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[August 28th 2002|6:52pm] |
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Jack Black's birthday is today!Haha.I got cake.yum.Buttrock is the greatest.Ozzy is a very old man.Old ladies with saggy titties shouldn't get painted.
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[August 25th 2002|9:16pm] |
Well well.Today was my family birthday.Cheesecake.Cyndi's cheesecake.Mmm.I got so much pink lipstick I don't know what to do.Wow.G came.He hasn't slept for about 36 hours.Eeek.That was not so good.He could hardly keep his eyes open poor guy.Jennie told me we had to have a talk after I dropped G off.He was like "I bet I know what that will be about."I was like,"yeah, me too another sex talk."But alas she just gave me a vibrator.A baby blue one.HAHA!It was an interesting night that is for sure.
what movie symbolism are you? find out!
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[August 22nd 2002|8:40am] |
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Yeah.Six days.hmmm.Lots of things happen in six days.Lots of things happen in the days after those.Important big things.Sunday is my family birthday.Uh oh.Friday and Saturday Sequim.Ick yuck.Hung with Todd,Zach,Jared,and Aaron.Funny boys.Strom was being and idiot.I wanted to slap him upside the head.Zach was a robot then he wore the corset.If that wasn't sexy I don't know what is.I gave sister the biggest thong wedgie of all time.Atomic style.GWAR!I forgot to bring Todd home.Woops.My car is silly stringed out.Hilarious.I have to get a brake job today.Then they won't squeak.I get my last paycheck today ever.Tomorrow we are gone.
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[August 21st 2002|10:47am] |
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So I guess I am a fuck up.I am always a fuck up.no matter what I do I am always a fuck up.And now more than ever I am a fuck up.That's cool though.Atleast I know I am still good at something and worthy of a classification.And I suppose I am running out of friends.I am however feeling mostly very happy. My family and I are back where we should be.Football season starts Monday so G might quit.FUCK YOU PARTY CITY!We leave for Sequim in a couple of days.Please,someone shoot me.I'm sure there are people who would gladly do so.School starts in two weeks.No more fun.No more staying up til 3.It's all about focus and concentration on my future.Time to grow up.Woah man that's fuckin deep.Today is Miyadis.I am bringing Luke.Luke the hippy is the coolest.I saw Jamie Dryzayich a couple days ago.Ha it was funny.
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[August 18th 2002|6:08pm] |
 You Have a Hooker Ass!Watch out honey! Your ass can make money. If you want to score a couple bills, offer it up and take some pain pills. What Ass Do *You* Have??
haha.very funny.must be the lace.
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| Beautiful Gibberish
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[August 16th 2002|9:56am] |
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Well, many strange things have happened.I have somehow aquired myself another family.I got invited to Suikakala's firstbirthday.A whole new
culture to learn about.I think Tongan Style is Filipino Style.They are sort or close.South India and Figi are not close.At all.Went to Gradies last night.Although I love everyone who is there my attention span grows weary after a very short amount of time.Especially when stupid fucks like Annie and Anwhorica are there.Ick yuck.Took G to get a new phone. and listened to some lady bitch about how much she hates ATT.HAHA!She sounded just like my mom.It was hilarious.She was really bitchy though.Fuck.I got my paycheck.
It's the biggest one I've ever had.Shelly and Bre left me goodbye notes in my locker.I'm going to miss those girls.That was the only good part of working at Party City.Most of the people who work there are amazing.Good stories and great personalities.But now I start college.Big step.I'm a little worried.I need to get work study.I am going Monday damn it.Not last Thursday!In two weeks everything will change.New life,new people,new
experiences.
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[August 12th 2002|6:10pm] |
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I am beginning to question myself and my decisions.Shit.He said he didn't trust me.Then he wouldn't talk to me.I am so obsessed.
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| Fuck Me
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[August 11th 2002|8:55pm] |
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"...this is so hard.It shouldn't be this hard"
"I'll meet them,don't worry about it.It's all my fault anyway."
"It's not your fault.It's mine for not telling you."
"If I wasn't here you wouldn't be fighting with them.Do you want to stop seeing me?"
