactly too happy because I wasn't going to go to rehearsal today but because I have to lead by example with Jerry my Production Group Member and do the same for Tabrine, the new Production team member, that I didn't have the biggest choice. I mean, the train ride was fun, but I didn't want to go to rehearsal and I didn't want to dance. Both of which I did. I got really stank at the end though, I didn't want to do the perceptions activity, I never do. We basically spend the whole rehearsal cracking on people and not paying attention...it's pretty bad.

I left a little late from rehearsal but I got to bowling basically on time. I was forced to talk to my father, and we're all good again. We're not a very family grudge-e bunch, but I hold some grudges when it's not parents. Skip a little while. We won all 7 points, the second game by only 11. I bowl like some complete SHIT but we pull through anyways. We also speed the other team up last game so I could get where I was going.

Now where was I going? OH RIGHT. I was going to babysit after I was told I wouldn't have to. Nice. I sucked it up and went anyways. The kids were in bed when I got there, but not for long. Raffa and Sophia came downstairs, watched Shrek and Dr. Suess and ate frozen gogurt before going back upstairs at 11pm. I read to Sophia and then asked her to try and sleep. It took a little convincing, but she did. I went back downstairs, read, Alex called and said I could nap, napped and then was paid $55 for 3 hours of work and 3 hours of nap. It was beautiful.

I came home and told Sheena I wasn't coming over, and that brings us back to the question "Is Sheena mad at me or not?" WHO THE FUCK KNOWS?! I'm going to bed.

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You know what? [01 Nov 2003|07:29am]
Last night...LATE last night...sucked some major penis. I can't get into it right now, but I'm about to do what I don't want to do....Retake the SATs

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HALLOWEEEEN and my house looks NOICE [31 Oct 2003|07:36pm]
It's always the best on the block. ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS. It's hot as damn out there though :( oh boy.

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As some of you know [31 Oct 2003|08:27am]
Today was my first day in school this week because I haven't been well. You know what's funny? I started off the day really fucking horribly. I come into morning meeting to tell Mr. Kwok I did the homework from the textbook and that I'll take the quiz sometime next week, and he tells me "You should look over your stuff, you're going to need the quiz, you bombed your test." AND I DID.

Great way to start the week. To add to that, my mother thinks I'm going over to Sheena's to catch contact highs and she says she won't let me stay out tonight because I have SATs tomorrow...funny thing is, if I go with her to the parade in the city...I can stay out. TELL ME HOW THAT MAKES SENSE. It doesn't, I know.

Also...there are some personal things that I won't talk about on here...let's just hope that the 13th of November doesn't only bring a phone bill...although that in itself should be awful.

UGH..I'm not liking life right now. NOT AT ALL.

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Let's see if this works. [30 Oct 2003|08:21pm]
I think from now on I'll be posting in my livejournal.

<3333 Shiella

In that case, since I just messed with my client. I WANT A NEW JOURNAL...so if you have a code, work with me :) <333 you all..

PS. I've been sick for over a week now. SEND SOUP.

PPS_Do_this )

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Updates! [29 Oct 2003|09:17pm]
My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
confuzzled goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Elmer Fudd.
5starspecial gives you 9 mauve chocolate-flavoured hard candies.
cranialcatnap gives you 2 yellow coconut-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
fivesenseshort tricks you! You get a button.
icephoenix1212 gives you 10 yellow grapefruit-flavoured jelly beans.
journal_is_emo tricks you! You get a thumbtack.
julioassassin gives you 12 red mint-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
opiaticxfusion gives you 6 light yellow grape-flavoured gumdrops.
roastporkbun gives you 15 orange cherry-flavoured jelly beans.
sundaymelody gives you 3 white chocolate-flavoured nuggets.
xempathyx gives you 9 yellow mint-flavoured jelly beans.
confuzzled ends up with 66 pieces of candy, a button, and a thumbtack.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

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I just got a blurty [10 Oct 2003|02:10pm]
Lookie here

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This deserves an update [21 Sep 2003|10:25pm]
LOOK HOW FUCKING GORGEOUS JESSICA IS!!!

---intermission to upload---



You can't deny her beauty.

That's Stevie's hot friend. I LOVE STEVIE..who's just as fucking fantastic.

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RAWR I'M ABOUT TO GO BACK TO MY MEETING [16 Sep 2003|06:55pm]
The retreat is tomorrow, it's shortened...so I have to pack tonight. We come back thursday so I might babysit, and I've already decided I'm not going to school on friday even though they rescheduled it. I have things to do, people to see YADDA YADDA..

Anybody have some good cheap fundraising ideas?! I need them.

THINK OF FUNDRAISING IDEAS!!!!

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[21 Aug 2003|08:04pm]
My LiveJournal Sitcom
Living With confuzzled (NBC, 1:00): confuzzled (Greta Garbo) thinks _autopilot_off_ (Billy Zane) has a Brooklyn accent. The next day, burnmeinthstars (Stephen Baldwin) hits on opiaticxfusion (Charlize Theron)'s co-worker. Nearby, xempathyx (Tony Danza) and punkguyky (Patrick Dempsey) try out for a volleyball team. That night, ddevil525 (Alicia Witt) cheats on a test, and guttervomit (Joey Lawrence) finds out. Afterwards, sneak (Rick Moranis) claims to be brok (George Lazenby) in a job interview. Presented in HDTV.
What's Your LiveJournal Sitcom? (by rfreebern)

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Pictures of my trip [16 Aug 2003|01:37am]
Alex...


Alex(+11) )

Amanda...


Amanda(+8) )

Dana...


Dana(+5) )

Gena...


Gena(+13) )

Jaimie...


Jaimie(+4) )

Sara...


Sara(+10) )

Julianna...


Jules(+3) )

Nakwisi...


Kiwi(+4) )

Other people...

Others(+25) )

The group pictures...

(Alex Brian Gena)


Group(+33) )

England...


England from the London Eye



Sights(+37) )

Wales(+7) )

Ireland(+5) )

The Group says Goodbye...
(+8) )

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I'm at work...on sort of a break [16 Jul 2003|09:22am]
The art teacher is here.

from_stacie )

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