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Subject:	Stuff
Time:	11:12 pm.

Hey everyone. Wow. Okay. I don't know where to start. RANDOM THOUGHT: Kathy has been cooking lately. She made awesome pastries. Ask her if you want one. ((third person much?...wow...))

I've gone to the mall so much recently that I have lost my sense of style...or...I look at clothing and I like it, but I won't buy it. It's sort of crazy if you think about it.

Growing up (aka being 18, going on to college, being responsible, yadda yadda) isn't so great. It's like having family over; there's your grandma, which you adore because she gives you money and there are stoopid little cousins running around making you want to hang them buy their little feet. Family comes with its good sides and its bad sides like being an adult. Deep stuff...are you ready for this? Okay... I see growing up, being an adult has its advantages and disadvantages (maybe you already know this part...); you can drive and drink (21) just not at the same time, buy cigarettes (sp?) and porn, go to good clubs and so on, but then you get more responsibility like living on your own, paying bills, cleaning toliets (wha?), buying food, building a family (having relationships), and that list could continue on but no. So... I think [pause] that life gets harder because we grow. [pause] We overcome the issues we have [pause] and we tend to find harder problems to face. I know that [pause] it's difficult to get over that wall [pause] but it's life. For some odd reason, that all makes sense to me. I have no clue if I explained it correctly. If you ever want to ask me what the crap I'm trying to say because you really want to know, you can ask me. I'll be more than happy to explain myself better.

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Subject:	Living under a rock
Time:	8:04 pm.

hello livejournal. how are ya? good? that's great! I'm very excited. Why? I really don't know. I've had so much sleep this weekend...it's crazy.

Prom So Prom was fun. On a scale of 1 to 10, I would rate it 7 or 8 because of the small issues we had (limo broke down...had no date...blah blah blah), but I had fun. I booty danced so much. I didn't need a date to booty dance with. My group was shy so...they really didn't do any booty shaking. I felt like a stipper minus the money...except for that one time with the 20 dollar bill from that one guy and he slipped it in my cleavage!!!....just kidding :oP
Kyle and Amy danced a lot together...I wanted to be like, "YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO DANCE HOE, MOVE!!!" ((pushes Amy away from Kyle...does sexy dance))...did I mention that I have a sexy dance?...well...I think I do...heh heh...I did dance with Dave for like...a few seconds. Stephen came up from behind and I had no frickin' clue. Dave started to laugh and I turn around and Stephen is grinding me. Okay...whoa...Dave was then like,"We don't need her!" And they began to dance together. Fun times. Jen's date was (heh heh heh) hot...well...to me he was. Combine his personality and his looks to get a guy that's great. At the end of the dance he danced with me to a rap song (he couldn't dance to rap songs and he finally danced to one...with me...). I started to make fun of him and he picked me up and swung me. okay...can we say..............HELL YEAH! Kathy's hoe-like dancing got her some dude she don't even know!!!...I'm *sniff* am proud...

The After Partae Not much to say...We went to Melissa's house...I slept...James wanted to put cheese in my brA...then I fell asleep.

meh...I'll see if I can update more. The summer is approaching so I'll probably have more time on my hands. Well...something will be on my hands...*giggles*

Hugs-N-Kisses
~Katherine~

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Subject:	Living under a rock
Time:	8:04 pm.

hello livejournal. how are ya? good? that's great! I'm very excited. Why? I really don't know. I've had so much sleep this weekend...it's crazy.

