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Sunday, February 16th, 2003
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3:57 am
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3:35 am - alive & ok
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Well, I've just finished the dishes (not all but enough to take a break). Its been raining ice all day! Ugh! The roads are so bad. But anyways..... I've been working on my wed site!!!! Its gonna take me forever! I have like no time!! I'm such a forgetful person, I swear I'd forget my name if my didn't say it so much, I forgot my web site addy!!!!!! *durrrrrr slaps forehead* What ever! I don't really have much to say, I'm alive. Thats enough.
current mood:  annoyed
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| Saturday, February 8th, 2003
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1:34 pm - a poem, i love
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My Angels
Unforgetable T,
you were my first friend,
You taught me the goods
& bads of friendships.
We've now gone
down different roads.
You went first,
I choose not to follow you,
I'm sorry.
Sweetest R.
time can pass & pass agian.
yet I still can count
on you to be there.
To listen. I connected
to you on a spirital level.
Emotional, heart level.
You first showed me what a friend was.
Angelic M.
awwwee, what can I say.
You became my friend when I had none.
You talked to me
about stuff that was deep.
Deep, are friendship is deep.
I got depressed & lost the world.
you found me & showed
me what a true friend is.
Thank you.
Angels, you were all angels, my angels.
I love this poem I wrote. It was a month ago but I love it =) Its from the heart, my heart.
current mood:  lonely
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1:03 pm - ohhh neat
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CRYPTOZOOLOGY I love that! I've always been into all that stuff!! its neato.
current mood:  geeky
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11:48 am
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I breathe you,
I feel you,
I love you,
I hold you,
I kiss you,
I need you,
I want you,
I hug you,
I leave you,
I forget you,
I hate you,
I love you.
Hmmmmm nice poem huh. made by me, Amy. haha i'm in a poem making mood! *lol*
Hold me now,
feel my love,
I need you forever,
My heart is yours,
Our love is deep,
Kiss me deeply,
Hold me tight,
Forget me not,
When you leave,
That was a winner. hahahahaha
I'll love you forever,
Until the stars fall to earth,
I'll love you forever,
Until the oceans have all gone,
I'll love you forever,
Until the mountians crumble,
I'll love you forever,
Until the sky is no longer blue,
I'll love you forever,
Until the sun shines no more,
We were ment to walk this path of life together,
To touch the sky & swim the seas,
we will laugh & love forever,
Our passion is as bright as the sun,
Love is as deep as the sea,
I'm so happy you belong to me.
I'm like so done with all this!!! haha I'm like not likeing any of them!!!! And when its like that, you should just stop!! so I will.
current mood:  creative
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7:33 am
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today was stressful & filled with books.
current mood:  crazy
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| Thursday, February 6th, 2003
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2:52 pm - tired...... scared..... tired.....
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I love Leanne Rimes cd Twisted Angel. It does not sound country at all!!!! I was so shocked! haha Its good. Right now I am so tired & I'd be asleep already but I got so hot I just couldn't get to sleep! Ugh! I hate when that happens! Right now is kinda a scary time for America, I mean we got three guys who are very scary & that we should be scared of! Kim Jong II & Saddam oh and can't for get Osama bin Laden. I've always been scared of Saddam Hussein! He really scares me. Just hearing his name puts scary bumps on me!!!! wonder why....... must be my childhood, yeah that Persian Gulf War. I was like 11-12 years old. That was scary! I just found this its real scary!!!!!!!!!! *?We?re dealing with Hitler revisited.?
President George Bush on Saddam Hussein, Oct. 15, 1990. Bush retracted the statement under criticism that it belittled the Holocaust* He's just a scary man............ I'm so tired! I gotta go to bed. I don't know too much about Kim Jong II. Maybe I should find out about him. He just might be even scarier!
current mood: scared & tired.....
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5:00 am
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(\ /)
( \ __ / )
( \()/ )
( / \ )
/ \
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TAKE THIS LITTLE ANGEL
AND KEEP HER CLOSE TO YOU
SHE IS YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL
SENT TO WATCH OVER YOU
Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it's called the present!
oooO
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Some people
come into our lives
and quickly go.
oooO
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Some people
become friends
and stay awhile...
leaving beautiful
footprints on our hearts...
oooO
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\ (
\_ )
and we are never
quite the same
because we have
made a good friend!!
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| Wednesday, February 5th, 2003
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1:09 pm - *are you out there*
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Well, I've had the worst headache for two days. I finnaly got my blood pressure medicine today! And we got White Castle's for dinner! yum! My headache is alittle better now & once mom wakes up (she always gets up at night, a night owl) I'll help her move some stuff around in the living room. Its gonna snow tomorrow, dang! And here i thought it was gonna get warmer & spring was on its way! Boohooo I love American Idol. hehe Fun! But I missed it tonight, oh well. I felt so bad I didn't care. Hmmm....
current mood:  stressed
current music: poe
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| Tuesday, February 4th, 2003
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4:30 pm - blah
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I'm getting ready to take a show cause I stink real bad! All day its been sweat sweat sweat! Ughhhh! *hours later* I never took a shower, I have a headache & the hot bathroom wasn't gonna help much. Mom got upset, she started that... maybe I did something wrong, I should have made you get a job. You need to get out of the house. And all that. And about me needing to see a shrink (hehe), I agree, I do need to go see one & talk. Though I will probley cry more than talk. I cry too much. *sigh* I worry my mother, thats not good.
current mood: aggravated
current music: hampsters wheel
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| Sunday, February 2nd, 2003
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6:48 am - pain hurts
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I've been taking it easy today, in hopes that the cramps will slow down. So to make my self feel useful I've been organizing books in the library. Putting all the childrens books down low for Robbie & the teen books in the middle & adult books on the top shelves & learning books here & all that. haha Took this quiz & found out I can't handle pain at all. Duhhh we knew that already!!! hahahaha
Pussy!
