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| Friday, December 14th, 2001 | |
| 2:38 am | leiderhosen were a flying!! Coldman2001: helllooooo WilloWstarS: yo Coldman2001: asl WilloWstarS: 20 f mi Coldman2001: m/20/german Coldman2001: helloooo WilloWstarS: yo Coldman2001: urs pussy is little WilloWstarS: uhhh Coldman2001: its means its little Coldman2001: heloooo WilloWstarS: my pussy is little? WilloWstarS: what are you talking about? Coldman2001: i talk urs pussy and urs brest Coldman2001: what about u say for urs brest WilloWstarS: i don't understand you Coldman2001: plz baby urs brest size WilloWstarS: for what? Coldman2001: urs chest and milk WilloWstarS: dude if i tell you my breast size i will have to take off my leiderhosen!! WilloWstarS: leiderhosen!!! Coldman2001: what leiderhosen WilloWstarS: i am taking them off right now WilloWstarS: the leiderhosen i am wearing Coldman2001: are u want big penis i have a big penis 10 inch long WilloWstarS: sick what the hell is wrong with you? Coldman2001: are u want big penis Coldman2001: plz say yes Coldman2001: my penis is wait for urs pussy WilloWstarS: my cat? Coldman2001: urs cat name is pussy WilloWstarS: it is a pussy Coldman2001: urs front hole is pussy call WilloWstarS: my front hole? Coldman2001: yes WilloWstarS: what is my back hole? Coldman2001: is fucking area Coldman2001: good are u give me a back hole WilloWstarS: tell me what it is first Coldman2001: i like all of u front hole and back hole urs brest WilloWstarS: how old are you Coldman2001: are u married WilloWstarS: yep Coldman2001: only 20 years alt Coldman2001: and u WilloWstarS: 19 WilloWstarS: i lie all the time WilloWstarS: do you like rammstein? WilloWstarS: du hast meh? Coldman2001: what ja Coldman2001: wie heissen sie WilloWstarS: booty licious?! Coldman2001: urs name is very hard Coldman2001: wie wohnen sie WilloWstarS: crackers? Coldman2001: are u marreid WilloWstarS: yes i am Coldman2001: how many child WilloWstarS: 1 Coldman2001: boy or girls WilloWstarS: girl Coldman2001: how many years alt WilloWstarS: 4 months WilloWstarS: she is a little pussy named willow Coldman2001: is suck urs milk WilloWstarS: nope she is a cat Coldman2001: its means u have not child WilloWstarS: but she is my baby?! Coldman2001: good are u like cat WilloWstarS: i am more like a doggy pants Coldman2001: i have already a big dog Coldman2001: if u like penis WilloWstarS: like a shlong? Coldman2001: u have husband Coldman2001: how many long urs husband penis WilloWstarS: his peopleknobber? Coldman2001: only 6 inch Coldman2001: hello u have want penis i have already 10 inch long WilloWstarS: he is 20 km WilloWstarS: l0ong WilloWstarS: long Coldman2001: he is man or devil what Coldman2001: hello hole is big or small Coldman2001: urs husband is use urs back hole Coldman2001: are sucking urs husband penis take in the mouth Coldman2001: some fluid WilloWstarS: i am sorry what are we talking about? WilloWstarS: is he a devil? Coldman2001: are u take some special penis WilloWstarS: he is sort of like a chicken... yeah more like a chicken then anything else WilloWstarS: am i taking some special penis? WilloWstarS: i have no idea what that means my friend Coldman2001: urs husband fuking chicken WilloWstarS: well he doesn't fuck them WilloWstarS: he is one Coldman2001: is use urs back hole WilloWstarS: like a baby chickety WilloWstarS: now what is the back hole again? Coldman2001: urs dick WilloWstarS: the back hole is the dick? Coldman2001: yes WilloWstarS: this is a very confusing sport my friend Coldman2001: front hole pusssy Coldman2001: u have period prob;em WilloWstarS: a period problem? Coldman2001: some blood come in the front hole WilloWstarS: oh my god Coldman2001: yes Coldman2001: are u like xxx movie's Coldman2001: its means sexy movies WilloWstarS: with leiderhosen and stuff? Coldman2001: what means off WilloWstarS: on! Coldman2001: inside the hole WilloWstarS: pants? WilloWstarS: patches WilloWstarS: needle and thread Coldman2001: what the means of pats patches WilloWstarS: a tisket a tasket a green and yellow basket Coldman2001: what the meaning of urs word i dont taht what is this WilloWstarS: which one? Coldman2001: a tisket