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Tomorrow I'm going to the annual RU christmas party. Here is my menu in addition to everyone's potluck:

+ sliced fruit with tapioca pearls (I won't eat the tapioca though)
+ smoked salmon and cream cheese pizza (Philadelphia roll pizza?)
+ zucchini lasagna
+ butternut squash and banana pie

Now... let's hope it tastes good. (^_^);;

I actually enjoy cooking! I don't even mind cleaning up (only if its my mess). I would make a good little wife. haha XD I want to have a party! I should at least host a fancy little brunch for my friends.

( And now for something very sick and very obssessive... )

I've been sketching tons of stuff (can't show you yet)! hee! I just have to keep busy and go out more. woot! Enjoy your weekend kiddos!

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Chronicles of Riddick: One of the worst films I've ever seen! It was the shittiest film in all of shitville (pardon my French).

I'm finally at my goal weight and have been able to maintain it somewhat, but I still feel horribly out of shape. =P

The weekend went by too quickly. I haven't accomplished anything really, though I did prepare two more cardboard "canvases" for practice paintings. Been slacking too much... not good.

Tomorrow I'm going to the doctor... let's hope its good news this time.
[--Edit--] My doctor sucks and cancelled on me. I have to wait till next week. Booo!

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My first submission to www.jogress.net. Go look! Its how strawberries get to the market. hehe :-)

More to come...

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Ok, so I'm getting mixed signals from the crush boy. Though, I'm still not sure if he likes me. But what the heck am I doing? I'm not even sure if I should invest my time into him if this is real. He's leaving the country in March for a year or more... and if I'm being a wussy that's slower than a snail in molasses I will live in regret. Gah! Maybe I should just tell him that I like him... and die. Gosh! This is pathetic. I'm so freaking emo and dramatic.

Bleah... He keeps inviting me to hang out but I decline once 9pm hits because I don't want my parents to question interrogate me as I leave the house. My parents have gotten overly protective of me since I've gotten sick. I'm such a pussy. All of you, just beat me up. I wish I lived alone at times like these.

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Gah! I don't think anything will happen... I'm a silly girl with a silly crush. haha! Its so stupid. I shall be crushed. XD

Reasons:
(a) Out of the league. Shoot... I don't think I'm even in the parking lot!
(b) I'm nothing special. aww...
(c) There is no C, but you can't just have 2 choices in multiple choice.

Anyway, I've come to the realization that I don't have a life plan anymore. Things aren't going according to schedule! Augh! I'm supposed to have a brand new car, a rad job, and a boyfriend by now! hahaha!

Oh poo! Things suck. Life is a dirty dirty whore. Let's just see how this goes. All I can do is keep trying, look cute, and keep learning. Yess! Esjay will be the best Esjay she can be!

The good news is that I've been on this drawing kick! Scans this week or something. M-must.. work.. on website. ::slaps self:: stop being lazy!

oh! And my grandma is coming! hehe! She's flying alllll the way here from the Philippines. She's so cute. I remember when we went to a party and she and I were bored and said to me, "Sarah... I'm bored. I wish they had wine so I can just fall asleep". That's my grandma! haha! <3

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Oh man! Its been so long! haha! I finally updated my website a little. I lost interest in it because I've gotten so busy, but its always been at the back of my mind to get at least something new done. Meh... there's a glitch in my Action Scripting, but my eyes are hurting already. haha, I'll fix it someday...

Other things I did today:
-carwash
-cooked some icky food
-went grocery shopping
-won stuff on ebay! Woo!

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