"No.That would just make it worse."
I feel Emotionally drained.Last night I broke down.I fucked up.I lied to my mom.G thinks it's all his fault.He is having problems of his own.When we see eachother he is tired and stressed out and I am tired and stressed out and it's pathetic.We don't date.We just sit in eachother's arms and zone.I can't wait until my last day.I will feel that intense hatred for work dissapear and everything will be o.k.I can see my family and my friends.I can see G in the daylight.
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| Nacht
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[August 8th 2002|10:36am] |
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I hung out with the Filipinos yesterday.We went to kent and met Macy and had teriyaki.Kata is a confused driver.We ended up renting Crossroads.It was good,clean,Filipino fun.Anyway Anne is leaving soon for Arizona and it is sad.I got home and I was really tired.Like I could hardly move.I ended up hanging out with G which wasn't my original plan but whatever.It was worth it.I found out what it is I have missed out on for so long.Then Alex SPIED on me!Carli was all extra mad because we went to Evergreen in the dark at night and who knows what we were doing!Ahhh!But I slept so good last night.10 whole hours.Damn I feel awake.Imagine.
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| borrowing and stealing are the same thing
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[August 6th 2002|10:18am] |
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Last night I hung out with the cool kids and we did cool stuff like steal boxes and other various things from work.Todd and Aaron put a cardboard spoiler on my car and some asshole guys were doing shit to us.It fell off when we hit 18.We got to Jens and it started raining so we scattered.Chantles work sucks like mine.She should quit.Quitting rocks!T and I had a the best sing along ever in the car on the way to his house.Ha!I called G when I got home and I talked to him for three hours.Yeah...ummm that was wierd.So I guess we have a thing and he is mine.Right.I feel not like me.I feel all tingly.What the hell?I can't decide if I made a really bad choice or a really good one.We have more in common then I thought we did but we are still really different people.I told him everything about him that pisses me off and he told me he would change it for me.I don't know what to do now.Work is going to be off.I only have another week left though.So it will be alright.
I guess he has to meet the family.Uh oh.
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| Baciare Il Mio Asino
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[August 5th 2002|10:02am] |
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My cat walks bow legged but that is beside the point.I started my goddamn period!Clif somehow convinced me to stay two weekends after I quit.What the fuck is wrong with me?He wants me to train the new kids cause I am so fucking good at it?Right.I had this stupid argument with G and I got all extra pissed off at him and he is too fucking blind to realize what the fuck it is exactly he does to make me so mad!It's so simple.He wanted to know why I am such a bitch to him.I told him it was because he was an ass to me.He was like no.I am so nice to you.No.Yes.Back and forth.He pushed me into some boxes I punched him repeatedly.We went to our cars after work and he asked if I was sorry.I told him I would only be sorry when I could be with him totally gothed out and he wouldn't give me any shit about my clothes.I am so sick of him telling be how fucking pretty I am!Is that all he sees?!Anyway I was pissed off.Really fucking pissed off.Then I started to feel bad.What the hell?!Why should I feel bad!It was his FAULT!Oh and he asked me if I was a lesbian!There are two things I really take offense to and he has said both of them, yet for some reason I keep him in my life?So this is what I have become.After never letting any guy ever get close to me this is what I get.What a suprise.
So there was really no point to anything I wrote except that I am overly attached to someone who will in the end fuck me up and break me down if he hasn't already.
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| Mi Familia
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[August 3rd 2002|8:55pm] |
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You know I love em.They are annoying as hell sometimes but I love em.Guido.Trina.Not Cyndi though.She is never annoying as hell.Anyway all I heard was G blah blah and how I went on a date blah blah.I thought I was going to go insane.He doesn't even like me for who I am.He just see's the "potential" for change;to make me into someone else.Fuck that.I will always be me.It was cool to see them all though.Happy I suppose.I want to drink like a gallon of water I am so thirsty.Todd and Chantle are coming over.I haven't seen Todd for a long time.Or maybe it just seems like a long time.Maybe I am having Todd withdrawals.Haha.