a tasket a green and yellow basket Coldman2001: needle and thread WilloWstarS: that means loaf of bread in german Coldman2001: is not german words dear WilloWstarS: it is Coldman2001: no sorry darlling WilloWstarS: darrrrllllllllllin! WilloWstarS: do you drink bears in germany? Coldman2001: gut Coldman2001: yes why not Coldman2001: whisky Coldman2001: are u like bear and whisky Coldman2001: urs figure WilloWstarS: oh yes sir thats my baby WilloWstarS: no sir don't mean maybe WilloWstarS: yes sir thats my baby Coldman2001: height 6ft 2 inch ,chest 38 inch, weist 27 , eyse color brown WilloWstarS: do you pinch the loaf? Coldman2001: do you pinch the loaf?what the menain go of this WilloWstarS: it means poopy Coldman2001: urs figure dear WilloWstarS: yeah go figure! Coldman2001: i have to take kiss urs brest WilloWstarS: you have to!? Coldman2001: 6 ft 2 inch WilloWstarS: do you like shoes? Coldman2001: and u Coldman2001: i like urs brest WilloWstarS: 5 km 7 km Coldman2001: what is this Coldman2001: 5 km 7 km WilloWstarS: well im good talk to you later frankenmuther WilloWstarS: have a cherish evening WilloWstarS: buy Coldman2001: hello dear i am sorry about u plz dont mind Coldman2001: this is joke WilloWstarS: a joke? Coldman2001: i have passs my time plz sorry WilloWstarS: sorry for what man? WilloWstarS: this has taken a turn for the worst Coldman2001: are u good lady WilloWstarS: i am a fine lady Coldman2001: i like u Coldman2001: yes is good WilloWstarS: why do you like me? WilloWstarS: because i tell you about my chickens? Coldman2001: u have to give me a time Coldman2001: where is urs chickens Coldman2001: only two WilloWstarS: 14 Coldman2001: good Coldman2001: is small Coldman2001: or big WilloWstarS: well its bed time here in my house WilloWstarS: and that means i have to go WilloWstarS: buy buy WilloWstarS: but i will tlak to you soon Coldman2001: bye i love u WilloWstarS: so you can have more babies with me WilloWstarS: aw shit man i love you too Coldman2001: give me a mail adress Coldman2001: plz give me a email adress WilloWstarS: i don't have one WilloWstarS: well goodnight Coldman2001: u have give me only one WilloWstarS: i don't have one WilloWstarS: i don't even have a computer WilloWstarS: it is the stangest thing that i am even tlaking to you Coldman2001: its means u have a now mail adress WilloWstarS: ok goodnight WilloWstarS: wilkomen WilloWstarS: ja WilloWstarS: buy buy Coldman2001: good night Coldman2001: ja Coldman2001: auf wiedresehn WilloWstarS: muchos gracious senor!! Coldman2001: gute WilloWstarS: guten morgan!! Coldman2001: ja guten abend WilloWstarS: de nada!! WilloWstarS: goodnight Coldman2001: buy Coldman2001: ich leibe sie music - sublime - mary Current Mood:  amused |
| Tuesday, November 20th, 2001 | |
| 1:18 am | my life at the moment first of all i would like to say i have been rather bitchy recently... all apologies aside from that.. i am actually doing really well. I feel hopeful right now and i feel like i have more options than ever. Especially since i am actually taking a class. It is a really nice feeling. I don't feel too caught up in anything i am involved in. My friends still like me. some of them miss me. and might i ad it is the nicest feeling in the world to be missed. or even to know that someone has thought about you on their own time. it's nice. I have been complaining a lot. but really when i look at everything i feel very fortunate. i wish somethings were perfect but nothing really is. I also noticed that i have been acting selfishly.. I blame that on the people i hang around with. And i do because they never listen to me. I hate it. It is so frustrating. so any opportunity i get to talk about myself or things concerning me i take it. for anyone that has ran into me talking about myself constantly that is why. and i really believe that. I feel really happy. and by happy i mean i haven't thought about jumping off a building in awhile. not to sound like a total suicidal retard but things haven't been this good. like they are now anyways. Norman is making an effort to work on things with me and that is priceless. i saw him today because i had class with him and it was so great. I really