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11:29am 26/05/2004 |
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mood: dorky music: jason mraz...what it takes
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here is my updated post for those of you who have been waiting on the edge of you seat for this since february:
yes i am currently a superfan of mike rataj...he is a friend...and he makes me smile
speaking of that...so cute...(with nate in it and all...):
http://www.purevolume.com/OpenHeartSurgery for listening pleasure |
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youll change your mind come monday...and turn your back on me |
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11:05pm 25/02/2004 |
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mood: weird music: the postal service...the district sleeps alone
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it is such a great feeling when you meet someone and become new friends...
but when the person becomes suddenly unavailable to you...of course it is exactly when you could use a friend...
and it is so difficult because you start to imagine all of these situations where the person is actually just avoiding you at all costs...this is not fair to yourself...but so hard to get around...
...this is where i am right now where are you? |
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ive seen 1000 things in one place... |
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01:35pm 22/02/2004 |
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mood: amused music: matthew kelm...conversation with my star
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doublej ineffect: you are pretty computer savy im impressed
Superphan2: its called "conversation with my star" doublej ineffect: its realy cute doublej ineffect: i bet he got laid for that Superphan2: he said"im still waiting on that" doublej ineffect: hahaha lame dude doublej ineffect: hehe but no its a cute song, he is a good dude, if you ever cheat on him or have those thoughs, i will see to it that an avil gets dropped on you Superphan2: its cause i named a star for him for our anniversary last year...so conversation with his star i gave him doublej ineffect: hehe dork |
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It seems to be a running theme about being fine and alright but I don't mind |
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11:34pm 22/01/2004 |
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mood: sick music: split habit...lady killer
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cough cough...sniff sniff...sneeze sneeze sneeze sneeze...sick sick...
the words you say to me are unlike anything thats ever been said... what you do to me its unlike anything that has ever been |
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turn off the idiot box... |
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02:20am 08/12/2003 |
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mood: pissed off music: merry christmas to you...plain white T's
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some books tipped over...my printer fell...my TV fell...MY TV BROKE IN HALF!
who could this possibly happen to but me?
also, in the same night one out of two of my ice cream bowls broke...and my calculator busted |
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You said that we were leaving, i asked "where we were going." |
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11:28pm 12/11/2003 |
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mood: nostalgic music: dashboard confessional...brilliant dance
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doublej ineffect: will you come over this weekend and cook for me and some boys Superphan2: haha Superphan2: i would doublej ineffect: REALLY? Superphan2: yeah doublej ineffect: DO IT doublej ineffect: lunch on sat =) Superphan2: BUT... Superphan2: who is it? doublej ineffect: The JV Superphan2: what would you want to eat? doublej ineffect: cookies and bacon Superphan2: together??? doublej ineffect: yeah! Superphan2: like in the same bite?? doublej ineffect: no Superphan2: gross Superphan2: you can make cookies and bacon yourself doublej ineffect: mmmm ok Superphan2: right? Superphan2: give me something else doublej ineffect: cookies doublej ineffect: and donuts doublej ineffect: or doublej ineffect: LASANGAGAGAGAGNA doublej ineffect: you can cook for me and bayside =)
doublej ineffect: i like come on over the best... doublej ineffect: its such a good cd Superphan2: haha Superphan2: i like the tapes doublej ineffect: me too Superphan2: you have the ones i made you? doublej ineffect: yeah i do doublej ineffect: somewhere Superphan2: ha nice Superphan2: remember that box of tapes you had in your car? doublej ineffect: yeah! Superphan2: that was funny to me Superphan2: hehe your car :) Superphan2: no i remember us getting lost...that is so funny to me...i cant drive down lake shore drive without thinking about it... doublej ineffect: yeah hehe |
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wouldn't it be nice if what you knew was the truth |
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10:58pm 26/10/2003 |
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mood: blank music: the get up kids...wish you were here
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I scored a 95% on the "Are you from ISU?" Quizie! What about you? |
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think about all the plans that we had... |
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01:12am 16/10/2003 |
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mood: sick
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doublej ineffect: wont you come to my party this weekend Superphan2: no doublej ineffect: GRRRR doublej ineffect: i miss you Superphan2: dont be mean and then nice and then mean again to me Superphan2: i cant handle it doublej ineffect: you are being soooo TOUGH tonite doublej ineffect: hehe Superphan2: grrarr doublej ineffect: lets box Superphan2: dont say you miss me either...cause its a lie Superphan2: oh i would so beat your ass doublej ineffect: haha youd kick my ass i know it
i dont feel so hot...i feel like i am floating...and like im spinning...uh oh...sharp pain in my heeeaaad...
