THE COW MADE ME DO IT

9:03AM

Sorry I don't update this as much as I used to. I'm not allowed on my computer anymore. It really sucks, but oh well. Life goes on. I'm not dead and thats all that matters. So yeah, my mom was in a car accident the other day. She is ok, but our new car isn't. Yeah....... I'm in school right now. I'm supost to be looking up info on volcanoes, but I don't feel like it. I starting to write a new movie script, its about my life. I think it might urn out ok. Well I think I might actually do my work now. Bye bye, and may the force be with you... always

Current mood: gloomy

2:08PM

I'm going t see the murderdolls today!!! I'm so excited.

Current mood: excited

Current music: murderdolls

4:31PM

I'm not doing the mtv thing. I have been doing a lot of thinking about it and came to the conclusion that it would be cool to be on tv, but not for the reason that was presented to me. So I'm just going to tell them that I changed my mine and I'm not going to do it.

Current mood: creative

Current music: Dead Kennedys-Uber Alles

6:46AM

Sorry I haven't updated in so long. I have been busy. Anyways, the funniest thing happened to me at work the other day. This lady from MTV walked up to me and asked me if I wanted to be on a new reality tv show called camp cool. SO I said yes and she handed me a flyer explaining what the show was about, but I wasn't thinking about what I was reading. All I saw was MTV. So I filled out a form and the lady took my mug shot. After she left I re-read the form, and I found out that it wasn't what I thought it was. Basically its a show where they take loser kids and teach them how to dance, get girls and be cool. Oh well I'll still do it. It might be fun. I had an interview yesterday but had to reschedule it, so I have one today at 4:30.

Current mood: awake

Current music: dead milkmen-punk rock girl

11:11PM - KORN!

The release date for korn's new cd has changed. It's coming out this firday!!! I'm so excited! My mom is going to pick it up for me on friday because I have to work. I have to have it the first day it comes out. I got untouchables and issues both on the days they came out. Am I a little too ubsessed?

Current mood: determined

1:08PM

1:03PM

Sorry I haven't updated for a while. I've been sick. The Staind concert was fun. Sevendust opened up for them. I took Michelle along. I think she had a good time.

Current mood: gloomy

Current music: Deftones-change

10:09PM - KORN WAS AWSOME!

I had the time of my life last night! Where should I start? I guess I will start from the begging. We got there in their middle of Feildy. He sucked! haha! anyways, Limp Bizkit was so awsome! They did a cover of "you know your right" by Nirvana. Fred got in the pit for a little bit and then stared to sing RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! But some girl elbowed me in the face and I got pushed out of the way. After that I managed to work my way to the front, then They had a thing in between Limp and korn's set where Johnathan Davis played xbox against some contest winner. It was kinda stupid. Finally KORN played! It was so much fun! They played a few new songs, and at the end when David threw out his drum sticks one fell on the floor nex to me! I had it untill someone snatched it out of my hands. Over all I had a wounderfull time. I can't wait for them to come back around here again!

Current mood: indescribable

Current music: Korn

7:01PM - KORN

Its 7:00, I'm leaving to go see Korn! I'm so excited!

Current mood: bouncy

Current music: Korn

12:07PM

Staind was post poned untill next Thursday, thats cool though because I didn't have anyone to go with. Also I don't get to go see MSI tonight because i'm going to see Korn instead on tuesday. I'd much rather go see Korn then MSI.

Current mood: awake

Current music: Korn-dead bodies everywhere

9:37PM - STAIND

I have two tickets to see Staind tomorrow night but no one to go with! My mom some how ran into one of the guys from kroq and he hooked her up with two tickets. So she gave them to me, but no one can go! So i'm stuck going to a concert by myself again. None of my friends can ever go to concerts! I'm always stuck going by myself. Hopefully I will find someone to go with. If not I will go alone. Oh well!

Current mood: anxious

4:00PM

Depression


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4:51PM - SID VICIOUS LIVES!

I just got back from Amoema music. I bought "sid vicious lives" I was looking for "Sid Sings" but they said it was out of print. So I got Sid Lives instead. I also ate at Jack in the Box for the first time. Their frys are good, but their burgers could have been better.

Current mood: amused

Current music: Sid Vicious-My Way

3:07PM - MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE

MSI is playing at the Whisky a gogo on the 8th and 9th. I need someone to go with. If you are going or want to go with me please post a message.

2:42PM

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11:29PM - HALLOWEEN SUCKED!

It's halloween night. Approximately 11:30. I just got home from work. My halloween is waisted, my favorite holiday is gone, and I never even did anything. All I got to do is school and work. I'M SO PISSED!!! My mom is getting ready to go out and have fun, but I get stuck at home because no one I know can go any where. THIS SUCKS!!!

Current mood: sad

Current music: Sex Pistols- Holiday in the sun

10:11PM - MY RUIN

I just got back from seeing My Ruin. They were playing a free show at Amoeba Music. They were bad ass! I'll have to get their new cd. In other news, Me and my friend Jessie are starting an old school punk band. Kinda like the Ramones, Sex Pistols, that kind of stuff. Hopefully it works out. I have been wanting to be in a band for a really long time.

Current mood: gloomy

Current music: My Ruin

8:36PM - HELP ME MOONLIGHT

This is a song I wrote earlier. Let me know what you think of it. I call it "help me moonlight"

Sitting under the stars thinking about nothing,
living in a world full of chaos,
moonlight take me away from it all,
I wana be alone off in my own world,
away from everyone,
can't stand all the madness of the world,
Its way to much for me,
Moonlight take me away from it all,
I'm to depressed,
to confused,
hating life,
all I wana do is get away from it all,
moonlight take me away from it all,
moonlight take me away from it all,
help me please,
help me please,
I wana be happy,
help me please,
take me away moonlight,
away from this place,
away from the world,
away from mankind,
moonlight take me away from it all,
from it all,
from it all,
from it all,
moonlight help me please

Current mood: creative

5:21PM - Back yo school

School starts next week. I'm kinda glad. I'm always so bored. Now I will have something to do. I'm going to go see the new Texas Chainsaw movie this friday. If I can get a hold of Lili I will see if she wants to go. Her phone has been busy all day. I'm so bored right now. I found out about a really cool band today.Their called Lollipop Lust Kill. They are fucking bad ass! I think I'm going to see "Mindless Self Indulgence" next month. They are playing at The Wisky. That would be fun.

Current mood: bored

Current music: Lollipop Lust Kill- Knee deep in the dead

11:44PM - I'm back

Well I had a swell trip... NOT! It was ok. But the person I wen't with was being a bitch. I would say the name but can't because that person doesn't want me to. ANYWAYS... The person was all over my friend Justin, and it made Justin uncomfrtrable. When I told the person they yelled at me and cussed me out in front of my grandma. So I left and went back to Justin's house. We went out and had some fun. Lets just say that the person who's name I cannot speak got really pissed at me for leaving them. I don't care though, they shouldn't have been such a bitch.(if you are that certain someone, and you just happen to read this I just wanted to let you know that I'm saying this out of pure anger.)

Current mood: annoyed

Current music: Mindless self indulgence-bring the pain