feel like he cares, well today i did anyways. and thats all i wanted to begin with. wednesday i am going to normans parents house for thanksgiving, and thursday he is coming over my grandmas. I fricken love thanksgiving, my nerdy family and i always play taboo, and as simple as that sounds it means a whole lot to me. jared has played a key role in my survival lately. He makes me so happy. I wish there was more i could do for him or more i could say. There are not people like him. And i wish he had someone to love him up. I would love to be the girl for the job but i am just available at the time. I always think about that... But i wish he had someone. then maybe i wouldn't be so tempted. :) i don't mean that... but you know what i mean. music - stevie wonder - you are the sunshine of my life Current Mood:  content |
| Monday, November 19th, 2001 | |
| 3:01 pm | wetarded i must be really dumb or something because i can't figure out how to make my journal cool. everybody has cool stuff like stars and whatnot and i just figured out how to put my little buttercup picture in. this is hard to admit. i was gonna play it off like i really like simple things but now i am just frustrated!!! ok i feel better. the thing i don't understand is the codes? where do you get them? where do they come from?! how was eVeryone ELSE IMFORMED!?!? music - deftones - mx Current Mood:  envious |
| Wednesday, October 17th, 2001 | |
| 2:55 am | norman ok well i would just like to say that i love norman. i love him very very much. more than i can stand. so much it hurts. and i just wanted to say that. sometimes i really take him for granted and i feel awful about it and i can't help it because i just want to be alone all the damn time. it is like i want to be around him so much but i just don't think i can deal with it. so i cancel on him like everyday. and he prolly thinks i hate him or soemthing. but i don't know what the hell is wrong with me. k buy music - ozma - game over Current Mood:  confused |
| Sunday, August 19th, 2001 | |
| 3:58 am | i love instant messager sathyamalli: hi dear WilloWstarS: hello sathyamalli: how r u? WilloWstarS: do i know you? sathyamalli: no dear sathyamalli: asl plz WilloWstarS: a/s/l? WilloWstarS: check the info WilloWstarS: i am well and how are you? sathyamalli: ok i know that? sathyamalli: iam fine WilloWstarS: a/s/l? sathyamalli: just i want to confirm? sathyamalli: ok sathyamalli: age /sex /location? sathyamalli: ok] WilloWstarS: yeah sathyamalli: plz tell sathyamalli: ok WilloWstarS: i am 19/female/michigan it is in my info sathyamalli: i know that sathyamalli: ok WilloWstarS: so why are you asking me? sathyamalli: what ur doing? WilloWstarS: talking to you sathyamalli: just to confirm? sathyamalli: ok WilloWstarS: what is your a/s/l? sathyamalli: r u student? WilloWstarS: what is your a/s/l? WilloWstarS: no sathyamalli: wait? sathyamalli: ok sathyamalli: what is ur grade? WilloWstarS: i am not in school WilloWstarS: what is your a/s/l? sathyamalli: collage? sathyamalli: asl /? is it necessary? WilloWstarS: yeah it is sathyamalli: but why? sathyamalli: come on dear sathyamalli: what happened? sathyamalli: ru there? WilloWstarS: because you are prolly some 40 year old pervert and also i want to know sathyamalli: no dear iam younger than u? sathyamalli: ok sathyamalli: ok sathyamalli: dear sathyamalli: i think i bored u lot sathyamalli: ok WilloWstarS: tell me you a/s/l WilloWstarS: hello? WilloWstarS: i am in love with you i want you to have my baby damn - i always lose the good ones music - radiohead - exit music (for a film) Current Mood: amused |
| 3:56 am | my journal i have decided to use my journal again.. yay music - radiohead - how i made my millions Current Mood:  pleased |
| Tuesday, April 24th, 2001 | |
| 3:03 am | hey super jackass yes you!!! get out of my life.. quit reading my journal, a.k.a go to hell you dumb bitch!! :) music - willy wonka - oompa loompa (i dedicate this to you) Current Mood: cheerful |
| Thursday, April 19th, 2001 | |