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[August 1st 2002|10:16am] |
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Last night was H20.G came with us.Ha.He drove.Ouch.I didn't think he would actually come so when he got here I didn't know what to do with him.I met his sister.She's cool.Chantel wore the shirt last night and I had to change.I got kicked in the head and then Grant threw something at me and hit me upside the head.My head hurts a little.There were only three bands there and the first two sucked hardcore.H20 was rad.They didn't have a set list they took requests.
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[July 29th 2002|9:52pm] |
I have a bitch.My very own bitch.I always wanted one.Now I have my very own tall,dark,shiny,built bitch!MWHAHAHA!
I called G at work and told him when to meet me on Wednesday and he said yes master.Whatever you want.Oh god!That was fantastic.The greatest thing I have heard all week.mmmm.Master.Dominatrix style.
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| What the fuck?
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[July 28th 2002|9:03pm] |
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Work.I put in my two weeks last night.Today creepy Tim ripped it up and threw it in the trash.He told me I couldn't turn it in yet or Clif would have me investigated.So I have to get another lecture form Clif tomorrow.I hate him.I don't know if I will be able to hack it.I'll either get really pissed or breakdown.I told G everything that has happened in the last couple days.Tim hitting on me,my til constantly being off,almost getting fired,and he listened to the whole thing.I felt better.Talking to him is probably the only thing keeping me sane there.I hope I can make it two more weeks.
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[July 27th 2002|9:21am] |
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All weekend I work til close.Sister comes home today and I probably won't see her until monday.I bet she will hang out with Axle.H20 is on Wednesday and so is Danzig.HA.G flaked out on me.He said he wouldn't but he did.I bet him he would and I will win.Because like every other guy I have ever known deep down he sucks.
I love photoshop 7.It's the greatest.I love my intuos tab too.
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| mind candy
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[July 25th 2002|4:14pm] |
I got my laptop.The thing is fuckin gorgeous.Like god.Slimline G4.All my software is loaded now.Photoshop,illustrator,all the mac shit.I want to play with it but I have to go to work.
I think I have died and gone to NERD heaven.
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| tagged by corporate
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[July 24th 2002|11:26am] |
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Guisseppe.New guy.Fuckin wierd.He asked me if I used to live in Hawaii.He thinks we've met.I think I would remember someone like him especially with that name.This week.Fanfuckingtastic.Little work.Lots of music and sleep.Ahhh.Three more weeks of hell and I am done forever.Goddamn thats a great feeling.And I, K-Rock have been tagged by Party City Corporate.Thats too fucking bad now isn't it?HAHA! FUCK THEM
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| Hey Jen
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[July 23rd 2002|4:17pm] |
Banana for Clay
MONKEYS WANT MONEY NOT A STINKING BANANA.Thanks.
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| OZZY
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[July 23rd 2002|11:54am] |
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I saw Shai Hulud last night.They kick live.
Ozzfest is soon.It will be great.Why, you ask?Because I will feel like I am at home.Drunk,sweaty guys with long hair make me feel at ease.I grew up with them,they help me at shows.Basically those guys rock and there will be lots of em at Ozzfest.Rob Zombie and Meshuggah.I love Meshuggah.They are great.No hardcore kids at Ozzfest and no hardcore bands.Damn...I am so fucking dissapointed.Right.Not that I don't love the scene,I just love my roots more.
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| Like a mother fuckin cannonball
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[July 21st 2002|3:14pm] |
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Warped Tour kicked ass.I got really burnt.Owww.Oh well.I am a happy girl.I saw Bad Religion.I've wanted to see them forever and ever.I am sleepy.The motel was just a little ghetto.Jen screams in her sleep.Todd growls.Today is Chantle's birthday.Yay.Everyone is finally 18.I will be too eventually.Jen wants to go to a show tomorrow.SHOW!Mwhahaha!H20 is soon.GWAR.I don't work full time this week.I went to work to get my schedule and some guy said to me and I quote,"damn girl you lookin fine." What the fuck?
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[July 17th 2002|10:38pm] |
I think I am going to get fired.
I cried all the way home.
I already miss them.