Hey, pain hurts. I guess there's nothing wrong with
being a PUSSY besides the fact that you would
bawl your eyes out from being looked at with
malign intent.
What's Your Pain Tolerance?
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current mood: accomplished
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| Saturday, February 1st, 2003
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3:30 pm
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2:55 pm - owwwie
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How can life be so good & then in a matter of minutes it turns crappy! Ugh! I mean I was ok, yeah i'm on my period so what, its normal now & then, *crash bang boom* I do some furniture moving, carry books up stairs & now I'm bleeding alot. not just norm heavy but *alot* & I hurt so bad. Those pms pills that normally work, aren't. The pain hurts so bad I can't walk to go lay down & I don't wanna yell for my mom cause I don't wanna worry her, (even though she would be so upset to know this!) I'm crying....... sitting here at 3 in the morning crying over period cramps. Some would call me *a baby*, and those *some* have no clue! Screw them! screw them all!!!!! I swear it feels like something is tearin' or rippin' apart. ughhhhh...... and i'm so tired..... i guess i'll sit here until the pain stops some & do some quizes... yeah more of those things........
current mood: painful
current music: only my tears
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12:24 pm
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9:27 am
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Elf of the White Hills: Other races of elves think
you could be related to dark elves, because of
your similar coloring (you're skin is much
lighter though, with darker hair and eyes); but
you live in the white hills, not underground.
Your attitude may be frigid, and all logic, but
you're not evil. You give yourself to study,
the pursuit of knowledge and the safety that
comes with the power of information. You tend
to be a little too opinionated and may lean
towards bigotry.
Which Elven Race are you?
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9:21 am - i was bored!!!
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Sally is pretty cool. She seems a bit too quite in
the movie. But I like how she would do anything
for Jack. It's so sweet. ^_^
What The Nightmare Before Christmas character are you?
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You're Bonnie, fire and feeling. Analysis: You've
been hurt in life, either physically or
mentally and it's really affected the way you
see yourself. Given half the chance, you could
really shine, but you'd probably let it go to
your head. Try not to be narcassistic and let
your inner depth lead you. You'll be much
better for it. Traits: strong, passionate,
angered easily, practical.
Which Witch from The Craft Are You?
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avoidant
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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A block of ice can sometimes appear to be more
emotional than you. Try tearing down that wall
every now and again; you might be surprised
with the results.
How do people see you?
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I'M COLD!!! HMMMMmmmmmm......
Blues are some of the most loving, nurturing and
supportive personalities. They live from their
heart and emotions. Their purpose for being on
the planet is to give love, to teach love and
to learn that they are loved. Their priorities
are love, relationships, and spirituality.
What Is Your True Aura Colour?
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YOU ARE Crookshanks: Are you Mrs. Figg in disguise?
Ah, who cares! You're big and squishy and cute
in your own special way. And always ready to
spot an evil animagus who's pretending to be
dead for the last 12 years. You're fiercely
loyal even if it does come acrossed as trying
to eat your friend's pet from time to time.
What Harry Potter Pet Are You?
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You are smart and sexy!
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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8:44 am
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8:36 am - pms blues
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Drank too much chocolate milk today, gave me a major tummy ache. Sad about the columbia space shuttle blowing up or falling apart. moved more books up to the library along with a nice comfy chair to read in. Its coming along nicely. Also moved furniture around & the living room is still a mess. furniture and movies are everywhere. I'm awaiting for spring to get here. I can't wait for some warmth, and yet, when it gets warm out I'm gonna turn on the a/c. haha I miss the sound of it, it comforts me & puts me to sleep. hmmmm, well thats all.
current mood: bitchy
current music: miss paula
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| Saturday, January 25th, 2003
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8:15 am - an instant ramble
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I love beanie babies, as my closest friends already know. And yeah, I decided to write alittle something. haha I bought two Alfred hitchcock movies today. They rock. My library is starting to take shape & my good ness I never new how many books I had until I had to carry them all up stairs!! Ahhhh!!! hehehe hmmmmm...... Well, hello to everyone & I'll ramble agian when I get time........
current mood: bitchy
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| Monday, June 10th, 2002
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3:57 pm - *a sad birds valley*
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i've been having trouble writting. its like i'll sit down at my computer and the moment i get to the right spot to write, boom my hand closes it all and i get up. i kinda feel scared to write. no thats not it. its more of an empty feeling in my tummy. i've written alittle bit here and there on paper but its just poems. my hands are shaking some as of right now. i loved to write. i love to write! why does my mind do this? how can i not like it? I do the same thing with pokemon cards. i love to play but sometimes i'll go a month with out playing cause i just can't pick them up. its weird and mixed up. no one can understand and i think thats why i haven't written. people will read my journal and think how can she feel like that or what is she saying, it makes no sence. but it all makes sence to me and i shouldn't worry about what others think. just so long as its written down for me to remember. Heres one of the poems i wrote. I'll write it here so i don't lose it.
go to sleep feeling unloved,
wishing things could be undone,
hoping when i wake all will be alright,
that it all will be mended and fixed in the night.
i went to bed upset that night and that poem popped into my head. sigh ok i'm done for now writing my mumbo jumbo.
current mood: moody
current music: pink
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