| 2:13 am | things have been discussed... interesting day today. i woke up and then i went to great lakes crossing with my mom, my grandma, my sister, her friend flora, my cousin alex, and my cousin johnny. dude it rocked. alex is 8 and johnny is 13 and they are fun to talk to and stuff, cuz they are little and they are all worried about indoor recess and shit and i love it. but i drove separately of course - with my sister and flora and we made up a dance and stuff and i had fun with them cuz they are pleantly fun. then liz came over and her and i went to 711 and then drove to gratiot and all over for a long time. then i came home, and norman stopped by. then i called marie back, and we discussed the deal with the journal and stuff and i apologized and stuff, and now i can sleep soundly. i hate to know someone thinks bad of me. and i definately don't want to deal with the tension and stuff. i am happy it has been cleared up. then i walked around the block with no coat on (mind you i am sick) on my cellphone talking to norman. he was a sassy and, if i died he would um.. and i quote "care for a couple of hours". that hurt my feelings.. he explained more, but that is what he originally said, damn... then i came in and i painted all the stars on my painting. :) that makes me happy. so i feel all accomplished and stuff... and i am glad things have been discussed... and the stars are on my painting... and um yeah... :) i like it. music - tori amos - leather (i am addicted) Current Mood:  accomplished |
| Wednesday, April 18th, 2001 | |
| 2:13 am | um today i felt well enough to leave my house and stuff, and i hung out with liz and then norm and i went some places and then went out to eat at dennys. i had a really nice time. i was good to see my pals cuz i hadn't seen them for awhile. ok and seriously lets move past the negitive journal commenting whats seems good to say now is gonna be really bad in awhile. everyone can read this EVERYONE. i don't appreciate my friends, norman, or myself being insulted. so please quit while you are ahead. sarah's advice on how to treat your ex's.. this will also serve as the tip of the day: LovleeRituh: keep the respect...lose the ownership she is a lovely :) music - beethoven - fur elise Current Mood:  calm |
| Tuesday, April 17th, 2001 | |
| 2:46 am | the deal well i have been hella sick since saturday night - hence my absence. and saturday my temperature was 104 and stuff and my tonsils are swollen like they are so swollen they are almost touching and um i feel really bad, as in i can't walk i crawl everywhere. today i went to the doctors and they were like certain i had mono but it is just a really bad viral infection. but they gave me some medicine and i had to take like 10 pills today seriously but now i feel so good. i can eat and stuff and walk and i feel a lot better. so here is the deal my life goes as follows i am given one shitty situation after another and these situations are all tests - i am supposed to deal with psychos.. and it seems like as years go by they get worse i meet one person i think is the MOST psycho and then next thing i know i meet one even worse. so yeah i am nice, and i have to deal, and although i would love to tell them how truly psycho they are i intend on holding it in, not to mention it prolly wouldn't do any good to tell them anyways. my life is far to important and short to deal with all this insanity and drama. so my message to my newest psycho in my life is.. now i understand what you are capable of.. but i am afraid you are only hurting yourself. because now everyone is very clear about your ways. and i understand your motto is "if i can't love him no one will" but i am afraid your plans to sabotage will not work this time. i hate to break it to you. but you have become your own worst enemy. so i will now sit back and watch you ruin things for yourself... Okami1979: Confucious says, give someone enough rope, and in time, they will hang themselves music - tori amos - leather Current Mood:  exhausted |
| Saturday, April 14th, 2001 | |
