shes not so usual   
11:29am 26/05/2004
 
mood: dorky
music: jason mraz...what it takes
here is my updated post for those of you who have been waiting on the edge of you seat for this since february:

yes i am currently a superfan of mike rataj...he is a friend...and he makes me smile

speaking of that...so cute...(with nate in it and all...):

http://www.purevolume.com/OpenHeartSurgery for listening pleasure
 
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youll change your mind come monday...and turn your back on me   
11:05pm 25/02/2004
 
mood: weird
music: the postal service...the district sleeps alone
it is such a great feeling when you meet someone and become new friends...

but when the person becomes suddenly unavailable to you...of course it is exactly when you could use a friend...

and it is so difficult because you start to imagine all of these situations where the person is actually just avoiding you at all costs...this is not fair to yourself...but so hard to get around...




...this is where i am right now

where are you?
 
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ive seen 1000 things in one place...   
01:35pm 22/02/2004
 
mood: amused
music: matthew kelm...conversation with my star
doublej ineffect: you are pretty computer savy im impressed


Superphan2: its called "conversation with my star"
doublej ineffect: its realy cute
doublej ineffect: i bet he got laid for that
Superphan2: he said"im still waiting on that"
doublej ineffect: hahaha lame dude
doublej ineffect: hehe but no its a cute song, he is a good dude, if you ever cheat on him or have those thoughs, i will see to it that an avil gets dropped on you
Superphan2: its cause i named a star for him for our anniversary last year...so conversation with his star i gave him
doublej ineffect: hehe dork
 
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It seems to be a running theme about being fine and alright but I don't mind   
11:34pm 22/01/2004
 
mood: sick
music: split habit...lady killer
cough cough...sniff sniff...sneeze sneeze sneeze sneeze...sick sick...








the words you say to me are unlike anything thats ever been said...
what you do to me its unlike anything that has ever been
 
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this is a common conversation with myself   
08:26pm 13/12/2003
 
mood: sick
Absolutely Zero
your song is "Absolutely Zero"


Which Jason Mraz song are you?
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turn off the idiot box...   
02:20am 08/12/2003
 
mood: pissed off
music: merry christmas to you...plain white T's
some books tipped over...my printer fell...my TV fell...MY TV BROKE IN HALF!

who could this possibly happen to but me?

also, in the same night one out of two of my ice cream bowls broke...and my calculator busted
 
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You said that we were leaving, i asked "where we were going."   
11:28pm 12/11/2003
 
mood: nostalgic
music: dashboard confessional...brilliant dance
doublej ineffect: will you come over this weekend and cook for me and some boys
Superphan2: haha
Superphan2: i would
doublej ineffect: REALLY?
Superphan2: yeah
doublej ineffect: DO IT
doublej ineffect: lunch on sat =)
Superphan2: BUT...
Superphan2: who is it?
doublej ineffect: The JV
Superphan2: what would you want to eat?
doublej ineffect: cookies and bacon
Superphan2: together???
doublej ineffect: yeah!
Superphan2: like in the same bite??
doublej ineffect: no
Superphan2: gross
Superphan2: you can make cookies and bacon yourself
doublej ineffect: mmmm ok
Superphan2: right?
Superphan2: give me something else
doublej ineffect: cookies
doublej ineffect: and donuts
doublej ineffect: or
doublej ineffect: LASANGAGAGAGAGNA
doublej ineffect: you can cook for me and bayside =)



doublej ineffect: i like come on over the best...
doublej ineffect: its such a good cd
Superphan2: haha
Superphan2: i like the tapes
doublej ineffect: me too
Superphan2: you have the ones i made you?
doublej ineffect: yeah i do
doublej ineffect: somewhere
Superphan2: ha nice
Superphan2: remember that box of tapes you had in your car?
doublej ineffect: yeah!
Superphan2: that was funny to me
Superphan2: hehe your car :)
Superphan2: no i remember us getting lost...that is so funny to me...i cant drive down lake shore drive without thinking about it...
doublej ineffect: yeah hehe
 
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wouldn't it be nice if what you knew was the truth   
10:58pm 26/10/2003
 
mood: blank
music: the get up kids...wish you were here
I scored a 95% on the "Are you from ISU?" Quizie! What about you?
 
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think about all the plans that we had...   
01:12am 16/10/2003
 
mood: sick
doublej ineffect: wont you come to my party this weekend
Superphan2: no
doublej ineffect: GRRRR
doublej ineffect: i miss you
Superphan2: dont be mean and then nice and then mean again to me
Superphan2: i cant handle it
doublej ineffect: you are being soooo TOUGH tonite
doublej ineffect: hehe
Superphan2: grrarr
doublej ineffect: lets box
Superphan2: dont say you miss me either...cause its a lie
Superphan2: oh i would so beat your ass
doublej ineffect: haha youd kick my ass i know it

i dont feel so hot...i feel like i am floating...and like im spinning...uh oh...sharp pain in my heeeaaad...