I am a fuck up.
I love them.
As of August first I quit
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[July 17th 2002|9:48am] |
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Yesterday was a vast improvement over the last few days.Clif didn't come in til I was almost out of that shit hole and so I only had to deal with Pam who is the only manager esque person with half a brain.I came home and went to see gramdma but she was gone to I talked to Cyndi and Guido.Family.Ahhh...I got to see Chantle,Jen, and Aaron.Aaron got us all free ice cream.Ha.Carli is going swimming to day.It's fuckin shitty outside.
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| Life sucks then you die
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[July 15th 2002|7:17pm] |
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You know that song.It is a Dead Milkmen song.Wow.I am going to write about work.Suprise,Suprise.I want to die when I am there.Tiff told us she wasn't making minimum wage.None of us make minimum wage.We make 15 cents less than minimum wage.I was told today that I need to focus on work.What is that supposed to mean you ask?I know exactly what it means.I can't talk to who I want to.Fuck that.I can talk to whoever I want to whenever I want to.Even when I am at work.If I decided to make out with someone on my break I could do it.If I want to sleep on lunch I can.If I want to take a day off I can do that too.Oh but not at Party City.I can't have a "relationship" with G.Did I ever say I had or wanted one?NO.I love him and he is my friend now, but I don't think I want him for anything else.Poor guy.He takes just as much shit as I do.He's so much better at dealing with it than I am.I wanted 3 days off.I get one.Fuck that.If I give enough notice I should be able to take three days off and not take any shit about it.I should also not be told I cannot have over time and that I have to clock in late everyday to avoid having over time.Fuck.I am getting sick now because I am so stressed out I don't sleep at night and I keep freaking out.I wake up in the middle of the night crying for no apparent reason.That's real fucking fun.At Warped Tour I am going to take everything out on Grant and it will be great.He needs a purpose.I need to quit bad.I can't live like this.I am hardly functioning.I go to work,come home,and sleep.
I feel broken.
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| The Love Boat? What the fuck?
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[July 14th 2002|10:18am] |
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The Love boat documentary is on.It's fuckin retarded.Clay and Mom are watching it.Charo?Righhhht...I have a day off today.JOY!I am going shopping and I am going to pretend I don't have to work tomorrow.I didn't get Friday off so I have to call in sick.Yesterday G asked me why I am never happy and I couldn't think of an explaination he would understand.He pretty much told me to suck it up and make the best out of everything.He is right.But ughh.It's so hard.
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| TO ALL THE WCHC:
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[July 12th 2002|11:30am] |
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We must hold a meeting to discuss the matter of the sixth wheel.
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[July 9th 2002|1:16pm] |
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I am such a fuck up.My paycheck was in my messenger bag that was stolen from my car.It has my social security number and my name, address,and phone number.Goddamnit!I had to call Party Shitty and get a stop on my check and next week I will get a new one but the assholes who stole my shit still have it.Chantle came and she has been here for awhile.She is getting us fat girl sustanance.She rocks.Hardcore.
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| joy of all joys
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[July 9th 2002|12:36am] |
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Just when I thought life would be good again my car gets broken into.After work I went with Christin to Denny's like we do every once in awhile when there is nothing better to do.We go to leave I get in my car and my adapter is busted on the floor I look over and there is no window,no cds, and no cd player.Cd player isn't a huge deal but window... my window.Smashed on the concrete.And the fucker left his crow bar on the seat.Idiot.They are running prints on it.My cds probably about 50 dollars in losses.Most were burned.Oh and they stole 75 cents in quarters.Ughh.Tomorrow,my day off I was going to do nothing.Sleep.But no.I have to call the insurance guy, tha window guy,the mechanic.When will it ever end?!For christsakes kill me now.
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| and what I fear most is life itself
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[July 8th 2002|12:24pm] |
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Well,I think I almost had a nervous breakdown last night.
Sleeplessness,work,and work,Clif,cars,college,work study,G.Jesus Christ.Uhhh!But last night was good.Hung out with Chantle,Jen,and Aaron.I laughed.I dodn't feel like I wanted to kill someone or break shit.I slept.I get 32 hours this week.