| 3:56 am | my jewel medley I want a brave love..... One that's makes me weak in the knees.... I want a crazy crazy love... one that makes me come undone at the seams.... Show one man that knows his own heart and to him I shall belong... the heavens all shook violently... you caught my eye... you never seemed more lovely than you do tonight... inside my heart.... There?s an empty room.... It?s waiting for lightning.... It?s waiting for you.... I am wanting.... I am needing you here..... Inside the absence of fear... there's a warmth in my heart... it haunts me when you're gone.... Mend me to your side and never let go... my simplest truth... I love you... Current Mood:  blank |
| 3:48 am | EviL today i went to work... then after work i went out to dinner with liz - we went to fridays. then i came home and started two different paintings!! yay yay! norman is away :( he went to port huron to play bon fire and stuff with his pals, and i miss his face. oh i named my tonsil - my left one because it is swollen and trying to choke me... the name will remain confidental until further notice. i am getting sick!!! and i will mail to everyone that reads this an envelope with a cough in it, so you will be sick too!!! MUhahahahahahaha EviL music - jewel - deep water Current Mood: listless |
| Friday, April 13th, 2001 | |
| 1:43 am | the after math - after the scratch trauma... i went over normies and he was workin on his beetle when i got there, so then he took a shower and i played the playstation, and then we went to pizza hut, and then we went to cvs. then i went back to his house.. um.. heh.. and thats it. music - sinead o'connor - nothing compares to you Current Mood:  cold |
| Thursday, April 12th, 2001 | |
| 11:52 am | we've got debree ok i wake up this morning and i am all like wow it is windy. so the i am hearing pieces of and and fucking lawn furniture or something flying up my driveway. so the first thing i think of is -my car is in the path of destruction. so i get enough courage to go outside and check for damage. well i come to find several scratches on the back passenger door, like someone had leisurely rubbed fucking sandpaper on the side of my car. i just got done crying.. seriously my car is.. was in perfect condition. all i know is those fucking scratches better buff out or something or my head will explode. AHHHH WHY ME!.... ew actually this prolly happened to so many people. dude fuck the wind!! music - marilyn manson - antichrist superstar (live) Current Mood:  pissed off |
| 11:47 am | yesterday i went out for a slurpee with liz and then i went over normans and played... ya.. then i came home and i was all in the mood for it so i started my next painting. which is really really good because i have been putting it off so much. i am combining two different concepts i had. and hopefully it will be great!! wee music - andre bocelli - time to say goodbye Current Mood: artistic |
| Wednesday, April 11th, 2001 | |
| 2:15 am | ooh wee norman came over and then we went to dennys to eat.. and then we came back to my house and he played at little playstation.. and then um well... he just left. so yeah i went outside to smoke and now i have a crazy buzz, i feel like i am drunk. wierd. i had a really scarey dream last night. um well i am living in this town and it is really wierd, and it is like a city - and strange to me but totally familar in the dream, like i live there.. so i decide to go over my grandmas, and she lives in this apartment. and living in the apartment with her is a guy that looks like al pacino. and he is all hitting on me and i hate it and i want to leave. and i can't get out the door. and i am crying and he keeps moving closer to me so finally i open the door and run out. and i parked my car in a funeral home parking lot a couple of blocks down. and for some reason i parked all the way in the far corner. and the parking lot has weeds growing all in the cracks of the cement and it is just really junky. and there are these two dogs playing outside and they were walking by eachother in the parking lot. and i heard someone talking to them, but i didn't see anyone at all. and the dogs were moving like they were following someone. and the person that was talking was a male, and he kept saying the dogs names one was buttercup and the smaller one was cocktail. so the male voice said "hey look at our friend walking over there".. and he was reffering to me and i stopped walking to my car because i was like wtf! so the dogs came walking