Superphan2: lets go to sleep doublej ineffect: you know i have a girlfriend Superphan2: not together dork Superphan2: youd touch me and i would hit you :-) doublej ineffect: what ever doublej ineffect: youd TRY and REsist me Superphan2: no trying neccessary Superphan2: im way cuter than you anyway doublej ineffect: you wish Superphan2: youre the one who needs to be resisting me Superphan2: dont even go there Superphan2: i am cuter doublej ineffect: mmmmmmmmmmmmm Superphan2: see i told you Superphan2: i win |
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don't worry we'll leave ackwardness alone |
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02:43pm 24/09/2003 |
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mood: contemplative music: spitalfield...kill the drama
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so last night i was talking to double jason about engagement rings...which was fun...absolutely no jealousy during the conversation...which was good...but then again i never did ever want to marry jason...
I have had an old friend on my mind a lot lately...and it just makes me want to see this friend so badly...i dont really know how to explain how i feel...but its just that this person was the first person i have ever loved...im not saying i was in love with this person...but i did and still do genuinely love this person...and i sometimes feel this very strongly towards my old friend...but its ackward because this person and i are not very close anymore...we talk occasionally online...and sometimes see each other in social situations...and its nice...but it is so weird because i really dont know what do say or how to act...all i know is sometimes i just want things to be the way that they used to be...i just want us to be beyond all of it...even though we are completely different people now...i dont know if it is possible...but i sometimes think of this person as my first love...and i want to hold on to that...i want to make sense of it all |
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i see the bed where we used to mess around |
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05:02pm 11/09/2003 |
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mood: chipper music: zolof and the rock and roll destroyer...moment
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this is my bedroom:
doublej ineffect: u are such a sister =) thanks for being in my life =) |
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Tootie Ta Ta! |
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10:24pm 04/09/2003 |
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mood: silly music: to the bottom...backdrop
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my new favorite song...
R-E-D RED! R-E-D RED! I can spell red, I can spell red! Fire trucks are red! Stop signs are red too! R-E-D! R-E-D!
yay now wasnt that fun?
am i spending too much time with the kindergartners?...nah!...i love it |
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say what you...what you mean... |
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08:15pm 06/05/2003 |
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mood: weird music: fall out boy...grand theft autumn
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so marky from spitalfield worked at the chicago hot dog stand at the yorktown mall food court from 1999 to 2001...for me this is a very weird thing because i worked at the yorktown general cinema and have been shopping at the yorktown mall since i was born...not to mention i enjoy the chicago hot dog stand very much...weird coincidence!
speaking of spitalfield: http://artists.mp3s.com/artists/566/spitalfield2.html |
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sometimes im down...sometimes im up |
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02:52pm 18/04/2003 |
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mood: sad music: fall out boy...headphones
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YOU AND I BOTH
1. jason mraz - you and i both 2. fountains of wayne - survival car 3. phantom planet - always on my mind 4. the get up kids - campfire kansas 5. elvis costello - everyday i write the book 6. the smoking popes - megan 7. the plain white T's - told me anything 8. the all american rejects - dont leave me 9. rhett miller - our love 10. ben kweller - wasted and ready 11. the scissors - clip my wings 12. alkaine trio - queen of pain 13. coheed and cambria - devil in jersey city 14. the desaparecidos - mall of america 15. the used - buried myself alive 16. hedwig and the angry inch - origin of love 17. something corporate - walking by 18. ryan adams - answering bell 19. belle and sebastian - the model 20. elliott smith - pictures of me
good good. |
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you drown out the crowd |
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03:11pm 05/02/2003 |
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mood: crushed music: ryan adams...la cienega just smiled
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i have made a very very very good CD...but alas i cannot share the track listing because it would ruin the surprise for the person i made it for...i'll share soon enough though |
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the shoulder that i've always known... |
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03:01pm 30/01/2003 |
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mood: lonely music: etta james...at last
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girls seriously make the worst friends...theyre bitchy, snotty, rude...angie and i were discussing how much better it is to have one really great friend...than a bunch of sorta psuedo friends...this is so true...
and i also cant stand people who follow others...you know being your own person is a pretty novel idea these days...
i have now fallen twice because of the stupid icy sidewalks around here...i have been injured enough to cry both times...not to mention after one of my falls a car full of people rolled down their windows and laughed at me...sad jolie... |
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hansel needs some sugar in his soul |
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02:38pm 24/01/2003 |
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mood: excited music: phantom planet...always on my mind
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Drmug: you still drive me nutty jolie ya know that superphan2: nutty? Drmug: crazy, horny, whatever....i like it when u tell me those things
exboyfriends are seriously silly |
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