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[July 5th 2002|12:09pm] |
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Last nightinsert Bevis and Butthead laugh rocked.We blew shit up.It was kick ass.Aaron made a cd.Jen put patriotic sprinkles on the brownies.Chantle found us a crew name.I played the piano til late.It was wierd.I haven't played it for years...
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[July 4th 2002|11:04pm] |
Xscenester slut crewX
my hammer...your head
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| Stranger things have happened
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[June 29th 2002|4:36pm] |
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Work.Bleh.I made a deal with G and he shook on it and said I had his word.He comes to a show with me and sees my way of life I go to "show" with him and see his.He gave me his number I gave him mine.Dun dun dun...
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| ****
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[June 28th 2002|12:09pm] |
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...and I hope something happens soon;if it doesn't nothing ever will.
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| dissapointment breeds amongst the masses
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[June 27th 2002|12:08pm] |
I don't want to be hostile.
I don't want to be dismal.
But I don't want to rot in an apathetic existance either.
See
I want to believe you,
and I want to trust
and I want to have faith to put away the dagger.
But you lie, cheat, and steal.
And yet
I tolerate you.
Veil of virtue hung to hide your method
while I smile and laugh and dance
and sing your praise and glory.
Shroud of virtue hung to mask your stigma
as I smile and laugh and dance
and sing your glory
while you
lie, cheat, and steal.
How can I tolerate you.
Our guilt,our blame ,
I've been far too sympathetic.
Our blood, our fault.
I've been far too sympathetic.
I am not innocent.
You are not innocent.
No one is innocent.
I will no longer tolerate you
Even if I must go down beside you.
Because,
No one is innocent.
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[June 26th 2002|10:22pm] |
adema69 is up on facethejury.
MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
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[June 26th 2002|12:24am] |
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Chantel's asshole little brother called me a lesbian today so I threw water all over him.In return he hit me twice with his skateboard.Mind you this kid works out all the goddamn time.Ow.Flaming imbisile!I hope he goes to hell.
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[June 25th 2002|1:25am] |
I feel like I have been in solitary confinement for 8 hours.It's a wierd feeling.Inventory is also wierd.We weren't supposed to talk the whole time.Yeah,umm that didn't work so well.It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be though.I work Wednesday.:(
Rob came.We were closed.I flipped him off.Stupid fuck.
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| MTV2introducing us to shitty bands 1 asshole at a time
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[June 24th 2002|3:23pm] |
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Nonpoint is putting out new shit on the 25.It kind of sucks.The old stuff was better.Earshot is a Tool ripoff.HA!Maynard is god and no one will ever be close to his awesomeness.GWAR!i have to leave soon for work.Dun dun dun!!!Oh god and new Red Hot Chili Peppers!That is shit.Pure shit.Yea they have talent but goddamn,you think they could use it or something.
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We drove all the way to Mount Vernon last night to see those wonderful, gifted boys that are Miyadis.All of our asses were numb by the time we got there.It is about an hour and a half drive each way and I did the whole thing on one hour of sleep!HA.All the people there were wierd.They were not the type of people you would expect to see at a show. After Miyadis played they took Todd and went racing.Jen and I had our own fun doing donuts in the parking lot and filling up squirt guns.MWHAHAHAHA!On the way home I could hardly keep my eyes open.We listened to really loud annoying music (AKA Wesley Willis and Zebrahead) on the way home in an attempt to keep everyone awake.Todd fell asleep anyway.So the whole damn thing was pretty rad.Miyadis rocked 10 times harder than Die Trying. I slept in til noon today.I feel good.mmmmm...sleep.I have to do inventory tomorrow night.Ick.
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[June 22nd 2002|5:50pm] |
Yesterday was Jen's party.We jumped.Jumping is cool.Jumping on the trampoline in the water is rad.Evil people came to Jens party.EVIL.Poor Jen.Bastards.We left around eight and picked up those freshman boys and went to the drive in.Blah.I should never have gone.I ended up getting this horrible migrane.The worst I have ever experienced.I felt like I was going to pass out.I felt stupid but it's not like I could have done anything.I couldn't fall asleep last night.I woke up at 6 to go to work after getting about an hour of sleep.I am drained.