Prom So Prom was fun. On a scale of 1 to 10, I would rate it 7 or 8 because of the small issues we had (limo broke down...had no date...blah blah blah), but I had fun. I booty danced so much. I didn't need a date to booty dance with. My group was shy so...they really didn't do any booty shaking. I felt like a stipper minus the money...except for that one time with the 20 dollar bill from that one guy and he slipped it in my cleavage!!!....just kidding :oP
Kyle and Amy danced a lot together...I wanted to be like, "YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO DANCE HOE, MOVE!!!" ((pushes Amy away from Kyle...does sexy dance))...did I mention that I have a sexy dance?...well...I think I do...heh heh...I did dance with Dave for like...a few seconds. Stephen came up from behind and I had no frickin' clue. Dave started to laugh and I turn around and Stephen is grinding me. Okay...whoa...Dave was then like,"We don't need her!" And they began to dance together. Fun times. Jen's date was (heh heh heh) hot...well...to me he was. Combine his personality and his looks to get a guy that's great. At the end of the dance he danced with me to a rap song (he couldn't dance to rap songs and he finally danced to one...with me...). I started to make fun of him and he picked me up and swung me. okay...can we say..............HELL YEAH! Kathy's hoe-like dancing got her some dude she don't even know!!!...I'm *sniff* am proud...

The After Partae Not much to say...We went to Melissa's house...I slept...James wanted to put cheese in my brA...then I fell asleep.

meh...I'll see if I can update more. The summer is approaching so I'll probably have more time on my hands. Well...something will be on my hands...*giggles*

Hugs-N-Kisses
~Katherine~

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Time:	8:27 pm.
Mood:	dirty.
Music:	Britney Spears - Toxic.

Thursday. Elise's confirmation. Church has never been this fun before. I made so many 'puns' and jokes during church it was horrible. I hope God will still let me go into his "house". Elise and her friend were complaing on how they smelled like...."crap" which they did afterwards the anointing. Elise also had a blouse that just...malted or something. It was crazy. When we were taking pictures it was Elise's and...crap...forgot the name...and her "boyfriend" needed to take some pics. I said, "HEY! LOOK IT'S YOUR BOYFRIEND!" I said that sooo loud I think everyone heard. She gave me this look like 'what the heck?!?!' Then it was time for ice cream at Dapper's. Most of us asked for shakes and the lady was like, "I haven't made any before..." I was like..."crap...". Well, she comes back and my ice cream is hanging off the glass and is everywhere. Fortunately, Mr. Wilson had a great idea and told me to use my coffee cup for the falling ice berg. It worked...After a few minutes she walks up to us and says, "How's everything?" Everyone said good except for me. When she walked away I said, "Falling apart..." I almost made Panda spit her water...or her drink...best night ever...

Friday. The day dragged sooo much it was crazy! It then came down to the basketball game...which we lost by the way. I think the best part of the day was half time. Energy Rush was performing and the music was great to grind to but I don't think it should have been a performance. I bet lots of viewers were talking about that performance. Shannononononoum and I hung out afterwards. OM gosh...funny gal! We attempted to watch "Now and Then", but she spoke through most of the movie...

Saturday. I basically did nothing till Melissa's party took place. Sam and D'ski came. They were only there for like a few minutes after Melissa arrived. Ashley didn't seem too happy with that, but I'm just sick of Sam and Stephen. They can just...go...somewhere...and...yeah...(PG-13) The whole night Jenni, Shannon, and I were making sick jokes and making everything clean turn..."dirty"...it's gonna be a hobby of mine soon...or...it is now...ahh...I can't tell...::shrug:: I bought her a nice big card with a puppy on the front and of course money...lol Shannon and I played pool which equals the worst players around. "It's all about....um...um...the 8 BALL! and when the 8 ball goes into the same 'pocket' serveral times...you end up getting..." fun times.

Sunday. My dad wanted to buy a TV because the one in my parents room is like totally falling apart. The color green is dark dark dark green and the red is neon pink...it's bad. We first went to Best Buy, then to Wal-Mart (my dad went crazy with the movies here...) then to Target (I got a new phone cover and my mom got a new change holder), then to Circut City (to find a good price on tv's but left with only movies and the new Britney Spears CD). At this time, I was totally complaining to my parents that I was very very hungry. I had to wait in the car when we drove to Best Buy (once again at Best Buy). I was starving. My dad felt bad and said..."why not hot dogs?" I was so hungry, I didn't just up like I would normally do. My parents finally bought a TV, which came with a new stand thingy. I got my hot dogs and we drove home. I think the guy at Tommy's thinks I'm a freak because he always takes care of me...jeeze. I was crackin' up when my parents where attemting to carry the stand upstairs. That thing seemed soo light but it was really heavy. My mom was like, "why don't you lean it on the stairs and it will slide up?" My dad replied, "...It's only sliding down..." I started laughing...It was soo funny...::sigh::

I've been rambling.

