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[17 Oct 2002|04:09pm] |
hello.
im feeling very .. um..
antisocial today. not much to say. doing well.
getting married tomorrow. hehe
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| snarfblat |
[07 Sep 2002|04:30pm] |
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hello.
renwick i like your new picture.. but i havent talked to you in forever so im not going to come right out and tell you. :)
i am in the library. yet again.
just ate lunch at this pretty outdoor marketplace..
yup.
i cant start icq on this machine. its making me angry!
rrr!
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| woohah. |
[04 Sep 2002|05:31pm] |
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two entries within the same 1 month period.
i think im getting good again. -sly smile-
i think its easier now that im pretty sure no one reads this thing
i am now.. at this very moment i mean.. sitting at a public library internet terminal.. anxiously awaiting the time when i shall again have my very own compooter.
hmm. let me see.
i cant say much for what ive been doing lately..
ooh. a man came to take my precious antique cast iron sewing machine away and hes gunna fix it!!
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that is all. hehe
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| strange days |
[13 Aug 2002|02:26pm] |
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hello again.
i keep coming back here but havent had the gusto to try to write again.
ive been all out of energy sort of draging through these days
its good though. very good
im happy. trying to straighten out all the funny messes ive made over the years (isnt it funny how that statment makes me sound so fucking old)
ive definatley been going through an "old" phase...
its like... im too old to be entertained by the things i used to love.. but too young to enjoy anything else yet.
its really wierd.
but here i am i guess.
ive changed so much since ive last talked to anyone that i used to know..
im sitting in the library now..
typing away and not even saying anything.
i live in oregon now.
happy to be away from the insanity of island life. but it seems ive taken a piece of the crazyness with me.... but i think im more sane now than ive ever been.
haha. strange
in other news..
im going to have a baby!
Im happy... but very scared.. so if other vegetarian mommies read this i need advice on everything right now.. :)
bleh. caffiene
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| ARGHFBLAT |
[02 May 2002|08:44pm] |
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email died ... new addy. kal0s@antisocial.com
:)
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[02 May 2002|08:44pm] |
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email died ... new addy. kal0s@antisocial.com
:)
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| oh dear! |
[08 Apr 2002|03:35pm] |
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hoehum.
its monday. im at work. taking my lunch break in front of the computer. mmm-hmmm. dirtying the keyboard with my ghee-covered fingers.
trying to plan out what to do with the rest of my day.... i should be out of here soon .. hehe.. ~should~
i want to go to the beach.. went to little beach the day before yesterday and i had the most fun that ive had in so long.. spent almost the entire time in the water.. the sun was so hot.. aaaah.. wanted to go yesterday but it was raining. look at the national enquirer in the next couple weeks for that boxer guy that bit that doods ear off.. hes at little beach smoking pot. hahaha.
yup.
i guess thats all for the weekly juicy gossip update.
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| dis con ected. |
[01 Apr 2002|10:37am] |
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its monday. just one of those days.
you know the kind..
thinking of making a new website. *yay*
feeling strange. reconnecting with a very missed, very special person.... got really excited.. but now his email box is messed up.. i wish i still had his fuckin phone number.
considering going to the
hospital
today. :gulp:
im coughing up wierd things.
like yellow stuff with pink swirls... its some pretty neat lookin lungbutter. i should try to preserve some in a jar. haha.
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| unidentified. |
[29 Mar 2002|06:40pm] |
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hare krishna |
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hmm. i wish that i could remember what i wrote in the last entry.. which was.. not TOO fucking long ago. (i think)
i have regular computer access now!! yahoo!
old friends. email me. im lonely.
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| blanky. |
[22 Mar 2002|11:49pm] |
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fark. i want to think of something beautiful to put here but everything beautiful i could possibly think to say would be sad and im not sad.
at all really.
so many things are turning all
topsy-turvy.
im getting eaten alive by mosquitoes.
i lost your milkweed pod michael. it seemed like it would never run out of seeds and little messages that i could send off to you in the wind.
i want to hear adventure stories.
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| bloof. |
[19 Feb 2002|01:06pm] |
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two burger ladies jabbering |
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lots of strange things happening.
no time to write.
i miss you guys.
:sniff:
this is all im gunna write cuz its gross in here..
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| changes |
[02 Feb 2002|01:11am] |
thanks to Michael Simpson
for the art i butchered to make my icon
i didnt ask but im sure you wont mind :giggle:
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| dub narcotic downpour. |
[01 Feb 2002|09:53pm] |
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yay its raining outside.
how delicious.
i hope i can still get to the airport
today.
i cant wait to get back to maui.
found out Ladyfest is in april.
im going this year!!
it will be so nice to be
HOME for real.
mabye i will find my heart there.
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| spudgun |
[01 Feb 2002|01:32pm] |
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"i am a hairless otter and i must eet chicken" (ededdneddy) |
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last night was.. just like old times i guess.
reminded me of being younger. listening to obnoxious punk rock. tresspassing and shooting potatoes and rotten pears out of this spud gun thing.
i dont know if i have much to say about it.
my brain isnt working today...
todd. im wearing your shirt :o)
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| FrizzleFrazzle |
[01 Feb 2002|10:27am] |
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RAH! i lost my hosting service because i havent updated my site in..
hah.
okay mabye i deserved it. but.. why did i lose it right before i wanted to put the shiny new v.5.oh out?!
anyone got any suggestions for happyhosting without popups?
and does anyone think this colour scheme is ugly. should i stick with the red and black aggro version?
why am i so indecisive.
mabye i just had too much coffee.