+If I could wish for one thing and actually get it I would wish for a normal body.I wouldn't get migranes that make me curl into a little ball and cry,no thyroid problems.I also wouldn't have to take such a wide variety of drugs I look like an addict.However,I will never get my wish.
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Fat fuck needs to die.He makes me want to punch someone in the face.Fat fuck aka my manager decided we all had to stay until 10 tonight,that means poor Christin is probably there for another hour or 2.Stuck in the office with fat fuck.*cringe*I want inventory to be over.Inventory is evil, fat fuck is satan,and Party Shitty is hell.Tomorrow I have to close.I wasn't supposed to but fat fuck decided I have to be there at 4:45 to close.Close is no defined time mind you.Close is whenever fat fuck finishes whatever the hell it is that he does in the office.He made G mop the floor.We never mop the floor.We needed to finish recovery and there is G mopping the floor.Holy shit.So when I get off work tomorrow night basically the night will be almost over and I will be super pissed.I can't wait until Friday.Life can continue.
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[June 18th 2002|11:18pm] |
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Today was a strange day indeed.I went to the brake place and I saw Bochi.He talked to me.Wierd.I went to work and talked to G for a long time.When I don't treat him like shit he is actually pretty cool.I told him he made me cry and he said he was sorry like 6 times.I have to work tomorrow and Thursday too.No Gradies for me,atleast not until late.I guaged my other ear with the handle of a paintbrush.Creative,in a sick painful kind of way.Mwhahahahaaha!
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| italiano rotto
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[June 17th 2002|8:48am] |
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Questa settimana era lunga.Ho reso la mia favorita hc ragazza arrabbiata io. So no ritardato.Hct è depresso.Amo quei wc ragazze e ragazzo.Sarò da solo l'anno prossimo in ogni modo. BACIARE IL MIO ASINO Auburn! è felice che ci siamo laureati.
*kids this won't translate.If you try it will not make any sense.I used too much slang.
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[June 12th 2002|7:12pm] |
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The last few days have rocked.It's the last week of school.Two days left and Sunday is graduation.Wow.I locked my keys in my trunk today and the whole japanese thing got fucked up partially because of me and partially because Archie is a fuck up.Friday we are going to redo it.It's really bad.HARDCOREbad.Tomorrow I have to work.I wrote a letter to G.Maybe he will leave me alone.
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[June 8th 2002|6:40pm] |
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FUCK THIS I love him.He knows it.
...I don't understand him and I don't think I want to.If he was normal maybe I would get along with him and it wouldn't be so ackward and creepy everytime I see him.
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Ok.Let me tell you a story.Prom.It all starts with this girl.She tells me this story in yearbook about how pathetic her love life is and that four guys ditched her for prom and I felt bad for her.She asked if she could come with us and I said sure.Stupid idea.She shows up about 15 minutes later than everyone else to my house and she doesn't have her fucking dress on.I am tired and stressed out anyway and this totally pisses me off.All the cool kide go in the yard for pics and my mom waits for her.She obviously sucks so why wait for her?So this bitch says to me when we get to prom...I think I like Zach.She's know him what,like an hour?I was like thats nice.Dod I look like I fucking care?Whatever so she is all over him all night and it is totally discusting because I know what she is like and how many guys she has fucked and I hope Zach stays the fuck away from her.
Anyway,prom was boring like I thought it would be.Andy Pratt talked to me also like I thought he would.Ick.The boys were all hilarious and the hardcore girls atleast 10 times better looking.HAHA!It was cool to dress like a Tokyo whore for a night.It probably would have been better if I wasn't so goddamn tired.I fell down in front of Todd's house and fucked my knee up.His mom gave me bandaides and took pictures.It was amusing to say the least.The boys went in the storage room and stole stuff.The the old drunk elks were talking to them.
Clay bought a hammock.It's mine now.
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Sick again.New antibiotics.Bad sinus infection.Ughhh.
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