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[28 May 2003|04:22pm] |
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i hope my lorn had a wonderful time on her birthday, even though my job that sucks wouldn't let me be a part of it.
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[18 May 2003|05:01pm] |
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trainwreck.
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[30 Apr 2003|05:33am] |
Pick a band and answer only using that band's song titles.
1. Are you male or female?: Everything In Its Right Place
2. Describe yourself: Subterranean Homesick Alien
3. How do some people feel about you?: Idioteque
4. How do you feel about yourself?: Optimistic
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: The Trickster
6. Where would you rather be?: Climbing Up The Walls
7. Describe what you want to be: Bulletproof...I wish I was
8. Describe how you live: Like Spinning Plates
9. Describe how you love: Punchdrunk Lovesick Singalong
10. Share a few words of wisdom: I Might Be Wrong
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[16 Apr 2003|11:39pm] |
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why do i keep dreaming about you?
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[13 Apr 2003|06:09am] |
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narcissist.
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[10 Apr 2003|09:12pm] |
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and there are times when i wonder how it is you sleep at night.
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[29 Mar 2003|04:08am] |
lifesforlosers: when i go to city tommorow were gunna do alot of making out
Euphoriqua: oh are we?
lifesforlosers: yeaaaaaaaa
mike's funny.
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[13 Mar 2003|02:08pm] |
i have cereal, and i have a bowl,
but i have no milk.
so i guess i'll just have a cigarette for breakfast.
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[28 Feb 2003|05:09am] |
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seems to me i've been in a similar situation.
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[07 Feb 2003|01:52am] |
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happy birthday to me.
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[01 Dec 2002|01:28pm] |
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will you make up your damn mind already?
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[22 Nov 2002|04:30am] |
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quit faking it.
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[19 Nov 2002|02:11am] |
i feel like i'm breathing in ash.
there's times when i believe that this energy called god is really our own psyche. it is capable of so much; it has so much power over us that we can't even understand the motivation behind some of our own actions.
and i ask, how do you break a habit that has consumed the way you present yourself to a specific person, to the point where they don't even believe that the person you once were even exists?
the man who understands everything about himself, his motivations, his thoughts and how they relate to his actions, how his subconscious works and what it has hold over within his mind and life, his emotions and what causes them, and even his own psyche, the most powerful force within us, this is the man that i respect over all others, for he will rule the world.
when someone, although not close, but dear to you, questions the existence of the proudest part of yourself, the part you keep in highest regard, that you love over all other of your traits, i believe that is the killing blow. the one that makes me want to scream the loudest, and the one that makes me want to never see the sight of him ever again, for as long as i live. but most of all, it makes me want to prove to him that it was never lost, and that it continues to live on though he cannot see it.
and at the bottom of pandora's box lie hope.
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[18 Nov 2002|02:32pm] |
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this just feels like spinning plates.
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[17 Nov 2002|02:41am] |
seriously...
what is the point of even being online if you have to put up an away message?
I'm sick and tired of looking at my buddy list and the majority of it being those damn yellow tags on the side of everyone's name, save about two.
what is the deal with that.
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| stolen from Tia. |
[15 Nov 2002|07:33pm] |
Reminds you of an ex-lover: electricity - apoptygma berzerk
Reminds you of an ex-friend: the humpty dance
Reminds you of your childhood: alice in chains
Makes you cry: time after time - cindi lauper
Makes you laugh: turning japanese - nouseforaname
Makes you wanna dance: old madonna
Reminds you of the one you want: like spinning plates live - radiohead
Makes you very, very sleepy: kenny g
You wish you wrote: beloved - vnv nation
You wish had been written for you: lots of things
Fills you with complete joy: anything sinatra
You never want to hear again: venga boys
You want to get married to: the way you look tonight - sinatra
You want played at your funeral: barber's adagio for strings, some radiohead, vnv
Makes you want to mosh/slam dance:
Sums up your teenage years:
You used to hate but now love: stevie nicks
You like to wake up to: guns n roses
You like out of your parents record collection: prince
Your parents like out of your collection:
You love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: hum
Makes you think of someone who died: californication - chili peppers
You love the video more than the tune:
Reminds you of your first crush: wrong way - sublime
You love which is from one of your favorite movies: haha the moulin rouge soundtrack
Makes you think of the moon:
Makes you think of sex: lords of acid
Makes you think of being alone: mostly radiohead
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[15 Nov 2002|06:59am] |
Morning grey ignites a twisted mess of foreign shapes and sounds, I wish the ceiling was the ground. I'll send you flowers made of silent tiny pieces of the sun to help me make up for this one. While you send tidal waves of love when you're alone, and I can't remember what you do to find a way to send the signal back to heaven sounding blue and bring me faithful back to you.
If we break off gently in slow motion, spinning outward into space, my hand always floating gently at the wheel while you sweetly hold my face..and I need you to give it meaning, I need you to share the view, or it becomes a time for me to love myself like every other thing I do.
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[15 Nov 2002|06:50am] |
Lying in my bed, hear the clock tick and think of you.
Caught up in circles, confusing is nothing new.
Flash back, warm night, almost left behind.
Suitcase of memories -
Time after...
Sometime you pictured me, I'm walking too far ahead.
You're calling to me, I can't hear what you've said.
You said, "go slow, I fall behind."
The second hand unwinds....
If you're lost, you can look, and you will find me
Time after time.
If you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting
Time after time.
I turn, my picture fades, and darkness has turned to grey.
Watching through windows, you're wondering if I'm okay.
Secrets, stolen, from deep inside.
The drum beats out of time...
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time.
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time.
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