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| silly. |
[01 Feb 2002|03:05am] |
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i found this on absenta's journal. i thought it was funny.
everyone should do this quiz. i want to be nosy.1. Ever done it in water?
yep, beach
2. Inside or outside?
outside
3. Most of the time do you enjoy being submissive or dominative?
subbie
4. Do you like it rough?
oh yea
5. Do you like it gentle?
if its a luv thing.
6. Ever given or received through "the backdoor?"
yes. ow.
7. Did you enjoy it?
NO. i punched him in the face.
8. Do you like spankings?
oh yes.
9. Pick one favorite body part of the same and/or opposite sex below the neck?
hipbones and shoulderblades.
10. If you have a fetish, what is it?
HIPBONES! :drool:
11. What's the best aphrodisiac besides booze/drugs?
booze is not an aphrodisiac.
william s burroughs says yage is an aphrodisiac so ill go with that.
12. What kind of outfit or attire should your partner wear to turn you on?
something that shows off their beauty and personality
13. Biting?
sometimes.. nibbling.. ooooh yes.
14. What's your most sensitive body part besides down in THAT southern region?
HIPBONES! and that spot where your neck connects to your shoulder.
15. How do you react if your partner farts or queefs accidentally during sex play?
giggle. and make them giggle with me.
16. What's the grossest thing that's ever happened in times of sexual pleasure?
i dont know!
17. What has a partner done that just felt horrible or was all wrong?
that stupid typical male thing.
18. If its bad, what do you do to pass the time?
haha...pretend like im into it and then right when i feel him cumming.. LAUGH IN HIS FUCKING FACE!!!
(evilgrin) hehehehehehehe (just kidding)
19. Ever sucked someone's toes?
yes.
20. Oh yeah, back up...at what age did you lose your virginity?
13
21. Was it a good experience?
NO!
22. Do you have an easy time getting into people's pants?
id rather get into someones head.
23. Has anyone ever begged you for it?
yes.
24. Have you ever begged for it?
HAH!
25. Who or what has been your best sexually related experience?
naked sleepcuddling. brutally intimate stuff.
26. At what age did this occur?
quite recently
27. What colours represent sex to you?
strange question.
28. Is there a friend or acquaintance that you know that you'd like to "get it on" with?
mabye.
29. If you suddenly notice that your partner's genitals reek as you are about to perform oral pleasure what do you do?
uh. tell them. .in a tactful way that i cant quite think of at the moment..
30. Are there nude or pornographic pictures of you in existence?
yes.
31. Ever filmed a sexual experience?
only still pictures.
32. Has a partner ever acted out anything unusual like wanting to wear your underwear or pretend they're the opposite sex, or other?
thats considered unusual? :giggle:
33. Has an OLDER person ever made advances toward you, explain?
ive only been with older people
34. If you could put yourself in another person's body for a night, who's would it be?
oh i dont know.
35. If you could make yourself invisible for 48 hrs., who would you spy upon or what other things would you do?
i would stand in the middle of a buisy street barely touching people as they walk by .. just to see if they would notice.
36. What physical feature have others complimented you most on?
erm.. me bum.
37. What physical feature do you think is your best?
uh.... lips!
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| travelling |
[01 Feb 2002|02:25am] |
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yay.
travel preperations.
ive been looking at
cheap
airplane tickets
scouring ebay for
all that trainhop crap.
got new
trainmaps
today too.
damn those schematic maps.
im
so
excited.
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| bah |
[31 Jan 2002|09:23am] |
okay. mabye i wont delete my old entries.
im reading them and they are making me all...
~teAry~
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| captian badass. |
[31 Jan 2002|08:30am] |
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Songs:Ohia |
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god damnit.
i hate those song lyrics that you can never chase out of your
brain.
ive deleted all past
entries (except for yesterdays)
i felt like it was definatley time to shed the past
hmm. strange things
are happening in my
head
someone that shouldnt mean anything to me at all
means the world.
he has this innocence
in his eyes
that i would do anything for.
i feel like a retard now
but i had to say something or i was going to explode!!
ps. if you want backlogs. email and ASK politely :)
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| And we laughed. |
[28 Jan 2002|09:30am] |
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someone taking a bath in the next room. |
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because the world is absurd
and beautiful.. and small
(ani d)
wow. its been a long time... and so much has happened
it seems like ive grown more and more out of touch with this box. and i cant really decide wether im happy about it or not.
:laugh: i guess i should be happy. i mean.. i guess the fewer entries i make.. the more consumed with real life i must be.
but. real life sucks. computer life sucks.
im feeling just as suffrocated as before.
dag fnabbit.
my email box is full.
of crap.
i miss you guys.
going back to Molokai today to visit my mom and pop.
im at a strange place between nervous and happy
but.. parents place equals another mopey entry
tomorrow.
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