Gossip. Empty. Except for the fact that I have gotten over me being single. I'm blaming that on myself. I really need to out and start clubbin' or meet with other schools. It's CRAZY!

Night everyone.

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Subject:	Whoa...It's Been How Long???
Time:	11:52 pm.
Mood:	crappy.
Music:	Average White Band - Got The Love.

I guess I don't have the patience to expose my week all in tonight's entre so I won't!

Funny Things 2Day. Corey made a really funny noise today in AP Music Theory. It was like all consanants,"RGhPt...". He was trying to fix the positions of the computer in room 103 and the keyboard slipped through his hands and made a loud "crash, boom, bang" sort of sound. I couldn't stop laughing...I did my rhino laugh...so...I couldn't stop laughing because was laughing at myself because of my laugh...(WHAT?)...yeah. Then I stole the," Cch...cch...cch...hhaa...hhaa...hhaa..." from the great movie Halloween (I think it was from that...::shrug::). Corey began to laugh...or chuckle...WELL his stomach bounced...call it whatever you'd like...:o) It made me laugh...

I've been in a crappy mood...hmm...could it be from that lack of sleep??...NEVER!!!....zzzzz

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Subject:	Rubbing Alcohol Anyone?
Time:	11:55 pm.
Music:	Michelle Branch - You Get Me.

Last day...Friday was a very lovely day...last day of school...was asked out by a freshmen in my gym class and turned him down nicely of course...speaking of that dude (Mike is his name), he kept on saying,"Whoa! Kathy! Lookin' nice!" and if freaked me out because...well, he's a freshmen. I didn't change for gym and I wore this red top (my grandma always said red was my color...) and it sort of was "tight" and yeah...I had to boost up my self-confidence because I felt like I was hidious...

Point about A Midsummer Night's Dream. I remember asking Mr. Miller a question about the characters and how they have to react toward one another and he said, "A girl could like this guy and that guy doesn't like her, but likes another girl, see? So that one girl feels that she's very ugly, but in reality, she is the pretty one. Get it?" At the time, I really couldn't place that in my life. Now that I have seen it for my own eyes (and I wish I had some fairies about now), I understand what he said. It's crazy how each person has their own likes about their "perfect" person or "soul mate". Is there a such thing as a soul mate and how do you know that person is ours forever? I think the Mountain Dew is talking...

Guy with big head...on shoulders. So Jo and huh...I don't want to butcher his name...so...the guy with the big head that goes to Harvard came to see Mr. Corey Friday. I was shocked but happy to see they came back to little ol' Addison to see..."us". I walk out of 103 to get something (I think my clarinet) and he started to say that the woodwind section (clarinets and flutes) sounded very bad on the CD. I was standing right there and he just...said those things. I give him credit for saying the truth but he didn't have to say, "My ears were about to bleed..." I didn't feel like crying...I just felt like he grabbed my clarinet and threw it against the wall or something. There's that saying that goes, "You are only as good as your weakest player..." and that is painfully true. The clarinets can hardly play and I try so hard, but I guess that's not good enough. Yeah, I do wish I could perform with people in my own "caliber" like in IMEA. I regret it now that I didn't try as hard with that thing. I know I could have gotten into it, but my damn laziness got it the way.