over to me with a space inbetween them big enough to fit a person. and he was like "go ahead you can go to her she is a friend". and i was crying and i couldn't move i was so scared. and the voice was so loud now like he was right in front of me.. and i felt heat on my arm and i screamed because i knew he was toucing me. so then my whole body got warm and i felt like i was falling, and all i saw was the sky above me. and then next thing i knew i was standing in a garden and there were flowers all around. and norman was standing a good distance in front of me. and i was like "oh my god norman" (like i wanted to tell him what happened) and there was a gazeebo in the middle of the garden. so norman lite a match, and he started running. and the match blew out. and the smoke was blowing on all the flowers. and as soon as the flowers got touched by the smoke they bloomed and flew at me. and i was trying to chase him and tell him to stop because i was freaked out by it. and he was running and i was chasing him and then i woke up crying... if you have any idea what that may mean let me know!!! music - jewel - enter from the east Current Mood:  peaceful |
| Tuesday, April 10th, 2001 | |
| 6:02 pm | my dream This is decided one day I'll meet a man (or know a man already) and fall in love with him... we might never married but we?ll be best friends... we'll live in this cool house and every morning we will jump on the bed and blow bubbles... and every night we'll have a pillow fight... and he'll always let me win;-)... we'll live by this cute little park which we'll walk our dogs in... And we'll clean the house together on Saturday mornings in between cartoons and breakfast... every Friday night we will watch a different movie... we won?t worry about money... and he will never buy me anything cause I don't need gifts... we will watch the sunset and wait for the stars to come out... his kisses will taste like sugar... when I?m sad he?ll make me smile... and when he?s sick I?ll make him soup (if he likes it of course)... we will talk in funny voices... and we?ll laugh till our stomachs ache... we?ll dance even if there isn?t any music playing... and every moment i spend with him I know their will be no where else we?d rather be... my favorite thing of all will be to wake up every morning in his arms happy...I will love him more everyday... music - boys to men - pass you by Current Mood: cheerful |
| Monday, April 9th, 2001 | |
| 2:18 am | ahh fuck today after work i went out for a slurpee with liz. and liz and i saw dave brown on the road and i pulled over to say hello. then i went over normans for awhile and played a little cactus face, if you know what i mean.... actually no, no one could ever possibly understand that.. but anyways. i got home late, and my mom started bitchin at me, and she told me how sad she is. and i fuckin hate myself because i know it is not my fault but i can't even help her. she is so depressed and overworked and tired.. and i am so so guilty. fuck dude. i am trying to deal with my dumbass situations while her life is fucked. i know how it feels to want to die. and i fuckin know well enough that i don't help the situation. i can't even stand this right now. my mom wants to die.. MY mom... i wish i knew what to do. or what to say. but i don't and this blows. she is my mom and i love her but i can't do a thing. and it is hard to help someone that only wants to act out in anger towards you. music - can't stand it Current Mood:  guilty |
| Sunday, April 8th, 2001 | |
| 2:22 am | oh yeah yesterday i went to the talent show.. but i missed it and i just got to see all the kids as they were leavin. it was nice to see my homies. then norman and liz and i drove around, and like went to birmingham and royal oak and all over town. just driving. then we went to 711 and i bought a cap gun. and then we went in this tunnel in downtown utica - that was to be our adventure.. but liz got made at me cuz i popped a cap in her face... LOL music - dido - my life Current Mood:  bouncy |
| 2:18 am | ooh wee today after work i went over normans, and we watched some tv and stuff.... ooh wee music - snoop dogg - gin and juice Current Mood:  mischievous |