Superphan2: lets go to sleep
doublej ineffect: you know i have a girlfriend
Superphan2: not together dork
Superphan2: youd touch me and i would hit you :-)
doublej ineffect: what ever
doublej ineffect: youd TRY and REsist me
Superphan2: no trying neccessary
Superphan2: im way cuter than you anyway
doublej ineffect: you wish
Superphan2: youre the one who needs to be resisting me
Superphan2: dont even go there
Superphan2: i am cuter
doublej ineffect: mmmmmmmmmmmmm
Superphan2: see i told you
Superphan2: i win
 
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don't worry we'll leave ackwardness alone   
02:43pm 24/09/2003
 
mood: contemplative
music: spitalfield...kill the drama
so last night i was talking to double jason about engagement rings...which was fun...absolutely no jealousy during the conversation...which was good...but then again i never did ever want to marry jason...


I have had an old friend on my mind a lot lately...and it just makes me want to see this friend so badly...i dont really know how to explain how i feel...but its just that this person was the first person i have ever loved...im not saying i was in love with this person...but i did and still do genuinely love this person...and i sometimes feel this very strongly towards my old friend...but its ackward because this person and i are not very close anymore...we talk occasionally online...and sometimes see each other in social situations...and its nice...but it is so weird because i really dont know what do say or how to act...all i know is sometimes i just want things to be the way that they used to be...i just want us to be beyond all of it...even though we are completely different people now...i dont know if it is possible...but i sometimes think of this person as my first love...and i want to hold on to that...i want to make sense of it all
 
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hey and how are you   
06:26pm 23/09/2003
 
mood: okay
music: outkast...hey ya
thom
Thom: Design Doctor


Which Member from Queer Eye for the Straight Guy is your type?
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i see the bed where we used to mess around   
05:02pm 11/09/2003
 
mood: chipper
music: zolof and the rock and roll destroyer...moment
this is my bedroom:



doublej ineffect:  u are such a sister =) thanks for being in my life =)
 
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Tootie Ta Ta!   
10:24pm 04/09/2003
 
mood: silly
music: to the bottom...backdrop
my new favorite song...

R-E-D RED!
R-E-D RED!
I can spell red,
I can spell red!
Fire trucks are red!
Stop signs are red too!
R-E-D!
R-E-D!

yay now wasnt that fun?

am i spending too much time with the kindergartners?...nah!...i love it
 
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say what you...what you mean...   
08:15pm 06/05/2003
 
mood: weird
music: fall out boy...grand theft autumn
so marky from spitalfield worked at the chicago hot dog stand at the yorktown mall food court from 1999 to 2001...for me this is a very weird thing because i worked at the yorktown general cinema and have been shopping at the yorktown mall since i was born...not to mention i enjoy the chicago hot dog stand very much...weird coincidence!

speaking of spitalfield:
http://artists.mp3s.com/artists/566/spitalfield2.html
 
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evolving is the glory of a boy...   
01:48pm 30/04/2003
 
mood: hyper
music: morningside drive...to my friend shayne
MMM...belly love!


i dont care if im not supposed to do this...i just have to share:
Good music = http://artists.mp3s.com/artists/573/avenue2.html
 
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sometimes im down...sometimes im up   
02:52pm 18/04/2003
 
mood: sad
music: fall out boy...headphones
YOU AND I BOTH

1. jason mraz - you and i both
2. fountains of wayne - survival car
3. phantom planet - always on my mind
4. the get up kids - campfire kansas
5. elvis costello - everyday i write the book
6. the smoking popes - megan
7. the plain white T's - told me anything
8. the all american rejects - dont leave me
9. rhett miller - our love
10. ben kweller - wasted and ready
11. the scissors - clip my wings
12. alkaine trio - queen of pain
13. coheed and cambria - devil in jersey city
14. the desaparecidos - mall of america
15. the used - buried myself alive
16. hedwig and the angry inch - origin of love
17. something corporate - walking by
18. ryan adams - answering bell
19. belle and sebastian - the model
20. elliott smith - pictures of me

good good.
 
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you drown out the crowd   
03:11pm 05/02/2003
 
mood: crushed
music: ryan adams...la cienega just smiled
i have made a very very very good CD...but alas i cannot share the track listing because it would ruin the surprise for the person i made it for...i'll share soon enough though
 
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the shoulder that i've always known...   
03:01pm 30/01/2003
 
mood: lonely
music: etta james...at last
girls seriously make the worst friends...theyre bitchy, snotty, rude...angie and i were discussing how much better it is to have one really great friend...than a bunch of sorta psuedo friends...this is so true...

and i also cant stand people who follow others...you know being your own person is a pretty novel idea these days...

i have now fallen twice because of the stupid icy sidewalks around here...i have been injured enough to cry both times...not to mention after one of my falls a car full of people rolled down their windows and laughed at me...sad jolie...
 
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no cross could ever tame me   
03:12pm 24/01/2003
 
mood: silly

 
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hansel needs some sugar in his soul   
02:38pm 24/01/2003
 
mood: excited
music: phantom planet...always on my mind
Drmug: you still drive me nutty jolie ya know that
superphan2: nutty?
Drmug: crazy, horny, whatever....i like it when u tell me those things

exboyfriends are seriously silly
 
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