Ashley? So I was laying in my bed and my mom comes up to me and says that Ashley is going to be coming over in thirty minutes ("I'll put a girtle 'round the earth in foty minites!!!") and I'm thinking, "Do I have to get outta bed?" so I'm waiting till I have like five minutes to clean my room and the bell rings and I check the clock and its like fourty minutes passed..."What the..." was my first thought then, "Shit!"...was the second because I had to flippin' clue where the keys were, my dad was off somewhere, and my mom was in her PJs still...I, on the other hand, had PJs/ non-PJs (or whatever) on so I was running around looking for keys and cleaning my room...my mom was flippin' out with me...she thought Mrs. Morris was coming over too but Ashley just came. I opened the garage door because I couldn't find the keys (very awkward) and she just had this confused look on her face...at least I was laughing...I hope she did too, laugh that is...I guess. When she came in, my mom was dressed and came down into the kitchen. She was here for like an hour or so. I really couldn't keep up a conversation with her. It was so difficult. I could feel that she felt uncomfortable or something like that. I told her I had some crap to do...and she left. I'm afraid our relationship is bound to end...or never be the same as it was. ::shrug::

Invictus & Serenade. I found some of the pieces we are playing in band today on the net. I was shocked to find some mp3s because I searched on google and found nothing but thirty seconds worth of music. Invictus isn't that hard as I thought. Just gimme a few minutes and I'll play this music the best way possible. I've always put myself down and I say to myself that I'm not the best out there plus I have faults. Everyone has faults. I know I'm probably not the "best" clarinetist out there ::points to window:: but I'm pretty damn good. I'm afraid that if I said I'm the best, and I get turned down I'll feel like poop so I don't say that I'm the best and I find that I'm not and I don't feel as bad. It's a bad process because you start to do that with everything you do....Don't ask him out because he's going to say no and then you'll feel bad...or don't bother practicing because it's not going to help...or something like that. I find myself in that situation a lot.

Speak of rubbing alcohol...my grandma's apartment smells like paint. (I know...It doesn't make sense...but what does?)

I'll leave here with a few words from Michelle Branch:

"So I'm a little out of center
I'm a little out of tune
Some say I'm paranormal
So I just bend their spoon
Who wants to be ordinary
In a crazy mixed up world..."

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Subject:	Does anyone want a milkshake?
Time:	7:19 pm.
Mood:	blah.
Music:	Kelis - Milkshake.

I was looking at my hands today and I realized that my fingers are getting thinner; I could (and still can) see my knuckles more. ::shrug::

Assembly today. Not bad. Teenagers were the majority of the audience. I cannot stand the fact that they/we are not mature enough to sit still during a performance of some kind...::giggle::.

Truth of Dare. Truth. I still do like 'him'. I'm going to try and just get the F*** over him. Today was great. I really didn't think about him and I had a good day; no stress about talking or any crap like that.

Dave is having a bit of issues with Lauren. Fortunately, I think she likes him as well. She doesn't know for a fact though, but at least she's more on the yes side...yes?...sure...

New topic: Rejection & Relationships. I had a conversation about rejection and they said rejection is a horrible feeling and she is afraid of it. Hell, I don't blame her. I'm not very good with rejection too, but who is? We also talked about long and short term relationships. She said it isn't healthy to have a long relationship then a short term one after the other. I haven't had a "relationship" really so I don't know how to react. From what I see, long term relationships suck...being in high school doesn't make the situation better. People in high school look for cute girls or hot guys and maybe they look for personality (rarely). In college, (I think) they look for more than that. They need to see how responsible they are or possibly more personality then looks. I don't have a flippin' clue if this theory of mine is true, except for my thoughts on high school relationships. Do they even take it seriously? meh...

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Subject:	Today's Rambling
Time:	7:41 pm.

So! WoW...I've been so busy lately that I haven't updated in awhile (sorry Elise! LoL). I really have nothing to brag about. Today was Thanksgiving and I had my laughs. Usually at a party, I don't get into the party mode till the end (weird huh?).

I really have nothing to look forward towards. Maybe Monday...I guess...I figured out a way how I'm going to ask Kyle...I'm going tell him how I feel towards him. Now, I've been doting on him for a long time and I think if he doen't like me he should tell me so that I can't give up on him. Maybe the term "give up" isn't what I want. I can get over him. I've heard that he lies to people to make himself seem better. I think to start off the conversation I'll ask him how his college plans are going. Not a bad idea Kathy! I'm soo.....soo...that...yeah...

Thanksgiving has been...eventful or really boring...can't seem to choose one...meh

I better go...somewhere...night...or...bbl

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